LOGINALEXANDER
I listened to Christina’s suggestion and followed her outside. She led me to the former queen’s garden and began introducing me to the flowers planted there. What truly caught my attention, however, were the statues scattered around the garden.I heard Christina say, “This is the first queen’s statue in the palace. She was the reason the Luna’s office was respected. The Alpha at that time was weak and a drunkard. He nearly caused the extermination of the pack, but she bravely led the warriors and defended everyone while the Alpha hid in his chambers out of fear…”
Christina shook her head, and I could see the disdain in her eyes. But I did not know what to say. I had never heard of or met the man before, so I had no wish to criticize him. When she noticed that I was not particularly interested in the topic, she led me away.
She then took me to the fruit garden, where she peeled some oranges for me. I sat down and ate them happily. The sweet, tangy taste burst across my tongue, and I could not get enough. Even after eating ten, I still wanted more.
“My Lady, you seem to like food a lot,” Christina said, looking at me.
I did not deny it. “Yes, I do,” I replied.
Christina paused for a moment, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end, she remained silent. She continued showing me around the palace, but nothing truly caught my interest. However, the moment she mentioned lunch, my eyes lit up instantly.
“Then let’s hurry back,” I said.
I noticed the corner of Christina’s mouth twitch, and I lowered my head before quickening my pace.
While I was eating, I overheard them discussing matters from the council. There were rebels within the pack, and Lucky was leading them.
None of it mattered to me. Even when Christina asked for my opinion, I simply stared at her innocently.
I was just about to take my afternoon nap when Christina came to my room to tell me that my father wanted to see me.
I got out of bed and went to him. His face was lined with anxiety, and the worry in his eyes was unmistakable. I froze, wondering if the invaders had burned down his properties.
But what he asked me left me stunned.
“How have you been? Have you felt any pain? When last did you visit the doctor? Do you feel even the slightest bit unwell?”
His voice was filled with concern, and I was rendered speechless. I blinked several times, wondering if I was seeing a ghost or truly my father. Was he really worried about me?
I shook my head in disbelief.
“Don’t eat anything offered by anyone except the head maid. Be very careful, and make sure the palace physician attends to you every day,” my father said anxiously.
Although I did not ask why he was acting that way, deep down I knew his concern must have been triggered by my stepmother, Jezebel.
I shuddered at the thought of whatever threat had made my father so restless, possibly one that could have gotten me killed. He looked at me with disappointment, then turned and stormed off angrily.
After he left, Christina came into my room and said, “Your father is in alliance with your husband. He is the only elder supporting him. I think you should find a way to make peace with your father. He may not be a good person, but he is the only one capable of protecting you.”
I almost scoffed at Christina’s words. The man who had watched me coldly and indifferently while his so-called wife tortured me for years would now bother to protect me?
I shook my head because it seemed impossible. But I knew Christina was right. My father had no choice but to protect me now, since I was the only asset he had left. If anything happened to me, he would never be able to achieve his dream of controlling the Elders’ Council.
“Thank you, Christina,” I said.
She nodded and quietly left my room.
After that day, I didn’t see Alpha Damon for several days. I kept hearing the maids whisper that he had been preparing for war. He had even stripped the sole administrators of his colonies of their titles and dragged them away in chains. What surprised me most was learning that he had fallen out with some of the elders on the council.
But what truly chilled my heart was hearing that he was inviting allies into the pack—the very men he had once promised me he would send to their graves. Anxiety gnawed at me, and I couldn’t shake the growing sense of dread.
That night, after eating until I was full, I lay in bed with my eyes wide open. My body felt too heavy to move, and when I turned slightly, I saw his back. Alpha Damon was in my room again after so many days.
The silence in the room, and the slump of his shoulders, told me that a great burden weighed on him.
“Alex, it isn’t easy being the alpha of this pack. I always dreamed of being crowned one day. I looked forward to becoming the Alpha King who would rule for years and bring prosperity to the pack. But now… I wish I had made the same choice as my uncle Chris. He walked away and abandoned the leadership of the pack without hesitation. I thought he was foolish for that choice, but now I feel I am the foolish one. It’s so lonely being at the—”
He was still speaking when my eyelids grew heavier and heavier until my vision went black. I could no longer hear his words, because I was already slipping into a dream.
In the dream, I stood before a massive white wolf beneath the full moon. Thick smoke curled around me like fog, and I heard the wolf’s deep voice echo through the night.
“You are not weak, Alexander. You were born to rule. You were born—”
Then a piercing scream shattered the moment. It was my stepmother, Jezebel.
“Liar! She is nothing but a worthless glutton! Don’t be fooled, Alexander! She is lying to you!”
