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Pepa wasn’t being mean, she never was, not intentionally. She just existed in her own sparkly dimension where everyone else was… supporting cast. And Tanisha? She played her role beautifully. Watching the two of them interact was better than half the shows my streaming service tried to shove down my throat.
“Did you see the look she gave me when I recorded her?” Pepa giggled as we neared the awaiting car.
I snorted. “Heroic in the way soldiers are heroic before the grenade goes off?”
She chuckled, leaning into me. “She’s adorable, like a stressed out angry kitten.”
I made a noncommittal sound.
Adorable was a stretch, combustible was a more accurate description. Either way, it amused me. I into the car gracefully, with Pepa curling against my side.
The driver pulled away from the estate, and I took a second to enjoy the silence. Rare thing, silence. Especially for someone like me, one life in the daylight world of tech dominance, another simmering quietly in the shadows where names disappeared and numbers mattered more than morals.
Right now, I was a man going to a luncheon dinner for a new tech startup that everyone pretended was “disruptive” and “revolutionary,” even though they were basically reinventing something I’d invented eight years ago. Still, my presence mattered. Being at the top means you have to let the kids see the peak every once in a while.
The event was held at The Armitage Conservatory, one of Manhattan’s newer obsessions, an architectural showpiece. Glass walls curved in perfect arcs, reflecting the evening sky like polished steel-blue water. Lush hanging gardens draped from the ceiling in deliberate chaos, vines falling over sleek chrome beams. There were curated ponds, stone walkways, ambient lighting that made everyone look richer than they actually were.
Paparazzi clustered near the entrance like starved pigeons. My driver eased the car to a stop in front of the red-carpeted path leading up to the main atrium. When I stepped out with Pepa on my arm, both of us dressed like money had never once told us “no” cameras flashed.
People looked at Pepa first. They always did, she had that kind of face, that kind of presence, warm, golden, humming like champagne bubbles. Also because she was a social media sensation. And then they looked at me, because they remembered whose world she was orbiting.
We moved toward the entrance, greeted by the event hosts. Two founders stood near the entrance, both young, both painfully starstruck, both trying way too hard to look cool.
“Mr. Gustavo,” one of them stammered, “thank you so much for coming, we’re—”
“Overwhelmed, yes, I can see that,” I cut in, smiling politely. “Relax. I’m not here to fire you.”
They laughed, too loud, too nervous. Founders always did this. They wanted approval from the man whose company they were trying to dethrone.
Good luck.
Before I could follow them in, I heard the familiar mechanical death rattle of Tanisha’s Corolla climbing the driveway. I didn’t need to turn around, only one car made that sound in my radius. The barely-sentient machine she drove every day.
Pepa sighed dramatically. “She made it.”
“Barely,” I muttered. “It’s her job.”
I walked into the event, and the founders scrambled after me.
It could easily be assumed that I moved through rooms alone, unbothered, unguarded, reckless even. Let them think that. It fit the image. It made the tech world worship me for being humble, and the underworld underestimate me. What no one knew was that he was always watching, always present. Always close enough to act, far enough not to exist.
Even now, while founders buzzed around me like caffeinated bees and photographers tried to capture Pepa’s cheekbones, he was somewhere along the perimeter. Leaning against a column, adjusting a table, passing by with a tray he’d swapped from a server without anyone blinking.
I didn’t need to acknowledge him, we had an understanding. I breathed, he guarded. He never complained, never laughed. Not even at my ludicrous jokes. He is a shadow with loyalty stitched into his bones.
I respected the fuck out of him. He is my second in command, the shield in my silence. Huncho. People in the underground business always expected my right hand to be flashy, brutal, charismatic. They imagined some cigar-smoking cliché hovering behind me. Instead, they’d walked past Huncho ten times tonight, probably asked him for directions, maybe even brushed against him in the crowd.
I stepped deeper into the crowd, letting the guests and founders swallow me up again. They had no idea that every move I made was mirrored by a silent guardian threading through the edges of the room, ready to step forward if even a whisper of danger reached me.
