LOGINLillian's POV
"Seriously, you need to stop."
Sniffling, I wiped my eyes with the tissue.
I didn't know how to stop crying.
"Tell me why I should when my husband has been ignoring me for A WEEK. It's so unlike him and it's getting me worried." My voice was hoarse and barely audible.
"See why I like women?" Fedora tried to lighten the air but it wasn't working.
"Not helping."
"Yeah, right. Sorry." She chuckled softly. "Maybe he's indeed too busy saving lives and all that shit the military does. Come on, you knew what you were getting into when you said I do."
"It's been 3 months after he returned home for only two weeks the last time. These days he stays at home for few weeks and spends months out there. It's unfair to me."
"Tell their superior that." Fedora shrugged, patting my back before walking up to the cabinet to get something.
"What are you doing?" I eyed her suspiciously, dampening my wet cheek.
"We're going to let go. Drink champagne, go out and let loose." Fedora encouraged, bringing two glass cups. "You know you have a light head, so let's start small."
Burying my face in my palm, I mumbled, "I don't want to drink. I just want to keep crying."
"And has your crying brought him back? Did it stop the embarrassment from happening to you last time at the party you held for him!" Fedora's tone was sharp. "It didn't. Your crying is not helping matters here, Lilly. Really."
"But..."
"But nothing. Take a sip of that shit. I'll go find you something to wear and we're leaving this prison of a house." Fedora downed her drink before strutting away.
She was right.
Crying would only make me sick. It doesn't solve shit.
I needed some time away to clear my head anyway. After emptying the glass, I strolled upstairs to meet her in my room, searching my closet.
"Aha! I knew you'd keep this." Fedora flashed me the cloth, jiggling it in the air.
"No!" Shaking my head, I snatched it from her.
"Come on!!! Look hot for once. We're not going to where men will check you out anyway." Fedora begged.
"It's short and revealing!" I argued, eyeing the dress one more time.
It was tempting though.
"One night. No men. Just women. Tell them you're straight and they'll fuck off." Fedora held my hand, pouting like a cute little puppy.
Urghh!
"F...fine." I frowned, looking away.
"Yes! I'll wear this one." She picked out another dress she gifted me on my birthday. She was so used to gifting me so much revealing dresses.
Sometimes I feel like it's for her own benefit.
Like today, for instance.
After putting on a little make up here and there, we dressed and left the house.
A lesbian party wasn't the best place to unwind but my friend was weird and I was buying into her weirdness.
The normal world was boring. I thought I could use a change of environment; finally get to see what she does.
I was supportive of her sexuality but never really cared much since I thought I was too straight.
"You'd enjoy watching at least." She held my waist, pulling me inside. "Oh wow! Today is Strip Saturday. Now this is going to be more fun."
Huh?
Deciding I didn't understand shit, I just went with the flow. Smiling and nodding like a buffalo.
Unlike the normal club where men and women were seen grinding against each other, it was girls only. They rocked against each other, rhyming to the beat of the soft music.
Everything in here was soft. The colors on the wall, the lights, the atmosphere and the women.
They were beautiful too.
"This is the most fun part." Fedora pushed another door open, flashing her VIP card to the female bouncer. Her eyes roamed my body, her tongue sliding over her lips.
I didn't even have time to shiver in discontent because then my eyes landed on half naked girls, walking around with just lingeries.
"Oh wow!"
"Try not to clench your thighs. I gotta go meet someone. Sit tight and drink. I'll be back." Fedora pecked my cheek, running off.
I knew she was chasing one dark haired girl because her eyes wouldn't leave her body.
Lesbian thingy.
Sighing, I sat at the bar stool ordering for something. The girl tried to flirt but I told her I was married and not interested. She rolled her eyes in return though, serving me my drink.
Men, I didn't know who taught her how to mix drink but this drink was strong as fuck.
Just what I needed.
Suddenly the curtains at the end of the room, swiped open revealing a big glass with two girls inside.
Squinting my eyes, I tried to figure out what they were doing. At first, they started by kissing each other sensually and then it digressed to licking their private parts.
And boy!
That made shivers run down my spine.
It was so hot.
Heat began to crawl up my body as I watched the brown haired girl latch her vagina to the other blonde girl's vagina, grinding slowly. Their sweet moans filled the air.
My legs instinctively pressed together, my wetness soaking me through my panties.
"It's called tribbing or scissoring." A girl said from beside me, making me jerk harshly.
"You startled me." Chuckling, I placed my hand on my chest.
She smiled, placing her hand on my thigh, rubbing it there smoothly. "Sorry purple."
"Purple?"
"Your dress." She remarked. "It's purple."
She raised her hand to my face, pushing a tendril of hair to the back of my ear. My whole body felt like it was on fire.
Maybe it was the alcohol.
"I... I -" I am straight. I wanted to say.
But the words wouldn't come out as her sweet smell evaded my nostrils, her hot breath fanning my neck as she spoke.
"Would you like me to help you with that? Your eyes tells me you want to be fucked like that."
