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“Logan” James cracks out like a whip to end my spiraling, as well as to keep me from mentioning the wolf secret on an unsecured line. “Clearly you’ve been thinking about this too long today. You know better than to plan steps B-Z before knowing positively what step A and its consequences would be. You know exactly where we need to start. Do you truly want to connect to your mate right now, yes or no? It will change your whole life and just yesterday you were perfectly happy to play the game. Are you ready to settle down as a family man when you’re currently in your prime? Because that’s what she’ll ask of you. That’s what all women want if you give them too much…. Time.”
“‘Time’ was totally the word you were planning on going with.” Deek says with a roll of his eyes. He looks into the camera to give the illusion of frank eye contact. “I think we already know that you want her and you're ready to go after her. Let's set a plan for operation… What's her name, Logan?”
“Emory. She stopped at the 8th floor so she's in the interior department. I've been struggling to resist researching her all damn day.” I receive three incredulous looks at that.
“Why…the fuck? Whatever. Just because you decided to hobble yourself, doesn't mean we have to. I'll have Jeffries look into her tonight.” Ollie hates missing information. He says it’s so he can make the best decision possible, but I know it’s because he’s nosy.
“Don't, Ollie! Or… at least don't tell me unless there's something heinous in there. I want to get to know her, not walk up to her with random facts floating in my head so that I have to act surprised any time she starts to tell me about herself. I want to come off as not– stalkerish as my wolf will allow.” This is the one thing I can be sure of after a whole day of shock and then waffling. I'm usually a very decisive person, but this will determine the rest of my life– not to mention Emory’s. Hopefully.
“Fine, fine. I'll share Jeffries' findings, but we'll leave you out of it unless she's an ax murderer. James, Deek, you good with that?” Ollie says with a flick of his hand to dismiss my concerns.
James rolls his eyes, frustrated with Ollie’s grammar. “Yes, that works for me.”
“I'm good, too. Hey, if she's in administration there, you could send her my way! That way you can keep her close and stop being her boss at the same time!” Deek might think he's slick, but we all know that was his first thought upon hearing I met someone new today– ‘can Logan's new mate be my assistant?’ Jackass.
“No, Deek. I don't want your luck happening to my mate. Find your own assistant!” I’m already feeling possessive. That’s probably not a good sign.
“Ha! Caught you!” Derek suddenly exclaims. “You want her, and you want her bad. You want her so bad, you're itching to go scoop her up right now! So, since I'm apparently your only friend, I'm going to do what Chuckles and Dumbass are apparently incapable of.”
“Hey!” James and Oliver accidentally unison their protest at the unexpected jab.
“I'm going to present you with a plan. It's even a simple plan! Just don't tell her your last name. She'll have no reason to ask ‘Logan, do you own the company’” he flutters his eyelashes and raises his voice obnoxiously. No wonder he can't keep an assistant around. “if you just don't tell her you do. Tell her you work in project management or administration. That's the bare bones of what we all do at this point, isn't it? You'll just be Logan the project manager with the hot friend who could be her new boss. Easy.”
“That seems… dishonest, though.” I have to admit, dishonesty is pretty tempting at the moment.
James pipes in “Dishonest at the very least, yes. What a perfect foundation for a relationship, lies are!”
“You don't have to do it forever, and you don't even have to lie to her! You're just not answering questions she doesn't ask– that's not dishonesty! It's just honesty with good timing.” Deek is clearly warming up to his own idea, but I am, too. It makes so much sense, stated that way.
“I guess I can get behind it, if you put it that way.” Ollie says, reluctantly. “I think that might be the best way to go.” Deek looks incredibly smug in his square, resting his arm on a pile of paper. Even his hair looks smug, falling just so across his forehead so the coppery brown strands emphasize the bright green of his eyes.
“Obviously, you idiots have convinced each other this is a good idea, but I want it noted that I disagree. Since you have come to a consensus, I have a pack matter to deal with. Keep me updated on this train wreck.” James says, before logging out with a nod to us. That certainly put a damper on things, but it's not like he had any better ideas. The rest of us are slightly more subdued as we sign off.
