LOGINAndrel POV:
I still remember the exact day. It was two weeks after her 18th birthday. I had come to their house to see her father, my best friend. He was running late, so I waited in the living room with a glass of water in my hand, scrolling through emails I wasn't really reading. Then the front door opened. Mila walked in from school. Her school bag was hanging heavy on her shoulder, her hair a little messy from the day. She looked tired. Her eyes were down, lost in thought, and there was a quiet sadness in them. But even tired, she was beautiful. In a pure, innocent way that made the whole room feel softer. Then she looked up and saw me. In an instant, her tired face changed. She smiled. It wasn't a loud smile, it was small, shy, just with her eyes and lips. She greeted me, "Uncle Andrel." Something in my chest shifted. It was a strange, warm connection I couldn't explain. Like my heart recognized her before my mind could. I panicked. I forced a smile back, said a quick hello, and left their house earlier than I planned. That night, I couldn't sleep. Her eyes kept coming back to me. That small smile. I told myself it was nothing. I told myself, you are 32 she is your best friends daughter. She is your ex's daughter. have you lost your mind? What if the tragedy repeats itself? What will her parents think of you? To punish myself, I stopped going to their house. For weeks. I even booked a trip and went on vacation, telling everyone I needed a break from work. The truth was, I needed a break from Mila. But distance didn't help. If anything, it made it worse. Every quiet moment on that beach, I thought of her. Her laugh from the kitchen. The way she says my name. Slowly, painfully, I admitted it to myself. I had fallen for Mila. For 18-year-old Mila. When I came back, I couldn't stay away anymore. I started going to their house frequently again. Any excuse ,business with her dad, dropping off files, Sunday lunch. Just to get a glimpse of her. And the more I saw her, the deeper I fell. I learned all her little habits. How she bites her lip when she is nervous. How she laughs and covers her mouth. How she reads a book and tucks her hair behind her ear every two minutes. To me, everything she did was beautiful. Then I started noticing something that terrified me more than my own feelings. Her eyes. She no longer looked at me like I was her uncle. When I entered a room, she would look up quickly, then look away, then look again. She would smile to herself. Sometimes she would peep at me from behind her bedroom door, thinking I didn't see her. Sometimes she would stay hidden in her room the whole time I was there, and I knew it was because she was shy. But she always came out before I left. I wanted her, yes. But more than that, I wanted to protect her. So I did nothing. For almost two years, I was content with just seeing her, just being near her. I never crossed a line. I didn't dare dream of going after her. Until her 20th birthday party. That night, she came downstairs in a red floral gown. Her long hair dropped to her waist. She wasn't trying to be beautiful, she just was. Mature, graceful, glowing. When she laughed with her friends, my heart was aching. I realized I had spent two years loving her from a distance, and I couldn't do it anymore. My heart was too full. Later, I saw her walking alone to the quiet hallway at the side of the house. Her smile was gone. She looked sad again, just like that first day when she came back from school tired, with her eyes down. That sad look that first made me fall for her. Without thinking, I followed her. The hallway was dim and quiet, away from the music of the party. When I came close to her, all the feelings I had locked up for two years rushed up at once. My hand reached out to her back But she flinched and stopped me. Her voice was shaking when she whispered, "Uncle don't First time being this close to you . First time feeling this. And in that second, the guilt crushed me. What was I doing? What would she think of me? What would her father, my best friend, think of me? I am 34. She is 20. I am supposed to be her protector, not the reason she is shaking. So I let her go. I stepped back. My hands were trembling. "I need air," I told her, my voice hoarse. And I left her there in the hallway. Alone. I walked out into the cold night, angry at myself, guilty, and more in love with her than ever beforeI picked the call.My hands were shaking. I shouldn't have, but I did."Hello, Trex," I said, my voice small.Then he answered, his voice bright and happy, like he had been waiting for my call all day. "Mila? Mila, it's me! I wanted to know whether you're still coming for the coffee? I already found a nice place near campus. We can talk."My chest tightened. My heart stopped.I was still sitting in Andrel's car. The car smelled like him. That expensive, cold, dark cologne that makes me dizzy. And I could feel Andrel's eyes burning into me.I didn't need to look at him to know. His jaw was tight. His hands gripped the steering wheel so hard his knuckles turned white. The air inside the car had changed completely. It was heavy. Cold. Dangerous.He was jealous. And he wasn't hiding it.I told him slowly, trying my best not to show that I was upset. I tried to sound calm, but my voice betrayed me."I'm busy," I whispered to Trex. "I... I can't today. I'm really busy."Trex went quiet for
