The following book contains mature contents. I laid beside her and turned her body to make it face mine. I slid my one hand under her waist and pulled her even closer to me until there was no space left between us. I hugged her feeling a lot of things; love, care, pain, hate. “Gabriel?” she whispered. “Yes love.” “I Love You!” There. She said those words to me. If she'd said to me before yesterday then I would've been the happiest and most probably the craziest person on earth. I would declare a holiday in the entire city, I would take her in my arms and kiss her until we both run out of breathe, but today, it was different. I felt only pain. “Zayla?” She did not speak. She was already in her wonderland. “I don't want to love you anymore Love.” ------------------------------------------------------------ Her past was a Werewolf, her present is a Lycan. Her past broke her heart, her present deceived her feelings. Stuck in between Worse and Worst, Then and Now, yet she goes for the odd option; end her life and finish everything at once. "Everything will be fine as long as I'm gone." Experience the life of Zayla; a girl for whom luck never favored and no good cards were ever dealt to her, as she is torn in between a Werewolf whom she loved immensely and was her pride and a Lycan whom she trusted blindly and went against all the prejudice. ... Be ready for Pain, Hate, Betrayal and a Love like no other.
Lihat lebih banyakIs this really the end for me? I recall everything, every moment that happened in my life for all the years I have lived as I take another step forward towards the swimming pool. All those years and yet not one year passed by happily for me. Is this what they meant by cursed? I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks and my heart weighted more than normal. Why me? I have always been afraid of water but not today, today is the bravest I have been and also the most craven. With another step, I jump inside the pool. Flashbacks of the past flashed in front of my eyes as I was closing them forever.
Around 4 years back.
Zayla's p.o.v
“Hi everyone! My name is Zayla Pierce.” I said as I stood beside the teacher in my new classroom.
“Is that all you want to say to your new classmates?” the teacher gently spoke to me.
I nodded. That was it. I just nodded.
This new environment was not for me. All these new faces staring at me; few with curiosity, few with jealousy and few like hungry dogs- sorry wolves.
After leaving my parents’ house I travelled for an entire day to come here, to a new place, to a new beginning. But right now, my heart beats fast and I am afraid everyone in the class heard it.
I want a new, silent, low-profile beginning.
“Don’t you want to tell us why you transferred to our high-school in the sophomore year?” the gentle voice of the teacher pulled me out of my musings.
“Amm-” I did not know how to reply to the question. Should I say I was beaten and tormented at my adoptive parents’ house so I ran away here or should I make up a lie? I don’t know.
“Alright. It’s fine if you don’t want to talk much about yourself right away. I understand it’s your first day in school and a lot might be going on in your mind right now.”
I was relieved when I heard Miss. Evans say those words. I neither had to lie nor tell the truth.
“Nory, could you take the empty seat in the second row and leave your seat for Zayla,” the teacher asked a blond girl and she immediately narrowed her face upon hearing that.
“Why me?” she answered back without hesitation.
At that time, I remembered my father. He would’ve taken out his belt and lashed it at her if he was here. A girl is never allowed to talk back. He’d say something like that.
“Because Zayla is new here. It would be better if she stayed near the class monitor since he can help her cope to this new environment.” The teacher’s voice was still sweet and gentle.
“Why can’t she sit near Hannah? She is a class monitor too,” a brunet haired girl raised her head immediately upon hearing the name and the desk dragged sound grabbed everyone’s attention. Too bad her sleep was disturbed.
“Because that’s why.” The teacher stated. “She is in her dreamland most often than in the classroom. I need to assign someone to help her first before she can be of anyone else’s help.”
The blond girl didn’t have anything to say on that. Reluctant, she grabbed her bag and all of her stuffs from the table and made her walk to the newly allotted seat, but not before she glared at me. If looks could kill, I would be six feet below the ground, and if her werewolf powers have fully been tamed, then it’s only really matter of days before that actually happens.
Why is my life so hard?
“Zayla, you can go and sit there. Ethan, please be sure to help her.”
