"Going out with someone,' I said again, repeating what she had just said.
She nodded. "Yes, I'm in a relationship. We've been going out for months, and he loves me so much that he even said, he would like to see you too?' She grinned as she stated this.This is ludicrous; I don't know what to say. She's been dating someone, but she's never admitted it to me. It seems creepy to me. I don't blame her, but this is the first time I've seen her act like this. She appears to be in a pleasant mood. I'm still uneasy, but that's not a terrible thing right? She might as well get married to him in my absence, why now? "Um...I don't want to meet him right now. Perhaps next time, Mom?' I quickly replied. "But he wants to see you, and why don't you want to meet him?' She enquired. "I'm busy, and I want to meet up with the others tonight,' I responded hastily. This is still shocking for me. I don't want to meet whoever is dating her and say. Good evening, my name is Johan. It's nice to meet you, my mother has told me a lot about you, and then I stretched my hand for a handshake. And then he extends his hand to shake mine and says. "It's also good to meet you, you know, your mother has told me a lot about you too, and he smiles at me. I don't want that kind of introduction right now. "Meet up with the others,' she said with a grimace. 'Why?' She inquired. 'It's because we're hosting a karaoke party, and the entire school is coming.' I elaborated. "Isn't it a little risky?' she explored. "No, Mom,' I say. "It's not dangerous, believe me. Everything will be fine, and I will arrive before 10 or 11 p.m. Don't be concerned about me, and relax your thoughts,' I comforted her. "You…you don't seem happy about the news.' "What news?' I frowned. "That I'm dating someone, you look upset about it.' I sighed. "Mom, whoever you are dating is not my business, you said he wanted to see me and I said I was busy." I shrugged. "Doesn't look like I'm upset.' She smiled. "I will be waiting for you, but just know that I want to be happy and I met that person who accepted me for who I am.' She laughed. "I will always love you no matter what, Johan.' "I will be going soon.' I muttered. "Fine, please be careful.' she added as she held me tightly. "You're maturing now, my boy has grown,' She said this while smiling warmly at me. "I know, mum, and take care of yourself as well.' I said as I smiled at her. Then she stood up and exited my room, closing the door behind her. As soon as I lay down. She pushed open the door once more. "Johan, where is Elsa?' She inquired. I raised my head and said. "I haven't seen her since I returned. Perhaps she's in her room,' I said, and she nodded and shut the door. I'm not upset or let's say I am upset and it's not because she loves someone, it was because she held it away from me for a long time, concealing the truth. That's pissing me off, she might as well not tell me at all, I hate stuff like that, it's quite annoying. The time was 6 p.m., according to the clock on the wall. So I still have two hours to go. I fell asleep after just a short nap. "Johan,' I heard someone yell at me while hitting me across the face. However, the hand was small and uncomfortable. "Big brother.' I'm still hearing that person's voice calling my name. I turned to the other side of the bed, expecting Elsa to leave me alone, but she followed me there and began hitting my face. I stood up and glared at her, irritated. "Stop Elsa, it's not humorous, and could you please, for crying out loud, let me sleep?' I grumbled. "I don't want to bother you, but Charlotte said I should tell you to come downstairs right now, sleepyhead,' she murmured, kneeling on my bed in front of me. "Who is that?' I sighed and yawned, not getting what's being said."She's your girlfriend. Charlotte,' she rationalized. "Right, girlfriend,' I muttered as I was about to fall asleep again, and then I realized something. I sprang to my feet and yelled. Holy crap! I got out of bed and began putting off my uniform; I had forgotten that Charlotte had invited me to a party, and here I was sleeping. "I'm going to meet Charlotte, and please make sure I leave the room before you start changing your clothing the next time. Don't be a pervert?' I was taken aback by what she said. 'What!!!! Elsa, can you come back here?' I yelled, but she laughed and rushed away. Children nowadays learn so quickly and retain so much of what they hear in their brains. They don't seem to care if what they're saying is harmful or not. That's why they're children in the first place. She's only seven years old, yet she already knows the word "pervert." That continues to astound me. I quickly changed into my clothes and combed my hair, soaking it with my hair lotion. I sprayed my mouth to remove any odors, not because my breath is horrible, but just in case. I sprayed some perfume and took my phone on top of my bed. Only to see, 10 missed calls from Ava, 25 missed calls from Jack, and 50 from Charlotte. Shit!!!! I'm a dead meat. Charlotte is going to kill me; what kind of sleep was I having that I didn't hear them calling me? I slid the phone into my pocket and checked myself in the mirror to see whether I was looking decent. Now it's time to go.I came back late at night, walking tirelessly to my apartment when I heard a couple of noises and laughter coming from my apartment. Curiosity got the best of me and where my strength came from, I can't exactly explain as I ran and opened the door and what I saw in front of me almost gave my feet away and at that moment, I knew.Johan's Pov.I've been in a toxic mood for days, because of what I saw on that poster I know that you are going to call me pathetic but I've been that way since forever, traumatized, trying my best to be strong and face whatever comes for me and never back down. That's what been keeping me all these years, hoping to never see Haru again, yet, deep inside me I secretly crave to see him again, I don't blame him, if he had forgotten me or found someone else he loves now but he will always be in my heart, it hurts but that's just the truth and I love him so much, it hurts, besides he is my first love, even though he never loved me back but I loved him.And that's
