The past few days were excruciating. Knox hasn't contacted me or bothered to check in. He still hasn’t given me the result of his so-called promise. And that silence, it’s driving me mad. The more time passes, the angrier I get. Even my wolf has grown restless.
There were moments when I wanted to storm into the pack and confront Emerald myself. I wanted to scream the fact at her that I was Knox’s true mate and she had no place there anymore. But I knew Knox wouldn’t appreciate that kind of move, so I kept my distance. I waited. And now the truth has been exposed, she seemed not bothered at all. How could she sleep with a man next to her when she knew that someone was hurting and on the brink of death due to her and Knox’s doing? Still, I couldn’t help wondering, did Emerald have a conscience? I think she didn’t have even an ounce of it. Figured. But in all of this, someone has been looking out for me. Zeus. Knox might have banned him from coming in our pack but Zeus was a relentless bastard. He wanted me, a broken woman and had nothing to offer for someone like him. Knox made a point that Zeus was unwelcome in our pack. Maybe Knox didn’t trust me, maybe that’s why he sent Marcus to keep tabs on me. Zeus knew that. That’s why we kept things to just messages and calls. He understood me, and I appreciated that more than I could say. “Nov,” I heard Diane call as she stepped out of the locker room. Her shift would replace mine in about thirty minutes. After that accident, I chose to leave my brother’s house to find a job. Something would divert my mind from everything and learn to heal bit by bit. I started to work as a part time waitress in a local restaurant. “Hey, what’s up?” I greeted her. “I think this is yours,” she said, smiling as she handed me a brown envelope. “It’s addressed to you.” “Oh, thank you,” I said, taking the envelope. “You’re welcome,” she replied with another smile before heading back inside. I glanced at the back of the envelope. My name was indeed written on it. “Excuse me, miss. More coffee, please.” The sharp, impatient voice at table five snapped me from my thoughts. The man glared as he tapped his empty mug like it would magically refill itself faster. If anything, it made me move slower. I had no respect for people like that, but I still forced a polite smile. I couldn’t afford any complaints on my record. I set the envelope aside. Grabbing the coffee pot, I walked slowly to the dark wood table across the diner. “Here you go, sir.” He raised a hand to stop me before I poured. “Is that decaf? I only drink decaf. If it’s not, take it away and bring me what I actually ordered,” he grumbled. I bit my tongue hard. I was already on edge, and this man was testing every inch of my patience. “It is,” I replied as evenly as possible. “Fine.” He lowered his hand, and I poured the coffee. Not another word was exchanged as I walked away. Thirty minutes later, Diane stepped out to begin her shift. I gave her a tired smile, grabbed the envelope, and went to the locker room to change. After slipping into my casual clothes, I ordered a drink and sat outside the diner. With trembling fingers, I opened the envelope. Inside was a stack of photos. My heart pounded in my chest as I pulled them out. The moment my eyes landed on the first picture, I froze. “W-what is this?” I whispered. The first image showed Knox and an older woman smiling at a cafe or something. I flipped the photo and something was written on it. “He met a witch. He asked for an opinion on how to break a bond without rejection.” Picture 2: The older woman was gesturing her hand, must be explaining Knox everything. And the next was not a picture. It was a small recorder with a paper attached to it with a message saying. “Listen to it and decide what to do next.” An invisible force punched my gut. And then come Knox and Emerald laughing at one place and another. Pain punched through me like a dagger. My hand went numb. My heart felt like it was being squeezed until it could no longer beat. Breathing became a chore. My body trembled as I flipped through the rest of the photos. My wolf had been anxiously waiting for him and she had believed that maybe Knox would change his mind, but with a witch? My wolf started to doubt. Frantic, my fingers searched the envelope again, hoping, and for some explanation. “Care to share what you’re looking for?” I didn’t even look up. ZEUS. I didn’t care if Marcus saw us. I needed this. “What happened?” Zeus asked gently. “It’s nothing,” I said, sliding the envelope in my apron’s pocket but I caught Zeus curious’ look. “That’s a nothing to me,” he said as he brushed some strands of his long hair away from his face. “It's none of your business Zeus. What the hell are you doing here?” I asked, irritated. Zeus didn’t speak. He just started at the apron where I kept the envelope. “Can’t a guy come to a restaurant and maybe check on his girl?’ He said playfully flashing me his white perfect teeth. I rolled my eyes and stormed out. And went to my staff only before taking out the envelope. I took the recorder and played it. At first I heard noises from the restaurants and then Knox’s voice. “Is there any way to cut a bond without rejection?” He asked. “Yes,” A woman's voice come in after he spoke. “What is it? Tell me.” There was a long pause. “Tell me, are you planning to break the bond between you and your mate?” Knox cleared his throat. “Well, she and I never really had this bond thing,” he said which made my stomach churned. “And I have chosen a mate for myself. I love her and I wanted to end everything with my mate.” There was a long pause again. “I see,” the woman said. “But have you ever considered the effect of what you have done or planned? Your Goddess had a reason why you wolves had a mate.” “I know. You don’t have to lecture me. I’ll pay you the amount you asked. Just tell me how to undo it.” I heard the woman sighed. “Death. Death can erase the bond completely without any pain but comes with a huge price.” “Thanks,” Knox said and scribbled something. “Here’s the payment.” “Don’t say I didn’t warn you, young man.” The old woman replied. My hand became numb after listening to the recorder. Whoever recorded this, they might have known that I was Knox’s real mate and they sent me this. It was clear as day that Knox reverted to a permanent bond erasure. MY DEATH. How far will he go to erase me just for the sake of his and Emerald's happiness?” My knees barely buckled up to support my weight as I stepped out of the staff room. My wolf wasn’t having it even after she heard the conversation that both shattered us. I spotted the one person I wanted to see at that moment. He was eating dessert when I stepped closer to him. He raised his head to me with a questioning look. “Am I also banned from eating dessert?” he asked innocently. I smiled at him, feeling defeated. “Is your proposal still on?” I asked. Despite being shocked and not expecting what I said, Zeus smiled at me. “Yeah. Are you on with that now?” I nodded. “Why change now?” “I felt like I’d be safe with you instead,” I replied, not telling him about the conversation I learned. Zeus stood up and hugged me, which I desperately needed at that moment. “What are you doing here, Zues? And why are you hugging November?” That voice. That Alpha tone. My whole body shivered. “This is neutral ground, Knox,” Zeus said coolly. “Don’t go all Alpha on me. And if you’re wondering why I’m hugging her—it’s because she decided to be my mate.” “What are you talking about?” Knox demanded. I turned to face him, not bothering to wipe away my tears. “I decided to be Zeus’ mate,” I said bitterly after learning of his plan to erase me for good. His expression didn’t shift much but the anger in his eyes told me everything. “Nov, I—” “How cruel of you, Knox,” Zeus cut in sharply. “You can’t even be honest with your mate. You betrayed her. And you betrayed me, too. I couldn’t hurt November like you did. You already stole my mate. What more do you want, Knox?” “She rejected you!” “Yes and you made sure of that!” Even through my own pain, I could feel the fury rolling off Zeus. It wasn’t just resentment anymore—it was raw, bitter rage aimed straight at my mate. “She rejected you and severed the bond. I had nothing to do with that. She didn’t even tell me until after it was done!” “She did it because of you. You couldn’t wait for your mate, so you took mine,” Zeus spat. The pieces clicked. The fog in my mind cleared just enough to grasp what they were talking about. It was Emerald. She was Zeus’s mate.The betrayal was thick. I lost every hope that one day Knox might have changed his kind and chose me instead. I lost the very reason I had to live when I learned he wanted me dead to pursue his own happiness. Knox didn’t just break my heart, he shattered me completely. He drained the life out of me. I wanted nothing but to be happy. I wiped my tears as I stood up at my window. When will this suffering end?Before I knew it, night had fallen again. The owls outside called from the woods, thriving in the dark. Their sounds often lulled me to sleep, it was like a quiet lullaby meant only for me.I slept deeply for most of the night, only waking when the wind howled or the rain poured heavily on the roof. I don’t know when it started, but the sound was oddly comforting. Still, I preferred the softer, rhythmic pitter-patter. That brought more peace.When morning came, it brought with it the same painful truth: I was still alive, still breathing, only to suffer.I wanted to die. Desperat
Zeus’s Point Of View"Thank you for bringing my sister to us, Zeus," January said, his voice heavy with sadness."She's my friend. I'm sorry for what happened," I replied, handing over the unconscious body of November. “And I knew she was suffering. "I understand," he nodded, forcing a smile that never reached his eyes."I can’t face November when she wakes up," his mate whispered to him. Her voice trembled as tears spilled freely. "All this time, I kept praising Emerald, telling November what a wonderful Luna she would be. I should have seen through her lies...""It's not your fault," January said, pulling her into his arms. "You couldn’t have known. And November will understand... in time."I watched them disappear inside, carrying what remained of the woman I wanted—a woman who deserved so much more. ME. "November is hiding something from us?" my Dragon said quietly as we stood in the darkness.“And what is it?” I asked. “The envelope she hid inside her apron yesterday. Somethin
