All Chapters of Lies, Secrets and Forbidden Lust : Chapter 1 - Chapter 6

Lillian's POV"Seriously, you need to stop." Sniffling, I wiped my eyes with the tissue. I didn't know how to stop crying."Tell me why I should when my husband has been ignoring me for A WEEK. It's so unlike him and it's getting me worried." My voice was hoarse and barely audible."See why I like women?" Fedora tried to lighten the air but it wasn't working."Not helping." "Yeah, right. Sorry." She chuckled softly. "Maybe he's indeed too busy saving lives and all that shit the military does. Come on, you knew what you were getting into when you said I do." "It's been 3 months after he returned home for only two weeks the last time. These days he stays at home for few weeks and spends months out there. It's unfair to me.""Tell their superior that." Fedora shrugged, patting my back before walking up to the cabinet to get something. "What are you doing?" I eyed her suspiciously, dampening my wet cheek."We're going to let go. Drink champagne, go out and let loose." Fedora encourag

Lillian's POV One thing about lies and relationship was that once you let them mix...That's the end.You'd keep lying."Do you think he bought that lie?" My eyes were glued to the road, while I spoke with Fedora on the phone.She was my only friend anyway."He knows I'm wild and nasty. So yeah, he'd believe I put the hickey on you while you were sleeping, to annoy you. Smooth lie." She praised my lying skill."I just feel so terrible. He's coming back today and I'm so out of it." I admitted, matching brake at the grocery shop."You'd give yourself away like that, girl. Stop it." She hissed. "It was a mistake and it won't happen again. Just let it slide, okay?"Easier said than done."Okay bye." I had to cook before my husband returned and I was preparing his favourite meal. Classic 'I feel guilty and I'm sorry' meal.After shopping for what felt like eternity because I'd stop to think, I finally headed out. My stomach grumbled, making me stop by a pastry shop to get something.The

Lillian's POV"Why do I feel like you've been avoiding me or something?" Fedora sighed heavily, her voice sounding distant from her speaker. "Me? I am not." I lied. I didn't know how to face her when she warned me about everything.I was ashamed of myself.I denied my husband just for pleasure."I came back to look for you that day and you were gone." Faking a cough, I managed to speak. "I just... I wasn't feeling it and somehow, I fell under the weather. I won't be going out with you for a while too. That world is not for me."But it was. I was attracted to the thrills and I wanted to explore deep.However, it was bad. I was married and I had to start acting like a married woman."I hope you're okay though." Fedora said after a long silence. I knew she didn't believe me though but she didn't press further.Swiping away the stray tears that fell from my cheek, I replied. "Yeah. I think someone is at the door. Maybe it's my takeout."She bade me goodbye and hung up.I wasn't entire