MIRACLE POV
It was easier than I thought. I just had to image a wall rising in my mind to block all my thoughts from going in Cain’s head.
I am glad I learned it. I should have learnt it even more earlier.
Now, I can think about whatever I want without the fear that he is going to hear my mind.
Sighing, I stare at the ceiling of my room in utter darkness.
Cain has done something so unforgivable to me, that I don’t think I will ever be able to look at him the same way again.
It was okay as long as he was hurting me but he let my brother die when he could have saved him…
Raising my hand, I rub at my temples when a familiar scent whizzes past my room.
Olivia.
He really has to do it right now?
A lump forms in my throat, a bitter taste invading my mouth.
After pushing me into an abyss, he wants to get out of it by the help of Olivia. He is just using her to get over thingsMIRACLE POVThere is something special about seeing someone’s memories. It’s something personal and when someone lets you in voluntarily, it’s precious.I know why he is doing this but I don’t care about the reason anymore.He grips my hand and I close my eyes, the surroundings beginning to disappear for a moment. It’s like I step out of my body and step in his.Suddenly, I am sitting on a tree by a cliff. My eyes are fixed at the sky when I hear commotion somewhere far.I snap my head in that direction and see two wolves, one of them quite identical. A white wolf with blue eyes and a brown Alpha Wolf.Mathew Cullen and Miracle far away from their territory and border.I watch them from afar, it’s clear that they are talking through their mindlink.While they are talking, my eyes notice rogues approaching from the other side of the mountain which leads down the canyon.
MIRACLE POV It’s like I am falling rapidly. Falling down and down. My heart races faster when I realize I am going to hit the ground soon and my bones are going to be smashed down, broken into pieces. Gasping for air, I wake up in the morning. I am panting. I don’t see Matthew in my dreams anymore, but I see some strange dreams. In my dream today, I was just falling without ever hitting the ground. It was like I was floating in the air waiting for the pain to come and claim me so this anxious feeling could go away. I look down at my clothes which are soaking with sweat. I feel unexplainably hot. I won’t be surprised if I have fever too even if werewolves rarely get sick. Gulping, I get up from the bed and move toward the washroom. Inside the washroom, I strip and turn on the shower. My mind is blank because I don’t want to think. I don’t want to think about anything. Heat radiates off my body ma
CAIN POV“ Everything is too calm, Alpha. ” Xavier speaks, from across the table and pushes his hair back.Today, we buried ten of our pack members. Elijah’s puppet creatures killed them when they crossed the border.And now, everything is too calm. Werewolves have a pattern when they attack each other’s packs. They attack and if they retreat, they attack again.Retreat. Attack again. Retreat. Attack again.This sequence repeats for rogues usually, but Elijah seems to have changed and turned into something else.After they retreated, instead of taking another route and coming back to attack, they have disappeared completely.This makes me feel like this fight is not going to be fair. Elijah has an advantage here. I don’t where he is, what he is thinking or what he is going to do now.I have no idea about anything.This pushes me to be on the edge all the time. Anytime now, h
MIRACLE POVHe is so weird sometimes that it makes my heart beat fast without the influence of this mate bond.I run away from his office and stop only when I am in the safety of my own room’s walls.The situation just now was so awkward. All I had to do was to tell him that it hurts and he helped me without asking questions or passing any nasty remarks.This was so strange.For a moment, I thought I saw some other emotion flickering in his eyes. Some emotion other than disgust or hate.My heart is thumping against my ribcage violently, not ready to let me breath in relief. My hand still tingles with the warmth of his own.While I am thinking all of this, a sharp pain hits my head and lower abdomen again.I think it’s going to hurt continuously on this day. I am not going to ask for his help again. I can’t keep trying my luck, hoping he will help me every time.A wave of heat hits my bo
MIRACLE POV“ Shhh…Don’t say anything. No matter what happens don’t say anything, okay? ” He whispers to me, my eyes drawn to his.“ Okay. ” I nod my head after a moment, realizing he doesn’t want to hear my voice.His silver gray eyes switch color to the glowing red, making me gulp.His thumb which was circling the shell of my ear, travels lower and starts drawing circles on the base of my neck.I don’t know what he is thinking or feeling right now, but I know it’s nothing good.Just as I am thinking about him, he leans in and presses his lips against mine. My body jolts up, pressing against his as the heat takes control of all my reactions and instincts.His left hand goes on my nape holding my head in place as his lips stay unmoving for a while, before he starts moving his lips hungrily against mine.His teeth nibble on my upper lip, soothing the a
CAIN POVI stare at her back, the time slipping past us like it never existed in the first place.I am unable to look away from her. Earlier when she caressed my cheek, I saw some unique emotion swirling in her eyes. It was a familiar emotion.She looked at me the way she used to do a long – long time ago. She called that look, her love for me.How was it possible that she never changed when I did? I am someone else now, but she is the exact same.This reminds me…she fooled me with that look in the previous life.I believed her eyes. I believed the emotions in them.But, it was all a lie.Averting my eyes away, I stare up at the ceiling instead of her back.Darkness surrounds me. It’s everywhere. Outside. Inside. Everywhere.‘ He is so Handsome. Ethereal. Complete. Perfect. Responsible.And I ruined his heart by doing what I did to him. ’She thought th
MIRACLE POVHis red glowing eyes narrow down in a glare, making me step back from him.I can’t help but be a little cautious of him because he is unpredictable.It’s impossible for me to know what’s going through his mind.“ I am sorry. ” I whisper to him in a small tone and pull my hand back.His wolf’s hair are so soft. I was just starting to like petting a wolf which is weird, but I guess I can’t do it now anyway.Nibbling on my lower lip, I look down at my feet. My heart is drumming in my ears, because I know Cain gets angry easily and if I have managed to anger him again, it will be like fuel added to his hate.I don’t want him to hate me.I am thinking all of this before I realize that my mind block is not up. I cringe, lifting my head to find Cain’s wolf still glaring at me.He steps forward and I stumble on my feet, falling down on my butt.“ Ouch
MIRACLE POVHe grabs my waist and pulls me near before his lips crash on mine.He sucks on my lips hard, making me moan in his mouth. Pulling me even more closer, he kisses me harder, taking my breath away for a moment.Kissing him is like jumping in a sea of fire without any protection. It’s going to burn me alive, but I can’t get away from this now.His tongue dives in my mouth, making me lose my sane mind and let him do as he pleases.His palms reach low and squeeze my butt cheeks, making me moan in his mouth for the nth time.It’s not necessary and my life does not depend on it. My mind is screaming this over and over again, but my heart has another opinion.I want him right now. Like my life depends upon having him take me in all the way he likes.He pats my right butt cheek and picks me up, my legs wrapping around his torso, all the while he kisses me deeply.My arms wrap around h