He was back.I thought he left. I swear I watched his black car pull out of the campus parking lot after my morning class. I saw it disappear onto the main road with my own eyes.So how was it parked right in front of my lecture building now, like it had never left?My heart started beating so fast I thought I was going to faint right there on the stairs."Mila! Wait up!"Trex was still following me. He had his backpack slung over one shoulder and that persistent smile on his face that I had told him a hundred times I didn't like.Chloe looked at me with that weird gaze. She was looking between me and Trex, then between me and the black car parked at the curb. I knew she had a lot of questions, but this was not the time.We went down the last flight of stairs and I stopped suddenly."You guys can go home," I blurted out, my voice higher than normal. "You can go. He will take me home."Chloe frowned. "Who? Mia, who will take you home?"Trex stopped too. "What do you mean? We were suppo
Professor Adams was halfway through his lecture on market structures when the door at the back of the hall creaked open.I didn't think anything of it. People usually came in late all the time.Until Chloe grabbed my arm and whispered, "Oh my god. Don't look now."Of course, I looked.Trex.He walked in wearing a black hoodie and that confident smile that made half the girls in the Econ department blush. But it never worked on me. Not once.His eyes scanned the hall and landed straight on me. Like he knew exactly where I sat. He smiled wider and started walking down the aisle toward our row.My stomach dropped."Is this seat taken?" he asked, already pulling out the empty seat next to me.Chloe looked at me, then at him. She knew I didn't like him. Everyone knew except him who I have told multiple times but he wouldn't listen .Before I could say no, he sat down very close. His knee brushed mine under the table and I shifted away immediately."What are you doing here?" I whispered, t
The lecture hall was already half full when I walked in. I didn't look back at the campus gate. I didn't have to. I could feel his eyes on my back the entire time, burning a hole through my backpack until I disappeared into the building. "You're late again." Chloe didn't even look up from her laptop when she said it. She was my roommate, my best friend since freshman year, and the only person who could tell when I was lying. "Campus traffic was crazy," I mumbled, sliding into my favorite seat by the window. I dropped my backpack on the floor and let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. It wasn't traffic. It was him. Professor Adams was already setting up his notes at the front, but I couldn't focus. My heart was still beating too fast, too loud. The air conditioning was humming, but my skin felt hot. My t-shirt felt too tight around my chest. Everything felt wrong since that car ride. The ride was quiet. Too quiet. He didn't say a single word the whole way to campus. The
I walked away last night. Her mother called from downstairs, "Mila! Come down for breakfast!" and my whole body reacted before my mind could. I was already sitting at the dining table with a cup of coffee in my hand, pretending to be calm. Pretending like I hadn't spent the whole night thinking about one question. "Do you still love my mom, or would you ever love me?" That private question she asked me in the hallway was still ringing in my head. I walked away that night because I had no answer. Not because I didn't love her. God knows I do. But because I have never really sat down to think it through on my own. Do I still love her mother? Or am I trying to heal my past through her daughter? I was still battling with that when I heard her footsteps on the stairs. Then she came down. She was wearing a short and a sleeveless top, her long hair packed up, her glasses sitting perfectly on her face. She looked different today. Beautiful. Confident. Like she wanted to be seen. Like sh
I left before I would do something I couldn't control. "I need air," I told her, and I walked away from her in the hallway. My chest was tight. My hands were shaking. If I stayed one more second with her that close, in that red gown, I knew I would forget who I was supposed to be to her. I didn't go far. I turned into the side aley of the house, where the light from the party didn't reach. From there, she couldn't see me. But I could see her. Mila didn't move at first. She just stood there where I left her, her hands holding her beautiful red floral gown. Then slowly, she sat down on the ground. She didn't even care that her expensive gown would get dirty on the hallway floor. She just sat there. She wasn't crying. She wasn't making any sound. She just sat quietly, fixing her hair with her small hands. Tucking it behind her ear, again and again. Then she fixed her gown, straightening the flowers at the bottom. But her eyes kept looking back at the alley. The alley where I was h







