LOGINCHRISTOF
Pepa wasn’t being mean, she never was, not intentionally. She just existed in her own sparkly dimension where everyone else was… supporting cast. And Tanisha? She played her role beautifully. Watching the two of them interact was better than half the shows my streaming service tried to shove down my throat.
“Did you see the look she gave me when I recorded her?” Pepa giggled as we neared the awaiting car.
I snorted. “Heroic in the way soldiers are heroic before the grenade goes off?”
She chuckled, leaning into me. “She’s adorable, like a stressed out angry kitten.”
I made a noncommittal sound.
Adorable was a stretch, combustible was a more accurate description. Either way, it amused me. I into the car gracefully, with Pepa curling against my side.
The driver pulled away from the estate, and I took a second to enjoy the silence. Rare thing, silence. Especially for someone like me, one life in the daylight world of tech dominance, another simmering quietly in the shadows where names disappeared and numbers mattered more than morals.
Right now, I was a man going to a luncheon dinner for a new tech startup that everyone pretended was “disruptive” and “revolutionary,” even though they were basically reinventing something I’d invented eight years ago. Still, my presence mattered. Being at the top means you have to let the kids see the peak every once in a while.
The event was held at The Armitage Conservatory, one of Manhattan’s newer obsessions, an architectural showpiece. Glass walls curved in perfect arcs, reflecting the evening sky like polished steel-blue water. Lush hanging gardens draped from the ceiling in deliberate chaos, vines falling over sleek chrome beams. There were curated ponds, stone walkways, ambient lighting that made everyone look richer than they actually were.
Paparazzi clustered near the entrance like starved pigeons. My driver eased the car to a stop in front of the red-carpeted path leading up to the main atrium. When I stepped out with Pepa on my arm, both of us dressed like money had never once told us “no” cameras flashed.
People looked at Pepa first. They always did, she had that kind of face, that kind of presence, warm, golden, humming like champagne bubbles. Also because she was a social media sensation. And then they looked at me, because they remembered whose world she was orbiting.
We moved toward the entrance, greeted by the event hosts. Two founders stood near the entrance, both young, both painfully starstruck, both trying way too hard to look cool.
“Mr. Gustavo,” one of them stammered, “thank you so much for coming, we’re—”
“Overwhelmed, yes, I can see that,” I cut in, smiling politely. “Relax. I’m not here to fire you.”
They laughed, too loud, too nervous. Founders always did this. They wanted approval from the man whose company they were trying to dethrone.
Good luck.
Before I could follow them in, I heard the familiar mechanical death rattle of Tanisha’s Corolla climbing the driveway. I didn’t need to turn around, only one car made that sound in my radius. The barely-sentient machine she drove every day.
Pepa sighed dramatically. “She made it.”
“Barely,” I muttered. “It’s her job.”
I walked into the event, and the founders scrambled after me.
It could easily be assumed that I moved through rooms alone, unbothered, unguarded, reckless even. Let them think that. It fit the image. It made the tech world worship me for being humble, and the underworld underestimate me. What no one knew was that he was always watching, always present. Always close enough to act, far enough not to exist.
Even now, while founders buzzed around me like caffeinated bees and photographers tried to capture Pepa’s cheekbones, he was somewhere along the perimeter. Leaning against a column, adjusting a table, passing by with a tray he’d swapped from a server without anyone blinking.
I didn’t need to acknowledge him, we had an understanding. I breathed, he guarded. He never complained, never laughed. Not even at my ludicrous jokes. He is a shadow with loyalty stitched into his bones.
I respected the fuck out of him. He is my second in command, the shield in my silence. Huncho. People in the underground business always expected my right hand to be flashy, brutal, charismatic. They imagined some cigar-smoking cliché hovering behind me. Instead, they’d walked past Huncho ten times tonight, probably asked him for directions, maybe even brushed against him in the crowd.
I stepped deeper into the crowd, letting the guests and founders swallow me up again. They had no idea that every move I made was mirrored by a silent guardian threading through the edges of the room, ready to step forward if even a whisper of danger reached me.
