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AUTHOR'S POVAfter the day Emily took care of Sia, Everything changed. Well! Not in a good way but not in a bad way either. Sia just realized what she had been doing. She had been showing too much emotions. When they provoked her, she got angry, irritated and when they did something good she showed her good side too. That's what she bad been doing! She had been reacting too much for them.So after that day when John took Emily home leaving the food behind saying that Sia can store it in the fridge, shs sat there for the half of the night thinking about her own behaviour. Giving up on her thoughts, she made a final decision. She decided that she would be neutral with them. Not showing any emotions or not reacting to whatever they said or did will eventually lead them away from her.What she did proved to be right! Emily and John start~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVA moment comes in your life, when you are unwantedly made to face the things you have been avoiding just so past memories don't appear again. A day which makes it clear that no matter how many time or years you have been running, you were right back on stage one because you were always running in circles without knowing that you were doing it.You realize that the feelings you thought have faded away were never gone...Those feelings were right there, hiding under your facade that you have created not to fool other but to fool yourselves. You try to think that you were not hurting and that you have moved on from the past as you have grown up but this all proves ot to be nothing but a big fat-useless lie that day.That day had come in Sia's life and those who were trying to heal her had unconsciously ripped out the stitches, she had applied to
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVSia didn't realize how she got home, how she managed to open the door and sit by her bedside. She didn't remember any of this. All she remembered was, how she kept crying even though she didn't know why she was crying in the first place.Sitting by her bed with her back supported to the bed, while she stared at the wall in front of her, all she could think about was how messed up she really was. All it took was a reminder of her past and she came breaking down once again. All these years, even if she knew where Ms Amelia's grave was, she never once visited it. Maybe because she was still upset with her. Ms Amelia promised her child self that she would take her away from that hell but she never came. She broke her promise and left her alone to suffer the torture that came her way. It was the thing that had pierced Sia's heart when she was
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVSia had come here again. She was here again; at the same place where they have bought her for the first time. The same peek of the mountain from where she was able to see the whole city; the whole city at which night was falling now.Everyone would have been peacefully resting in their homes, but she was here restless about what she had done. A week has passed since what she did at the planetarium. A week of agony and guilt. A week of abundant feelings. She had finally managed to stop crying. It felt like there were no tears left for her. There was only regret-heavy regret; the regret that weighs you down and kills you slowly. She was tired of it all. She hadn't been to the University because of holidays and she hadn't been to her part time job at the cafe either as she had took one month leave from there. She
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVThe person who had dragged her, threw her harshly to the floor in the alleyway. She didn't turn around to see who it was... As she already knew who it was...She stood up and tried to run away in the opposite direction...to get away from him, but he grabbed her leg and she fell down on the ground again. It was again...familiar.This time...She was not going to give up so easily...This time, she will fight, even if she had to die in the end...She will fight, because she had a reason to fight.She wanted to see them! Even if it was for only one last time...She wanted to see them and apologize. She will fall down to her knees, if she has to, but she won't die before gaining their forgiveness.Mustering up her courage, she turned around to the person who stood there,
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVSia opened her eyes back again scared to face Max, when she didn't feel the knife piercing her heart.As her eyes adjusted to the darkness once again, she glanced at Max's hand, which was still holding onto the knife, but now there was a hand under it...A hand, that was stopping it from piercing her body, taking her life.Shock was evident on Sia's as well as Max's face. They both didn't expect an intruder...But someone had came between Sia and death again.Someone, who had stopped death from claiming her this time and death had returned disappointed.“ Back off and I will let you leave alive! ” Max sneered at the person, who's face was not visible in the dark... Only a dark silhoutte could be seen.Blood had started to drip down at Sia's neck, from the hand of the intru
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVInstead of a knife piercing through Harry's precious flesh, he felt a complete body falling over him and crushing him to the ground.“ Oof ” A hiss left from his lips, as he felt like he had been completely smashed, becoming one with the hard ground.Surprised, he opened his eyes and met face to face with Max, who was unexpectedly unconscious and was on top of him, with his ugly lips almost touching Harry's lips.Cringing and disgusted by this closeness, Harry pushed Max away from on top of him and Max's body rolled off, lulling to the other side.Sighing, Harry looked up where Sia was staring down at him, with her eyes wide open and her jaw hanging low in surprise. She looked like she had just killed someone. Harry's eyes travelled to her hand, that was still hanging in the air and he noticed an iron rod.
~FLASHBACK AUTHOR'S POVSia kept glaring at him, not knowing how to react anymore. At one side, she was angry, that he was kidding about something so horrible and at the other side, she was happy that Max was still alive, also Harry had came at the exact time to save her; even though they both had their own differences.A chill ran up Harry's spine, sitting on the cold floor, so he stood up and dusted his clothes off, not what to do either. Sia had not shown any signs of threat towards him, so he was at relief, that she was not going to lash out on him. It was not like he was scared of her anyway, he mused to himself, still sneaking a peek at Sia, who was lost in her thoughts now.Sia was thinking of what to do now. She was determined that she would ask for forgiveness and open up to them if she ended up getting away alive, from the clutches of Max but now, whe
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POV“ Sit still, Harry! ” Sia grunted for the nth time to Harry, who was moving his hand too much and was whining like a baby.Sia had hardly managed to convince him to come to her apartment and let her tend to his wound. He being Harry, had almost ate her brains out just to get inside her apartment.Now here these two were, in the apartment engaged in a cold war. Harry was sitting on the sofa whining over his wound and telling Sia how it was all her fault that he was hurt and she was sitting on her knees in front of him, with a first aid box open beside her, trying to clean the wound with a disinfectant, as she cursed the time she had asked him to come with her.“ It's all your fault that I am hurt like this! ” Harry whined for the nth time, making Sia want to dug a grave and die.