CHRISTOFFI wasn’t a man who marked dates. Birthdays, holidays, anniversaries. They usually blurred into a single, unremarkable line in my mind. Sentimental milestones, those were luxuries for men with uncomplicated lives. Men with clean hands.But Pepa changed that. She made everything worth celebrating.I woke before dawn, not because of a meeting or a crisis, because my mind drifted to her. To the way she curled into my side in her sleep, stealing warmth like she owned it. To the way she laughed, bright and reckless. The way she made noise everywhere she went, on purpose, like silence offended her.God, I loved her. A dangerous kind of love, the kind that rearranged a man. I saw her in a way that nobody else does. They look at her and see the vlogger, the influencer, the woman who could smile into a camera and make half a million people think she lived on stardust.But I saw her.Her patience, loyalty, her softness beneath the theatrics, the way she believed in me so simply, so fea
TANISHAI found Pepa exactly where she always was on Thursdays at noon. Perched in Christof’s secondary office, sipping something green and expensive. She was typing furiously on her phone. Responding to hate comments I hoped.I hovered by the door like a stray cat waiting to be kicked.“Hi, Pepa,” I said, forcing a polite smile.She turned, eyes squinted, lips glossed within an inch of their lives.“Not a good time Tanisha. Is there something you need?”Yes. For starters, maybe choke on that hideous drink, or juice…whatever it was.“Umm…yes. I don’t intend to take much of your time.” I smoothened my dress.She patted the chair beside her, which was buried under coats, purses, PR packages, and one glittery scarf that looked like it would give me hives.I cleared a space and sat. “Okay. So the thing is, a couple of my friends are coming into the city. We’re…celebrating, I need to host them at a very chic restaurant, some place elegant.” I cleared my throat. “You’re the biggest and most
TANISHAChristof’s office was colder than usual, temperature-wise and spiritually. The man loved his thermostat like he loved his money. At subarctic levels. I stood in front of his desk with my tablet, rattling off his schedule for the day like a malfunctioning Siri.“…and at four-thirty, the site briefing. They asked if you’d prefer virtual or—”“Physical,” he said without looking from his computer.Of course. Let the peasants tremble in his presence.I took a breath. “Noted. That’s everything on your agenda.”He didn’t acknowledge that. Christof rarely acknowledged anything I said unless it benefited him directly. He tapped his pen twice, leaned back in his leather chair, and then—“Actually,” he said, eyes lifting to me, “there’s one more thing I need handled.”There was always “one more thing.&rd
CHRISTOFI didn’t inherit power. Not the real kind. My father was connected, low-level, old-money, the kind of man who thought having “friends in dark places” made him untouchable. But he didn’t understand the business. He didn’t understand scale. I did.I learned early that fear was fleeting, but strategy was would stand the test of time. When I stepped into the organization at twenty, it was a mess. A dozen scattered crews, old smuggling routes barely holding together, men loyal to no one, everyone pretending to be bigger than they were. My father wanted me to shadow him, observe, stay quiet.I had other plans.The first thing I did was rebuild the routes. Not the small-time stuff, no. I went for the larger veins, the arteries nobody touched because they required finesse and ruthlessness in equal measure.The military-grade weapons came later, almost by accident. A corrupt colonel owed me a favor, I cashed it in. One
Even Christof paused, brows lifting a fraction. Pepa? Requesting leftovers? In her thousand-dollar dress?She fluttered her lashes at him like she needed permission to breathe. “I’m starving,” she added brightly, “and I just adored the salmon. Didn’t you?”I pressed my lips into a fine line. What game could she be playing at? Doesn’t she ever take a break.I cleared my throat. “I don’t think they boxed anything up to—”Christof cut me a look. His usual overbearing, unspoken blue-eyed warning that said: “Do it. Now.”My mouth snapped shut so fast I nearly bit my tongue.Pepa beamed, victorious.Her hand fluttered toward the hall. “Run along, sweetheart. And make sure they drizzle that citrus glaze. I simply can’t eat it dry.”I can think of so many places to drizzle that glaze that aren’t salmon, I thought viciously, smiling like a hostage. I managed a nod and turned to ask a team of very overworked caterers if I could take the scraps of a luncheon I had no plans of attending in the f
TANISHA I was ninety percent sweat, nine percent spite, and one percent will to live. My smile had fossilized on my face hours ago. I wasn’t sure if I’d ever be able to relax my jaw again. Thank the universe, the event had finally come to an end.Christof breezed through the crowd like royalty, and I trailed behind him like a wraith. Taking notes, collecting business cards, emails, little scraps of conversations. Basically functioning as a very overqualified USB drive. Every time someone laughed too hard at something unfunny, I felt my soul trying to escape through my ears.I pressed my lips into polite curves so many times I was convinced I’d sprain a facial muscle Inside, I abhorred every microsecond of it. Every back-patting tech bro, every “circle back” conversation. Every time Pepa drifted by, smiling sweetly, weaponizing compliments like saccharine blades.My feet hurt, my brain hurt, my patience had left the chat entirely. I could have set myself on fire beside Christof and h