I couldn't believe this.Was I dreaming? Or in some other world or was this real?Was this real life or something else, I felt this chill, this dread down my bones as I almost lurched and when I heard the footsteps of Johan coming towards me, he walked up to me and fretted and then, he looked up as well and was stunned, he went pale that instant.His face turned blue or rather white, it was as if his blood was being sucked out of his body and I still couldn't believe this.What was I seeing? Johan's legs gave out and fell on the cold floor still looking at the poster and tears began streaming down his face without blinking his eyes as he stared blankly at the poster without making a move and I just stood there, gazing at Johan and then at the poster.What was I supposed to say in this situation? I didn't know what to do either and then, my gaze fell on the other posters as well and I was even more shocked at what I was seeing with my legs almost giving out as I tried to hold myself as
"Alright,' I said. "But, since you guys are going shopping, I would also like to buy those music videos to see who we are currently competing with,'"We? Naoki seemed confused."Yeah,' I nodded. "I'm on your side and I support you guys a lot." I said."You haven't heard the others sing yet and you are on our side,' Arashi emphasized. "Trust me, if you hear the other singers sing, you are not going to be outside anymore." "It doesn't matter, the song you just sang earlier moved me and I don't hate it, I loved it and I will always support you and I will..." Akira came to my side and tapped me on the shoulder. "Thanks for supporting us and those words you just said inspired me,'' he smiled at me, which made me almost smile as well. " I feel like hugging you right now?'"Thank you,' I said as I nodded and cackled."Now, we are going shopping tomorrow. You are going to come with us,' Akira said happily and smiled.I nodded and agreed to go with them and looked towards Johan. "Are you going
"I am happy and please Jack, let's move,' I sighed. I think I know what he wants to say."Does this place remind you of Haru,' Jack said and his gaze fell on me and I felt so scared all of a sudden. Why did he fucking have to bring that up, damn him?"Jack.' I almost replied nervously."Answer me,' he ordered and faced me. I turned my face away from him, what did he expect me to say to him and come on, I've tried countless times to forget about that jerk. I'm moving on with my life, getting successful in anything I do, so why is he bringing up Haru."I'm an adult and not a kid, Jack. This place doesn't remind me of Haru and besides, I haven't been here before and I don't even know him enough to keep thinking about him. Come on, Jack, the past should be in the past and let's forget about it.' I boldly said. He should just stop talking about him, it's been eight years already, damn it."I'm not trying to remind you of the past, you just seem so moody,' he said."I look so moody, doesn't
EIGHT YEARS LATER."Wow, this apartment is awesome,' Jack exclaimed as he looked around and admired the whole place. Jack ran towards the window and shouted on top of his voice and felt the fresh breeze up in the air."Chill dude, we haven't even bought the apartment yet and you are admiring it,'' Johan said, as he wore his white jumpsuit with his hands in his pocket as he also admired the place."But, the apartment is a good one and I will recommend it to anyone. Fresh air, comfort and it's also spacious too and besides other people are living here and they've enjoyed the place,' The landlord said as he smiled at them."How many rooms are here,' Johan asked."Will you and your friend sleep in the same room,' he asked."Nah. I want my privacy, we should get separate rooms,' Jack grinned. "Wait for a second, don't tell me, there aren't enough rooms?'"We would like separate rooms, hope that wouldn't cost more,' Johan asked."No, it won't cost more. It will be the same price,' he said.
Suddenly, we both heard footsteps and we went to hide in a dark corner in the class, since the light was switched off and they didn't even notice anything and past the class, Haru and I were in and I knew who just passed, it was Jack and Charlotte.In the dark corner, we were hiding Haru and I looked at each other and we both kissed passionately and went our separate ways. I got home and chatted Haru up and that was how we began our relationship. We talked to each other, every single day, chatting for hours and even when we were both in school, we still chatted and met in hidden corners and bang the fuck out of our asses and it felt so good. Being with Haru felt so good and wonderful. In bed, he was like a different person and knows how to satisfy me and quench my sexual urges, no matter how horny I am, he was always there for me to do anything to help me control my hormones. Sounds funny, right?With him, I was like a free bird, ready to spread out my wings and fly in the sky. He was