Chapter 20
Ivy’s POV "What?" I whispered, the word slipping out before I even realized it. My mouth hung open. I couldn't close it. Couldn’t breathe, even. Had I heard Jack right? “You’re my mate, Ivy. The one I’ve been waiting for.” That one sentence sent my world into a tailspin. It felt like someone had opened a trapdoor beneath me and I was free-falling, my heart left fluttering in the air behind me. Jack, this stranger I barely knew… just told me I was his mate? He smiled, like what he said was casual. Like it didn’t just rip through the confusion in my soul and add another crack to the already fragile state of my heart. He walked to the passenger door and opened it for me. “Let’s go to school,” he said gently. “I’ll take you.” I just stood there for a moment. Everything inside me was tangled in knots. Should I trust him? Could I? Jack was kind. His presence calmed me. His words made me feel seen. But Damon…Damon had carved himself into my thoughts like a scar I couldn’t look away from. Even when I tried. Still, I walked forward. I got in. The ride to school was silent. The kind of silence that buzzed inside your chest and filled your head with every thought you didn’t want to think. My mind kept going back to the Lycan King. The way he looked at me before he carried me back to bed, that lingering gentleness in his touch… the rage in his voice when I tore the robe from his past. The broken way he yelled that he hated me. Why did it all hurt so much? Why did I care? He didn’t even want me. He said I wasn’t his type. So why was his voice still in my head? Why did my chest feel tight when I thought about him? And worst of all, I couldn’t even remember his face. Damon had erased it from my mind, It was gone, like a dream I forgot the second I woke up. “Are you okay?” Jack’s voice broke through the fog. I turned to him, startled. “Yes. Why do you ask?” “You’ve been quiet,” he said, glancing over at me. I forced a weak smile. “I’m just thinking... sorry.” “There’s no need to say sorry,” he said, shrugging casually. “After class, let’s go out. Dinner. A proper date.” He was coming on strong. Maybe too strong. And maybe on a different day, I’d have blushed or giggled or said yes without hesitation. But today… everything inside me was scrambled. Why was I hesitating? I wanted this. Didn’t I? I wanted someone who wanted me. Someone who wasn’t haunted by memories of a woman named Aria. Someone who didn’t wear a mask to hide the ruins of his soul. Jack was that someone. He was offering me love and light and the chance to finally move forward. So why was my mind still stuck on Damon? He has his own ghosts. He’s still hung up on someone else. I owe him nothing. I could still have it all, revenge for my parents… and love. A second chance at life. And yet… My mind drifted again. This time, to the healer. That moment still lived in my bones. After the healer treated Damon, his fingers brushed over my skin and he frowned. He stared at me in silence for too long. And then, he spoke. “You’ve been poisoned,” he said solemnly. “You caught a disease while trying to remove the chains from him. You have limited time to live.” Those words shattered me. Me… dying? I could barely speak. I remember grabbing his arm in desperation, my voice trembling, “How? How did this happen?” He’d told me to check the old book in the restricted archives, the one that held the curse of the Lycan King. I did. And there it was, printed in worn ink. Anyone who attempts to break the cursed chains shall be struck by the disease of the soul, and their days will be numbered. I had tried to break them. And now I was cursed. I told no one. Not even Damon. I begged the healer to keep it secret. I didn’t want pity. I didn’t want Damon to carry that weight, not when he was already burdened with so much. Besides… I didn’t feel sick. Not yet. Maybe the book was wrong. Maybe I was stronger than the curse. “You’ve zoned out again,” Jack said, snapping me back to the present. I blinked, realizing we were already parked outside the school. “Oh,” I murmured, forcing a breath. “Thanks.” I stepped out of the car and felt dozens of eyes snapping to me. Whispers started before I’d even reached the steps. “Is that Jack with the cursed Lycan’s bride?” “She’s letting him hit on her? Isn’t she married?” “Does he want to die?” The words were sharp, jagged. I walked faster, heart thudding. Jack didn’t seem to hear. Or maybe he just didn’t care. Either way, I kept walking. After class, I didn’t say a word to anyone. I followed my driver home like nothing was wrong. The castle was quiet. Hollow. Damon hadn’t come out since our last encounter. He was locked away, either nursing his wounds or avoiding me. Or both. Later that evening, my phone buzzed. Jack: I’m outside. Waiting. I looked through the window, and there he was, leaning against his car again. Confident. Casual. Part of me waited, expected, hoped, Damon would appear. That he would storm down, furious and possessive and ready to stop me. Just something. Anything. But… nothing. I even delayed getting dressed. Slowed down brushing my hair. Still, nothing. So, I went. The restaurant Jack took me to was cozy, candlelit. He looked perfect. Spoke kindly. Smiled like I was everything he wanted. But I couldn’t focus. My skin started to feel hot. My vision blurred. My head swam. I was sweating. Dizzy. Weak. “Let’s go home,” I whispered, barely able to sit upright. “What? We just got here.” “I can’t stay here,” I said quickly, stumbling to my feet. “I’m sorry.” I rushed outside. The night air hit my face, but it didn’t help. The dizziness was getting worse. My knees buckled. My legs were failing me. My vision flickered like a dying candle. Is this it? I thought. Is this what the healer meant? I was stumbling blindly, barely seeing the road ahead, when I fell forward. But I didn’t hit the ground. I fell into arms. Strong, warm arms. My eyes fluttered open… and I saw the mask. Damon. He held me against his chest, gripping me tightly, panic dripping from his voice. “Ivy? Are you okay?” His voice cracked. His breathing was ragged. Even behind the mask, I saw it—l, terror. Real, gut-wrenching terror. And I don’t know what came over me. Before I could think, I grabbed him by the collar and kissed him. Deep. Desperate. Raw. And just like that… I felt better. The dizziness faded. The heat in my chest cooled. My strength returned like a flood. I pulled away, stunned, breathless. We stared at each other. What the hell just happened?Chapter 20 Ivy’s POV"What?" I whispered, the word slipping out before I even realized it.My mouth hung open. I couldn't close it. Couldn’t breathe, even. Had I heard Jack right?