LOGINKacee's knees weakened the moment she stepped back into her office.
This can’t be happening!
Her hands trembled as she looked once more at the blue portfolio she was holding. She read the name printed on it over and over again — and stared at the small 2x2 photo attached inside.
She couldn’t understand why, after all these years, the past was suddenly haunting her again. Why did he have to come back now?
Her heart pounded painfully in her chest as memories she had long buried began to resurface — memories she thought she had already forgotten.
That day… the very first time she saw him again — a day she never expected would happen. A day she never even wished for.
Two Months Ago…
Kacee and Briana filled their plates from the buffet — beef caldereta, lumpiang shanghai, fish fillet, chop suey, and a little rice. They were attending a party hosted by one of the friends of Briana’s husband, Zairus. Kacee didn’t really know most of Zairus’s friends; she was simply there because Briana had asked her to come along.
From the moment they arrived at the venue, however, Kacee couldn’t shake off a strange nervous feeling. She didn’t even understand why she suddenly felt that way.
“You’re here,” greeted Manuel as he approached Briana.
“Uhm… oh, h-hi,” Briana replied, sounding a bit flustered.
Kacee cleared her throat lightly and excused herself.
“I’ll just look for a table. I’ll take your food with me,” she said, picking up both their plates.
After scanning the room, she spotted a small table for two and quickly walked over to it. She sat down and glanced toward Briana, who was still talking with Manuel. Kacee couldn’t help but shake her head at how complicated their love story was.
She had known them both for a long time — and she knew they had liked each other for years. They just never got the chance to confess or give their feelings a real shot.
Now, she couldn’t help but wonder how their story would end. Would they ever choose to follow their hearts, even though Briana was already married to someone else?
Well, she did know that Briana’s marriage to Zairus was nothing more than an arrangement. But still, no matter what kind of arrangement it was, it was a legal marriage — and they lived under the same roof.
Kacee's eyes wandered around the place, taking in the festive atmosphere and the people enjoying the welcome party — though she wasn’t entirely sure whom it was for.
A few moments later, she heard the sound of a car arriving. Her seat was near the gate, so she had a clear view of the vehicle that had just pulled in. For some reason, that strange feeling in her chest returned — a nervous flutter she couldn’t quite explain.
She shook her head, brushing the thought away. Then she noticed Briana walking toward her, but she wasn’t alone. Beside her was Manuel, followed closely by Zairus and another woman.
“Oh, hey, guys,” Kacee greeted them. “Uh, sorry, this table’s only for two. You can sit over there instead. I actually got this table for Briana and me.”
“Let’s go, Zai,” said the woman with a rather sassy tone before taking a seat at the nearby table. Zairus followed her.
That must be Zairus’s girlfriend, Kacee thought, rolling her eyes slightly.
“What about you?” she asked Manuel, who still hadn’t left their table.
“I’m fine. Don’t mind me,” he replied calmly.
“Are you sure?” she pressed.
Manuel smiled and nodded in assurance.
“Okay,” Kacee said, finally letting it go before taking a bite of her food. She had been hungry for quite a while now.
Briana sat beside Kacee just as someone took the microphone on stage.
“Ladies and gentlemen, let’s all welcome Ryan Dyllan.”
Kacee nearly choked upon hearing the name. Applause erupted across the venue, but her chest tightened the moment a tall, handsome man stepped onto the stage.
Her gaze instantly locked on him, and her vision blurred as her eyes welled with tears. Her lips parted in shock, and her breathing grew shallow under the crushing weight in her chest.
A sweet, familiar smile curved on his lips — a smile that shattered her heart piece by piece.
“Thank you, guys. I really appreciate the effort. Especially you, Rica — I heard this was your idea,” he said.
And with that, everything became clear.
It was really him.
The smile, the voice — she would never forget them, no matter how desperately she had tried to erase them from her memory.
Before her tears could fall, Kacee stood up and hurriedly left the venue. Her knees were trembling, and her chest felt painfully tight, but she forced herself to stay strong just long enough to escape.
The moment she stepped outside, her tears finally fell. She had never once wished to see him again. So why now? Why did this day have to come? Out of all the people she could have run into, why did it have to be him?
She kept walking aimlessly, tears streaming down her face, until she failed to notice an approaching car. The screech of brakes jolted her, and she stumbled to the ground in shock.
A man rushed out of the vehicle, clearly alarmed, and immediately knelt beside her.
“Miss, are you okay?” he asked anxiously.
She gave a faint nod. The man noticed a small scrape on her knee and gently held it.
“I’ll take you to the hospital—”
“No, I’m okay,” she interrupted firmly.
Kacee tried to stand, but the man instinctively reached out to steady her.
“I’m really sorry, Miss,” he said apologetically.
