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By dawn, the Council would give Senna Vaelkarn one choice. Marry the man who killed her brother, or watch her father hang for treason.
She didn't know it yet. She was busy breaking her hand on his face.
The face was carved into a training dummy. The hand was real.
Fists only. Never claws, never the wolf, not on this day. The wolf wanted his throat, not his likeness, and Senna did not trust herself to give it either.
It was the fifth of Ashfall. Five years to the day since Varek Rhoswyn killed Emeric, and she had marked every one of them the same way. She drove her fist into the seam where a jaw would be. The wood didn't crack. It never cracked. Her knuckles split at the second joint, right on schedule, as if her body had learned the anniversary better than her calendar had.
Sweat ran down her spine. Her hair, pale gold and wavy and stubborn, was braided so tight it ached and pinned flat so no one could grab a fistful of it in a fight. Loose strands stuck damp to her neck. Under her skin the wolf paced, grey and restless, scenting the air for a man three mountain passes away.
Somewhere under that wood grain, five years ago, her brother had been laughing at something stupid she'd said. Thirty minutes later, the Rhoswyn raiders came over the eastern ridge.
She hit the dummy again, harder, before the memory could get any further.
Pine smoke and worry reached her before his voice did. She would have known the wolf in Dain anywhere.
"You're going to break your hand again." Dain leaned in the doorway of the training yard, arms crossed.
"Good."
"The Council sent a letter. Black wax, the mountain sigil." His voice dropped, the way it did when he meant something instead of needling her. "Your father read it twice. Then he cleared the hall."
That stopped her fist an inch from the wood.
Nobody wasted the Council's black seal on a routine letter. Nobody cleared a hall for good news.
"Sen." Dain pushed off the doorframe. "Whatever it is, I'm coming with you."
"You don't even know what it is."
"A black seal and a cleared hall. It's bad, and it's Rhoswyn. It's always Rhoswyn." His mouth twitched. "Somebody has to stop you killing him in front of witnesses."
She tore off her wraps and went.
Her father stood alone at the head of the hall with the letter open on the table in front of him. He didn't touch it. That told her more than the letter could have.
"Sit," he said.
"I'll stand."
"Senna."
She sat. The hall smelled of cold ash and her father's fear.
Lord Kester Vaelkarn was not a man who paced. He was pacing now, three steps to the window and three steps back, boots scraping a line into stone his own father had worn thin. Twice his eyes went to the letter and slid away again, a half second too fast.
She noticed. She filed it. She had no idea yet what to file it under.
"The Council has charged me with treason," he said.
The words went through her like cold iron. Her claws came out before she told them to. They bit into the edge of the table and drew four pale lines through three hundred years of wax. The wolf under her ribs went still, the way it did before a kill.
"Sheathe them," her father said quietly. He did not look at the gouges.
She did. It took two tries.
"Treason against the Council's peace. They say blood has been spilled over the border these five years, Rhoswyn blood, and they say the hand behind it was mine."
"Was it?"
"No."
He met her eyes when he said it. She believed him. She believed him almost all the way.
"There is one way they will set the charge aside." His voice thinned. "A binding. House Vaelkarn joined to House Rhoswyn, by marriage. You leave for Cairnhold at dawn. They are sending their heir as well."
Her chest went cold. She had built her entire life around never standing in the same room as Varek Rhoswyn again.
"You want me to marry him."
"I am asking. I will not order it."
"Not after what he did to Emeric." Her voice shook. She stood so fast the chair scraped back and nearly went over. "How can you ask me that?"
"Because I buried your brother." His voice cracked on it, barely, but enough that she heard the man underneath the Lord. "And if you refuse, I hang at the next Ashfall, and the Council sends soldiers to finish what the rope starts. It won't stop at one funeral."
He crossed the hall and took both her hands, the way he used to when she was small enough to let him. His grip was steadier than his voice.
"Go to Cairnhold. Survive whatever they've planned. That's all I'm asking."
She looked down at her knuckles, raw and swelling. Five years of grief with nowhere left to put it.
Then she looked at her father's face, grey and aged ten years in a morning, and she said the only word that would keep him alive. The wolf in her howled against it, one long grief-torn note that nobody else could hear.
"Yes."