“You’re my mate, Ivy. The one I’ve been waiting for.”That one sentence sent my world into a tailspin. It felt like someone had opened a trapdoor beneath me and I was free-falling, my heart left fluttering in the air behind me.Jack, this stranger I barely knew… just told me I was his mate?He smiled, like what he said was casual. Like it didn’t just rip through the confusion in my soul and add another crack to the already fragile state of my heart.He walked to the passenger door and opened it for me. “Let’s go to school,” he said gently. “I’ll take you.”I just stood there for a moment. Everything inside me was tangled in knots. Should I trust him? Could I?Jack was kind. His presence calmed me. His words made me feel seen. But Damon…Damon had carved himself into my thoughts like a scar I couldn’t look aw
Chapter 19 Ivy’s POVHe lunged toward me with terrifying speed, his red wolf eyes blazing, his snarl echoing off the stone walls. For a moment, I thought he would rip into me. I didn’t flinch, I was ready. My own blue wolf stood her ground, furious and trembling. We were locked in a deadly stare, two storms circling each other.But then, he stopped.Just inches away from me, his massive paws halted mid-step. His claws slowly retracted. His breathing slowed. And without a word, Damon shifted back into his human form.I followed, breathing heavily, letting Vivian retreat as the blue fur vanished and bones cracked back into place. I gasped, now bare and trembling on the cold castle floor. I was completely naked, my knees pressing into the hard stone, hair falling in wild curls over my shoulders.He didn’t look at me with lust or anger. Just… quiet. Distant.He pulled off the shredded remnants of his robe, the one I’d torn in my rage, and silently draped it around me. The fabric smelled
Chapter 18 Ivy’s POVI didn’t know what came over me. I swear to God, I hated this man. I hated him,.loathed every breath he took and every arrogant word that came from behind that damned mask. But last night... something shifted. It was still me who reached out to catch him when he stumbled. Still me who ran to his side when he looked like he had lost every last bit of hope and was going to throw himself into the water.So why..why in the holy name of the Moon Goddess, was I now lying under the duvet completely naked, whispering in my mind, “Come touch me… Come take me…”?What the hell is wrong with me?My heart was thumping like it was trying to rip out of my chest. My legs tangled awkwardly beneath the sheets as my body burned with a need I didn’t understand. The door creaked open, and there he was, Damon. Still in that ridiculous mask that hid everything… yet revealed too much.His eyes widened the moment he saw what was under the duvet.And I expected it.I expected him to poun
Chapter 17 Damon’s POV“Get out!” I growled, voice hoarse with rage and pain.The maids and guards, Ivy, the healer and selene didn’t wait a second. They scattered like frightened birds, leaving me alone in the suffocating darkness of my chambers. The door slammed shut behind them with a heavy thud that echoed through the stone walls like a death bell.Alone again. Like always.I collapsed onto the cold marble floor, my knees buckling as though my body finally gave in to the weight of centuries. My hand flew to my chest, fist clenching over the cursed chain that burned against my skin like a branding iron. A sob escaped me, raw and guttural. My shoulders shook violently as tears streamed down my face. I wasn’t crying, I was breaking.“I can’t… I can’t do this anymore…”My fingers brushed the sharp, dagger-like letter opener on the table beside me. Without thinking, I grabbed it and plunged it into my chest. The pain was sharp, searing… but fleeting.The wound healed instantly.Of cou
Chapter 16 Damon’s POV“You’re mine tonight,” I murmured into her ear, my breath hot against her skin.She froze.Her back stiffened, and I felt the slightest tremble in her shoulders. I watched her, closely. Her lips parted as if to protest, but no words came out. Her eyes, wide with fear, flicked to mine. She wasn’t ready. Not emotionally. Not physically. Her body was here, but her soul? Her soul was already trying to escape.She didn’t want this.And yet I was here, towering over her, with my abs visible, fists clenched with desire and duty.I told myself it was for her good. That once this was done, once we consummated the bond, I’d finally be released. She’d get the happy ending she dreamed of. Peace. A life free of me. This was the only way. That’s what I kept telling myself. Repeating it like a sacred chant to drown out the guilt trying to claw its way into my chest.But the guilt didn’t stay quiet for long.Because the moment I reached for my trousers, I saw her.Her.Aria.
Chapter 15 Ivy’s POV“What? Consum… what?” My eyes widened in disbelief, my voice cracking at the edges.Damon's voice was low, dark, and sharp like a knife cloaked in silk. “Consummation. With me.”I blinked. My pulse spiked. “I— I can’t. We didn’t talk about that. We never talked about having sex. I’m not ready!” My voice broke into a desperate yell.He didn’t even flinch. Beneath that eternal mask, his lips curled into a smirk so smug it burned through me. I could see it in the angle of his jaw, the arrogant tilt of his head.“Really?” he said, tilting his head slightly. “I don’t need to say much. Just know I’m ready for tonight. We have to consummate our bond... for the chain to be broken.”And just like that, he vanished. Gone. The silence he left behind was louder than his presence.I stood there frozen, heart hammering, body trembling. My fingers clawed at my own arms as I tried to ground myself. What the hell just happened?Why would I have sex with him?No. No! That can’t ha