MasukLillian Monroe
My bed felt a little warm today
And surprisingly -
Not empty.
But the funniest thing was that my husband was not back, so that meant -
Holy shit.
My eyes shot open as I stared at the person in my bed.
I woke up to a woman.
A half naked woman
I didn't even know if I should thank God that it was not a man or scream for it being a woman.
"Hi Purple."
"Stop calling me that." I bit out harshly, eyeing her as she stood up from the bed in almost nothing.
"Not a morning person. I see." She shimmied herself into her party dress.
How did we even get here?
On my matrimonial bed!
Oh Lillian.
"Look, I don't know what -"
"Yeah, you were quite drunk. You didn't even have much to drink." She chuckled, her green eyes sparkling. "Last night was awesome though. Great boobs and cute pussy by the way."
"Don't talk about my body like that." Annoyed, I stood up with the sheet wrapped around me. "You need to leave. This never happened. Nothing happened between us."
"Of course." The girl rolled her eyes at me. "You didn't think about that yesterday when you begged me to fuck you with my fingers and when you dry humped on my pussy because you weren't ready to scissor yet."
"Enough!" I screamed, irritated at what I was hearing.
This was embarrassing.
"Fine, I'll leave. Hoping to see you soon?" She smiled at me from the door. "Your husband looks good by the way. If you want threesome -"
"Just go!"
She shrugged, walking out. Fedora who stood by the door, her hand in the air like she was about to knock, raised her eyebrow in confusion.
"This is all your fault." I pointed at Fedora, gripping my hair tight. "I just cheated on my husband with a girl! Oh my goodness."
"No shit."
My eyes landed on our picture, my heart squeezing in my chest. My eyes itched. I was going to cry.
"He must not know."
This wasn't how I wanted to start my perfect marriage. Not like this.
"I promise. But can you tell me all the details? I thought you got bored and left but what I wasn't expecting was a hot bimbo walking out of your house with sex hair." Fedora was indeed amused, it was evident in her voice.
Eyeing her, I sat on the couch. "The drink was strong, I don't remember shit. But from her narration... I - I allowed her finger me and to top that, I fucking dry humped on her pussy."
Fedora clapped her hand, shouting. "Go girl!!!"
"Oh shut up." I glared at her. She suddenly stopped, sitting up right.
"It wasn't that bad, was it. You got orgasm I guess?" Fedora whispered lowly.
"It doesn't matter if I got orgasm or not, Fedora. If you hadn't taken me to that lesbian strip party or whatever. If I hadn't seen those girls scissoring themselves, enjoying it while I hadn't had good sex in more than 3 months, I wouldn't have done what I did."
"Did I put a leash around your neck, asking you to take the girl home? Did I fucking force you to let the bimbo coerc you into leading her into your bed? You did all of those ...On. Your. Own." Fedora yelled, making me more mad.
I hated accountability sometimes.
"If you were there, you would've stopped it from happening!"
"That it happened means you wanted it. Your body wanted it, girl. Don't beat yourself up." Her voice was calm this time. "I'm sorry."
Sighing tiredly, I shook my head. "There I thought I was too straight."
"Told you no girl is too straight." She chuckled but it died down when I glared at her again.
My phone rang from the table where I had left it last night. I picked it up to see my husband's name on display.
Fucking hell.
I didn't want to pick but if I didn't, he'd think I cheated on him.
No, he wouldn't know.
Oh God.
Smoothing my hair, I looked at Fedora. "Do I look like I had mini sex. Because she didn't fuck me."
"You look -" Before she'd complete her statement, I took her thumbs up for it and picked the call.
Suddenly, she made a criss cross sign with her hand, pointing at my neck.
Creasing my eyebrow at her in confusion, I tried to get what she was saying.
"Hey. Wife." Jude, my husband spoke. "Where's your face? Raise the camera up."
I did.
Forcing a smile, I spoke. "You've been away for long."
His face suddenly morphed into a very serious scowl. "And you seem to have been enjoying my absence."
Huh?
"Wh...what do you mean?"
Are there CCTV cameras in this house that I wasn't aware of? Did he see me yesterday?
"Your neck. There's a hickey on it." His tone was sharp. "You've been cheating on me, Lillian."
