3.(Diary Of Zorianna)

ZORIANA'S POV

I sighed wearily as I let my pen drip some more words into my diary.

It's been a week already and my department have finally completed all necessary projects for the semester, finally we could all go home now.

My head felt heavy and was buzzing with several thoughts. There's a lot to do, including preparations for the get together Cassy and I have been planning for a while now. They'd be returning today as promised and I have this ominous feeling this December break would be different.

I already prepared myself for my trip, I decided to quickly grab lunch at the Crown's Lunch Cafe before going to the park and boarding a vehicle to gwagwalada.

Meanwhile, I've been updating my diary during this past week and was just concluding it here after eating, my luggage was right outside at a safe corner under the care of the trustworthy security man.

While scribbling some more words in, I reminded myself that I have to hurry up because I still have to go pick up Cassy and Carter from the airport. I also made a mental note about posting the get-to-gether which was in not less than two days, on Christmas eve to be precise _because Christmas's in three days_ on our private childhood friends W******p group chat and hope that many of our childhood friends would turn up.

I stared down at what I'd written so far and silently read through it, while thinking it's perfect.

*Dearest future husband,

Ahough I've already told you about Jerry, George, Emmy, Onyeka, Divine, Winner, Kenneth, Miracle, Wisdom, Samson and several other guys whom I've once held a touch of feelings for, including LPL, my first love. I want to now tell you about my personality.

Like most people often say, I'm simple and love tending to myself personally without anyone's help. I'm sometimes shy but I'm a loud mouth amongst my closest friends and family. I tend to always be blatant(I like saying things exactly as they are). I usually don't care about how convenient it was for the other party, in as much as it's something that my conscience is likely to suffer from later on, I'd rather come out clean and tell the truth.

This particular attitude of mine have made people sometimes mistake my sincerity for being arrogant or rude, but I'm trying to adjust a little if necessary.

I'm a deep thinker and I'm also extremely emotional at that. Little things others might overlook easily gets to me. Reasons why I'm extremely careful, observant and selective when choosing my circle.

I love to eat a lot but I'm a huge fan of snacks and various milky drinks.

I tend to get easily heartbroken because I fall in love quickly and when I do, it's always hard to stop loving.

In simpler terms, I'm just someone who loves deeply and when I get hurt, I naturally shut out from most people and become extremely withdrawn.

Healing from the hurt usually takes a long while and lots of effort from my love ones and myself. Cautiously, I try to avoid opening my heart to people easily but so far, there's not been a time when I've successfully refused to succumb to loving others once my fragile heart choose them.

So note; you must NEVER BREAK MY HEART hubby.

I'm someone who can be crazy, playful, funny, passionate, emotional, lazy, hardworking and also romantic, because I'm human afterall.

I've not met you or maybe I probably have, right now I wouldn't know but there's this love burning within my heart anytime I think of you, the fire lightening my eyes, the passion and the promise in my heart just for you is extremely unexplainable.

You're someone I look forward to loving forever,

You're someone I wanna be with forever,

You're someone I want to hold onto and also support forever,

You're someone by whose side I want to fight life's battles with and conquer together...

You're someone I want to respect and adore forever,

Your hand is the pillar and support I want to cling onto forever,

You're the light I desire to lit up my days forever,

You're someone I want to proudly and boldly showoff to the world as my husband and then the father of my children,

You're someone I look forward to cuddling with every other night,

I want to proudly call you mine, forever...

You're someone whose weakness I wanna be for as long as there's life,

You're that person I want to look forward to the future with forever,

You're someone I never want to ever stop loving forever,

You're someone who I'm willing to go crazy for, forever,

I look forward to arguing and settling with you too,

You're someone I want to be my weakness,

I want to melt under your loving gaze forever,

I look forward to your pampering and love babe,

Under your care I look forward to being treated like a Queen,

I also look forward to serving the Almighty with you forever,

You're just someone whose entire existence I believe, will make life meaningful to me forever,

You're someone I will dare to kiss, hug and even cuddle in public without minding the opinion of society,

I pray and hope we would be loving each other even in our bad days forever,

You're someone I trust to love me in words, in character and in your actions forever,

I want you to be my superman and my hero,

You're someone I want to go skydiving, swimming, hiking, traveling, siteseeing, eating and drinking with forever,

Dear future husband; you're someone I want and pray to be my perfect match, made in heaven...

I look forward to accepting your imperfections and I hope you're looking forward to mine too because our imperfections are what makes us uniquely us, and these are what makes us perfect.

Dear future husband, you're someone I want to hurry and find God if you haven't, find yourself too if you haven't, then quickly; come find me.

I'm patiently waiting for you.

With love from

Zori. Heart.

Your future wife,

After going through all I've just written now, I smiled in satisfaction just as a message notification popped on my phone screen. At a quick glance, it turned out to be a message from Cassidy.

'We're at the airport now, about to board the plane.'