I bowed my head as I walked towards my seat. I did not want to see the faces of anyone; the faces that held powers and secrets.
I silently took my seat and hanged my bag on the back of my chair.
“Hi, I’m Ethan,” a voice brushed through my neck from the back.
Ethan. The class monitor. I recalled.
“Hi! I’m Zayla.” I looked back to greet him back and to his lord’s sake, I have never seen such beauty in my entire life.
That was our first meeting.
“Nice to meet you,” his voice pulled me out of my admirations for him.
I smiled and turned back to the front. My eyes were still holding his image like it had mugged up all his features in that spilt second.
His dark brown hair, straight nose, brown eyes and those thin lips that I am not sure I could feel if it ever touched mine. He is gorgeous. No wonder that blond girl protested a lot and didn’t want to change seats.
“Alright everyone, I hope everyone studies nicely today too. Have a good day.” Miss Evans left with those gentle words and the class became a fish market in the blink of an eye.
“Who is she even to sit near Ethan the minute she enters the class?” I could hear the voices.
“Exactly. We have to do something about it.” My heartbeat rose upon hearing that.
Am I not safe here too? What was all the use of coming this far to start over again if I was eventually going to be looked down on and be bullied?
“Hey,” a hand tapped on my shoulder and the fear was swept by the distraction.
I looked back and saw those brown eyes again.
“Is there anything you want to know about our school?” he asked and disturbance melt there and then.
“There are few things I am curious about.” I softly spoke.
I was trained this way by my parents. A loud voice meant severe beatings and I did not want that. So I never raised my voice and it became a habit.
“What are they talking about?” I heard those girls’ voices again.
“I’m sure she is trying to seduce him.”
I lost my words again.
“Don’t worry about them,” the sweet voice yet again dragged me out of my cowardice. “They can’t hear us. All they can do is try and guess.”
“How? I thought all werewolves have a strong hearing sense.”
“They do. But some werewolves have a remedy to that. They can put up a shield and make sure no one can hear them and the person they are talking to.”
“So, you have that power.”
With a gentle smile, he blinked. And my dear god, I fell for him. He made me believe in love at first sight.
“Then I’d like to accept your help. Could you guide me to the library during the break time?”
He paused, like he was trying to study me.
“So, you are like the studious type?”
“Not really. I am more like a silent lover.”
“And library is the place of your preference.”
I blinked.
He nodded.
Just then the teacher came and our short yet sweet conversation ended.
The teacher looked like he was in his late fifties and would retire very soon.
“I see we have a new student today,” his voice made me self-conscious. “What is your name my dear?”
“Kayla Pierce,” I stood up and answered him.
“Oh, no need to stand. Sit back down.”
I obeyed.
“So, which Pierce family are you from?” his question dropped my heart.
I am an orphan. I don’t know who my parents are, I don’t even know my real identity. Everything I have now is because of the mercy of my adoptive parents. I owe nothing. I have no originality.
I slowly walked back towards the bed and knelt down beside her. I don’t know if what I was feeling was because of the mate things or if it was truly me, but I felt deep resent towards myself for everything. Maybe she did deserve this hate and pain or maybe she didn’t but I couldn’t get myself to leave the past the way Alex wanted me too. I couldn’t pretend as if everything was okay. I couldn’t be the Gabriel that Zayla had first met. And I would forever hate myself for that.Zayla’s p.o.vI opened my eyes feeling immense pain in my head, like someone had hit me with a metal rod. The surrounding around me looked all unfamiliar. It wasn’t my room.I could feel something pressing my hand down and when I looked for what it was, I saw a large beautiful manly hand placed on top of mine and then… I saw his face.Sitting on the floor with one hand gently holding mine and head resting peacefully on the bed. He was the man I wanted to call mine until yesterday, until yesterday he was supposed t
Gabriel’s p.o.vThis morning when I woke up, the first thing I saw was her face and the wounds on her forehead and lips. They were still fresh. I was too drunk last night and I couldn’t recall anything. But still I knew that it was because of me. I was the one who hurt her. And as much as I wanted to have her in my arms and treat those wounds myself as I beg her for forgiveness, I couldn’t do that. I couldn’t forgive her first. I couldn’t forget Albert.“Drinking on an empty stomach so early in the morning huh?” Alex pulled the chair beside me and sat on it, breaking my musings.“No one called you here.”“I am aware. And this is a public bar. One can come uninvited. This is how this place runs.”“I am not in the mood Alex.”“Whatever… you just got married yesterday and here you are drinking like a complete loser.”“I said I am not in the mood.”“Forget the past Gabriel. You loved Zayla without knowing that she was related to Albert. And he is gone now. So forget the past and move on.