She ignored him and began to walk away, wanting nothing more than to be alone.
“Miss, wait!” he called, catching her by the arm.
“I said I’m okay. Please, just leave me alone,” she snapped, pulling her arm free from his grip.
Fortunately, a taxi passed by just then. She quickly hailed it and got inside.
“Where are we headed, miss?” the driver asked.
“Heaven’s Park Cemetery,” she replied softly.
The driver nodded and started the engine, while Kacee leaned back against the seat — tears silently continuing to fall.
Her phone rang, and Briana’s name appeared on the screen. She was certain her best friend was already looking for her by now. She hadn’t been able to say goodbye earlier, too overwhelmed by the emotions she was currently battling. She wanted to answer the call, but she felt too weak—too broken—to face anyone at the moment.
Tears once again streamed down her cheeks, and the pain in her chest intensified. Fate was so cruel to her. Why did it allow her to see that man again?
Slowly, anger began to rise within her, especially when, moments later, the taxi stopped in front of Heaven’s Park Cemetery.
She walked toward her father’s grave, and the tears came pouring down again. If it weren’t for that man, her father would still be alive. If it weren’t for him, her family would still be whole. If it weren’t for him, her mother wouldn’t have left her—wouldn’t have chosen another family over her.
All the pain and sorrow she had endured were because of him. He had made her life miserable, while he continued to live happily, as if he hadn’t destroyed someone else’s world.
“I’m so sorry, Daddy,” she sobbed in front of his grave. “I wish it had been me who disappeared that night instead of you. I wish it had been me, not you. I was a terrible daughter because… because I disobeyed you. I didn’t know that by going against you, I would put you in danger and lose you forever.”
The tears kept falling, and her heart continued to break into pieces.
“Daddy… please forgive me. I’m so sorry,” she cried out, her voice breaking with anguish.
If only she could turn back time, she would fix everything. She would never allow herself to be deceived by that man again.
But no matter what she did, she knew the past was already gone. There was nothing she could do to bring it back—only regret would remain to haunt her for the rest of her life.
Present…
She snapped out of her thoughts when a soft knock came from her office door. Taking a deep breath, she steadied herself before speaking.
“Come in,” she said, and the door opened to reveal Mikay.
“Hey, Kacee! Let’s go out for lunch,” Mikay invited cheerfully.
Kacee glanced at the time on her computer and realized she hadn’t even noticed that it was already lunchtime.
“You guys go ahead. I’m still full,” she replied.
“Huh? Full? Didn’t you get hungry after your presentation earlier?” Mikay asked as she plopped down in the chair across from her.
“Not really. Besides, Chairman Emman gave me a lot more tasks to finish,” she explained.
“Oh, Kacee,” Mikay sighed dramatically. “I really admire you for lasting this long as the chairman’s secretary, but please don’t overwork yourself.”
“I’m fine, Mikay. Besides, I enjoy doing my job,” Kacee answered with a faint smile.
“Ugh, that’s exactly why you still don’t have a boyfriend!” Mikay teased. “You’re not getting any younger, you know. You should at least give some guys a chance—”
“Mikay,” Kacee cut her off sharply. “You know me. I’ll never have time for men.”
“Oh, please! You’re just saying that now,” Mikay said, laughing. “But once Cupid hits you, you’ll eat those words.” She giggled, then leaned forward with a mischievous grin. “By the way, I heard that Mr. Anthony Dyllan—the director and acting CEO of Real Estate Land—is super handsome.”
“He’s... fine,” Kacee replied flatly.
“But you know what? I heard an even juicier rumor,” Mikay whispered, leaning closer.
“What is it this time?” Kacee asked, sighing.
“They say Mr. Anthony’s younger brother is even more handsome,” she said in a hushed, giddy tone. “A total hunk—and a famous architect. His name’s Mr. Ryan Dyllan.”
At that, Kacee's eyes closed tightly, and she drew in a deep, heavy breath.
Kacee swallowed hard as Ryan looked at her with intense desire in his eyes.“Can I enter you?” he asked hoarsely.She responded with a slow nod.“Good girl,” he murmured with a faint grin before capturing her lips once more. After a moment, he pulled back just enough to whisper, “I promise you, you won’t forget this night with me.”Then he kissed her again, and she returned the kiss with equal intensity.Their kisses deepened, and their breaths mingled as his hands slowly wandered over her body once more.Kacee gasped when she felt his warm, rough hand glide along her thigh, moving upward. Since she was no longer wearing anything beneath her skirt, she knew that if his hand continued, he would reach the most intimate part of her body.He did.“Ah… Ryan,” she moaned softly, her eyes closed as she surrendered to his touch and kisses.His lips left hers and traile
Kacee glanced at her watch and saw that it was almost four in the afternoon.Ryan had been swimming in the ocean for quite a while now, and as she watched him, she couldn’t help feeling a little envious. He looked completely free, enjoying the sea without a care in the world.She subtly sniffed herself and grimaced.“No wonder I smell like I’ve been under the sun all day,” she muttered with a sigh.“How am I supposed to take a bath? There’s no soap or conditioner here,” she murmured to herself before turning her attention back to Ryan, who was happily swimming through the waves.A faint smile touched her lips as memories of her father suddenly surfaced.She remembered coming to places like this with him, how he had patiently taught her how to surf, and how her mother had watched them from the shore with a smile.Mom…Did her mother know she was missing?Was she worried?
