The entire gathering is silent for a moment. As I watch Raymond's face turn cold, I realize my awful mistake.
No one in the legal business world knew who was behind the Black silver cartel.
Opening my mouth and screaming this in an event where important dignitaries are present is a mistake.
Detrimental for him, though. After my initial shock, I can't care less.
He's brought it upon himself. There were other ways to handle my father's debt.
Kidnapping me as collateral was just stupid.
Raymond gives a signal to one of his men and in an instant, I'm whooshed off the floor and carried off to the car outside.
The guard dumps me inside the black audi and locks the door.
I wait inside, heaving and panting. For a while, I'm left to my own devices, even dozing off once.
Then the other backseat door flies open, startling me. It's Raymond.
His demeanor is cold; that ever present mocking smile of his is gone. He stares at me and I glare back.
"Tarnished your image, didn't I? Did you think I'd just comply? Sign a pretty little document and everything will be-"
Raymond does not let me finish and in one quick movement, my neck is in his large palm.
I grab the seat in front of me, wheeze out some air.
"You have no idea what you've just done, brat..." he hisses, eyes cold. Every cell in my body has come to a halt.
I struggle against his large hand, scratching and pulling but to no avail.
He closes it tighter, making me see stars for a second.
"You stupid brat. You're useless father owes me and to keep the deal you must behave. Act out of line again and I'll show you exactly what happens when you mess with me."
I nod as quickly as I can, showing that I understand. My airways are getting congested with carbon dioxide; I'm starting to feel faint.
At the last second, he releases me and signals his driver to come into the car.
I'm only just regaining my senses when he takes his cell into his hands. "Yes. Damage control- as quickly as possible."
The person on the other end mumbles something that makes him irritated. "I don't care what the f**k you have to do. Get it done."
He hangs up and we're left with only my awkward breathing and the soft sound of the engine purring.
"Don't make me regret sparing your father's life, girl." He says after a while.
It's a warning.
I sniffle and look out the window before he can see my tears fall.
The reality is setting in- I've been deceiving myself all along.
As we zoom past the cloudy city of London, my mind starts to shatter. I can't live as before. For these three months, I've become a property of this kidnapper to use as he wished.
I wonder how Father is doing now...
I shut my eyes as the night's rain begins to fall, covering London in it's every wet glory.
My consciousness drifts off just as a warm, cedar scented suit covers my body.
***
When I wake up, a maid is standing in the corner. She looks heavily annoyed.
Once she sees I am awake, she sighs under her breath.
"Good morning, miss. The boss ordered that I should help you get ready for the day. His sister is visiting today."
Before I can even get adjusted to whatever she's saying, the maid whips the curtains apart- exposing me to the harsh sunlight.
I wince but she does not appear to care.
"Please miss, step out of bed so you can get ready."
I'm not even understanding anything. She's moving fast, arranging clothes and picking out jewelry to go with.
"The boss has also asked that you sign that contract to secure the agreement. I will bring up breakfast now. Please get ready to avoid delays."
The maid speaks in a robotic tone, as if she can't be bothered with me at all.
I manage to get out of bed, mumbling to myself and trying to recall the events from yesterday.
Oh that's right, I called Raymond Silver a mafia don in front of forty f**king reporters.
Real nice; what a way to treat a man who holds your life in his hands.
I sigh and freshen up wondering what on earth I'd be needed for with this his sister's visit. Didn't men hide their mistresses? How is this of any use now...
The contract is sitting on the bedside table, beckoning me to accept my fate.
What was the need trying to ignore my situation? I am Raymond's play toy now. Intimacy included or not...
I take the pen and sign all the pages without any hesitation. I don't bother rereading anything.
It wouldn't change the fact that my father owed a lump sum and I was his very precious collateral.
Sighing, I continue getting ready.
I have just finished dragging on the casual denim dress the maid picked out when she comes back in.
"Breakfast will have to hold. The guest is here."
The grumpy maid helps me finish up with my hair and jewelry before accompanying me down the grand halls and then downstairs.
A tall woman with an imposing presence is standing in the middle of the living room. Her dark hair matches her brother's. The only difference are her very dark eyes compared to Raymond's grey ones.
"Eliana Silver, your employer's sister." The woman says in a curt, sharp voice. To her PA standing nervously at her side, she whispers very loudly.
"I do hope she's a healthy one. The last was just...awful. Such a pig."
Employer? The last?
Before I can even get a word out, the sound of crisp dress shoes cut through.
"Ah, dear brother. I've met your vessel. She'll do. Have you had her tested? Father and mother would never agree if she's carry STIs or something."
Huh?...
Eliana gives me a once-over and pops her gum before she air kisses her brother.
"Where'd you find a surrogate in this dreadful city?"
I look sharply at my kidnapper, hoping I'm mishearing things.
He doesn't look at me.
Instead he smiles at his sister.
"We had a deal."
My heart crashes...
What documents did I sign?
