LOGINALEXANDER
Christina’s words lingered in my mind, haunting me for the rest of the day. Even during lunch, when I noticed that far more meat than usual had been served at the table, I couldn’t shake off the strange unease settling in my chest. The feeling only worsened whenever I caught the palace maids whispering among themselves, their suspicious glances constantly drifting in my direction.
At first, I tried to dismiss it as mere paranoia.
But when night came, Christina entered my room and said, “My Lady, we need to prepare you tonight.”
I frowned, uneasiness crawling deeper into my stomach. “Is there something I should know?” I asked carefully.
Christina visibly startled. Her eyes flickered for a brief moment, and I knew she understood exactly what I meant. Yet she pretended otherwise and simply replied, “The maids will be here any moment now.”
Without waiting for another question, she hurried out of the room.
I didn’t stop her.
Soon, several maids entered and escorted me to the large bathtub. They bathed me thoroughly, washing and cleaning me in silence. Though embarrassment burned through me, my mind remained consumed by the strange events of the day and the growing sense that something was terribly wrong.
When they were finished, I reached for my undergarments, but one of the maids stopped me and instead held out a thin nightgown. It barely reached my thighs.
“My Lady, this is what you should wear tonight,” she said.
I didn’t argue. I didn’t even ask why. I simply obeyed, pulling the nightgown over my body before climbing onto the bed.
The moment I did, everything changed.
My wrists were suddenly seized, and before I could react, the cold bite of metal snapped around them.
Handcuffs.
Panic exploded inside me.
I thrashed against the bed, my eyes darting wildly around the room as fear tightened its grip on my chest. “What’s going on?” I cried out, my voice trembling. “Why are you locking me to the bed? Can someone explain? What are you planning to do?”
My chest felt unbearably heavy, as though fear itself was crushing me. The air in the room turned suffocating, making it hard to breathe.
Then, in the midst of my struggle, I felt it.
A presence.
I turned sharply toward the window and saw a silhouette standing only a few feet away. The wall lamps cast a long shadow across the floor. Though his face was hidden behind a mask, I didn’t need to see it to know who he was.
Alpha Damon.
“Why are you wearing a mask?” I asked him.
He didn’t answer. Not a single word.
Instead, he climbed onto the bed and forced my legs apart. His touch was cold, mechanical, almost careless, and when I searched his eyes for even the smallest trace of emotion, all I found was something distant and unreadable. Beneath that blank expression, I thought I caught a flicker of disgust, though he seemed determined to hide it.
Humiliation burned through me, sharp and unbearable, yet my body betrayed me in ways that only deepened my shame. Before I could gather my thoughts, he had already leaned over me, caging me in with his arms braced on either side, leaving me trapped beneath him.
I squeezed my eyes shut as pain tore through me, tangled with overwhelming sensation so intense that I could barely make sense of it. A gasp escaped my lips, and my body tensed helplessly beneath him.
The force of his movements only grew harsher. I writhed against the mattress, my breathing uneven, panic and pain rising together until I could no longer contain it.
“Argh—umm… you’re hurting me,” I cried out. “Slow down… please.”
He didn’t listen.
He continued with reckless disregard until, at last, a low groan escaped him and his body slumped briefly against mine. Then he pulled away without a word and disappeared into the bathroom.
All my strength had drained from me. Exhaustion swallowed everything else, and I let my eyes fall shut.
When I woke the next morning, the handcuffs were gone. Someone had cleaned me up, and the sheets had been changed.
I pushed myself out of bed, but the ache between my legs made every movement difficult. Slowly, I made my way to the bathroom, washed up, and stepped back into the room.
Christina was there, waiting for me.
“My lady, we prepared this soup for you. It will help ease the pain you are feeling,” she said with a warm smile.
I reached out and took the bowl. In one gulp, I drank it all, then flashed her a smile. “Thank you very much.”
After Christina took back the plate, she left my room. I lay on the bed and soon fell asleep.
Later, I woke to the sound of two maids arguing among themselves. The moment they noticed I was awake, they abruptly stopped talking. I looked at them, and they both forced smiles.
“I will go and get Christina,” one of them said before quickly leaving.
When she returned, Christina came with her. Christina looked at me and said, “My Lady, breakfast is ready. Come and eat.”
I nodded and followed her to the dining hall. While I was eating, I could sense the tense atmosphere around me.
I looked at Christina curiously. “Is there something I should know?”
Christina hesitated before replying, “I am worried about your reaction…”
I shrugged. “You shouldn’t think too much. If there is something you want to tell me, just say it.”
She lowered her gaze before speaking. “The pack has been invaded from the northern border, but that is not even the greatest threat you face. Rumors are spreading through the pack that you are a witch, and you know the pack’s history with witches…”
The moment she mentioned rumors, I stopped listening. Instead, I focused on the food in front of me. Christina must have noticed my lack of interest, because she gave up trying to explain further.
After I was done eating, I rose to my feet and walked back to my room.
Not long after, Christina came in and said, “My Lady, spending all your days in your room would not be good for you. You should go around the palace and see what it looks like. I think you would really enjoy the sightseeing.”
