Today I will jog early in the morning. I feel like I’ve been eating and slouching too much that my fats are about to show up anytime soon.
I wore a mid-riff racerback and leggings. I tied my hair in a high ponytail as I faced myself in the mirror. My eyes went back to my body. I’m not curvy. I’m not slim either. I look average. There’s nothing I can flaunt to guys other than my legs. But why would I flaunt my legs anyway?
I shook my head and decided to clear my mind for this. I needed to run to clear my mind.
I tied my iPod Nano on my right upper arm and plugged my earphones on. I put on my Nikes and went out of the room.
For my first week in this place, I’ve noticed people biking and jogging by the shoreline. I heard
I turned off the airplane mode of my phone for the first time in weeks. As I opened it, hundreds of messages came along. From Dad, from Aunt Miranda and from Kino. All of them are asking my whereabouts and on why I am not responding to their texts. Luckily, Kino was the only smart one out of them to reach me through the email.I walked towards my closet and changed into a yellow sundress. I’m going to the spa for massage this afternoon. This is my first time going to a real spa because I was always grounded in the house all of my life.“Good afternoon, Miss Sloane! Looks like you’re ready to go again?” Heart greeted me by the reception.I smiled and nodded. “Yes.”“Well, have fun, Miss Sloane.” She cheered
Nero leaned his forehead on mine. He’s breathing heavily and his eyes are closed. It’s as if kissing me drained and sucked all of the oxygen in him.“You can’t avoid me now, Miss Sloane.” He repeated as he caressed my cheek.I bit my lip and looked away. Now, I won’t be able to stop anything that’s starting to grow inside me. He’s made me crazy for him.But above all, that was my first kiss. I haven’t kissed anyone in my whole life. Not the way Nero kissed me. How will I be able to kiss someone else again when he’s already set that damn standard high up in the pedestal?“Hey,” he called me and lifted my chin to face him. “I’m sorry. Did I freak you out?” he a
After eating breakfast, Nero waited for me to change into appropriate attire before going out of the room. He made me change three times. First, he didn’t like that I wore bikini. Second, he didn’t like the shortness of the skirt. Third, he didn’t like how revealing the neckline was.On the fourth try, he approved. I wore a gray rash guard and a pair of mid-thigh length board shorts. I was glaring at him the whole time but he just wouldn’t budge. He’s so strict with the dress code.I don’t even know why he doesn’t want me to wear bikini. It’s appropriate for the place and for the ambience. Anyone can even skinny dip here and it’s going to be fine because it’s a beach.I was mumbling words under my breath as we went inside the lift. He&rsqu
Nero followed me until I reached one of the sun loungers on the beach side. A lot of tourists are having fun in some of the loungers but we had enough for us. I sat on the lounger and bit my lip.No, Kinsella. He said he wanted you. He said he liked you. He didn’t say he wanted to be with you. He called you baby several times but that’s because he’s a flirt and he’s flirting with you.That was what I was thinking when I reached the loungers. Nero sat beside me and made me face him. He looked at me worried. “Hey, is something wrong?” He asked.I shut my eyes. “Nothing.” I replied. No, more like I lied.Nero frowned in front of
I’ve spent the whole week with Nero. It was fun to be with him. He also taught me to surf and I think I’m getting better and better every day. As for Lucy, she’s so civil in front of me. Well, it’s not like I want to be close to her anyway. She likes Nero but he likes me. The situation’s a bit fouled up.Today, I am headed off towards the beach again. Nero said he’ll be busy but I didn’t bother asking about what would keep him occupied today. Maybe I’d see him by the shore since he’s a surd instructor.I decided to just chill under the heat of the sun to pass time. Besides, being alone sometimes helps me think things through. I’ve made some friends around, like Greg and Leslie, who, apparently are also staying in the hotel for a vacation. They’re with their other close friends.“You’ve been here for a month now?” I asked as Leslie sat down beside the lounger that I am in.
I couldn’t recognize if these are tears or if the wetness of my face are from the foam party. I walked towards the hotel, straight to my room.The pain is etched in my chest, like it doesn’t have plans on leaving me alone. The more I close my eyes, the more it keeps replaying inside my head. The way he wraps his arms around her and the way she welcomed his mouth in hers. Tears brimmed in the corners of my eyes as I sat on the floor.This is what I get for trusting people too much. This is all my fault. I let him get through me and now, I’m played, I’m down and I’m broken. Stupid.I shook my head as I laughed weakly at myself. Stupid Kinsella, this is what happens when you trust people. This is what you get for trusting in sweet words. I gulped and pulled myself up. I have more than a month left to enjoy this vacation. I shouldn’t be affected with these kinds. I’m going to leave soon. I can even cut this
I slumped on my swivel chair. I have been to three meetings this morning and I needed to go to another two more in the afternoon. Our whole company had been busy with the finishing of the latest project regarding the construction of the newest hospital in downtown.“Miss Sloane, am I going to ask the cafeteria to deliver your lunch here?” Gene, my secretary asked me through the intercom.“Yes, please. Thank you, Gene.” I replied before leaning my head on the head rest of my swivel.I shut my eyes and tried to sleep. These days have been so torturous to me. With all of the projects lined up, I lost a huge amount of sleep attending never-ending meetings with never-ending revisions.I can’t help but think about Hermosa Beach. That place gave me relaxation. That place gave me serenity. I want to go back but I can’t seem to make myself come back. The pain coupled with the images of how his blue eyes stared into my soul is go
Dad talked to me about getting that deal done when I come back. I’ll be off to Hermosa Beach in two hours and he’s been telling me to seal the deal for our company’s future. Alright, too much for being so submissive with Mr. Pines’ and Kino’s suggestions.“Do you have all the things needed?” Aunt Miranda asked me as she eyed my baggage.I nodded and slung my bag on my shoulders. “I have everything, Aunt. I’ll be back in a week.” I smiled.She nodded and planted a kiss on my cheek. She always seemed so bothered whenever I get out of this house. Even going to work bothers her so much. Sometimes I think she even wants me to take her to everywhere I will go just to calm her heart.“You take care.” She told me and pulled me in a tight hug.I chuckled and hugged her back. “It’s just a week, Aunt Miranda.” I teased.She looked at me and with tearful eyes. She