JORDAN-“Come here, Jordan.” I heard him say in a sleepy voice, is he awake or was he actually sleeping? I didn’t want to run and got easily swayed by him. I kept my head on his chest and closed my eyes as I was excited to see my mother after ages. I wasn’t able to sleep and was turning around here and there.“Ugh, I thought of putting up with you but I think I should just go and sleep and on the floor.” Lee said and I turned in his direction, he couldn’t sleep because of me and I saw him making an irritated face.“No, I’ll stop moving, it’s cold out there.” I said in a low voice and he gripped my waist with his hands.“Never mind, I can’t sleep anymore. The sun’s gonna shine soon anyways.” He said while rubbing his eyes.“I’m sorry, I ruined your--- it’s just that, I'm excited to go out.” I said with my eyes lightening in joy and I really looked pleased.“Is that so? Do you want to eat something delicious, too? We can go at a nice Indian restaurant, I heard you like Indian cuisine.”
LEE- I locked the door behind me and got under the shower, I closed my eyes as the water started raining on me and I wanted to calm myself down. My heart was pacing fast and all I could think of was how he stroked his hair backwards. The lust inside me goes unbearable when his body is wet moreover his hands stroking his hair wanted my demons to unleash. He was seductive without even knowing it, I was trying to suppress my will to do it. His body was on top of mine, the only thing saving him was his wound behind his back or else in no world I would’ve let him escape. I sighed while leaning onto the wall for support and splashed water on my face to forget all the sinful thoughts hindering in my mind. “Let’s no give in” I said and stared at myself in the mirror and went outside while wrapping a towel around my waist. “Where is Jordan?” I asked after coming out of bathroom and called one of my underlings as I saw the room empty. Shawn entered and gave me a weird look after watching me
LEE-“If you want to kill me, do it now and bury me right here near my mother’s grave.” He said and looked at me while I was lying on the floor.I couldn’t understand a word he said as it didn’t make sense, he started walking away from me and I couldn’t stop him. Was this his plan to escape, he doesn’t love me and was trying to run all this time. He used me?“Where are you going?” I cried while he was leaving.“Jordan, wh—where do you think you’re going? You are going to leave me too?” I yelled again trying to suppress me teary and broken voice, watching him leave was the worst thing that could happen to me. I recalled when he was trying to resist those chains but couldn’t leave because of me.I probably felt the same pain he had gone through, but I can’t lose him not when he’s the only hope I have. I stood up while running into his direction as he was walking away from me.“Ahhhh!” I yelled because of my ineptness as I tripped while running to catch him, I felt blood trickling from m
Cole-“Mr. Lee is going to kill him at his mother’s grave, it’s going to end.” I was cleaning the canvases and saw Jordan sneaking while listening to Shawn. It piqued my interest and I managed to hear what Shawn was speaking.I couldn’t believe my ears as I heard him, in no world Lee would do anything to his little wifey and it would be foolish to believe that bastard, Jordan would be such a dumbass if he chose Shawn’s uncertain words over Lee’s true emotions.I mean, I could see it moreover, a blind person can see Lee’s love for this murky designer, I was so jealous of him but had no other choice than to accept it again. Lee was my everything from the beginning as he was the one, I grew up with, he has seen my high and my lows and was always there for me. He never treated me like a bodyguard’s son but more like a brother. That was painful too because I didn’t want to be his brother, I’ve had feelings for him for a long time now, and realized it when I was seventeen but never had the
LEE- I woke up finding myself in the bed and didn’t know how I was here and tried to recall everything. I evoked the sound of gunshot and panicked while removing the blanket from my body and stood up walking towards the mirror, I removed my t-shirt searching for any wounds and gladly couldn’t find anything as such. “Are you up?” I heard a voice as Cole barged in and saw me shirtless, this wasn’t the first time he has seen me naked but it surprisingly felt weird to stand unclothed in front of him. “Uh! Yeah” I said while fixing my throat, something was missing and I was feeling empty inside but I couldn’t know what that was. “Are you okay?” he said again and walked towards me while I was looking here and there to find that missing thing, everything was at its place but I still felt the void inside of me and began searching thoroughly. “It’s missing, Cole, where is it?” I said while wearing my clothes back and looking through everything. “What’s miss
JORDAN- I was angry and wanted to tell him that I can leave too and not to take me for granted. It was hard but I can’t live with him like a hostage and get treated like his pet, I deserved to be loved and have to take stand for myself or else I can’t expect him to love me. His words pierced my heart and I could see him in a horrible state, I didn’t want to leave him like this but had to. I couldn’t accept the fact that, after so much we’ve gone through, how can he think of killing me? My words and emotions meant nothing to him, I had to become cold or else I wouldn’t be able to leave him. I walked past him and didn’t want to look back otherwise I will find myself in his arms, I cried all the way when I was supposed to be happy. I was free and could do anything I want but still it wasn’t enough to put a smile on my face. Lee’s crying state never left my mind and I couldn’t stop my tears too. I was missing him, I was missing his touch on my body, his kisses and his useless things he
LEE- “Is he your, fucking BOYFRIEND or not?” I said pointing my gun at the bastard’s head, I couldn’t think straight and wanted to end his life right here. “No one gets to live after touching my man.” I yelled in anger not realizing I was openly claiming Jordan as mine, all my veins were bursting in anger and the fear of losing him made me a complete wreck. When he said that this Robert asshole is his boyfriend, I could feel myself losing it so in no world I'm going to appreciate their kiss. “Let him go, Lee” he said but I was too annoyed to listen and kept my focus on the filthy bastard lying on floor begging for mercy. “You dare kiss him?” I said and kicked him hard making him collapse on the floor, I still wasn’t satisfied and lifted my leg once again but Jordan stopped me by pushing me back with all his might. I moved a few steps backward not able to handle his strength but only felt fury as he chose him over me. Jordan was siding with him which was enough to burn my nerves i
JORDAN- Lee left me in the doctor’s cabin and stood beside me, I was getting uncomfortable because I had just encountered my man sleeping with him. “You shouldn’t blame Lee.” He said and I ignored him not bothering to believe another word coming out of his mouth. “He woke up, and forgot everything instead kept on recalling what was missing in his room. I could sense it; he was talking about you and I never saw him this miserable.” He said and I looked at him trying the understand the situation. “I should’ve stopped him as I was aware that he is imagining you, but I couldn’t. He is a complete wreck without you.” he spoke again and I couldn’t believe my ears. “That’s between us, mind your own business.” I said turning my back towards him, I was processing everything and got really scared because it was about Lee’s psychological situation. “It’s my business if he’s going to kill himself at the cemetery.” Cole stood up looking at me with disgust and m