CHRISTOFFor five hours, the sheer volume of the workload had done exactly what I needed it to do. It forced my head down. Between the acquisition meeting dragging well past its deadline, a chaotic software deployment failure that required me to personally intercede, and three separate department heads trying to pass off the exact same operational blunder under different names, I hadn’t had a single second to look up.The steady pressure of responsibility had dragged my attention away from Pepa whether I wanted it there or not.But as the final department head backed out of the office and the door shut behind him, the silence in the room returned. The adrenaline cleared out, and the exhaustion hit me all at once. I’d been running on caffeine all morning, now the hollow ache in my stomach had become impossible to ignore.I dropped my pen. It hit the desk with a dull roll before stopping against the phone base.Leaning back, I felt the muscles across my shoulder blades knot tight, then
TANISHAWhen I pulled into the estate this morning, a white Range Rover was sitting right in front of the main steps with its trunk gaping open.Two of the house keepers were scurrying back and forth through the double doors, heavy leather bags clutched between them. I slowed to a crawl as I approached, watching one massive suitcase disappear into the trunk. Then another. Then a third. My brows pulled together. My first thought was that Pepa was going on a vacation. But then, these weren’t the kind of trunks you pack for a trip. They were the kind of trunks you pack when you don't intend on coming back for a season.I turned off the engine and got out. The morning air still carried some of the night’s coolness, but the sun was already hitting the driveway, forcing me to squint as I grabbed my bag.The heavy front door swung wide, and Pepa stepped outside.I paused by my car. For a second, I almost didn't recognize her. Pepa never looked unpolished, but this morning, she did. Her face
CHRISTOFMy throat felt raw, like I’d spent the night inhaling smoke.I lay there staring at the ceiling, waiting for the dull throb behind my eyes to fade. Five glasses of scotch was a stupid, amateur move, and my body was making sure I felt every single one of them.The bedroom was dark, the heavy curtains blocking out everything but a flat, gray slit of morning light. I reached out, my hand hitting the empty, cold linen on the other side of the mattress.I sat up so fast, the room lurched.“Shit.”The word tore out of my dry throat. I swung my legs out, my feet hitting the bare wood, and yanked my robe off the chair. I didn't even bother tying the belt right, just hauled the bedroom door open and walked out.The upstairs hallway was dead quiet, except for the distant, muffled whine of a vacuum cleaner somewhere down on the first floor. Pale streaks of sun cut across the floorboards from the high windows, showing all the dust floating in the air.I went straight to the guest room at
TANISHA“Thank you?”The words leaked leaked from my mouth, spraying a tiny speck of white foam onto the dark wooden frame of the bathroom mirror.I froze, the toothbrush still wedged against my back molars. I stared at my reflection, then down at the plastic handle in my grip, then back at my eyes in the glass.“Thank you?”I spat into the porcelain bowl, rinsed my mouth with cold water, and gripped the edges of the vanity. The marble felt freezing against my palms.The appalling memory from Christof’s driveway had been jeering at me all through the drive home. The way his throat had moved right before he spoke. The heavy, unnatural hesitation. The absolute wrongness of the expression on his face when the words finally broke loose: I’m sorry.My eyes squeezed shut.“Thank you,” I muttered to the empty basin. I had fucking thanked him. For what exactly? For minimizing me?The mortification I felt was relentless, hot flush behind my ears. Of all the responses available to me—after week
CHRISTOFAs I started up the stairs, the sharp, medicinal burn of peat and aged wood drifted through the foyer.My hand stayed on the banister. The scent was coming from the bar tucked under the curve of the staircase. I craned my neck over the banister and saw Pepa sitting there alone on a stool. She had a crystal glass between her fingers, and the ice inside had melted enough to water down the liquor.She hadn't just poured it.I looked at the glass, then at her. Pepa drank wine and champagne. She liked expensive bottles that came with a sommelier's recommendation. Scotch was different. She only drank it on bad days.My shoulders tensed. I let go of the banister and walked toward the bar, my shoes clicking against the marble floor.She looked up when I got close. She didn't smile. Instead, she let out a short, hollow laugh.“Hey,” I said.“Hey.”I pulled out the stool next to hers and sat down. “What are we drinking?”She lifted her glass. “Apparently scotch.”“Apparently?”“It tast
CHRISTOFThe pistachio-crusted sea bass had been a success. The lunch had been a disaster.Maybe not a disaster, but ineffective. I sat low in the back seat of the car, one arm propped heavily against the door panel, watching the faint reflection of Tanisha’s profile in the dark tint of the windshield. She was in the front passenger seat, the same square of space she occupied every morning and evening.Usually the drive back to the estate involved some form of work. A schedule adjustment. A reminder about an upcoming meeting. A problem requiring my attention before the following morning. Today, she had emptied her arsenal of work topics before the front tyres of the vehicle even cleared Midtown.Now, she just sat. Her palms rested flat on her knees. Her gaze was locked dead ahead on the road, even more focused than the driver.I forced myself to look away from her reflection, focused on the blur of the passing trees, and then found my eyes dragging right back to her silhouette two mi
TANISHAThe car slowed as we approached the estate gates, the headlights sweeping briefly across the walls before the guards opened up without delay.I shifted slightly in my seat, adjusting the strap of my bag where it rested against my shoulder. Nothing about the drive back had been unusual.Chri
TANISHAEverything sounded too loud. The ticking of the clock, the faint hum of the air system. The occasional movement from somewhere down the hall that didn’t concern me but still managed to reach me anyway.Roman had been in Christof’s office for exactly fifteen minutes. Fifteen minutes which ha
CHRISTOFThere had been a fraction of a delay before she spoke. Almost imperceptible.“Mr. Thorn is here to see you.”Roman does not come here. Not to this building, not to this version of my operations. We meet where nothing is recorded, where no one asks who walked in or out. That has always been
TANISHAI’d successfully gone through the day without incident. Most of the office had thinned out. Conversations were shorter, footsteps less frequent. I was seated at my desk, going through some documents again when the reception line lit up.I stared at it and sighed before answering.“Yes?”“Ms







