I’d never really… fit in quite right with everyone else.
I’d never had a lot of friends and certainly never held a man’s interest long enough to make something serious with him. It kind of felt like I was always the odd one out, like my mere presence made people uncomfortable even.
This fact had never been more clear to me as when I stepped through the archway into the main living room of the place I’d be spending the next six months in.
All the furniture and decorations I’d come across so far were expensive and classy looking, and the living room was no expectation. Giant, fluffy black couches, a huge flat screen TV, a couple of the newest gaming consoles resting on the TV stand.
And on the couch all already chatting, laughing, and smiling, were seven pure blooded snobs all turning to look my way.
Most of them just flat out ignore me as I enter the room and the ones who do look at me don’t look all too impressed by me. Their judgy eyes scanned me up and down as I made my way to the farthest end of the couch to sit.
“Hello everyone!” Seconds after my butt hits the couch a woman enters the room. Everyone turns and looks at her right away, zipping their lips and ceasing their conversations. It was easy to tell they all knew who she was and respected her.
I had no idea who this blonde woman with blood red lips was, but I followed everyone else’s lead and turned to face her.
“I’m so excited to see all of your smiling faces!” She exclaims, her manicured hands clasped tightly as she grinned at all of us. ”We had definitely got a good group this year.” She nods confidently, her eyes focused on a couple of people in particular. “So, first day, I know we’re all so excited. Let’s go ahead and go around the room and introduce ourselves, yeah?” She chirps as she looks to the closest man on her left.
He shifts a little, clearing his throat before standing up. “Hey everyone. I’m Chase, happy to be here.” He waves a little, glancing at everyone before sitting down again. He was very traditionally handsome; blonde hair, sculpted jaw and light blue eyes any woman would be happy to get lost in.
We continue down the couch, everyone standing and telling the group their name. After Chase was Jason, Peter, Victor, and Quinton for the guys. Quinton was the other low ranking contestant. He seemed to be fitting in much better than me I will say. He smiled warmly at everyone, spoke with confidence, and even had the eyes of the two girls on him as he introduced himself.
The two other girls were Violet and Emily. Violet was a gorgeous brunette with a body like a real woman, all curves and dips. Her smile was glossy and seductive, and she definitely had the attention of the men. Emily was a ginger, still drop dead gorgeous with a giant chest she clearly liked to show off.
Finally, it was my turn.
I clasp my hands in front of me tightly as I stand, mostly to keep them from shaking. Everyone’s eyes were on me, taking me in, judging me.
“Uh. Hi. I’m Angel. I’m excited to be here.” I say, bowing my head a little before sitting back down. I could feel my cheeks burning with a blush as I did everything in my power not to meet the eyes I could feel watching me. Just as I had formed my opinions of them as they introduced themselves, I knew they were doing the same. Could they tell how nervous I was? Were they judging me for not being from alpha blood?
“Awesome! So glad to meet everyone! My name is Laura, I’ll be your host during your time here. So. Today we’re going to do a little tour, everyone will see where they’re sleeping, and then we’ll do dinner on the patio. You’ll be pulled aside one by one today to do your instroduction videos for the audience, and the cameras will be following you around during our tour, so make sure we all have smiles on!” She looks at each one of us. “ I’m going to go check on the camera crew, you lot hang out here for a minute, kay?” She says and clicks away in her beige heels.
I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding once she’s gone. She was… a lot. Very bubbly, chatty. I guess she was the host of a TV show. No one would want a shy, timid person leading this thing. I wonder if that nice personality she’s displaying is real or totally fabricated for the cameras.
“Hey.” I froze, turning with what I’m sure amounted to a deer in the headlights expression as I felt the couch sinking with the weight of someone sitting next to me.
I met the carmel eyes of Victor, the “bad boy” of this whole thing. At least that’s what it seemed like to me. He had on a black long sleeve shirt with the sleeves rolled to his elbows, showing off full sleeves of tattoos. His hair was dark and styled back, his features sharp and even.
“Hello.” I manage to squeak out, completely out of my element under his gaze. He just sort of looks at me, which makes me even more squeamish.
“So you’re Angel then.” He says, looking me over like he’d been waiting to meet me. I raise an eyebrow, a bit confused by his words.
“That’s me.” I say, nodding a little.
He gives me a half grin, one I’m sure had brought more than one woman to their knees. “Relax. I just wanted to meet you, we’re allegedly already a fan favorite.”
I furrow my brow. “We are? How? We haven’t even started filming yet.”
He laughs, leaning forward and looking up at me. “Have you ever actually watched this show?” He asks. My face heats up in embarrassment as I shake my head. No, I had never seen a second of the show I was currently taking part in. Reality shows, especially ones of the dating variety, had never interested me all that much.
“Here, lemme show you.” He says, scooting a bit closer to me as he pulls his phone out. My voice caught in my throat as his leg touched mine just the smallest amount as he pulled up a social media app. “Okay, so you remember when you had your first interview, and they took a bunch of pictures of you?” He asks, and I nod. They had come to my house with cameras and microphones and lights, and taken tons of pictures of me while asking me questions that they’d scribble down. “This is what they did with it.” He hands me his phone, his fingers brushing mine slightly as I take it from him.
On the show's public page, the one that promotes the thing and allows fan engagement, were pictures of the whole cast this season. Under each picture was a brief description, what pack they were from, their names, things like that.