Zeus Point of ViewThe sterile scent of antiseptic hung in the air. Machines beeped in a quiet rhythm beside the hospital bed. I sat in the corner chair, motionless, watching the rise and fall of her chest.November.The woman who once smiled with the sun in her eyes now lay pale and broken. Her skin was clammy, lips still tinged with blue from the near-drowning. But she was alive. I had brought her back from the cliff’s edge—literally and figuratively."Her wolf is slipping," my wolf murmured inside me, pacing restlessly. "If we wait too long, she'll be gone for good."“I know,” I muttered.Just then, her fingers twitched.I bolted upright."November?" I whispered, stepping toward the bed.Her eyes fluttered open, slow and confused. Red rimmed irises stared blankly at the ceiling before flicking to me. Her breathing hitched. She tried to sit up but winced, her body weak and trembling.“W-Where…” Her voice cracked. “Where am I?”I knelt by her bedside. “You're safe. In the hospital. Y
Zeus’s Point of ViewNovember didn’t speak to me for three days. Not a word. Just silence. Her fragile body lay curled beneath sterile hospital sheets while I sat quietly nearby, pretending not to notice how hollow she looked. Even when the nurses checked her vitals or gave her meds, she barely blinked.Her wolf was nearly gone. The connection between them was threadbare, like someone trying to speak underwater. And with each passing hour, the distance grew.I could feel her slipping.She tried to hide it, but I knew the signs her aura dimmed, her breathing grew more erratic, her soul seemed half-lodged in this world. Until finally, on the fourth day, she spoke.It wasn’t what I expected.“Why choose me?”I looked up from the armchair where I had been dozing lightly. Her voice was hoarse, but her eyes—though bloodshot—were clear and resolute.“Because I knew you wouldn’t judge me,” I said. “Even if I was a hybrid.”She smiled. “What makes you think that I was not disgusted?” I smil
November’s point of ViewWhen I met Zues years ago, he was someone I hated the most. I always thought he was just cocky. Loud. Arrogant. Always smiling like nothing could touch him. He walked around like he owned the world, even though most people barely tolerated him.I hated that about him.But I was wrong.He wasn’t just loud or proud. That was a mask, a way to hide something deeper. Something heavier. Something I hadn’t seen until now.Pain.He was in pain, too.It hit me when he sat beside me, watching over me like some silent guard dog. His eyes were tired. Not sleepy—but tired in the kind of way you only get from being hurt over and over again and still waking up anyway.He told me something that made my heart stop. He used to be mated. To her. To Emerald. The girl Knox left me for.Zeus was her mate before Knox took her away.He didn’t yell when he said it. Didn’t cry. Just stared at the floor like the memory still burned behind his eyes. Like he was trying not to fall apart i
I had never seen January like this before.The strong, stoic man who had always been my protector, the one who never showed weakness, who always had the answers, was standing in front of me, his shoulders slumped, his eyes filled with regret. His usual confident smile was absent, replaced with a quiet sorrow I hadn’t expected.I started to pack my things, the essentials and Zeus will be back to pick me up. After Knox officially rejected me and severed my bond to the pack, Zeus decided that I should leave as soon as possible. "November, I—" he began, his voice faltering.I sat on the floor, the weight of his presence making my chest tighten. I knew what he wanted to say, and I wasn’t sure how to respond. He had always been my rock, my constant. But the things he had said, the way he had praised Emerald as the perfect mate for Knox, even when he didn’t know the truth, those words had stung more than I had let on. Knox had lied about him that I was making an assumption that Knox was not
Kaila and I were packing the last bag I had left when someone knocked on my door.“Sis, Luna Emerald wants to talk to you,” January said. I looked at Kaila and she nodded her head. She helped me zip my last bag and then before she left the room. I wasn’t expecting her.Emerald’s presence in the doorway was like a gust of cold wind, the kind that stings your skin even before it reaches your bones. I had just been sitting quietly waiting for her to enter, trying to make sense of everything, when I saw her, standing there, with her usual poise, her expression guarded, but I could sense the tension in her posture.“November, I need to talk to you,” Emerald’s voice was calm, controlled. But I could tell there was something underneath that mask, something raw.I didn’t want to hear her words. I didn’t want to be in the same room with her, but I couldn’t bring myself to turn her away either. Something in her eyes, maybe the way her shoulders were slightly hunched, told me that she wasn’t h