Lillian's POV.Kayden and I got engaged after a year and we were about to get married.In fact, the marriage was in two days and we decided to spice things up.Instead of throwing a bachelorette party and all that stuff.We decided to try restraint."You're sure you want this?" The spark in Kayden eyes told me he'd be disappointed if I said no.Honestly, I wanted it too. I had seen people do it. I had watched videos too."Yes, Master." I nodded. "Just us. I trust you."His eyes darkened. "Strip and lay down." He instructed, stripping off as well.I shivered when my back touched the cold leather bench. It was kinda comfortable.He strolled up to me, placing a vibrator on my stomach as he fixed the restraint strap belt. He joined my right hand and right leg together and buckled tight. Then did the same to the left.My pussy was left wide open for him. "So fucking pretty." He cooed, dragging the vibrator down my body, slowly."What are you going to do to me, Master?" I asked, my voice
Lillian's POV"The same Emily you claimed to be your friend's wife?" Scoffing I left the door, running up the stairs."Daddy, I missed you." I heard the little girl say, making my heart break more.That girl didn't look anything less than 1 year old.Jude had been lying to me for a year. Wow."Lillian. Lillian, I can explain." Jude closed the room door."Explain? You want to explain now?" Shaking my head, I pulled out my box. "You sent me out for recently cheating on you and I admit that I was wrong but you? You weren't a saint either and you ..."I couldn't even talk anymore.My heart was full.My mouth heavy.My eyes red."I was going to tell you, Lillian. I was going to compensate you and let you go." Jude tried to explain."No! No you weren't. In fact, you were about to use my recklessness to your stupid advantage but I'm happy we're both even." I shoved past him, dragging my bag down in a hurry.The lady and the child gave me a confused look. "Send me the divorce papers when it
Lillian's POV It was time to save my marriage.I had come to the understanding that only I could do that.Maybe he'd see reasons with me.We could go for therapy together so we could both heal fast.Anyhow...we were going to compromise."Lil, you've been quiet since I returned yesterday. Are you good?" Jude asked, rolling to my end of the bed, wrapping his arms around my waist.My body jerked harshly before relaxing. Laughing nervously, I shook my head. "I'm just thinking of business.""Right. Let me help distract you from doing that a lot." He stretched his face to my neck, planting hot, wet kisses there.Normally, I'd jump at such offer and throw my legs wide open for him to fill me up.But ... I couldn't.My heart wouldn't let me."I'm sorry I've starved you for months now. I had been so interested in other things. Work related." He smooched my tits, hovering over me.I let him for a while, hoping I'd give in. Hoping he'd be able to make me horny. For once."You said you want us
Lillian's POV I couldn't recognize myself anymore.What had I turned myself into?When did I start actively sneaking around with both men and women, letting them kiss me?God, I was so ashamed of myself.My phone pinged with a notification. I peeped to see that I had missed a call from Kayden.My phone had been on DND for a week and yes, I had been avoiding everybody.He wasn't an exception.He had knocked a lot of times but I kept quiet, acting like I wasn't home."Leave me alone, Kayden." "I can't." I jumped up from my seat as my eyes scanned around, searching for the owner of that voice.Kayden stood by my kitchen door, looking at me with sad eyes.Dropping my glass of tea on the table, I rushed to where he was."Leave. Now." "I will not leave when I haven't even said what I want to." He shook his head, locking the door. "And you'd listen to me.""There's nothing to listen to, Kayden. I fucked up... We both -""I knew what I did and I don't regret it, Lillian." He was using my
Lillian's POVKayden Mellow was the man in the dungeon.The man who instructed Dina to lick my pussy. Shit.After he left, it dawned on me that I never told him the name of the girl but somehow he called her name.We were both in this mess together.My heart skipped when I heard the door bell. Breathing shakily, I dragged my feet to the door, pulling it open slowly. My eyes hardened when they met Kayden. What was he doing here after betraying me?"What -""I didn't do it." He spoke immediately, cutting me off.My mouth fell open as I blinked severally."Huh?""Every woman deserves a man that's available for their every need or at least makes time for the most pressing one. You deserve better, Laylay." He said cooly. I couldn't believe my ears.Thank God."C...come in." I said, leaving the door open for him."I didn't come to stay, Laylay. I came to take you out." He said, his voice was cheerful. "I was asked to keep you company so I'm doing that today.""Jude -""Nah. My brain actua
Lillian's POV"Why do I feel like you've been avoiding me or something?" Fedora sighed heavily, her voice sounding distant from her speaker. "Me? I am not." I lied. I didn't know how to face her when she warned me about everything.I was ashamed of myself.I denied my husband just for pleasure."I came back to look for you that day and you were gone." Faking a cough, I managed to speak. "I just... I wasn't feeling it and somehow, I fell under the weather. I won't be going out with you for a while too. That world is not for me."But it was. I was attracted to the thrills and I wanted to explore deep.However, it was bad. I was married and I had to start acting like a married woman."I hope you're okay though." Fedora said after a long silence. I knew she didn't believe me though but she didn't press further.Swiping away the stray tears that fell from my cheek, I replied. "Yeah. I think someone is at the door. Maybe it's my takeout."She bade me goodbye and hung up.I wasn't entire
Lillian's POVJust like he said, he left the next morning.Also, as early as 5 AM. No goodbye letter or any of such. He just ... left.Like he always did.I didn't even know why I thought I could make this marriage perfect.My mood for the morning had already turned sour as I felt the cold, empty







