LOGINALEXANDER
I listened to Christina’s suggestion and followed her outside. She led me to the former queen’s garden and began introducing me to the flowers planted there. What truly caught my attention, however, were the statues scattered around the garden.I heard Christina say, “This is the first queen’s statue in the palace. She was the reason the Luna’s office was respected. The Alpha at that time was weak and a drunkard. He nearly caused the extermination of the pack, but she bravely led the warriors and defended everyone while the Alpha hid in his chambers out of fear…”
Christina shook her head, and I could see the disdain in her eyes. But I did not know what to say. I had never heard of or met the man before, so I had no wish to criticize him. When she noticed that I was not particularly interested in the topic, she led me away.
She then took me to the fruit garden, where she peeled some oranges for me. I sat down and ate them happily. The sweet, tangy taste burst across my tongue, and I could not get enough. Even after eating ten, I still wanted more.
“My Lady, you seem to like food a lot,” Christina said, looking at me.
I did not deny it. “Yes, I do,” I replied.
Christina paused for a moment, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end, she remained silent. She continued showing me around the palace, but nothing truly caught my interest. However, the moment she mentioned lunch, my eyes lit up instantly.
“Then let’s hurry back,” I said.
I noticed the corner of Christina’s mouth twitch, and I lowered my head before quickening my pace.
While I was eating, I overheard them discussing matters from the council. There were rebels within the pack, and Lucky was leading them.
None of it mattered to me. Even when Christina asked for my opinion, I simply stared at her innocently.
I was just about to take my afternoon nap when Christina came to my room to tell me that my father wanted to see me.
I got out of bed and went to him. His face was lined with anxiety, and the worry in his eyes was unmistakable. I froze, wondering if the invaders had burned down his properties.
But what he asked me left me stunned.
“How have you been? Have you felt any pain? When last did you visit the doctor? Do you feel even the slightest bit unwell?”
His voice was filled with concern, and I was rendered speechless. I blinked several times, wondering if I was seeing a ghost or truly my father. Was he really worried about me?
I shook my head in disbelief.
“Don’t eat anything offered by anyone except the head maid. Be very careful, and make sure the palace physician attends to you every day,” my father said anxiously.
Although I did not ask why he was acting that way, deep down I knew his concern must have been triggered by my stepmother, Jezebel.
I shuddered at the thought of whatever threat had made my father so restless, possibly one that could have gotten me killed. He looked at me with disappointment, then turned and stormed off angrily.
After he left, Christina came into my room and said, “Your father is in alliance with your husband. He is the only elder supporting him. I think you should find a way to make peace with your father. He may not be a good person, but he is the only one capable of protecting you.”
I almost scoffed at Christina’s words. The man who had watched me coldly and indifferently while his so-called wife tortured me for years would now bother to protect me?
I shook my head because it seemed impossible. But I knew Christina was right. My father had no choice but to protect me now, since I was the only asset he had left. If anything happened to me, he would never be able to achieve his dream of controlling the Elders’ Council.
“Thank you, Christina,” I said.
She nodded and quietly left my room.
After that day, I didn’t see Alpha Damon for several days. I kept hearing the maids whisper that he had been preparing for war. He had even stripped the sole administrators of his colonies of their titles and dragged them away in chains. What surprised me most was learning that he had fallen out with some of the elders on the council.
But what truly chilled my heart was hearing that he was inviting allies into the pack—the very men he had once promised me he would send to their graves. Anxiety gnawed at me, and I couldn’t shake the growing sense of dread.
That night, after eating until I was full, I lay in bed with my eyes wide open. My body felt too heavy to move, and when I turned slightly, I saw his back. Alpha Damon was in my room again after so many days.
The silence in the room, and the slump of his shoulders, told me that a great burden weighed on him.
“Alex, it isn’t easy being the alpha of this pack. I always dreamed of being crowned one day. I looked forward to becoming the Alpha King who would rule for years and bring prosperity to the pack. But now… I wish I had made the same choice as my uncle Chris. He walked away and abandoned the leadership of the pack without hesitation. I thought he was foolish for that choice, but now I feel I am the foolish one. It’s so lonely being at the—”
He was still speaking when my eyelids grew heavier and heavier until my vision went black. I could no longer hear his words, because I was already slipping into a dream.
In the dream, I stood before a massive white wolf beneath the full moon. Thick smoke curled around me like fog, and I heard the wolf’s deep voice echo through the night.
“You are not weak, Alexander. You were born to rule. You were born—”
Then a piercing scream shattered the moment. It was my stepmother, Jezebel.
“Liar! She is nothing but a worthless glutton! Don’t be fooled, Alexander! She is lying to you!”
