LOGINLillian Monroe
My bed felt a little warm today
And surprisingly -
Not empty.
But the funniest thing was that my husband was not back, so that meant -
Holy shit.
My eyes shot open as I stared at the person in my bed.
I woke up to a woman.
A half naked woman
I didn't even know if I should thank God that it was not a man or scream for it being a woman.
"Hi Purple."
"Stop calling me that." I bit out harshly, eyeing her as she stood up from the bed in almost nothing.
"Not a morning person. I see." She shimmied herself into her party dress.
How did we even get here?
On my matrimonial bed!
Oh Lillian.
"Look, I don't know what -"
"Yeah, you were quite drunk. You didn't even have much to drink." She chuckled, her green eyes sparkling. "Last night was awesome though. Great boobs and cute pussy by the way."
"Don't talk about my body like that." Annoyed, I stood up with the sheet wrapped around me. "You need to leave. This never happened. Nothing happened between us."
"Of course." The girl rolled her eyes at me. "You didn't think about that yesterday when you begged me to fuck you with my fingers and when you dry humped on my pussy because you weren't ready to scissor yet."
"Enough!" I screamed, irritated at what I was hearing.
This was embarrassing.
"Fine, I'll leave. Hoping to see you soon?" She smiled at me from the door. "Your husband looks good by the way. If you want threesome -"
"Just go!"
She shrugged, walking out. Fedora who stood by the door, her hand in the air like she was about to knock, raised her eyebrow in confusion.
"This is all your fault." I pointed at Fedora, gripping my hair tight. "I just cheated on my husband with a girl! Oh my goodness."
"No shit."
My eyes landed on our picture, my heart squeezing in my chest. My eyes itched. I was going to cry.
"He must not know."
This wasn't how I wanted to start my perfect marriage. Not like this.
"I promise. But can you tell me all the details? I thought you got bored and left but what I wasn't expecting was a hot bimbo walking out of your house with sex hair." Fedora was indeed amused, it was evident in her voice.
Eyeing her, I sat on the couch. "The drink was strong, I don't remember shit. But from her narration... I - I allowed her finger me and to top that, I fucking dry humped on her pussy."
Fedora clapped her hand, shouting. "Go girl!!!"
"Oh shut up." I glared at her. She suddenly stopped, sitting up right.
"It wasn't that bad, was it. You got orgasm I guess?" Fedora whispered lowly.
"It doesn't matter if I got orgasm or not, Fedora. If you hadn't taken me to that lesbian strip party or whatever. If I hadn't seen those girls scissoring themselves, enjoying it while I hadn't had good sex in more than 3 months, I wouldn't have done what I did."
"Did I put a leash around your neck, asking you to take the girl home? Did I fucking force you to let the bimbo coerc you into leading her into your bed? You did all of those ...On. Your. Own." Fedora yelled, making me more mad.
I hated accountability sometimes.
"If you were there, you would've stopped it from happening!"
"That it happened means you wanted it. Your body wanted it, girl. Don't beat yourself up." Her voice was calm this time. "I'm sorry."
Sighing tiredly, I shook my head. "There I thought I was too straight."
"Told you no girl is too straight." She chuckled but it died down when I glared at her again.
My phone rang from the table where I had left it last night. I picked it up to see my husband's name on display.
Fucking hell.
I didn't want to pick but if I didn't, he'd think I cheated on him.
No, he wouldn't know.
Oh God.
Smoothing my hair, I looked at Fedora. "Do I look like I had mini sex. Because she didn't fuck me."
"You look -" Before she'd complete her statement, I took her thumbs up for it and picked the call.
Suddenly, she made a criss cross sign with her hand, pointing at my neck.
Creasing my eyebrow at her in confusion, I tried to get what she was saying.
"Hey. Wife." Jude, my husband spoke. "Where's your face? Raise the camera up."
I did.
Forcing a smile, I spoke. "You've been away for long."
His face suddenly morphed into a very serious scowl. "And you seem to have been enjoying my absence."
Huh?
"Wh...what do you mean?"
Are there CCTV cameras in this house that I wasn't aware of? Did he see me yesterday?
"Your neck. There's a hickey on it." His tone was sharp. "You've been cheating on me, Lillian."
