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AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“Desire is like wildfire. You can’t quench it, let it burn!”
(CARLTON’S POV)
A seventy-five-year-old man with a hunched spine and five dead husbands is my perfect Prince Charming. Coupled with his alcoholism, violent temper, and hygiene of a wild pig— yeah, our marriage will be flawless.
Of course, he’s a billionaire with the largest fashion brand across the continent, and also the ambassador of a renowned toothpaste company. That’s why I’ll pardon his scrawny clothes and yellow-tooth smile, heinous enough to give me a cardiac arrest.
“J-Jacob, keep your distance.” I shuffle backwards. “Please.”
My soon-to-be husband slings his arm across my neck.
Disgust froths inside me like bile.
“Don’t be all grim now,” Jacob guffaws. “Many will kill to be in your place. Smile for husband?”
The contract states: Jacob and Amanda: no pre-nup or divorce.
In return, Jacob clears Mom’s billion-dollar debt she owes the bank.
My step-sister’s happiness is more important than my youth, so I volunteered to take her place.
Flashing Jacob a smile, I droop my head and grit my teeth.
Horror cuts deeper than Jacob’s sour, air-burning my nostrils.
Alligator loafers?!
The self-centered bitch with blonde hair and designer wear, marrying off her son, doesn’t know the man I’m about to say wedding vows to is a poacher!
I glare at Mom.
Her smile falters.
The woman who once held me in my nightmares now auctions her children to the highest bidder. Tenderness died in her years ago, and ambition consumed her.
Mom’s voice echoes in my head:
“Fucking Tristan came naturally to you. I’m sure you won’t mind marrying a man for our family’s benefit.”
“He’s over seventy years old. How can you do this to me?!”
“He has cock, money, and power. Isn’t that what you always wanted?”
“You never forgave me, did you?”
“You’re my son, but don’t think you’re irreplaceable. You can be an asset or a liability, but bear in mind you won’t suffer the consequences of your decision.”
“...Amanda.”
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My best friend, Selene, rejected the invitation to embark on a terrorist mission issued by the state military. I ruined our relationship five years ago, when I was twenty, and foolish enough to think I could handle Tristan Alister.
I catch my reflection in the glass pulpit— angular features, exquisitely styled blonde hair, wearing a designer suit exclusive to A-list fashion idols. Yet I look like a sacrifice on an altar.
If I had resisted the devil, none of this would’ve happened.
The congregation stares with impassive eyes. Tuxedos, satin gowns, mixed perfumes.
Only Amanda’s face goes chalk-white, standing beside Mom like the trophy daughter she is. We both are.
Singing of hymns ripples through the warm, morning air. Golden chandeliers hang through ornate walls painted with images of saints and Latin scribblings. Long, brown oak benches, and the ringing of bells as they observe catholic rights.
Altar servants flock beside the wedding booth. The priest engages in prayers of prosperity. A chorus of ‘AMENS’ before all eyes feast on me.
Since I walked down the aisle, a ruckus has been stirring in my soul, like a calm before the storm.
The Priest’s voice blares, “Do you take this man as your husband? For better or worse. In bounty and penury. Till death do you part?”
Jacob's crooked teeth are on display. Short as a dwarf and nose like Pinocchio’s.
A diamond ring glints between his skeleton-like fingers. “Milove?”
I’LL NEVER FORGIVE MY MOTHER!
“I do,” I affirm. “Take this man as my—”
BANG!!!
Gasps flare like fireworks.
Shrieks, screams, cries.
The crowd pushes against each other like sardines, forced to the ground by masked gunmen jabbering in Russian. Tattooed, scarred, and brash.
Jacob’s white suit turns red, inked in his own blood.
The man I’m about to marry is DEAD?!
The words melt in my throat.
I gape at the Grim Reaper of my life through the hole circling Jacob’s temple.
My world tilts, but his smirk remains firm like the one in my nightmares.
Smoke billows from his gun, giving him a foggy, lethal edge.
7ft tall, orange prison wear, with an ugly scar slashing through his left eye.
I blink twice, stumbling backwards.
It CAN’T be.
The Judge's gavel sentenced life imprisonment. His correctional unit is impregnable. Ghosts don’t come back to life.
Mom and Amanda Freeze like moonstruck idiots.
