I sleep soundly , absolutely unaware of the shit I spout last night . Jace had refused to let Kayla drive so Alec drove us , since Jace and Alec came in the same car , it wasn't a problem . As soon as we had gotten to the university , I had kept begging Jace to sleep with me as in , in the same room . Not what you're thinking . He had refused . Something about how I'm the only one out of us who has decent control and right now I was out of it so we shouldn't .
I wake up with a splitting headache and place my hands on my temple with a groan . I manage to reach my phone and check the time . It was only 9 am ? It's a miracle I woke up this early , courtesy of the excruciatingly pressured headache , I suppose .
Embarassing memories of last night start flooding my head . I thought you weren't supposed to remember what happened if you were waasted . Ugh . I've been lied to ! I mean , it was foggy for sure , but it was slowly yet definitely coming back to me in pieces joining
" A .. mass murder ? " I asked with widened eyes ."So you guys have been around here for a while right? Did you notice anything strange?" I asked them, my curiosity settling in once again ." I joined at the same time as you " Kayla reminds me ." I'm a second year " Felicity tells us . Apparently you can change your subjects the next year if you're unsatisfied with your previous ones , except then you have to join again as a first year for that class." Changed your subjects ? " Michelle questioned and she nods .Michelle fidgets , looking around ." What about you ? " I asked her and she gulps ." I changed my subjects too . "" So both of you were here when this mass murder happened right ? " I ask and Michelle's eyes droop down , Felicity looks away with discomfort .Perhaps they were quiet violent murders ? Bringing it up seems to stir things inside them but my curiosity is getting the best of me . I can't hold bac
It was strange to say the least . The reputation of werewolves' senses precedes them and as Jace mentioned before , it's entirely more likely that they must have noticed some kind of fire brewing and took care of it's source . Yet the fact that 150 wolves were burned alive was etched into my mind . How was it even possible ? One thing is for sure , it was no ordinary being who did this . Their intentions were also suspicous , what would you gain out of it ?I'm sure different packs have made many enemies of each other and other species throughout their existence but even considering that, it was a bit too much .All of this darkness was drowning my heart and making me feel slightly uneasy . I have a really bad feeling about this ." What's wrong ? " He asked softly .I straighten out my face and replace it with a small assuring smile ." If you're worried then I'd be offended . I can do more than take care of you and our pack . " He reminds me .
"She was begging me to... But I told her the time wasn't right." Jace told Kayla in a serious voice and winked at me. I face palmed myself and glared at him. It's as if he was trying to ruin my innocent reputation , I would do no such thing ."Can I speak to you outside for a minute?" I asked Jace sweetly , sickened with other intentions as I glare at him at the same time."Sure but no honey.. I will not do it in the hallway." He said walking out.Kayla pressed her lips to stop laughing."We both know who was the one actually begging." I told Kayla.She nodded with reliance ."I heard that. She is lying don't listen to her." Jace said from outside the door."He is such a kid." I told her."You didn't seem to mind that when you were all over me." Jace said humming.I groaned and walked out shutting the door.I punched his arm."Nice punch." He said looking totally unaffected."Wipe that smirk off your
I try to scream , my mouth is open trying to enunciate the sound . Nothing comes out except a painful groan . His canines must be a damn metre long it felt like they sunk right down to my bone and perforated it . I bet there was some kind of canal in the middle allowing it to become a sort of bloody lake , the blood cells must be punching the air right now .My surroundings were getting slightly foggy and I felt hazy , I could tell I was slipping away ." J..Jace . Stop . " My voice comes out hoarse as he finally yanks his teeth out causing me to gasp in pain . Tears form in my eyes involuntarily in response to the excruciatingly painful laceration in my shoulder . I try to push at his shoulders but he was holding me steady , his hands on my waist . I wanted to look at the damage that was done . My arm hurt too much for me to push him . I can only hold back a sob .It hurt so fucking bad .Slowly , Jace pulls away and his eyes meet mine , colour had final
" I'm leaving for my dorm . " I tell him plainly ." You want some space , I understand that but .. " His eyes darken and I could feel his anger radiating from him in waves of piercing emotions." But ? " I question .What did he have a problem with this time ?" You can't break up with me . " He growls and I look away with a sigh .I guess I did say that in the heat of the moment , I wasn't entirely wrong about it either . The truth is , Jace and I are completely different people . This causes alot of misunderstandings between us .If this is always how it's going to be , then how am I supposed to live like this ? I don't want to leave him . I love him . I'm also tired of things like these happening over and over again . I'm not quite sure what to do." Listen what kind of relationship doesn't have it's ups and downs ? I have you , that's all that matters to me . I'm trying to control myself better . " He tells me." Well gues
It's been a few days since our fight .I look in the mirror , observing the scar . Alec's medicine was working like a charm and the wound had almost disappeared , leaving just a mark in it's place .It's amazing how Alec is as powerful as a beta but also has the potential to be a really good pack doctor , he seems like an all rounder sort of person .I sigh and wear a random top with some jeans , not particularly interested in dressing up . I was crazy to be excited to go to classes , now that I've attended them , they are no different from what I had back in the castle .Boring .A monotonous routine , words spoken in an uninteresting manner with no real intentions of teaching us anything . Why should I even know the history of wars in Russia with other countries ? It's not as if it's going on right now is it ? There's a different kind of war at play here , I'd rather focus on that .I pull apart the neck of the top to observe the mark once
I haven't seen her again .It's been a while . She didn't come to class either so there's no way of knowing . Honestly , I let the whole ordeal go . There isn't any reason for me to pry after all .There isn't . Yet why does it bother me ?" What are you thinking about ? " Jace lifted my chin .We were on a date , having some ice cream after class ." Nothing in particular . " I shrugged ." When you're with me . You should only think about me . " He growled teasingly as he brings his lips to mine ." Mmm your ice cream tastes good . " He grins as if he could taste it off of my lips ." Jace that sounds so wrong . " I look around me . There wasn't anyone here so that's fortunate . We had just gotten our order and were walking towards his car ." Do you want me to teach you to drive ? " He asks me as he licks the cream from his cone . I watch as his tongue darts into
I walk to the library to return some extra books ." Please , Alexis ? You're my best friend . It'll only take two minutes . " Kayla had said as she munched on crackers and watched her favorite show .I sniff ." I'm being used aren't I ? What has my life come to ? " I whisper to myself as I stand next to the checkout counter and swipe the books on the scanner before putting them in the cart . I whistle as I wait for the books to process the accepting procedure and clear them from the issuing card .There were 3 days left and I was already feeling strange . Apart form feeling a little nauseous after eating human food , I can't stand to be in warm places . The sun is irritating my skin constantly and I either have to lather myself in a bottle of sunblock until people ask me if I've showered in it or instead I could wear full sleeves and a hat and act as if I was hiding my scars from years of abusing . That's excluding the fact that I would die from the heat if