“The show likes to egg the fans on, force ships and rivalries, things like that.” He explains as he reaches over to click on the comments under my picture. “Right now it looks like the trope we’re going for is bad boy and good girl.” I glance at him, swallowing nervously when I meet his very close gaze.
Just as I’m about to say something, argue that I wasn’t that good of a girl, Laura comes back into the room, this time with a line of crew members and cameras behind her.
She grins at us once we’re looking back at her, clapping her hands. “Alright guys, who’s ready to film Luna’s choice?!”
That was torture. Pure and utter torture. Having to watch Angel flirt and blink those big pretty eyes up at another man made me want to rage out and tear that asshole's throat out. Every laugh he got out of her because of another dumbass joke made me tremble with anger. Every charming smile, every flirty comment he made at her made me hate him more and more. Couldn’t he see she didn’t really like him? Her smile was fake, forced for the cameras probably. When he’d scoot his hand that was resting on the picnic blanket closer to hers, she would move away. The way she was acting, the way she was smiling, it was nothing like she’d been doing when she was with me.That thought was basically the only thing keeping me from totally crashing out at this point. Still. I wanted to be the one taking her on a picnic, making her laugh and sitting leg to leg with her. I know I just met the girl, but something about her was making me very protective of her, and I was having a hard time fighting it
“So, what did you think of Quinton? We all know you two have already gotten to know each other a little, but come on, spill! How was your date?” I smile tightly at the camera aimed right at me, doing my best not to fidget with my hands in my lap. The lights shining on me were bright and actually kind of hot. They were making the back of my neck bead with sweat the longer I had to sit under them.“Well I like Quinton just fine. He’s very nice.” “Could you see yourself falling in love with him?” I blink a little at the question Laura hurled at me next. Who thought about that kind of thing after one date? Definitely not me. I wanted to wrinkle my nose and ask her if she was insane, but I reminded myself of where I was and what I was doing. I am on a dating show, I’m supposed to be enjoying these dates, I’m supposed to be excited about the chance to fall in love. Or at least, I’m supposed to pretend that way, for the sake of the show.“Well, I think it’s still a little too soon to start
“Okay, so you guys are going to sit down there, have your date. I want lots of smiles, lots of laughs, yeah?” Quinton and I both nod along with Laura as she instructs us on what to do for our date. We’d driven about an hour out to go to a different forest, one with “better” looking trees, Laura had informed us. The entire drive over Laura was telling us what kinds of things we should talk about if things got quiet, how we shouldn’t kiss on this date in front of the cameras even if we really, really, wanted to. I wonder if that has been a problem so far, because she mentioned it like five times.We’d walked through said trees and to a cliffside. The crew hovering around had gotten to work right away on laying out a blanket and a picnic on it. It looked very nice, very romantic. There was a wooden board with cheese and sliced meats on it, crackers and fruits. There were smaller plates with small sandwiches on them, and thing glasses with bubbling liquid in them. If someone was going to
The next couple of days trickle by without incident. Emily gets through her dates, and now we’ve moved onto Violet. The others hung out quite a bit, went on some hikes, cooked out, sat around the lake, things like that. At first I tried to join in with them, but I always found myself feeling a bit left out. I’d gone with them the day after we’d played games outside. We’d all gone on a hike once we were all awake. But as we started making our way up the trail that winds through the trees, I found myself hanging back behind everyone as they all paired off.Victor seemed to be ignoring me, he hadn't looked at me once since August had walked in on us. I don’t know why exactly he was angry, but figured he’d tell me about it at some point. He paired off with Violet, and they walked side by side almost the whole time. They seemed to get along quite well. They were all smiles as they talked, and he didn’t look at me once.Quinton and Jason had gotten wrapped up in talking about all the dif
“No! You didn’t say Uno!” I jump up out of my seat, a grin on my face as I point my finger at Victor. “What?! I did too!” He insisted, grinning and shaking his head. “I didn’t hear it.” Jason shrugs, giving a lazy smile as he fans himself with his cards.“Oh come on.” Victor groans, burying his face in his hands, but even as he does so, he’s smiling. We’d ended up sitting on the back patio all night playing games. We’d even grilled, made hamburgers and hotdogs. We’d been sipping on these super tasty lemonade drinks that had alcohol in them. I was four deep, and maybe feeling a little fuzzy because of them. I’d never actually drank before. Hell, I’d never had a night like this before at all. It had been a bit awkward at first, especially with the obvious tension between Quinton and Victor, but eventually that had faded and we’d all just started laughing and having fun together. I never thought I would be in a situation like this, getting to hang out with people my own age and have
Even after Angel was gone, my nose was still filled with her scent. Vanilla, fresh baked cookies, sunshine. It was like it had soaked into my pores throughout our day together, making it impossible to get her off my mind.I had parked the car us workers used when we needed to drive a cast member somewhere and was making my way back up to the secondary house where the on-site staff lived. There were only ten of us, sharing five rooms, two people in each one. We didn’t interact much outside of work, mostly all just tucked away in our beds and texted with family or scrolled through social media. Everyone except me was here for one reason: the paycheck. Being a worker on this show may be slightly degrading, but everyone here was very well compensated for their time. I actually had to pay off another worker for my spot here in the end, otherwise I wouldn’t have been able to get in undercover, that was how good the check was. I wasn’t sure why it was so high, maybe it was difficult to get