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20. Annual Day
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Briar's POVAs we bowed everyone clapped and cheered for us. I was extremely happy as I did my part perfectly. I went inside the curtains and everyone gave us a thumbs up. I was happy. Felt like an achievement and it certainly was.But now the real challenge was up. I had to change my dress. My friends were waiting for me with the bag. We quickly went to the changing room and I hurriedly took off my dress as I wore the next one, inside a room. But when I was taking off my T-shirt, I felt like someone was staring at me. I turned around and no one was there. It felt weird. You know, when you feel somebody’s eyes on you, your body automatically gives you an indication and you become alert.Same happened with me.My eyes travelled to the window, but nobody was there to be found. I was sceptical also because the room was extremely huge and someone hiding in one of the curtains is something that’s very much possible. But I, quickly, putting that thought away, changed into my dress. And of c
Loveliest regrets 22. I'll take care of her
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Gareth's POVI went to the guest quarter, where Briar was. The teachers didn't send her back to her dorm. They said that even her friends can't know, because if they do, a major chance of their parents getting to know about this situation was also possible, which the school authorities, at least, wanted to refrain them from knowing. Though I didn’t like the idea at all, I still had to comprehended, unwillingly.I entered the room and saw Briar laying down on the bed, she didn't notice me coming in. Though I tiptoed to her bed, trying not to disturb her thinking she was sleeping, I accidentally made a little sound and she woke up, clenching to the sheets, which clearly showed how frightened she was. She looked at me but still her pale face didn't change.Witnessing her in a situation like this, I felt horrible and a part of me was heating up in exasperation. Diving in an ocean of pure guilt and grieve, I hated the fact that I couldn’t keep her safe. It made me agitated and I was blamin
Loveliest regrets 24. Nervous
Gareth's POVWe came back (with nobody catching us, thankfully) and I sent Briar to the guest room. She seemed livelier than before and I was happy to see that. Obviously, as promised, the first thing I did when we came back was giving her the medicine and made sure she was comfortable in the guest quarters.When she looked at me and smiled, the thought of kissing her emerged in my head. Again. I couldn't look away. Her smile looked tempting, as if it was calling me. Her eyes were fixed on me and I couldn’t even try to remove mine. She looked like an angel, beautiful and elegant.Her lips were plum and red, like always, and she licked them again, which made something inside me, tingle. I wanted to kiss them, suck on them. I wanted to make her mine. I wanted her to give each and every pleasure I am capable of giving. I wanted to feel her, touch her, pull her close to me and kiss every single spot on her body. My thoughts in that moment were simply unholy and somehow, I couldn’t stop th
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Loveliest regrets 28. Trip
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