I’m not hallucinating.
The devil returned… for ME.
Eyes like suns, hairy like a beast, reeking of musk.
I remember his rough grip on my hair, the weight of him inside me, whispering nasty lines into my ears.
Flicking his tongue across his lips, he fists his crotch with a loud, guttural groan.
Rage washes through me, yet something twitches between my legs.
That tongue did bad things to me, and those lips… so help me God.
My gaze lowers to the bulge in his pants and saliva bubbles in my mouth.
What I’d do to feel full again, but the hatred tames all urges.
He rasps, deep and jagged. “Panther misses you a lot. Wanna say hi, Baby?”
He strokes his bulge for emphasis, wetness spreading through his pants.
Same vulgar son of a bitch. FUCK. CRIME. MONEY.
Tristan Alister— Capo of the Pyramid-Brothers, Mad-Bishop, and my step-father.
“Dad!” Amanda bolts, tears gushing, hugging her father like a prodigal son returned. “I swear, Delinda never let me visit you. Carlton always sided with her. I never abandoned you… Believe me.”
Tristan’s chin juts over Amanda’s hair, but his eyes never leave mine as he peppers her with kisses. “I believe you,” a shadow crosses his face. “Carlton is to blame.”
Mom blocks his way as he prowls toward me. “Touch my son, and I’ll kill you this time.”
Tristan crouches to Mom’s level, hands on his knees, with a mocking grin.
Sweat glistens on Mom's brow. “I’m not scared of you.”
“I never said you were,” Tristan chuckles, a low, dark glissando, turning Mom’s face blood-red. “Tell me, Delinda. Did you sell me out because I killed your husband….”
His attention snaps to me. “Or because I fucked your son harder than you?”
[CARLTON'S POV]"They're heading toward us." I squeeze Tristan's thigh, feeling the muscle tense under my palm. "No, they're coming for us."He moves like a snake, Glock yanked from his waistband, barrel clicked, and loaded.Tristan shifts in his seat until his massive frame blocks me completely, then rests one hand on the door handle. Ready."No." I jerk him back hard.His weight slams into me, two hundred pounds of scarred muscle crushing my chest. Hot skin. Rain-slick. The ridge of his spine digging into my sternum.My treacherous cock hardens immediately.Fuck my life.He's shirtless. Every scar, every tattoo, every thick vein running under prison-pale skin is pressed against me. I can feel his heartbeat. Fast. Ragged. Or maybe that's mine."Baby..." His voice rolls over me like whiskey and smoke.Something drums against my arms, hard and frantic. His pulse? My pulse? I can't tell anymore because I'm hugging my father's killer from behind and my body doesn't care about that fact.
[TRISTAN'S POV]The rain doesn't just fall. It attacks. It hammers the Bugatti's roof, drowns the gravel road in seconds, turns the lake beside the church into something violent and churning. The wind tears through the trees hard enough that branches crack and scatter across the ground. Everything smells like wet earth and gasoline and something metallic I can't place. Blood, maybe. Or just the storm eating through rust on the car's undercarriage.The front left tire is completely gone, deflated, fucked. I'm crouched in the mud, one knee sinking into cold sludge, breaker bar locked onto a lug nut that refuses to move. Rainwater runs into my mouth, my one good eye, blurs my vision until I can barely see the fucking bolt I'm trying to turn. My hands are numb. My shirt is soaked through, clinging to my chest and back like a second skin.I pull.Nothing."Tristan, what the fuck are you doing?!" Carlton's voice cuts through the storm like a blade.I don't look up."You forgot the pliers
[DECLAN’S POV] I nod once, fair. “Nina, please.” She shakes her head, and gestures toward my stomach. "If I'm not mistaken, that's a bullet wound." “Yes, but—” "You're being hunted," she continues. "Your father and the commissioner, those aren't people we get involved with, Dec." "Nina," Bolton snaps. "That's Declan you're talking to." "I know exactly who I'm talking to." "He helped us—" "I know what he did!" Her voice rises now, sharp as steel. "He helped us with Jayden's surgery. I haven't forgotten that." "Then—" "But that doesn't mean we throw our lives away!" She scoffs. The words hit harder than they should. I shift slightly. Pain flickers through my side. I don't react. Nina reaches into her bag, pulls out crumpled notes. "I have two thousand." She steps forward, holding it out. "Take it. Find a hotel. Somewhere else." Bolton stares at her. "You're serious?" "Yes." "Nina—" "No!" She places a hand on her belly. "You think this is a joke? You thi