ALEXANDERWhen Christina saw that I wasn’t crying, throwing tantrums, or having an emotional outburst, she exhaled in relief.If she knew how helpless I truly felt, and the realization I had come to accept, she would not have been so relieved.Then Christina said, “Since you can’t go to the dining table, I’ll bring your meals here.”I watched her walk out of the room and pursed my lips tightly. When she returned, she came with several maids carrying plates of food. Soon, everything was laid out, and as I reclined on the bed, I was fed.Christina sat directly opposite me and fed me herself. I opened my mouth from time to time and ate in silence. When I had eaten enough, I stopped. Christina and the maids then cleared the plates, and after she left, I decided to close my eyes.I barely slept when a violent tug yanked me awake. My head buzzed, and through my blurred vision I saw a face hovering above me. The heavy breath fanning across my skin chased away the last traces of sleep. When I
ALEXANDERBlood rushed to my head, and the humiliation was more than I could bear. My chest tightened with so much anger that I could barely breathe. My vision darkened, and I fainted.The first thing I felt when I came to was the soreness in my throat. Then came the excruciating pain—pain that was all too familiar, only this time it was worse. A horrifying thought followed immediately: those bastards had forced themselves on me even while I was unconscious. Even then, they had still taken turns with me.The pain in my chest was unbearable, and hot tears rolled down my cheeks.“You should be used to this already.”I recognized that voice at once. Of course—it was Alpha Damon. Who else could speak such cruel words with such cold righteousness?My eyes flew open, blazing with anger. I knew they were bloodshot, and the force of my glare hurt me, but Alpha Damon only looked at me with an expressionless face. Then he chuckled.“They all seemed very excited after taking turns on you,” he sa
ALEXANDERMy father’s face darkened, and his eyes turned cold. He looked at me with gloomy disdain before sneering.“You want to commit suicide? Go ahead. I’m already the First Elder—whether you live or die changes nothing. I’ve already achieved my dream.”Then he stepped closer and looked down at me.“If you die, I’ll seek compensation from your husband. I’ll be handsomely rewarded for your death. So go ahead and die. I’m about to take another wife and have many children.”When he finished speaking, he turned and headed for the door.I had never expected my father to be so heartless. His cruelty offered me no comfort at all. My voice came out slowly and weakly.“He sent someone to rape me. I was raped, Dad.”My father had already reached the door, but he suddenly stopped. For a few seconds, he stood still, and a spark of hope rose in my heart.Then he turned around with a deep frown, and his next words shattered me.“Alex, Alpha Damon is your husband. He has the right to decide what h
ALEXANDERI saw the flash of surprise in his eyes, but it lasted only a moment before curiosity replaced it. Raising his brows, he asked, “Were you in love with me before now?”I pressed my lips together tightly. The image of a benevolent Alpha I had once carried in my heart had completely shattered. In my eyes, Damon was worse than a beast, and I had no intention of confessing the feelings I had once harbored for him.He must have seen through me, because he burst into laughter. The sound of his voice, which once made my heart flutter and sent pleasant shivers through me, now grated against my ears and chilled me to the bone.His gaze turned cold, and with a face twisted in disgust, he sneered, “Your love is nothing but a calamity, Alexander. Look around you. Everything you love is doomed—your mother, everything. You are a bringer of misfortune. The people you hate always prosper, but ever since you loved me, you have brought nothing but pain into my life. I lost the woman I loved de
ALEXANDERI became worried and anxiously reminded him, “Dad, you were there when he threatened me in the elders’ council hall. He meant it. He came to my room last night and told me he would send me to those envoys’ bed, Dad…”To my shock, my father’s face remained expressionless. I could not tell whether it was because he was drunk or because he was deliberately pretending that what I was saying was some kind of joke.The next moment, he burst into laughter.I stared at him in confusion, my brows knitting in displeasure. He laughed so hard that I began to wonder whether he was mocking me or if the alcohol had clouded his mind.“You have been overthinking,” my dad said, waving his hand dismissively. “No man would send his wife to another man’s bed—not someone as proud as the Alpha.”When I realized he would not listen to me, I pleaded, “Dad, take me home with you.”He looked at me with wide eyes, then scolded me angrily. “Don’t even think about it. You are going to remain here, Alexand
ALEXANDERI sat on my bed, panting. The damp fabric clung to my skin, reminding me that my nightdress was soaked with sweat. My chest rose and fell rapidly as I struggled to catch my breath. I hadn’t even realized someone else was in the room until Christina asked softly, “My Lady, are you alright?”I turned to her, blinked a few times, and shook my head.Worry creased her face as she moved closer. “Should I get the Alpha?” she asked.“There is no need,” I replied quickly. I had already angered Alpha Damon the last time he came to my room. Even if he were told I was dying, I doubted he would show up.Christina sat beside me on the bed and studied me for a moment before asking gently, “Was it a dream? Do you want to share it with me?”Again, I shook my head. I was already used to keeping things to myself.I was still anxious, my thoughts tangled around the dream, when Christina reminded me that breakfast was ready.At once, my worries seemed to scatter. I climbed out of bed, hurried in







