LOGINALEXANDER
Slowly, I descended the staircase and saw my father climbing up. He didn’t say a word as he walked past me, and I lowered my gaze.
I tightened my grip on my gown. After seeing the disgust in the maids’ eyes when they finished preparing me, all the confidence and excitement I had felt about wearing a new dress and shoes vanished.
“Let’s go,” Alpha Damon said.
I lifted my head and saw two figures ahead of me—Alpha Damon and Lucky. I had known Lucky for years. It was rumored that he was an abandoned child the late king had taken in. Some people even speculated that Lucky was one of the late king’s sons, a child he had refused to acknowledge publicly. But what interested me most about Lucky was his relationship with my sister, Tracy.
Ever since he began visiting our house with Alpha Damon, I had caught him several times whispering to Tracy in the dark.
“What are you thinking about?” Alpha Damon’s voice cut through my thoughts. He sounded irritated and impatient.
I snapped out of my thoughts and looked around. The guards at the main entrance were gone. My father must have sent them away. Then I looked at Alpha Damon’s handsome face and found myself imagining what it would be like to see that face first thing in the morning.
“Get in the carriage. You’re wasting our time, Alexander,” Alpha Damon said. The annoyance on his face was obvious, and he looked furious.
I climbed into the carriage and was immediately fascinated by it. The seats were covered in soft fabric, carefully made from the fur of some animal—I thought perhaps sheep. I ran my fingers over it, and my lips curved slightly.
“Beautiful,” I muttered in admiration.
Lucky laughed.
I turned to look at Alpha Damon. His face was expressionless, his eyes cold, and his lips pressed into a tight line. I could see the displeasure in his gaze. The ride was filled with a suffocating silence, and I quickly shrank into a corner, stealing subtle glances at the carriage’s interior, not daring to make it obvious.
When we arrived at the palace, Alpha Damon instructed the butler, “Take her to her room. Treat her as my wife.”
Then he waved us off. I could sense the impatience in both his voice and the dismissive motion of his hand. Keeping my eyes lowered to the floor, I quietly followed the butler.
After leading me to my room, the butler said, “Make yourself comfortable. Dinner will be prepared soon, and someone will come to inform you and escort you to the dining hall.”
I sat on the bed and looked around. Then I got to my feet, walked into the bathroom, and freshened up. When I returned, I threw myself onto the bed, spreading out my arms and legs as I exhaled in relief. The softness of the mattress relaxed me instantly.
My thoughts drifted to the future. Now that I had been given a room twice the size of the one I used to have, excitement bloomed in my chest. I let myself hope for a better life. Rolling over on the bed, I found myself thinking that maybe Alpha Damon would not treat me cruelly.
Eventually, I got up and opened the wardrobe. The beautiful dresses hanging inside were stunning, and for a moment, I was completely captivated. I reached out and pulled one free, but the moment I saw the size, I knew it was not mine. My mood immediately soured because I already knew who they belonged to.
Alpha Damon must have carefully chosen them for Tracy himself. He must have believed his bond with her was already set in stone. A self-deprecating chuckle slipped past my lips. I had been foolish enough to daydream that he might one day be attentive to me. But bringing me home at all was already more kindness than I had expected.
Just then, a voice called loudly from behind the door. “Your Majesty, may this humble servant be granted entry into your room?”
I froze, unsure of how to respond. When I finally snapped out of my shock, I said, “Please, come in.”
The door opened, and the butler stepped inside. Bowing his head, he said, “Your Majesty, dinner is ready. I will escort you to the dining hall.”
At the mention of dinner, my sour mood vanished at once, replaced by excitement. My steps turned light and eager as I replied with enthusiasm, “Please.”
I caught the flicker of surprise on the butler’s face. Clearly, he had not expected me to agree so readily. Without another word, he turned and led me out of the room and into the palace corridor. My eyes widened as I took in the towering pillars, the grand curtains, the murals painted across the walls, and the statues standing in silent elegance. Even the broad doorways seemed to possess a life of their own. The palace had been designed so delicately and magnificently that it nearly stole the breath from my lungs.
The moment I stepped into the dining hall, the rich aroma of food filled the air. My nose twitched, my mouth watered, and I swallowed over and over in anticipation. A lavish spread of dishes covered the table, and the fruits in particular caught my attention—some of them I had never tasted before.
The butler must have noticed my reaction because he said lightly, “Go ahead and eat.”
I paid no attention to his tone or the expression on his face. I hurried to sit down and took a large bite of the fruit that had first caught my eye. Then I reached for a well-cooked chicken leg, lifted it to my lips, and bit into it eagerly. I ate with pure relish. It tasted incredible.
“Mm… mm…” I murmured as I gnawed on the meat.
Then, in the middle of eating, I felt it—a gaze fixed intensely on me.
I looked up.
Alpha Damon was staring at me as though he had just seen a ghost.