[DECLAN’S POV]The food burns my tongue, but I don't slow down. Rice. Lamb. Something with spice that makes my eyes water.I shovel it in like I haven't eaten in days.Bolton watches from across the small table, arms folded, brow creased like he's waiting for me to choke."Slow down," he mutters. I ignore him. Take another mouthful.The lamb's overcooked. Doesn't matter. It's real food. The kind you sit down to eat. The kind you forget exists when you're tied to a chair in Moscow, wondering if the next hour's your last.My throat tightens.I reach for the gin, take a long drink. The burns going down. Good. I need that.Bolton shakes his head, tops me off without asking. "Easy.""Yeah."I don't mean it. “Oh man.” He sighs.The house is small. You feel it without trying: Two rooms. One narrow hallway. A sitting room that bleeds into the kitchen. Old couch with a spring poking through the cushion. Telly that probably works when it feels like it. Toys shoved into corners: plastic sold
[DECLAN'S POV]The tape on my arm pulls when I move. Each step makes it worse: adhesive ripping at skin, the burn crawling up my vein like a lit fuse. By the time I reach the corner of Bridge Street, I'm hissing through my teeth. "Ah—fuck..."I press my palm flat over the spot. The IV's gone, but the skin's still angry, bruised purple, tender as a fresh wound. My body feels like I'm wearing someone else's meat.The hospital gown flaps open at the back. Wind knifes straight against my spine. I grab the sides, hold it closed, and walk faster.I shouldn't have left.That's what they'll say. What anyone sane would say.But lying there under those lights, listening to nurses whisper, hearing boots in the hallway that moved wrong too heavy, too measured, too much like men with guns—No.I wasn't fucking staying.My side pulls again. The bandage across my stomach is tight, wrapped thick, but not enough. I feel dampness underneath, not fresh blood, not like before, but not clean either.Half
[TRISTAN'S POV]I slam the door shut and settle into the backseat of my Buggatti. No driver. No security. Just us, the night, and the tension crackling between us like a live wire.Bunny sits beside me, one thigh draped over my lap, eyes glazed with lust. He's staring like he's already drunk on me.I grip his hip, breathing ragged. "I said I want to touch you properly.""No." He shakes his head, uncertain. "That… that wasn't the plan."My jaw grinds, the ache in my cock turning unbearable. "You followed me.""No.""Don't pretend." I grab the back of his head. "Even Damon saw through it. Let's—"He tears my grip away. "Fuck?! Kiss again?! Choke me to death this time?!""We're going to die anyway." I rasp, glancing at the bulge straining my pants, then back at him. I must look pathetic. "If I'm not inside you right now, I'll die—and you'll die too, from the heartbreak of being apart. Please, Bunny. Don't take that risk."His eyes water. "I'm still sore from Moscow. I can't—""No." My vo
(TRISTAN’S POV) MINE. Grinding my molars, I propel to my feet. Pain, rage, and all the vile emotions churn inside me. I lunged for Kendrick before stopping on the spot. A loud yelp, followed by Russian profanities. Kendrick staggers back inside. Yosef limps in, blood dribbling down his templ
(CARLTON’S POV) “What did you say to him?!” Lydia's voice tears through the hallway. Her makeup is smudged from tears. And her eyes are like Yosef’s, dark and cold. “You said something to him.” The room locks onto me, and silence funnels my way. The chandelier's lights burn into my skin. And the
(CARLTON’S POV) “He’s not dead,” Damon mutters beside me. “I know,” I toss the branch away. “I wish he were.” I flex my knuckles, sighing as the tension pops out from my muscles. That log is deadweight, but my chest weighs more. My eyes are sore. I think I’ve overflooded the sea, from how bad
(CARLTON’S POV)TWO WEEKS LATER“Yeah, like that… ngh! Fuck, you motherfucker!”Damon’s high-pitched moans rattle the walls. “Shove those balls deep inside me. Tear that ass, Yosef. Fuck it like you own it.”I recoil at the thought of Damon’s voice box rupturing in his throat. Even though a part of







