Mag-log inLeah POV
We sit in complete silence for almost an hour. The landscape is changing fast by the window. I have Lyra on my lap, her eyes still puffy and red, but at least she stopped crying. Luca is on my left, and Liam is on my right, both clutching me extremely tight.
They are crying silently even though they have tried so hard not to.
My eyes are all the time focused on our kidnappers. Werewolves, I've known that they are strong, but I didn't expect them to be that strong.
The only reason I had managed to pull that with this Andrew guy is cause he was stupid. He didn't pay any attention to what I was doing during the packing, and he was handsy, so when I created the occasion for him to feel me up, he went for it immediately. If I had managed to cut his throat with silver, he would have died; that's why he didn't put up any fight. I just didn't expect the strongest one to hurt him to get to me.
The bastard doesn't even care about his people; why I was naive enough to think he would. I know from Maddie how cruel they can be.
"I have some questions" I finally decide to break the silence; we can't just go on like that. I will go crazy if I don't find out what they want from us.
"Ask," says the leader.
I must say he is pretty good-looking, very tall, very well built, with long brown hair, amber eyes, and a trim beard. They are all dressed casually, in jeans and shirts, but with this one, something is different.
I can feel the power radiating from him, and his cold eyes make me nervous, and of course, because of him, one side of my face hurts like bitch. I'm sure I have a nasty bruise where he hit me.
"Are you from Blackwood Pack? Are you taking us there?" I ask, and I can feel twins clutching me even harder.
"Yes," he answers in a cold voice.
"Are you Hayden Blackwood?" I try so hard not to make my voice tremble.
"No, I am Theon Blackwood, the Alpha of Blackwood Pack, Hayden's brother."
I bite my lip and turn my eyes away. I keep blinking to stop tears from coming and focus on my breathing to calm my racing heart.
"You shouldn't be so scared; no one is going to hurt you," says this Tony guy trying to smile at me.
But I am not in the mood to "not be scared." I am honestly terrified of what they are going to do to us.
He is Hayden Blackwood's relative, which means the twins' biological father wants something from us. Maybe he won't hurt his offspring, but me and Lyra...
Oh my God, what he's going to do to Lyra? She's technically the daughter of the man who slept with his mate, and I know he's capable of anything.
"Look, I know this wasn't the best way for all of us to meet," Tony continues, "but if we all stay calm, nothing bad will happen."
"Tony shut up; I'm irritated with all this whining," Theon growls.
"Theon, please, they're scared; they are just children," he pleads with him but then keeps quiet.
We keep riding in silence; I can see Theon’s eyes on me, switching from his normal human ones to his wolf's ones from time to time until Lyra cries that she needs a bathroom break.
Theon looks extremely irritated, but he grants us the stop at a petrol station.
"You are staying," he says as I make to move toward the door.
"Tony, take the kids and make it quick."
My siblings seem frightened, but we are out of options, so I let them go without me. As my captor and I stay alone in the car, I keep avoiding looking at him.
"Look at me," he finally snarls, and I obey. I don't want to provoke him. "I'll say this only once, never dare to challenge me again, do you understand? Never try what you did with Andrew again, or there will be consequences you will not like. This is the last warning."
I gulp, biting my lips, which helps me not cry, he averts his eyes from me, and we sit in silence.
"Don't try to be tough. I know you are as scared of me as you should be," he whispers, but I still hear him.
"What do you want to do with us?" I ask, and he looks at me.
"My brother wants his children at home," he says as if it's explained everything.
"They are not his children," I say, and he snarls, but I don't stop. "He has no right to..."
"I don't care," he interrupts me " I'm not interested in your family drama; Hayden will decide what to do with you, all of you. But..."
He reaches and grabs me by my arm and pulls me closer to him.
'...when we arrive at my pack, I won't tolerate disrespect towards my family and me. You don't want to get hurt again. You better behave."
"Let go of me," I say, and he listens, smirking.
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By the time we reach his territory and houses, it is already evening. The packhouse is a big wooden mansion, and I must say wonderful. These jerks have good taste, that's for sure.
"Tony, take them to one of the guest rooms and call Rose to take care of them," says the Alpha and leaves immediately.
Tony helps us out of the car, I'm very wary of his movements, but I think it's best not to struggle and try anything. I can see other pack members looking strangely at all of us, and I know if I try anything, I have no chance. I had chance at home, and I blew it. We walk silently after Tony as he leads us into the house.
Again, I avoid looking at others. I carry Lyra, and the boys are following, still pretty much glued to both of my sides.
The place he takes us is the big, bright room with two big beds and an attached bathroom.
Soon after, the older woman comes into the room, and I immediately know who she is.
"Hello, my name is Rose. I am...."
"Maddie's mother, I know. Maddie drew your picture once and showed us," I interrupt
She has a tiny smile on her face, and she looks in the direction of the kids when they come from the bathroom.
"I’ll bring you something to eat," she says " I'm sure you are very confused right now, but no one is going to hurt you, I promise you that."
"You all keep saying that, but the problem is, that I haven't heard your Alpha saying that. And I know that in the pack, only what Alpha says goes," I reply with a note of sarcasm.
"Honey, we were aware of where you were living for many years. If we had wanted to hurt you it would have happened many years ago. I don't know why Alpha decided to bring you all here, but I'm sure he has a reason. We only wanted to check on you after Hayden had felt your mom's death."