Varek felt her fear before the shouting started.He had been lying on top of the blankets in room nine with his boots on, staring at the ceiling. The connecting door stood shut. He had not touched it all night. Then something cold and sharp turned over behind his ribs. It was not his own. It was a stranger's panic, folded small and tight, and it pulled him up off the bed like a hand in his collar.He was on the service stair before he'd finished thinking about it.A scullion stood frozen in the passage with a dishcloth in her fist. She pointed at an iron-banded door hanging off its hinges. Varek went through it.Senna stood in the middle of the steward's office with her back rigid and her bandaged hand clamped against her ribs. Her face had gone the color of ash. Dain hovered in the doorway, wrecked. And behind the desk, upright in his chair, sat a dead man with a black bolt through his heart.Her eyes found Varek's. They were wide and bright and f
Dain wouldn't look at her.He sat on the windowsill of the Vaelkarn guest hall with a whetstone in one hand and a short blade in the other. He drew the stone down the steel. Drew it again. The blade had been sharp an hour ago. It was sharper now than it had any reason to be.Pine smoke filled the room, and under it a sour edge she knew from her father's hall. Fear.Grey dawn pressed against the glass. Behind him the three guards who had come up from Vaelkarn Hold slept on their cots in a row, boots on, mouths open. A bell had rung at first light. Nobody would leave Cairnhold until the Examiner was finished. Nobody had slept much anyway."You look terrible," Dain said to the blade."I haven't slept.""You look terrible and engaged." His mouth twitched. "It's a good look on you. It goes with the bruises."Any other morning she'd have thrown a boot at him. She stood in the doorway with her back against the frame and her bandaged hand pre
The cold room under the Council wing smelled like a lake in winter.Varek stood among the slabs with his breath smoking in front of him. The cellar had been cut into the root of the mountain, a vaulted tunnel of black stone where Cairnhold kept its dead until their Houses came to collect them. Four slabs. Four sheets, stiff with rime. An orderly slept upright on a stool by the door, chin on his chest.Nobody had told Varek to come here. Nobody had told him not to. He had walked out of the Archive Room, passed the stair to his own bed and kept going down.He lifted the nearest sheet.The boy under it had freckles. They stood out like spilled pepper against skin gone the color of tallow. A bolt had taken him high in the shoulder. From the wound, ice had spread across the chest in fine branching lines, as if someone had pressed a frozen river against his ribs and let it set. His hands lay open at his sides.Joren Reeve. Nineteen.Varek had been nineteen on the eastern ridge. He had stopp
Four guards were dead and the Council wanted to talk about paper.Senna sat at the long table in the Archive Room with her right hand wrapped in wet linen. The frost had climbed to her wrist before the healer cut it away. Her fingers felt borrowed. She flexed them under the table and got pins and needles to the bone.The room smelled of beeswax and old charters. Rolled parchment crowded the shelves to the ceiling. The lamp hissed. Somewhere below, a door banged and a man shouted a name that nobody answered.Across from her, Varek Rhoswyn hadn't changed his shirt. The torn shoulder hung open. A scab ran dark along his collarbone where something had grazed him. He sat very still, the way a man sits when he has decided not to look at someone.She hadn't looked at him either. She was doing a poor job of it. Her eyes kept landing on that scab, then on the line of his throat above it, and she hated them for it.Someone had put a mark on him, and the wolf under her ribs took it personally. S
Varek was already moving before the second toll of the alarm finished ringing, the wolf surging up under his skin so fast the seams of his shirt tore at the shoulder.Senna didn't slow him down. She was already three steps ahead of him in the corridor, bare feet silent on stone, and neither of them said a word about the fact that they were running toward the danger together instead of away from each other in opposite directions like sense would have suggested.The stairwell emptied into a knot of Council staff running the other way, robes and lanterns and one elder shouting orders nobody was listening to. Varek shouldered past without slowing. Somewhere below them another window went, glass raining down three floors in a sound like ice breaking on a lake. He caught Senna's arm once, on the last landing, when she nearly went down over someone's dropped lantern, and neither of them said anything about how naturally his hand found her elbow before either of them had decided to let it.Th
Senna didn't remember deciding to open the door. The wolf under her ribs had decided first. Her hand was already on the latch, and then Varek Rhoswyn was standing in the gap between their rooms, close enough that she could see the exact shade his eyes went when the wolf in him was awake and watching.Neither of them stepped back.The corridor behind him was empty. Whatever chaperone the Council had assigned to keep two fated wolves from doing exactly this had apparently decided a locked door was precaution enough, and forgotten that neither of them had ever needed a door half as much as everyone kept assuming."This is a mistake," she said."Probably." He didn't move either. "Doesn't seem to be stopping either of us."Up close, he didn't look like the boy who'd run that raid five years ago. He looked tired in a way that had nothing to do with the hour, shadows under his eyes like a man who hadn't slept well since long before tonight. She hated that some small ugly part of her noticed