"I'm physically unable to lead my herd as their leader right now," Zeus admitted, voice low. "I'm still too weak to make decisions after the rejection. You’d think that nearly three years would be enough time, but losing my Mate… it shattered something inside me. My second-in-command stepped in for me, temporarily, until I could take up the mantle again." He paused, eyes heavy with memory before continuing, “But you could help me with that. We can help each other. Maybe even find our way back to normal… or happiness, if we dare to try.”This time, I finally found my voice. The questions I’d buried began to rise to the surface, refusing to stay quiet any longer.“Zeus, when I bought wolfsnip with you did you know I was Knox’s mate?” I asked as I checked all my stuff. “Not really. I learned it when I flew above your pack and to check Emerald for the last time and you emerged from the woods. I was curious.”“Hmmm,” I said and looked at him, his blue eyes sparkling. “You were persistent
The first place I want to see is the kitchen. For me, the best part of a house is the kitchen. Why? Because magic happens in the kitchen. And since Zeus is nowhere to be found, I'll tour myself.Coming to the bottom of the stairs, I tried to remember which way the kitchen was in this enormous house. It was last night when Zeus showed me the way, but now, even in my more conscious state, I couldn't remember. I was too tired last night to even keep the kitchen's location in my mind.Looking to my left and then right, I decided to go to my right, the exact opposite way we went last night to meet the pack. The kitchen would be on the other side of the house and needed a bigger space than any other room, especially in this kind of house.I knew I was right when I passed by a few familiar doors. I remember passing Zeus spacious office on the way to it. I took a moment to stop and look in now that I could study it better.The dark wood interior gave it a look of importance and elegance. A fe
"Sorry if I startled you," Zenia said, smiling. "I came here to check if you are already awake."I giggled."It's fine. I was surprised to see you still here. Don't you have school today?"She shrugged. "I went to school, but classes are suspended. So I went home and decided to come and see you. You know, for catching up," she replied before making herself comfortable on Zeus' bed."Oh, alright. Wait for a sec and let me freshen up," I answered before walking back to the bathroom and doing my business.It took me half an hour before I finally exited the bathroom, ready to talk with Zenia."Shall I take you to my room? I made some breakfast there when I returned from school," she invited me."Okay, lead the way," I smiled at her.Zeus won't mind if I leave without telling him, right?Zenia must have guessed what was in my mind."I told Ace to tell Zeus that I'll kidnap you and return to him when I feel like I want to," she said, grinning at me.I laughed at what she said before followi
I didn't know he had a sister. Zeus didn't mention it to me earlier. I thought I had met all of his family tonight."Yeah," she nodded. "I just got back from my friend's house. Can you let him know that Zenia made it back home, okay? I'm just going to go to bed.""Sure," I smiled. "I'm November, by the way."I was worried by the excitement that crossed her face at the mention of my name. She entered the room and sat next to me on the bed."You're November," she said. "Of course you are. I feel so dumb. I was hoping I'd meet you soon. I didn't think it would be this soon, you know? I thought my brother might keep you to himself for a while, if you know what I mean."Who wouldn't know what she means? We both blushed at her comment."How old are you?" I giggled."Fifteen," she answered. "I might not be an adult yet, but I know how mates work.""True mates, maybe, but Zeus and I weren't exactly the traditional types," I told her. “And also he’s part dragon.”She looked at me. Maybe she di
I tensed at Zeus’ words. Next month? We still needed to discuss our mating date. Wasn't I supposed to be part of the decision?I shot him a disgruntled look. I'll wait until after this is over before I ask him about that."I hope you will all give her a warm welcome to our Herd. I want her to feel at home here," he finished.He shot me a breathtaking smile that would have melted me like butter if I wasn't still hurting due to recent events.There were murmurs of kind words and delighted looks on the faces of the pack. Almost immediately, people were lining up to greet me. They had obeyed Zeus’ request without issue. None of them seems forced to be polite. It honestly felt like they wanted to because I meant something to him."It's nice to meet you, November," an older woman said, shaking my hand. "I'm Sophia, Zeu's Aunt, I’m dragon shifter. It's nice to put a face with the name finally.""It's a pleasure to meet you too. And I was sorry for the scene a few minutes ago," I replied.Sop