ALEXANDERI didn’t know either. It just felt like nothing I ever wished for came true. I prayed every day for my father’s love, but I was never loved by my own father. I wished for a peaceful childhood, but my stepfather tortured me constantly. My dreams and hopes for a better future were always shattered by reality.I looked away from the window and sat on my bed before saying to Christina, “I’m hungry.”She didn’t stay for a reply. Christina quietly turned and left, then returned a short while later with my breakfast.After I finished eating, I expected the maids to drag me to the bathroom, scrub me clean, force clothes onto me, and then take me to the high platform where I would be crowned.But to my shock, Chris leaped through the window and landed inside my room. He looked at me with a grin on his face. Glancing outside, I guessed he had jumped over thirty feet to get in.“You shouldn’t resist. Just go along with his plans. You’ll be leaving the pack at dusk tomorrow,” Chris said
ALEXANDERChristina’s words caught me off guard. I stared at her in surprise, and when she noticed she had my full attention, she continued excitedly.“That was the reason Alpha Damon started visiting your home. I don’t know what went wrong for him to fall in love with Tracy instead of you.”I pressed my lips together and tried to remember.When I was five years old, whenever my stepmother, Jezebel, starved me, Alpha Damon would sneak into our house and bring me food. It went on like that for months.But after he stopped my stepmother from selling me off, everything changed. He refused to speak to me. He no longer bothered with me, and even when I tried to talk to him, he ignored me.But all of that was in the past.Especially after I became fatter, he would look at me with so much disgust that I no longer dared to appear before him.I looked at Christina and said, “There is nothing you can say that will change my mind. I have no feelings for Alpha Damon.”Christina stared at me silen
ALEXANDER“Why are you doing all this?” I asked Alpha Damon.He clearly hadn’t expected the question. Surprise creased his face, and for a moment, he said nothing.I held his gaze, then shook my head.“You may be able to fool everyone else, but you’ll never fool me. You don’t have feelings for me, and all this won’t change anything. I think you should end this game you’re playing. My father was here earlier, but neither he nor anyone else can change my mind. If I get the chance, I will leave the pack.”Alpha Damon’s face darkened, and he glared at me.“Why?” he demanded. “Why can’t I make up for the mistakes I made? Why?”I sneered at him.“One time is a mistake. Twice is not. Repeatedly? That’s intention. That’s exactly what you chose to do. So stop calling it a mistake.”His jaw tightened. Then he let out a harsh, bitter laugh.“It wasn’t a mistake,” he said coldly. “I forced you to sleep with those men. I forced myself on you. None of it was a mistake. It was all exactly what I wan
ALEXANDERI was shocked by Chris’s confidence. I looked at him doubtfully, but he said nothing more. Instead, he leaped away and disappeared into the midst of the flowers.I didn’t dwell much on his words. Turning around, I returned to my room. The lights were out, but with my sharp eyesight, I could still make out a silhouette standing by the window.From his styled hair, the knife tattoo on the back of his neck, and his posture, I already knew it was Damon. I was surprised that he had been watching Chris and me talk in the garden all along, and I was certain he had heard everything we discussed.“What are you doing in my room?” I asked, uneasy at being alone with him there.He didn’t turn to look at me. He simply retorted, “You really couldn’t wait to leave the pack with my uncle, could you? Are you always this desperate for a taste of new dick?”Anger flared inside me at his words, and I sneered. “I couldn’t wait to leave the pack because of your lousy skills in bed. Your uncle is
ALEXANDERI hadn’t left my room for days, and Alpha Damon hadn’t come either. By noon on the third day, Christina looked at me with pleading eyes and said softly, “My Lady, why don’t you give Alpha Damon another chance? I have watched him grow. He hurt you and acted rashly because of the pain of losing Tracy, but he has healed and become a better man. If you give him a second chance, he will treat you better.”I looked at Christina and asked, “Why did he blame me for Tracy’s death? Am I not a victim too?”Christina pursed her lips, but I didn’t let the matter go. With a sneer, I said, “Everyone hated me for a death I didn’t cause. Do you know what it means to grow up worse than an orphan?”Her eyes widened in shock at my words, but I didn’t give her time to respond. Anger poured out of me as I continued, “It means having a father, yet growing up without fatherly love. It means having a family, yet being treated worse than a slave in your own home.”My emotions surged, my chest tighten
ALEXANDERI cracked a grin and shot back, “Are you sure you can do it?”A frown settled on my father’s face as he replied irritably, “If you have something to ask, then ask it quickly. Why are you wasting time talking nonsense?”Even so, I caught the hint of wariness in his eyes. I didn’t care. Lifting my chin, I made my bold request.“I want you to send me away from the pack—to somewhere the pack has no influence, somewhere no one can reach me, somewhere no one will recognize me.”My father’s expression darkened at once, and he snapped, “Foolish child! Don’t ever think of such a thing. You will remain in this pack until the day you grow old and die. Don’t even dream of leaving.”With that, he turned away angrily and let out a disdainful snort. “What a waste. I should never have come here. She has completely ruined my mood.”I didn’t dwell much on my father’s visit.At dawn the next morning, Christina came to my room as usual. After breakfast, she informed me, “You will be having your