"They died last week in a car accident. Maddie and my father," I say, looking at her.
"I didn't know about your father," she replies.
"Hayden felt only Maddie's death. I'm so sorry about your parents."
She has tears in her eyes and looks like she is in pain. So even though I'm not happy with what she did almost 12 years ago, I decide I will be friendly with her. If the kids and I are ever going to leave this place, we will need help, and she's my best shot.
"Liam, Luca and Lyra, this lady is your grandma. You remember mom showed us her picture once."
The twins come closer to greet her properly. She smiles and hugs both of them. Then, she gently touches Lyra’s cheek.
"I'll bring you something to eat; your bags will be here soon. I know it's hard, but please make yourself at home," she says and leaves.
The rest of the evening goes relatively calmly, if you can say it in our situation. We eat and chat a little with Rose despite her not answering any important questions, for example, "when can we go back home?"
I don't sleep much that night, probably because the kids want to sleep with me, and they keep hugging me so strongly that I can barely breathe. Of course, I checked the windows and the door, both locked. And even though I keep putting on such a tough front for my siblings, I'm scared.
I'm scared of what will happen to us.
Leah POVAs the next full moon comes, a big bonfire is prepared at the clearing in the woods. Today is the day all the wolves from both packs are gathered here, and the new pack will be born.I sense the tension within the pack; the change that will come is big. But somehow, I feel excited thinking of all that hard work Theon, Hank, I, and many others will have to do.I look at all who are gathered. I spot familiar faces within the crowd. I see Kyle and Rose smiling at me, I see the always serious face of Dalton, I see the gentle smile on Hank and a blank expression on Ryan's face, and I see Gideon sending a calm smile towards me.The council member who came here to sanction the creation of the Black Moon Pack is giving a long and boring speech which I don't listen to. I look into Theon’s eyes as he stands in front of me, and I'm sure he doesn't listen, either. On my neck is placed his mark. Finally, he has marked me too, and finally, we are one.I can sense his emotions much better n
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SMUT warning in this chapterTheon POVAs I wake up from my deep slumber, I feel nothing except tiredness. These last few days, no matter how much I sleep, I still feel tired.It's been ten days since my brother has been in a coma, it's been eight days since I buried my best friend, and it's been four days since his family left, which made me break my promise to him that if anything happened, I would look after them.As I am used to, I keep myself together during the day. I am an Alpha; no matter what, I can't show any weakness. Especially not now when my pack suffered such a big loss. But still, I cry every night; for the first time in my life, I allow myself to cry; I allow myself not to be okay. For the first time, I feel there is no shame in feeling weak, in missing something that was taken from us.Leah holds me every night as I cry and feel helpless. The last few days I spent away from everything. Leah, Patrick, and Rose made it clear that they can take care of everything for s
Leah POVI sit in the window frame in the pack's infirmary. Luca is sleeping on my lap; I gently pat his hair listening to quiet "beep, beep" sounds.Hayden's heartbeat is very weak, yet he is still alive.I look at all the machines he is attached to, feeling strong pain in my chest. But I don't cry, and I don't have any strength to cry anymore.It's been five days since the bloodshed, and Hayden hasn't woken up. When we finally managed to get to him in that cellar, he was already in a coma. He didn't become feral, but we don't know if he will ever wake up again.Gideon said that there was a high chance that Hayden's wolf was gone, and losing the wolf is almost always a death sentence. Yet Hayden is still alive, and we can do only one thing, we can only wait.Luca is here because Gideon made it clear that the presence of his pups may be the only way to help Hayden. I didn't even have to ask them; they agreed immediately to stay next to him all the time. They sleep here, and during th
Leah POV "You must do it!" Hayden keeps begging me while I keep pacing around our cell in every direction, trying to spot something, anything I can possibly use to find a way out of it."Hayden, shut up, please!" I finally snap and scream at him. "I won't hurt you; you're my friend; you are my family! I won't do it, do you fucking hear me!"He grits his teeth hard; I see his anger but also his helplessness."How much time do we have?" I ask as I avert my eyes. I don't want to show him how scared I am."She gave me a lot, plus my legs are broken, so my wolf is pushing harder to heal me. I think maybe half an hour, but no more.”"Ok, Becca said that you could survive Red Venom if you didn't shift. I know it's difficult, but can you at least try? Your wolf isn't as strong as he was before, so maybe you can...""Leah," he interrupts me, "I can try, but there is no point if Theon won't find us quickly, there is no point. And your chances of killing me now are better..""No, they are not!"
Leah POVSomeone is repeating my name again and again and again.My head feels heavy, and so does the rest of my body. It's as if a ton of bricks were lying on me, and I have problems with moving. I have absolutely no energy in me, even to open my eyes. For a moment, I try to figure out where I am, what has just happened, why my head is so painful, and why I'm lying on something cold.The celebration, Gideon's panic, Hank being poisoned, and afterward screams from the garden, and then someone hit me in the head.The realization of the recent events comes to me, and that's what makes me open my eyes despite the terrible pain I'm still in."Leah! Oh, my Goddess, Leah!" Hayden keeps saying. So he was the one who has been calling me all this time.I sit slowly and slowly look around. We are in some kind of basement, at least that's how it looks like, judging from the dusty floor, no windows, and quite frothy air inside.Hayden is chained to the wall with the silver; of course, I see burns