When Zeus stopped in front of me with his hand extended, I broke from my thoughts. I stared at his palm, facing upward, waiting for me to take it. "Unity," he said, answering an unspoken question. "It's important to the herd and me." "Right," I answered dumbly. I placed my hand in his large one, the heat enveloping it. While he seemed comfortable holding on to me, I was stiff. This thing between us was something new. He gave it a light squeeze and smiled teasingly."Loosen up. We both have to get used to this eventually." Though it was mostly forced, I smiled back and tried to take his advice. I loosened up. I heave a sigh and let my shoulders fall to relax. I was never a fan of the crowd, even though I used to work in a diner. But he is right, and the restaurant and pack are different. I know I can do this.I gripped his hand a little tighter and nodded to him. "Okay, I'm ready."Zeus seemed satisfied and pulled me beside him, away from the garage. The large house came back into
Zeus and I took turns fiddling with his radio inside his truck. The radio picked up many radio stations, but none of the songs they currently play suited our taste. Although Zeus has some burned CDs, he told me that the truck wasn't his and belonged to his friend. So, I should expect some odd and old songs."We should play just one. The old songs are gold. I still like to hear some of them rather than the new-aged music. I don't quite like it," I told him as I flipped the cd holder."Well, you probably won't like it. But be my guess," Zeus replied, concentrating his eyes on the road.I found some eighties to early nineties songs such as Bolton's, Shaina, and Bon Jovi."Are you kidding me? These are all my favorites!" I told him before removing one of BJ's CDs and feeding it to the cd player. When the song started to play, my mood suddenly changed.I'm a sucker for old songs. My dad used to have many of them, and he would play songs while I watched him fix his car. Or sometimes I see
Knox’s eyes become apologetic. "You're right. I'm sorry. I just want to feel how it feels to be kissed by a mate.”"You can't just reject me, then waltz into my house like you own this place, fill me with hurtful stories and then kiss me. It doesn't work like that. I understand your wolf might have pushed you to come over, but that's not an excuse. Emerald is your mate now, not me," I said, making my voice a little louder. I was surprised that it didn't hurt me to be so blunt about it. There was a twinge of sadness in me, but I was hollow once more with my wolf gone again. He looked away from me in shame. He was staring at the fully open suitcase on my bed. "So, I guess you are going then," he said. "Yes, tonight."His head snapped at me. "So soon?""There is no reason to prolong my stay here, is there? I need to pick up the pieces and move on with my life, and getting out of this town is the only way to do that.""I think it is," he admitted. "But where will you go?" It took a
"I come here to talk," Knox said. "I won't come any further if you would prefer it."I didn't speak. I was afraid to even dare to speak. My voice couldn't hold up talking to Knox. Everything I buried deep inside would come spilling out with my words. Instead of answering, I nodded at him, and he understood. He dropped his hands and sat facing me on the edge of my bed. Even in my wolf's weak state, she tried to listen. "I had to see you before you left. I need to explain myself before you hate me forever." His words seem sincere, and I have difficulty believing in him. But my wolf believed in him. "I want you to know I never intended to reject you," he began. "The day I discovered you was the happiest moment in my life but I already had Emerald. If only I had known earlier, I would have chosen you.”“You had the choice. Three years ago but you never wanted me. You wanted Emerald. You don’t have to reason, Knox. She would always be your choice. It doesn’t matter if both of you hurt
As I waited for Zeus to come and get me, I had time to think about my life since I learned Knox was my mate. There was never a day that I wouldn’t be in pain and then hid in my cave, silently crying. I never expected that someone would come and choose me as their second chance.Though since the rejection, I have doubted myself. There are a lot of questions flooding my mind. Was I not good enough? I continued watching Kaila packing up the food and I helped her until I could no longer bear it. I fell onto my bed and slumped. Kaila jerked her head towards me before walking to the end I sat on and took the clean spot next to me."What's wrong with me, Kai?"She wrapped her slender hands around my shoulders in an act of comfort and sighed wearily."There's nothing with you, November. You just lost your mate. It's a completely natural reaction to that," she said.I shook my head. "No, not that. I mean my whole life. Why am I so different from all of the other female wolves?"Sympathy cr