I didn't even think twice about skipping school with Kim today and as soon as she said she didn't have a plan, I knew Steven's place would be the place to take her.
Part of me wanted to impress her, which is ridiculous because it's not my place, but it was obvious from the moment we pulled up that she was in awe of the whole house.
I hate that I had to drop her off to go to work, but then that part of me that's still in denial about the end date of our relationship is telling me if I work hard, save enough money, then I might be able to have a future that includes both her and my brother's.
It's much colder recently, so Derek has been allowing Bob, Connor, Rich and Duncan to drink inside, as long as they don't cause any trouble and so far they've been ok, although he tells me it's only a matter of time and so
Jake normally texts me before bed, but I got nothing last night and I haven't seen him in school today. I text him at lunch to find out where he was and he's still not reolied. I'm worried, which makes it hard to concentrate on my lessons and I said I'd work tonight so I can't even go over after school to check he's ok.Lloyd is cuddled up in the music classroom with Heidi Miller when I pass, so I pop in and he scowls at me."What is it with you and Jake interrupting at the worst possible time?""Is he ok? I haven't seen him today?" Ignoring his complaint I get straight to the point."Yeah, he's been in. He had to sort something out with Ki, chill, I'm sure he'll call you later." His words aren't particularly reassuring, but they are effective in making me feel lik
Carlton Academy must be really keen to have Kian because they offered us a tour the day after I called them. Maggie sorted us all the day off of school so we can go with them and we're all going to work on him together.The building we pull up in front of is enormous and old, built of stone with decorations like you'd see on a church and as we walk into the reception, Maggie's heels clicking on the floor echo around us."Ms Redwood, Mr Alworthy." A woman in a blue suit comes striding out of the first door, her hand outstretched in greeting and even though I've covered the majority of my tattoos, I see her eyes sweep over me and I'm confident she's not impressed with what she sees, but she keeps her false smile in place. "Welcome, it's so nice of you to come. I'm Alison Greaves, the head of Carlton. Would you like to look around first? Coach Argent is going to j
I don't know if I'm doing the right thing, the incident with Kian and Mark this morning was all over school but I'd already organised it, so I just hope I don't make things worse. "What's the surprise?" Kian asks as soon as we drop my friends off at Ellie's house. "Wait and see." I glance sideways at him and give him a quick smile before focusing on the sat nav directions. "Can I not just have a little clue?" He teases and I shake my head. "Fine, what's going on with you and my brother? You were together and now you're not and he's grumpier than he's ever been." "You'll have to ask him about that." My answer is uncharacteristically aggressive and he flinches beside me. "Sorry, I mean, I don't really understand why he ended it, I thought it was going well so it came a
I watch her drive away from me, struggling to keep myself from.chasing after her. What she did today for Kian just makes me love her more. I can admit that to myself now, I'm in love with her, but unfortunately, that won't change anything.Standing outside while I box away my feelings, I fix my face and go back inside, making sure no one knows what's really going on.Kian is still talking about the rugby lads he met today as if they're god's, gushing about how good each one is and how much fun it was to be around them. Mason and Lloyd are grinning at him and it's obvious they're trying their hardest not to ruin his happiness by taking the piss, especially when he mentions how good one of the boys is at ball handling.I slide into the chair that has unofficially become mine, unnoticed, or so I thought u
I feel like I've been hit by a truck, whilst hungover. My body aches, my brain hurts and there's constant beeping noise which is driving me nuts. I bet it's Shane and his friends winding me up, setting an alarm and hiding it in my room somewhere, but I don't have the energy to locate it right now.Last night must have been messy because I don't remember anything after leaving Jake's house. I'm not surprised though, I can't believe I embarrassed myself like that, how am I ever going to face him again?I groan aloud, my eyes are closed but the light in the room feels too bright to open them yet. I attempt to roll my face into the pillow to let myself gradually recover but a sharp pain in my side stops me, making my groan turn to a gasp."Kim, honey, how are you feeling?" My dad's voice is surprisingly close and now I
Kim's acting like she just tripped over and stubbed her toe, not a massive car accident that has left her with broken bones and bruises over the majority of her body.It was awful seeing her lying in the hospital bed, but what was worse was waiting to find out if she was going to be ok and I knew then, that I couldn't stay away from her anymore.I'll work it out somehow, I have no idea how, but I'll find a way.After dropping my brother's at home, I head back via the shop to pick up chocolates and flowers, because even though I keep thinking about Simon pinning his wife to the front of his car, Kim likes flowers and I want her to be happy.She found the story funny too, like I knew she would.Now w
This last year has gone so fast, which is what I wanted right up until Jake came into my life but now, sitting in my room with Jake beside me, knowing I should have packed already because I leave tomorrow, I wish I had more time. We had a going away dinner with my parents earlier, my friends and I have done the night out to send me off and now it's just Jake and I, the clock ticking louder than normal, but that might just be in my head. Neither of us are talking about the fact that this is our last few hours together, we're actively avoiding it actually, finding anything and everything to talk about instead, but my giant backpack sits on the chair, almost like it's staring at us, mocking us with our impending separation. "You're coming back for your results though, aren't you?" Jake suddenly addresses what we're
Only thirty-seven days left until I see her again!I wake up and the notification is there on my phone, counting down the days until she's back and I can't wait.Logically I know it's already been a week and the rest of the month will fly by, but every day is the same - monotonous, devoid of the excitement I never knew I missed until she crashed into my life and then took herself away and it feels like she's already been gone for a lifetime.We've spoken every day, at seven o'clock on the dot and she sounds like she's having a wonderful time. She's in Spain and so far, she's hiked a volcano, visited a vineyard and toured some historical buildings, writing about it in detail online, complete with beautiful grinning photos of her at each location and I'm taking in every detail of each blog as th