Se connecterMy husband, Mason Crawford, is a renowned obstetrician-gynecologist with more thank-you greeting cards from patients than I can count. But when I start bleeding during my first trimester and rush to the hospital to see him, he kicks me out. "Family doesn't get special treatment. Hospital rules. You have to register and wait in line like everyone else." I take his words to heart. I never bother him, not once, for any of my prenatal checkups. That is, until his first love, Vivian Werner, who married and moved abroad, comes back pregnant. That's when everything changes. When Vivian comes in for her prenatal checkups, he personally pulls strings to arrange a VIP room for her. And the checklist of tests he draws up for her is even more detailed than the one he gave me. Vivian says she's scared something might happen to her baby, so he brings in the best medical team to watch over her 24/7. I find this unfair, so I complain to him about it a lot. But Mason simply wipes away my tears gently. "She's divorced and pregnant. She's already got it hard enough. Do you really have to be jealous over this, too?" Since I can't think of a comeback, I have no choice but to bite my tongue and bottle up my feelings. Then, on my way to get a fetal heart-rate monitoring test, I get into a car accident. I call him countless times, but he never comes to sign the consent forms. The surgery ends, and I hold our stillborn baby in my arms. I want him to come see our daughter one last time, but he still doesn't pick up. It isn't until the sun goes down that his buddy calls me with the "good news". "Leah, Vivian's given birth. It's a boy. I've never seen Mason's hands shake like that before. You should go get a gift and bring it here as soon as possible. Mason says he wants to become the baby's godfather." So this is why he hasn't picked up. He's busy delivering his ex-girlfriend's baby.
Voir plusMason's breathing faltered, his throat tightening as he nuzzled his chin against my palm.He choked out, "It's okay. Even if you don't believe me, it's fine. I'm here now, and I'll prove it to you little by little from now on."His eyes were red and bloodshot. Yet, all I felt in my heart was an indescribable bitterness.A flood of emotions overwhelmed me, and I couldn't stop scratching at my arms.My voice came out rough and strained. "Mason, you're a doctor. People always praise you for being compassionate. So why couldn't you have a little compassion for my baby?"Did you hate her? Did you not like her at all? Just like how my mom and dad never liked me? Tell me, is that it? Is it?"I cried until I could barely make a sound. As my arms and legs trembled uncontrollably, my shoulders shook violently.Mason held me tightly. He held me close against his warm chest, his voice betraying the fear he was feeling. "No, I love you. I really do. I miss her too. I dreamed that she was loo
I quickly came back to my senses and tried to pull my hand away but failed. "What are you doing here?"Mason gripped my hand, explaining in a low voice, "The hospital called me. They said you kept trying to hurt yourself and refused to eat or drink… And they were worried about your emotional state, so they wanted a family member to come keep an eye on you."Without looking his way, I said, "You're hardly family anymore."His breath caught, and he abruptly pulled me into a tight embrace. "No, honey. I've been looking for you this whole time. I haven't had a good night's sleep in ages. Now that I've finally found you, please don't tell me to leave, honey."I pushed him away. "But I don't want to see you. I don't have the energy to deal with you right now, so can you please just leave me alone, Mason?""No, I don't want to." Mason shook his head frantically, his voice choked with sobs. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have ignored you, and I promise to take good care of you from now on."I'l
The sharp smell of disinfectant filled my nose, and I wearily opened my eyes.As I looked around the familiar hospital room, I felt a pang of disappointment. Apparently, I didn't die this time either.A nurse came in with a tray and gently changed the dressing on my wrist. "Avoid getting this wet, don't lift anything heavy for the time being, and make sure you keep an eye on the wound."I pressed my lips together, turning my head as I spoke in a barely audible voice, "You people didn't have to save me."The nurse's hands paused for a moment before she spoke softly, "It's okay, ma'am. Everything will get better with time. I believe that day will come for you."I turned to look out the window. I smirked and said nothing more.I came to this place after the divorce. At first, life was fairly normal. I found an apartment and bought daily necessities.I thought that changing my environment would make things better. But as time went on, my emotions became harder and harder to control.
Mason stood downstairs alone, not knowing how long he'd been there or where to go.As the moon climbed higher, he remembered how, whenever he was out, I would nag him to come home as soon as possible. Then, I would stand there with my hands on her hips, telling him off for not listening.Back then, he never thought much of it. But now, he suddenly found himself desperately wanting to hear that voice again. In the end, he drove to a bar.Under the blue and purple lights, he downed drink after drink. Alas, no amount of alcohol could ease the heaviness in his chest.In his drunken haze, he called Rupert Hughes over."What's wrong? Why are you drinking so much?"Mason lowered his head, his voice hoarse. "Leah… She left. I waited outside the city hall all day by myself today. I was even planning to take her somewhere nice to eat after we remarried."Rupert looked puzzled. "What are you talking about? I thought you guys had an amicable split. Didn't she leave ages ago?"Mason's heart






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