Lillian's POV.Kayden and I got engaged after a year and we were about to get married.In fact, the marriage was in two days and we decided to spice things up.Instead of throwing a bachelorette party and all that stuff.We decided to try restraint."You're sure you want this?" The spark in Kayden eyes told me he'd be disappointed if I said no.Honestly, I wanted it too. I had seen people do it. I had watched videos too."Yes, Master." I nodded. "Just us. I trust you."His eyes darkened. "Strip and lay down." He instructed, stripping off as well.I shivered when my back touched the cold leather bench. It was kinda comfortable.He strolled up to me, placing a vibrator on my stomach as he fixed the restraint strap belt. He joined my right hand and right leg together and buckled tight. Then did the same to the left.My pussy was left wide open for him. "So fucking pretty." He cooed, dragging the vibrator down my body, slowly."What are you going to do to me, Master?" I asked, my voice
Lillian's POV"The same Emily you claimed to be your friend's wife?" Scoffing I left the door, running up the stairs."Daddy, I missed you." I heard the little girl say, making my heart break more.That girl didn't look anything less than 1 year old.Jude had been lying to me for a year. Wow."Lillian. Lillian, I can explain." Jude closed the room door."Explain? You want to explain now?" Shaking my head, I pulled out my box. "You sent me out for recently cheating on you and I admit that I was wrong but you? You weren't a saint either and you ..."I couldn't even talk anymore.My heart was full.My mouth heavy.My eyes red."I was going to tell you, Lillian. I was going to compensate you and let you go." Jude tried to explain."No! No you weren't. In fact, you were about to use my recklessness to your stupid advantage but I'm happy we're both even." I shoved past him, dragging my bag down in a hurry.The lady and the child gave me a confused look. "Send me the divorce papers when it
Lillian's POV It was time to save my marriage.I had come to the understanding that only I could do that.Maybe he'd see reasons with me.We could go for therapy together so we could both heal fast.Anyhow...we were going to compromise."Lil, you've been quiet since I returned yesterday. Are you good?" Jude asked, rolling to my end of the bed, wrapping his arms around my waist.My body jerked harshly before relaxing. Laughing nervously, I shook my head. "I'm just thinking of business.""Right. Let me help distract you from doing that a lot." He stretched his face to my neck, planting hot, wet kisses there.Normally, I'd jump at such offer and throw my legs wide open for him to fill me up.But ... I couldn't.My heart wouldn't let me."I'm sorry I've starved you for months now. I had been so interested in other things. Work related." He smooched my tits, hovering over me.I let him for a while, hoping I'd give in. Hoping he'd be able to make me horny. For once."You said you want us
Lillian's POV I couldn't recognize myself anymore.What had I turned myself into?When did I start actively sneaking around with both men and women, letting them kiss me?God, I was so ashamed of myself.My phone pinged with a notification. I peeped to see that I had missed a call from Kayden.My phone had been on DND for a week and yes, I had been avoiding everybody.He wasn't an exception.He had knocked a lot of times but I kept quiet, acting like I wasn't home."Leave me alone, Kayden." "I can't." I jumped up from my seat as my eyes scanned around, searching for the owner of that voice.Kayden stood by my kitchen door, looking at me with sad eyes.Dropping my glass of tea on the table, I rushed to where he was."Leave. Now." "I will not leave when I haven't even said what I want to." He shook his head, locking the door. "And you'd listen to me.""There's nothing to listen to, Kayden. I fucked up... We both -""I knew what I did and I don't regret it, Lillian." He was using my
Lillian's POVKayden Mellow was the man in the dungeon.The man who instructed Dina to lick my pussy. Shit.After he left, it dawned on me that I never told him the name of the girl but somehow he called her name.We were both in this mess together.My heart skipped when I heard the door bell. Breathing shakily, I dragged my feet to the door, pulling it open slowly. My eyes hardened when they met Kayden. What was he doing here after betraying me?"What -""I didn't do it." He spoke immediately, cutting me off.My mouth fell open as I blinked severally."Huh?""Every woman deserves a man that's available for their every need or at least makes time for the most pressing one. You deserve better, Laylay." He said cooly. I couldn't believe my ears.Thank God."C...come in." I said, leaving the door open for him."I didn't come to stay, Laylay. I came to take you out." He said, his voice was cheerful. "I was asked to keep you company so I'm doing that today.""Jude -""Nah. My brain actua
Lillian's POV"Why do I feel like you've been avoiding me or something?" Fedora sighed heavily, her voice sounding distant from her speaker. "Me? I am not." I lied. I didn't know how to face her when she warned me about everything.I was ashamed of myself.I denied my husband just for pleasure."I came back to look for you that day and you were gone." Faking a cough, I managed to speak. "I just... I wasn't feeling it and somehow, I fell under the weather. I won't be going out with you for a while too. That world is not for me."But it was. I was attracted to the thrills and I wanted to explore deep.However, it was bad. I was married and I had to start acting like a married woman."I hope you're okay though." Fedora said after a long silence. I knew she didn't believe me though but she didn't press further.Swiping away the stray tears that fell from my cheek, I replied. "Yeah. I think someone is at the door. Maybe it's my takeout."She bade me goodbye and hung up.I wasn't entire
Lillian's POVJust like he said, he left the next morning.Also, as early as 5 AM. No goodbye letter or any of such. He just ... left.Like he always did.I didn't even know why I thought I could make this marriage perfect.My mood for the morning had already turned sour as I felt the cold, empty