I was done fighting back. I was done wishing for happiness. I was done with life and everything I ever believed in.I did not know what it was but I felt like my life was cursed. I must have committed a heinous sin in my past life to suffer so much in this one. But still, never in the past have I ever had the urge to give up. I had always hoped for a good future for myself. But at this very moment, I knew I had none in my destiny. I was born to suffer. And I knew I would die the same way.As I was thinking about the cruelty of life, I felt a heavy load drop on top of me.Gabriel had lost his consciousness.I felt a little sense of relief that I was not taken by force. That I still had my purity with me.I pushed his heavy body on the other side of bed and breathed the air of relief. But then again I slowly turned towards him, towards the face I had trusted my life on, and now towards the face I would resent forever.Seeing his sleeping face, I recalled all those night we’d spent toget
I didn’t realize for how long I was asleep until I heard loud commotions downstairs. I could hear it was Gabriel’s voice and it felt like he was scolding the maids. I was startled when I heard glass breaks. So I sat up and got out of bed. When I reached to the door and opened it Gabriel was already approaching my way. I was shocked seeing his attire; he wasn’t wearing the coat from this morning, the shirts weren’t tugged in properly like before, his neat gelled hair was all messy and he wreaked alcohol. “Did you seriously get this drunk on our wedding night?” I asked him as he entered the room. “Oh I am so sorry Zayla. Did you want be to be sober for something?” he said with a smirk. His sarcasm wasn’t hidden. “Let’s just talk tomorrow.” I closed the door and walked pass him but he grabbed my hand. I tried to break free but he grabbed them even more tightly. “Gabriel leave. You’re hurting me.” “Oh did I hurt you?” he left the hold and raised his hands up in surrender. But the
“You nervous?” Hannah looked at me through the mirror, her hands gently rubbing my shoulder.“I am.”“You sure about this?”“Hannah," I turned away from the mirror and held her hand. “I love Gabriel. Not because we studied together and he was only guy who cared about me, but because he would risk his life to protect mine. I love him. I am sure about this. We both will be happy.” I assured her.“Does he know about the prophecy?”“No. I haven’t told him anything. I don’t want to-”“But Zayla-”“Please Hannah. I want this. Please just be happy for me.”“I am. And trust me, I will be the happiest when you prove the prophecy to be wrong.” She hugged me and I hugged her back.“I will finally have a family I can call my own.” Tears over took my emotion.“I wish you a happy life with Gabriel.”I had no one to walk me down the aisle so Hannah asked her dad to accompany me and he happily accepted. He’s always called me his second daughter.“You look beautiful Zayla.” Hannah’s dad hugged me and
The lunch went smooth from that point onwards except for Aunt Anna leaving early without eating anything. She gave her blessings to Hannah and Liam and left. The food barely went in my mouth and down the throat.Hannah’s mom tried to divert my mind but that was not possible. My mind would never get over all of Aunt Anna’s words. I knew about the prophecy before, I did but back then it was just a story for me, like a bedtime story for a child. But after knowing what happened to her, I couldn’t let go off this bitter feeling in my stomach.But still the thought of parting from Gabriel never occurred in my mind. I was slowly getting used to him in my life. He was one person who’d think of my safety before his own. I might be the weak one but Gabriel would make sure to nothing happens to me. I was sure of that. I trusted him. I loved him.I took my leave from everyone and headed back home with a downhearted face.First Gabriel had ghosted me and then all of the things that was said at Han
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