ALEXANDERI didn’t know either. It just felt like nothing I ever wished for came true. I prayed every day for my father’s love, but I was never loved by my own father. I wished for a peaceful childhood, but my stepfather tortured me constantly. My dreams and hopes for a better future were always shattered by reality.I looked away from the window and sat on my bed before saying to Christina, “I’m hungry.”She didn’t stay for a reply. Christina quietly turned and left, then returned a short while later with my breakfast.After I finished eating, I expected the maids to drag me to the bathroom, scrub me clean, force clothes onto me, and then take me to the high platform where I would be crowned.But to my shock, Chris leaped through the window and landed inside my room. He looked at me with a grin on his face. Glancing outside, I guessed he had jumped over thirty feet to get in.“You shouldn’t resist. Just go along with his plans. You’ll be leaving the pack at dusk tomorrow,” Chris said
ALEXANDERChristina’s words caught me off guard. I stared at her in surprise, and when she noticed she had my full attention, she continued excitedly.“That was the reason Alpha Damon started visiting your home. I don’t know what went wrong for him to fall in love with Tracy instead of you.”I pressed my lips together and tried to remember.When I was five years old, whenever my stepmother, Jezebel, starved me, Alpha Damon would sneak into our house and bring me food. It went on like that for months.But after he stopped my stepmother from selling me off, everything changed. He refused to speak to me. He no longer bothered with me, and even when I tried to talk to him, he ignored me.But all of that was in the past.Especially after I became fatter, he would look at me with so much disgust that I no longer dared to appear before him.I looked at Christina and said, “There is nothing you can say that will change my mind. I have no feelings for Alpha Damon.”Christina stared at me silen
ALEXANDER“Why are you doing all this?” I asked Alpha Damon.He clearly hadn’t expected the question. Surprise creased his face, and for a moment, he said nothing.I held his gaze, then shook my head.“You may be able to fool everyone else, but you’ll never fool me. You don’t have feelings for me, and all this won’t change anything. I think you should end this game you’re playing. My father was here earlier, but neither he nor anyone else can change my mind. If I get the chance, I will leave the pack.”Alpha Damon’s face darkened, and he glared at me.“Why?” he demanded. “Why can’t I make up for the mistakes I made? Why?”I sneered at him.“One time is a mistake. Twice is not. Repeatedly? That’s intention. That’s exactly what you chose to do. So stop calling it a mistake.”His jaw tightened. Then he let out a harsh, bitter laugh.“It wasn’t a mistake,” he said coldly. “I forced you to sleep with those men. I forced myself on you. None of it was a mistake. It was all exactly what I wan
ALEXANDERI was shocked by Chris’s confidence. I looked at him doubtfully, but he said nothing more. Instead, he leaped away and disappeared into the midst of the flowers.I didn’t dwell much on his words. Turning around, I returned to my room. The lights were out, but with my sharp eyesight, I could still make out a silhouette standing by the window.From his styled hair, the knife tattoo on the back of his neck, and his posture, I already knew it was Damon. I was surprised that he had been watching Chris and me talk in the garden all along, and I was certain he had heard everything we discussed.“What are you doing in my room?” I asked, uneasy at being alone with him there.He didn’t turn to look at me. He simply retorted, “You really couldn’t wait to leave the pack with my uncle, could you? Are you always this desperate for a taste of new dick?”Anger flared inside me at his words, and I sneered. “I couldn’t wait to leave the pack because of your lousy skills in bed. Your uncle is
ALEXANDERI hadn’t left my room for days, and Alpha Damon hadn’t come either. By noon on the third day, Christina looked at me with pleading eyes and said softly, “My Lady, why don’t you give Alpha Damon another chance? I have watched him grow. He hurt you and acted rashly because of the pain of losing Tracy, but he has healed and become a better man. If you give him a second chance, he will treat you better.”I looked at Christina and asked, “Why did he blame me for Tracy’s death? Am I not a victim too?”Christina pursed her lips, but I didn’t let the matter go. With a sneer, I said, “Everyone hated me for a death I didn’t cause. Do you know what it means to grow up worse than an orphan?”Her eyes widened in shock at my words, but I didn’t give her time to respond. Anger poured out of me as I continued, “It means having a father, yet growing up without fatherly love. It means having a family, yet being treated worse than a slave in your own home.”My emotions surged, my chest tighten
ALEXANDERI cracked a grin and shot back, “Are you sure you can do it?”A frown settled on my father’s face as he replied irritably, “If you have something to ask, then ask it quickly. Why are you wasting time talking nonsense?”Even so, I caught the hint of wariness in his eyes. I didn’t care. Lifting my chin, I made my bold request.“I want you to send me away from the pack—to somewhere the pack has no influence, somewhere no one can reach me, somewhere no one will recognize me.”My father’s expression darkened at once, and he snapped, “Foolish child! Don’t ever think of such a thing. You will remain in this pack until the day you grow old and die. Don’t even dream of leaving.”With that, he turned away angrily and let out a disdainful snort. “What a waste. I should never have come here. She has completely ruined my mood.”I didn’t dwell much on my father’s visit.At dawn the next morning, Christina came to my room as usual. After breakfast, she informed me, “You will be having your