Emory-Work is hard when your brain isn’t working. Or rather, when your brain is busy doing something a lot less useful. I find myself shaking my head again and again to return my mind to what I’m supposed to be doing. Despite the client's brief, I keep gravitating toward masculine browns and warm, smooth tan colors with pops of dark mauve where his lips perfectly set off the rest of his face… shit. Looks like two of my three resolutions are headed down the toilet. No way will I ever see him again– even if we bumped into each other coming into work today when we never have before, I don’t think I could stand to look him in the face after making an idiot of myself like I did. I run over our short conversation again and again, hoping that I came across more smoothly than I feel like I did. Honestly, it’s even worse in review. Mr. Anatomy– Logan, his name is Logan– might be the hottest man I’ve ever seen in person, and he’s far beyond the likes of me. Especially if I can’t get a handle
Logan-“Logan” James cracks out like a whip to end my spiraling, as well as to keep me from mentioning the wolf secret on an unsecured line. “Clearly you’ve been thinking about this too long today. You know better than to plan steps B-Z before knowing positively what step A and its consequences would be. You know exactly where we need to start. Do you truly want to connect to your mate right now, yes or no? It will change your whole life and just yesterday you were perfectly happy to play the game. Are you ready to settle down as a family man when you’re currently in your prime? Because that’s what she’ll ask of you. That’s what all women want if you give them too much…. Time.” “‘Time’ was totally the word you were planning on going with.” Deek says with a roll of his eyes. He looks into the camera to give the illusion of frank eye contact. “I think we already know that you want her and you're ready to go after her. Let's set a plan for operation… What's her name, Logan?”“Emory. She
Logan-“What’s going on, Logan?” James asks me. He’s all serious, all the time. James is James, never J or Jim or Jamie. He would have those surfer good looks if he would just fucking smile sometime. He’s blond, blue-eyed, and he even has a damned dimple on one side. James has to work extra hard to pull off stern and he’s an expert at this point. As the resident tight-ass, he has ended up being the organizer and instigator of our group. We’re all alpha in our own ways, but the way James naturally leads lends itself well to logistical considerations.“Let’s wait for everybody so I can cover everything one time instead of three. We’re still waiting on Deek and Ollie.” James and I are both early types; Ollie is usually right on time but Deek is almost always just a little late. In Derek’s defense, he’s chronically looking for a new assistant. His are always leaving due to unforeseeable circumstances– sudden sick family members who need care, difficult pregnancies, even car wrecks– or bec
Logan-Oh fuck.That’s all I can hear in my head. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. She’s mine. She’s absolutely my subordinate and I can’t rightfully touch her and she’s beautiful and she’s mine. I can’t decide if I'm ready for this or not– if I want to claim her or send her far away and hope my wolf didn’t notice meeting her. Slim chance of that. Clearly, I have some maneuvering to do. I have to find a way to get the little liar’s information and get her clear of me professionally so that I can have her personally. “What does my schedule look like today, Anna?” I ask as I settle behind my desk. It's big, but I keep it clean– one tray for incoming paperwork and another for outgoing paperwork, and my dual monitors. Anna stands in front of me, between the two leather chairs she insisted I get in case anyone visits me here long enough to want to sit. She has her tablet in her hand so she can keep my schedule and her notes in front of her at the same time. The tablet seems half her size, but she packs
Emory- After a minute, I realize I'm not dead. I wish I was, because Mr. Anatomy only looks like an angel and he's staring at me like he's two seconds away from calling an ambulance. No way I can afford that, in my wallet or my pride. Attempting to think fast, I say “Can I help you?” The only reply is a raised eyebrow, because what the hell does that mean? I can already feel myself blushing, an unattractive brick red climbs up my chest into my hairline. I know exactly how it looks. I’ve seen it in videos and a mirror. It’s unfortunately common for me.“Can I... Help you? You alright?” No. No I’m not. I wish I could melt into the floor, through the foundation of the building, the center of the Earth, and out the other side to a place where no one has ever met me before and I can disappear. Forever. I wonder how hard it would be to learn Mandarin?“Yeah, I’m good. Just taking a minute– I was running the stairs for an hour or two before work and I guess I overdid it. I’ll cut back on th
Logan-I don't know how much longer I can walk behind this woman without going postal. Usually, I run hard up all fifteen flights of these stairs just to burn off enough extra energy to make it through a day at my desk. This is after I run here from my condo and that comes after a quick run in Central Park in my wolf form at 5 a.m. Though it’s redundant to have a house and a condo in the same city, I’ve set up my morning routine so that I make a straight line between all four locations– house, park, condo, work. Besides, it’s good to have the condo for business meetings. It makes a different impact than the pack house would have. I can’t imagine introducing investors to my brother and Beta. Better that we all stay a little more civilized. The more I can put myself through my paces, the better control I have of my wolf and the more civilized I can be. After all these years alone, he's becoming less like a wolf in temperament and more like a Siberian husky– nice to look at, but high st