The atmosphere in the mansion becomes dense, laden with an invisible threat. I sense it even from within my room, where I sit rigidly on the bed's edge, my hands clutching the sheets.Something feels off.As soon as Raymond stepped outside earlier, I felt a change in the atmosphere around him. Something shadowy.Then I listened to voices coming from downstairs. Severe. Shortened. Loaded with repressed fury.I move slowly toward the door, placing my ear against the chilly wood, trying to listen."...disobeyed me, Raymond."The voice is unknown, yet it carries a heaviness-power. The owner communicates with authority, resembling someone accustomed to being feared.An extended quiet ensues. Then Raymond's voice-the iciest I've ever heard."I answer to no one, Frank."I gasp for air. Frank.I'm not very familiar with the individuals in Raymond's world, but I've come across the name before.Frank poses a threat. Rather than perilous, he's a person that even the devil would hesitate to confr
I had no intention of witnessing it.I didn't intend to listen to it.Yet destiny has a harsh manner of guiding me precisely to places I ought not to go.The night is still, save for the faint murmur of voices below. I exit my room solely to visit the restroom, nothing else. Yet as I walk into the corridor, an alternative noise comes to my ears.A bump.Then one more.And then-a muted scream.I stand still, my heart racing immediately. The noise originates from the distant end of the corridor, behind a partly open door that I haven't seen Raymond use before.I'm aware that it's wiser not to approach.I ought to spin around. Act as if I didn't hear a thing.However, my feet deceive me.Bit by bit, I advance, my breath held tight in my throat. The nearer I approach, the more distinct the sounds are.Groans. The nauseating sound of a fist hitting. A chair dragging across the ground.And then, his tone.Raymond.Minimal. Keen. Hazardous.I glance through the small gap, and what I observe
The home space is heavy with unexpressed emotions. Since Kelvin left, Raymond has changed. Silence. Unfocused. Temperamental.Initially, I attempt to overlook it, convincing myself it isn’t my concern. Yet as time goes by and he hardly pays attention to me, I begin to feel concerned. The usual fire in his eyes has vanished, replaced by an emotion I can't fully decipher, as it appears alarming—similar to pain.I remain in my room for the rest of the day, hoping he’ll get better by himself. But by nightfall, my patience is exhausted.I left my room, looking into the living room where he is seated, his elbows resting on his knees, fingers crossed, looking at the ground. He’s deep in contemplation—so weird that it looks as though he's now in another world.I step forward carefully. "Are you okay?"His head rises a bit, his eyes connecting with mine for seconds before he turns away. "I'll be fine."That cold response disturbs me.That's not usual of him.Raymond is consistently confident a
The house breathes with an unsettling silence—the kind that suggests something is hidden just out of view. After days of feeling sick and exposed in the hospital, returning home should provide me comfort, yet it doesn’t. My body is present, yet my mind is confined in an unending loop of thoughts I cannot break free from.I am nestled in my room, legs folded under me on the couch, enjoying a cup of hot herbal tea. The warmth flows through my chest, yet it fails to soothe the tempest within me. A light and fresh aroma drifts up from downstairs; maybe Raymond must have instructed the cook to make my meal. Once more.This is what amazes me the most.For a minute, he is the merciless mafia boss dreaded by countless people, ordering his men to kill without a second thought. Next, he is the person who sat next to me in the hospital, holding my hand and using heartwarming words to help me chill.Who is this man?Who is Raymond Carter in my life?I massage my forehead, letting out a sigh. Perh
The following morning, I noticed the atmosphere seemed more refreshing than normal as I got up, the usual discomfort of lying on the bed like a piece of timber for an entire day overwhelmed me. Yet today, they don't seem stifling. Today, they no longer echo the reminder of my delicate condition. Today, I am heading back home. I extend my fingers, sensing the tightness in my limbs after being in this bed for weeks. My body is frail, yet my spirit feels more buoyant. It’s odd how the existence of a single individual can alter everything. A gentle rap on the door interrupts my reflections, and before I have a chance to reply, two nurses enter, smiling at me as if they hold a secret I'm unaware of. "We're going to miss you, Gracie," one of them says, her arms crossed over her chest. The other person eagerly nods. "And your enigmatic partner as well." I shut my eyes momentarily. "What did you say?" They share looks, laughing like schoolgirls. “Come on,” the initial nurse jokes. "Tha
I awaken to the soft murmur of the hospital room, the sounds of machines beeping, and the distant voices outside my door. Sunlight pours through the window, creating a cozy brightness on the white sheets that envelop me. Today, my body feels more lightweight, not as feeble as it used to be, yet my mind remains a chaotic jumble of emotions I can't identify. Then I listen to them—the nurses. Their voices are low but brimming with excitement, and I don't have to work too hard to catch what they’re saying. “Oh my gosh, did you notice how he gazes at her?” "I promise, I've never encountered a man so fixated in my life." "Girl, obsessed doesn't even begin to describe it." "He's in love." I tense up, my heart missing a beat. I'm aware they're discussing Raymond. Who is there besides? Nobody else comes to see me. Nobody else remains with me each and every day. Their laughter gets increasingly louder, and all of a sudden, my door creaks ajar. Two nurses enter, their eyes nearly sparkl