ALEXANDERWhen Christina saw that I wasn’t crying, throwing tantrums, or having an emotional outburst, she exhaled in relief.If she knew how helpless I truly felt, and the realization I had come to accept, she would not have been so relieved.Then Christina said, “Since you can’t go to the dining table, I’ll bring your meals here.”I watched her walk out of the room and pursed my lips tightly. When she returned, she came with several maids carrying plates of food. Soon, everything was laid out, and as I reclined on the bed, I was fed.Christina sat directly opposite me and fed me herself. I opened my mouth from time to time and ate in silence. When I had eaten enough, I stopped. Christina and the maids then cleared the plates, and after she left, I decided to close my eyes.I barely slept when a violent tug yanked me awake. My head buzzed, and through my blurred vision I saw a face hovering above me. The heavy breath fanning across my skin chased away the last traces of sleep. When I
ALEXANDERBlood rushed to my head, and the humiliation was more than I could bear. My chest tightened with so much anger that I could barely breathe. My vision darkened, and I fainted.The first thing I felt when I came to was the soreness in my throat. Then came the excruciating pain—pain that was all too familiar, only this time it was worse. A horrifying thought followed immediately: those bastards had forced themselves on me even while I was unconscious. Even then, they had still taken turns with me.The pain in my chest was unbearable, and hot tears rolled down my cheeks.“You should be used to this already.”I recognized that voice at once. Of course—it was Alpha Damon. Who else could speak such cruel words with such cold righteousness?My eyes flew open, blazing with anger. I knew they were bloodshot, and the force of my glare hurt me, but Alpha Damon only looked at me with an expressionless face. Then he chuckled.“They all seemed very excited after taking turns on you,” he sa
ALEXANDERMy father’s face darkened, and his eyes turned cold. He looked at me with gloomy disdain before sneering.“You want to commit suicide? Go ahead. I’m already the First Elder—whether you live or die changes nothing. I’ve already achieved my dream.”Then he stepped closer and looked down at me.“If you die, I’ll seek compensation from your husband. I’ll be handsomely rewarded for your death. So go ahead and die. I’m about to take another wife and have many children.”When he finished speaking, he turned and headed for the door.I had never expected my father to be so heartless. His cruelty offered me no comfort at all. My voice came out slowly and weakly.“He sent someone to rape me. I was raped, Dad.”My father had already reached the door, but he suddenly stopped. For a few seconds, he stood still, and a spark of hope rose in my heart.Then he turned around with a deep frown, and his next words shattered me.“Alex, Alpha Damon is your husband. He has the right to decide what h
ALEXANDERI saw the flash of surprise in his eyes, but it lasted only a moment before curiosity replaced it. Raising his brows, he asked, “Were you in love with me before now?”I pressed my lips together tightly. The image of a benevolent Alpha I had once carried in my heart had completely shattered. In my eyes, Damon was worse than a beast, and I had no intention of confessing the feelings I had once harbored for him.He must have seen through me, because he burst into laughter. The sound of his voice, which once made my heart flutter and sent pleasant shivers through me, now grated against my ears and chilled me to the bone.His gaze turned cold, and with a face twisted in disgust, he sneered, “Your love is nothing but a calamity, Alexander. Look around you. Everything you love is doomed—your mother, everything. You are a bringer of misfortune. The people you hate always prosper, but ever since you loved me, you have brought nothing but pain into my life. I lost the woman I loved de
ALEXANDERI became worried and anxiously reminded him, “Dad, you were there when he threatened me in the elders’ council hall. He meant it. He came to my room last night and told me he would send me to those envoys’ bed, Dad…”To my shock, my father’s face remained expressionless. I could not tell whether it was because he was drunk or because he was deliberately pretending that what I was saying was some kind of joke.The next moment, he burst into laughter.I stared at him in confusion, my brows knitting in displeasure. He laughed so hard that I began to wonder whether he was mocking me or if the alcohol had clouded his mind.“You have been overthinking,” my dad said, waving his hand dismissively. “No man would send his wife to another man’s bed—not someone as proud as the Alpha.”When I realized he would not listen to me, I pleaded, “Dad, take me home with you.”He looked at me with wide eyes, then scolded me angrily. “Don’t even think about it. You are going to remain here, Alexand
ALEXANDERI sat on my bed, panting. The damp fabric clung to my skin, reminding me that my nightdress was soaked with sweat. My chest rose and fell rapidly as I struggled to catch my breath. I hadn’t even realized someone else was in the room until Christina asked softly, “My Lady, are you alright?”I turned to her, blinked a few times, and shook my head.Worry creased her face as she moved closer. “Should I get the Alpha?” she asked.“There is no need,” I replied quickly. I had already angered Alpha Damon the last time he came to my room. Even if he were told I was dying, I doubted he would show up.Christina sat beside me on the bed and studied me for a moment before asking gently, “Was it a dream? Do you want to share it with me?”Again, I shook my head. I was already used to keeping things to myself.I was still anxious, my thoughts tangled around the dream, when Christina reminded me that breakfast was ready.At once, my worries seemed to scatter. I climbed out of bed, hurried in