Kacee stretched lazily, her eyes still closed. A faint smile curved her lips as a cool, refreshing breeze brushed against her face. She yawned again and stretched once more.She had slept so well.Slowly, she opened her eyes and was greeted by a large banana leaf hanging above her, shielding her from the bright rays of the sun.“So none of it was a dream,” she whispered as she stared at the leaf overhead.The crashing of the waves against the shore and the chirping of birds were enough to remind her that she was on an island with Ryan.Ryan.She suddenly sat up as everything she had learned the night before came rushing back. She remembered falling asleep wrapped in his warm, tight embrace.“No wonder I slept so peacefully,” she murmured to herself.She looked around, searching for Ryan, but he was nowhere in sight.Panic immediately gripped her chest.She stood up and began looking for him
Kacee remained silent despite everything Ryan had said. Their eyes stayed locked on each other, and she could feel her heart pounding wildly in her chest.This felt completely different from the way she had felt when Anthony confessed his love to her. It was different in a way that made her almost unable to believe it. Joy overflowed inside her, so overwhelming that she didn’t know how to express it.She loved Ryan. She had loved him then, and she still loved him now.Yes. After all this time, she was still in love with him.It had always been him.But despite the happiness filling her heart because of his confession, she couldn’t stop herself from feeling afraid—especially after confirming that he had no memory of their past.She took a deep breath and finally found the courage to speak.“How can you say you’re in love with me if you can’t even remember what happened between us before?” she a
Kacee woke to the warmth of sunlight shining directly on her face. She slowly opened her eyes, only to shut them again when the bright sun blinded her. She coughed and instinctively turned onto her side.That was when she felt the soft sand beneath her.She opened her eyes once more and slowly looked around.Where was she? What had happened to her?She coughed again, and every part of her body felt as though it had been beaten from exhaustion. She braced herself on one elbow and slowly pushed herself up into a sitting position. Her vision was still blurry, but she gradually scanned her surroundings.She froze when she saw the vast expanse of the sea stretching out before her. She swallowed repeatedly, desperately trying to remember what had happened.“Stay still, Kacee.”“Hold on tight.”“You know how to swim, right?”“I want you to trust me.”
A brilliant burst of light exploded across the night sky, followed by a thunderous boom that echoed over the sea. Their eyes slowly drifted away from each other and turned toward the breathtaking display of fireworks above.They both watched in awe.Kacee was secretly grateful for the noise coming from Happy Island because it drowned out the frantic pounding of her own heart after the words Ryan had just said—words she wasn't even sure she had heard correctly.She heard him take a deep breath before he turned to her again.“Do you want to go there?” he asked.“Huh?” Kacee looked at him.She wanted to ask him what he had meant earlier, what he had said before the fireworks interrupted them. But she didn't have the courage. She wasn't even sure what he had truly meant. Sometimes he frustrated her. She couldn't understand him.His actions constantly made her feel that he liked her, yet he never actually confirmed it.What if she was only assuming things? What if she was misreading everyt
Kacee massaged both temples as she let out a deep breath. Her eyes squeezed shut tightly as she read the messages Rea had sent her.From: ReaMs. Samiano, Architect Dyllan refuses to start the meeting unless you’re present.From: Rea
Fear and panic overwhelmed Kacee as she continued rushing toward the hospital. Tears streamed down her face, and no matter how hard she tried to stop them, they refused to fall away.Moments later, she arrived at the hospital her mother had told her about. She immediately headed straight for the em
“Who’s this admirer of yours?” Jema asked, leaning closer to peek at the card Kacee was holding.Kacee quickly hid it from Jema.“He’s not my admirer,” Kacee said.“Oh, please! Then why won’t you show us who it’s from?” Jema pressed.“You know, I still have a lot of work to finish. Come on, we’ll t
Kacee felt a sharp pain in her head and body, prompting her to slowly open her eyes. Her vision was blurry, so she closed them again, then reopened them after a moment.She exhaled heavily. When her sight finally cleared, she blinked several times. She studied the ceiling above her, then slowly let