Lillian's POV"Why do I feel like you've been avoiding me or something?" Fedora sighed heavily, her voice sounding distant from her speaker. "Me? I am not." I lied. I didn't know how to face her when she warned me about everything.I was ashamed of myself.I denied my husband just for pleasure."I came back to look for you that day and you were gone." Faking a cough, I managed to speak. "I just... I wasn't feeling it and somehow, I fell under the weather. I won't be going out with you for a while too. That world is not for me."But it was. I was attracted to the thrills and I wanted to explore deep.However, it was bad. I was married and I had to start acting like a married woman."I hope you're okay though." Fedora said after a long silence. I knew she didn't believe me though but she didn't press further.Swiping away the stray tears that fell from my cheek, I replied. "Yeah. I think someone is at the door. Maybe it's my takeout."She bade me goodbye and hung up.I wasn't entire
Lillian's POVJust like he said, he left the next morning.Also, as early as 5 AM. No goodbye letter or any of such. He just ... left.Like he always did.I didn't even know why I thought I could make this marriage perfect.My mood for the morning had already turned sour as I felt the cold, empty space on the bed. Though the weather was warm and cozy, the room also felt too cold.Maybe it was just me. "What's that?" I muttered to myself, making my way to the dresser. "Oh?"Another wedding ring case?Why would there be another wedding ring case on my dresser.Oh my goodness!Don't tell me my husband was returning his own ring. Immediately I had that thought, my heart began to beat fast in my chest, it almost felt like it was going to rip out. It took me a lot of courage to open the box to see...A necklace.And it had a name.Emily.Scoffing, I sat down on the bed. My head felt heavy, my hands shaking. I pulled the necklace out, just to see a paper underneath it."Love you, always.
Lillian's POV One thing about lies and relationship was that once you let them mix...That's the end.You'd keep lying."Do you think he bought that lie?" My eyes were glued to the road, while I spoke with Fedora on the phone.She was my only friend anyway."He knows I'm wild and nasty. So yeah, he'd believe I put the hickey on you while you were sleeping, to annoy you. Smooth lie." She praised my lying skill."I just feel so terrible. He's coming back today and I'm so out of it." I admitted, matching brake at the grocery shop."You'd give yourself away like that, girl. Stop it." She hissed. "It was a mistake and it won't happen again. Just let it slide, okay?"Easier said than done."Okay bye." I had to cook before my husband returned and I was preparing his favourite meal. Classic 'I feel guilty and I'm sorry' meal.After shopping for what felt like eternity because I'd stop to think, I finally headed out. My stomach grumbled, making me stop by a pastry shop to get something.The
Lillian MonroeMy bed felt a little warm today And surprisingly -Not empty.But the funniest thing was that my husband was not back, so that meant - Holy shit.My eyes shot open as I stared at the person in my bed. I woke up to a woman.A half naked womanI didn't even know if I should thank God that it was not a man or scream for it being a woman."Hi Purple.""Stop calling me that." I bit out harshly, eyeing her as she stood up from the bed in almost nothing."Not a morning person. I see." She shimmied herself into her party dress.How did we even get here?On my matrimonial bed!Oh Lillian."Look, I don't know what -""Yeah, you were quite drunk. You didn't even have much to drink." She chuckled, her green eyes sparkling. "Last night was awesome though. Great boobs and cute pussy by the way." "Don't talk about my body like that." Annoyed, I stood up with the sheet wrapped around me. "You need to leave. This never happened. Nothing happened between us.""Of course." The girl ro
Lillian's POV"Seriously, you need to stop." Sniffling, I wiped my eyes with the tissue. I didn't know how to stop crying."Tell me why I should when my husband has been ignoring me for A WEEK. It's so unlike him and it's getting me worried." My voice was hoarse and barely audible."See why I like women?" Fedora tried to lighten the air but it wasn't working."Not helping." "Yeah, right. Sorry." She chuckled softly. "Maybe he's indeed too busy saving lives and all that shit the military does. Come on, you knew what you were getting into when you said I do." "It's been 3 months after he returned home for only two weeks the last time. These days he stays at home for few weeks and spends months out there. It's unfair to me.""Tell their superior that." Fedora shrugged, patting my back before walking up to the cabinet to get something. "What are you doing?" I eyed her suspiciously, dampening my wet cheek."We're going to let go. Drink champagne, go out and let loose." Fedora encourag
Lillian Monroe.Everything had to be perfect.For him, at least.I was going to make this marriage work perfectly this time. We had been too imperfect for long.Luckily, I had talked over it with my husband and he thought same too."Hang the picture there." I said to the men who carried the giant portrait of my husband and I, taken on the day of our Military marriage.People always asked me how it felt to be married to a military man.I'd say... Interesting and sweet.But in truth, it was not so good. It was a herculean task for only those strong at heart.Myself, for instance.So many times, I felt like marching to his battlefield and dragging him back home to spend some time with me.At least, it was finally happening after three months.I missed my husband so much. In every way possible."Going all out of your way for your husband?" My neighbor smiled at me, holding out a cookie box to me."Thank you Maria. I just hope he likes it." My tone was nervous.He didn't know I was doing







