The fall hurt. Chris cannot move, his feet were sprained while my back was hurt due to the sudden fall. At this point I want to be ashamed of myself and shout at Chris at the same time. If he did not intervene once again, this would never happen. I want to be ashamed of myself because I got carried away by his words. I want to shout at Chris because he stopped me – again – making him hurt himself. The water is getting close to us. Adam immediately put down his bag and went to rescue us. I told him to get Chris first and just let me stay here but Chris was adamant. Adam figured this drama won’t be over not until he secured me first so that Chris would shut up and we would all be safe. He carried me like a bride. He’s unbelievably strong for his age, I weigh around 50 kilograms but he carried me effortlessly. Selene asked if my back hurts. I was tempted to say, “obviously not,” but I said, “yes.” If she’s really thinking, that question is clearly stupid. Of course my back hurts! I
The words we’re told directly in front of me. Eye-to-eye. It was told with a soft, concerning voice that would instantly make a girl’s heart melt. My heart did not melt. As a matter of fact it just left me dumbfounded, angry, and confused. “You won’t risk your life for a random stranger!” I yelled at him. My voice echoed, making Adam and Selene curious about what is happening between Chris and I, knowing that it is a kind of serious matter, they just let us. I am staring at Chris who is still holding my hands, looking up to me, maintaining eye contact. Hindi ko mabawi ang mga kamay ko sa pagkakahawak niya, halatang sinadya niya ang mahigpit na pagkakahawak dahil ayaw niyang pakawalan ito. “What if I do?” His voice is still calm. Normally, people would risk their lives for someone dear to them. In some cases that have nothing to do with family and romance, it happens only when you think you are a hero and saving someone’s life is your duty. But Chris is not a hero, not a relat
Adam’s first love was of course – a hiker just like him. They met in a clean and green project by their organization. Elvira was from the Belle chapter of Acto Group while Adam was from the Tiana chapter of the same organization. A joint activity was then held, making it a reason for them to cross paths. “It was the most magical moment of my life, kapag naalala ko ay kinikilig pa din ako.” I smiled. My parents did not have a chance to meet that way. Their marriage is arranged, when their parents announced it they obediently followed. For the first time they met was through a family dinner where both of their families talked about the wedding that is about to happen. Hindi nga sila ang nag-asikaso ng lahat, basta ikinasal na lamang. “My heart was calmed the first time we met, hindi ko pinalagpas ‘yung pagkakataon na kausapin siya pagkatapos namin magtanim ng mga puno ng mahogany.” She was the kindest, softest, and the most beautiful girl he had met in his entire life. Well, that’s w
We ate the breakfast that Adam cooked and set ourselves to leave the cave. The calvary then happened again. Binabanas na ako, gusto ko ng maligo. Not to mention that I am still on my period. Although it’ We started going out and walked through the narrow passages. The water subsided, it looked exactly just like the way we first saw it. We walked at a slower pace since Adam is helping Chris to walk. Selene is still quiet, she touches every single corner of the cave that we are passing through as if when she did that, she’ll be able to gather all the memories that she lost. The glowworms are still there, and just like the first time, it still amuses me. I can say that I get to enjoy this second wonder more than the first. The first wonder at Chip is where we started to talk about this trip. It was the first time that I got a chance to have a long conversation with Chris who tirelessly keeps on convincing me with this trip. Last night was still a question. He spoke words that I cann
Selene showed me their pictures. They look really in love in those images. Selfies, family pictures with Selene and Maure’s relatives, portraits, and pictures in the house owned and bought by them. Ang dami niyang kinuwento sa akin na halos hindi ko na naunawaan lahat. I just stood there and let her talk and talk. All I know is that from what she told me and the pictures that she showed, they really have a romantic relationship. We do not know what Maure and Chris talked about. When they went inside the camper van after their conversation, Selene and Maure left right away. Maure thanked us for everything that we did from helping her at the Island of Regain to keeping her safe by accompanying her and letting her join us even for a short period of time. Selene gave us her contact number and address so that if there would be a time that we needed help and we wanted to see Maure, we could visit them any time. It was a moment where I felt like I lost another significant person in my
I finished three bowls of rice. Probably because of the hunger that I am feeling since a lot of things happened early in the morning. Or because I just simply missed this food. It’s nostalgic, bringing me back to Ariel – to home. It feels like a very long time since I had thought about home. Most of the time I don’t consider Ariel as home because it does not feel like it. But I cannot think of anything as home except Ariel. Home is a place where I live with my parents, with the people I grew up with – by that I meant all the people at our house including the guards and the maids. Basically that’s home. But home is more than that – more than a concrete wall. More than the parts of an infrastructure. Because most of the time, home are people. I have been longing for home for a long time. The warmth love that it gives on a cold night that you are doubting everything, even yourself. The words of encouragement that you can only seek at the shelter you always run at when everything ha
It was a story of a young man who was about to get an arranged marriage to a fine young lady when he accidentally put the ring in the finger of a corpse. The corpse was a bride and mistook the accident as a wedding vow for her. So he brought the man – Victor – to the land of the dead. Corpse bride has this animation and the feels that really captivates my heart. I can relate to the young lady – Victoria. Grew up with strict parents, must be obedient, do things really fine and modest. "Why this movie?" Asked Chris. We're sitting a meter apart from each other. The blanket was that huge for us to sit in that distance and even has a place for all the foods. "Why ask me to watch a movie?" He shrugged and drank another bottle of San Miguel flavored beer. Movie theaters aren't my thing. Whenever there are films that I want to watch, I would just wait for it to be released on televisions or online platforms where I will still pay. I went to bars more than cinemas. I love to be alone, wa
It’s weird. The stare of the two men is frightening. “Chris?” I said and held his arm who was just resting beside me. As I looked at him, he was also looking at the window outside. “Leira, after washing and drying the clothes let’s go back to the van right away, du’n na lang natin itiklop ‘yan.” I nodded instantly. I took out our clothes and put them next in the dryer. He operated the dryer so that we could finish the laundry faster. The amount of clothes we washed used three dryers. I am silently hoping all the dirt is gone but I doubt that since we only spun it for fifteen minutes. Talagang nagmamadali kami. Chris must have felt that the two men that were watching us were weird and terrifying. Nagmadali na kami sa paglalaba at basta na lamang ibinalik lahat ng nalabhan na damit sa loob ng bag. We walked outside hurriedly, not minding the stares of the few customers that are with us. I am certain they are just wondering about why we're doing this in a fast forward, but the sta