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I wake to the sound of an engine, the low thrum of wheels grinding over tarmac. My head throbs, my mouth is dry, and my nose burns with the sting of scent-blocking chemicals. A coarse sack scratches against my face, and I realise there’s a bag over my head. I try to move, but my wrists are bound behind my back, the cuffs biting into raw skin. My ankles are tied too. When I shift, my body collides with something warm and soft. Fuck. What is that? I prod with my fingers as much as I can and realise it’s another body. Hopefully the fact that it’s warm means it’s not a dead one.
I can’t smell anything through the chemical reek. I have no idea who’s with me, but I think there are at least two others. Shapes press against me as the van jolts. My stomach lurches, but I force myself to breathe quietly, shallowly. I need to stay calm. I need to think.
Male voices drift from the front of the van, muffled but clear enough to catch snippets of conversation.
“She’s supposed to be resistant to suppressants,” one says. “The white wolf’s blood burns through anything.”
“Yeah, but none of the ones we’ve captured have. So, either we’ve not found her yet, or the stories are bullshit,” another replies.
A third voice laughs. “Doesn’t matter. The boss wants them all. We’ll know soon enough when the drugs wear off.”
I shut my eyes tighter beneath the sack. I can’t give myself away. If they realise the suppressants aren’t working anymore, I’m done. I force my breathing to stay even and slow. The smell of wolfsbane clings to the air, mixed with human sweat and oil. Every bump in the road sends pain up my spine, but I stay limp.
Hours pass before the vehicle swerves suddenly off the road, bumping over uneven ground. We’re thrown around, slamming into each other and the metal sides. It hurts like hell, but I have to stay limp, don’t react, don’t react, don’t react!
Finally, the van jerks to a stop. Doors slam. Footsteps. A burst of cold air floods in as the rear doors open. I listen, straining my ears. If I can’t see or smell, I need to use what’s left. Birds. Wind through leaves. No traffic, no city sounds. Shit. We’re in the middle of nowhere.
Rough hands grab me, hauling me up. I’m slung over someone’s shoulder, their shoulder digging painfully into my stomach. The jarring rhythm of their stride thuds through my ribs as we move. The sound shifts—echoes, stone, the scrape of boots on stairs. We climb, then descend again. The faint flicker of light filters through the fabric. Torches. Underground. Perfect.
They drop me hard onto a cold, damp floor. Pain shoots down my arms where the cuffs bite, and through my hip where I landed. I grit my teeth, forcing myself not to make a sound. I can hear chains rattling, muffled cries, shallow breaths. There are at least half a dozen fast heartbeats nearby. Other prisoners I’m guessing.
Rough hands unlock the cuffs on my ankles. My head is seized, and I hastily close my eyes as the hood is ripped away. The gag stays on, but the air tastes marginally cleaner. The bite of something cold closes around my neck. I panic, but refrain from reacting instinctively. It’s fastened tight before I can even think. The metal burns my skin—silver, its, heavy, and it’s a fucking collar.
Footsteps retreat, a door slams, and a key turns in the lock. I lie still. No idea if I’m being watched. There’s another heartbeat across the room, maybe three metres away. I’ll have to wait and see how the others react when the drugs wear off.
Time crawls. Then, there’s a low groan to my right. The other person is waking. Shuffling. Breathing quickens. Panic. I give it another few minutes and start to move, mimicking the sound of someone just coming to.
Chains scrape. A muffled cough. I sniff faintly and catch something familiar—Corrine. Fuck. They got us both. I don’t know if that’s good or bad. Edwardo had mentioned this could be the next step if we got nowhere, using me as bait, but I thought there’d be backup plans. An extraction. Something. I know my tattoo will alert them to my location, but I still feel utterly cut off and alone. This may have been a possible eventual plan, but it wasn’t the plan on this op.
My arms burn in their sockets, my shoulders screaming from the strain. I can’t sit up, chained the way I am. All I can see is the edge of a filthy floor and part of the door.
Footsteps echo closer. Two sets. Heavy. Men. The key scrapes in the lock. The door squeals open and two guards enter. They are massive, ragged, feral-looking. Tattoos wind across their arms and necks, crude symbols like gang signs. Fuck!. I don’t move. But Corrine whimpers as they they grab her. Her muffled cries fade as they drag her away. I twist, but the cuffs bite into my skin, drawing a hiss of pain.
Before long there’s a distant sound; a scream. Corrine. It echoes through the ceiling from above me. Its quiet, but very definitely still audible. My stomach churns, but after its followed up by another, and another, for what feels like hours, I have to wall up my feelings inside, a box or I’m not going to survive this.
When they bring her back, she’s broken. Unconscious. Bloody. They drag her back to the wall. They chain her by collar and her hands. her beautiful face barely recognisable. And I feel like I’m going to be sick.
A hand clamps on my arm. “Your turn,” one of them grunts. The chains clatter as I’m dragged up. My legs barely hold me, my arms burning, shoulders raw. My head spins from blood loss or the drugs, I can’t tell which.
They haul me upstairs fast, my bare feet slipping on the slick stone. Somewhere along the way I lost my heels. The torches flicker along the stairwell, and then we emerge into a large chamber. The air tastes old—dust, smoke, blood.
It’s a hall. Faded marks on the floor show where rugs once lay. Firelight flickers across the high ceiling. At the far end, a row of chairs lines the wall, all occupied. Wolves. Rogues. Every one of them massive.
The sight that chills me most is the single chair in the centre of the room, surrounded by chains. They drag me to it, force me down. Shackles clamp over my ankles, then my wrists. My arms scream as blood rushes back into them. The gag is yanked away, and I cough.
“Name,” a man orders. His voice is deep, rough, commanding. He’s leaning against the fireplace—tall, scarred, terrifying. One eye bifurcated with a jagged scar that runs from temple to mouth. Both eyes are black pits of violence. Suddenly my head snaps to the side, and a second later pain explodes across my face, as I register the man beside me has juct back handed me across the face.
“Name.” the large man growls again.
“Zoe Lancaster,” I whisper, forcing my voice to shake and not to snarl back at him.
“What do you know of the white wolf?”
“N-nothing,” I stammer.
Pain explodes through my stomach as the man beside me punches me hard enough to steal my breath. The questioning continues—who I am, what do I know, where is the white wolf. Every answer earns me another blow. I focus on my breathing, on the thin thread of my mind. I can’t reach Zanthe, but I still try to push the pain down the bond. Whether she feels it or not, I don’t know—but it helps. I scream when I need to, to sell the act, but I don’t break.
Time dissolves. When the final blow comes—hard, to my jaw—my head snaps sideways, vision swimming. I force myself to go limp. They think I’m unconscious, and to be honest I’m holding on by a thread. They haul me up under the arms, dragging me down flight after flight, my ribs grinding with each breath. My toes hit each step as they go, pain sparking through my broken body.
Back in the cell, they chain me the same way as Corrin, my hands either side of me attached by cuffs to the chain, and another chain through the loop on the back of the collar. I let my head fall forward, breathing slow, shallow. Corrine is still unconscious opposite me. I take a long breath and reach inward. The link flickers, faint, but there. Zanthe. I can’t let her hold my pain too long or it’ll crush us both, so I slowly pull it back, letting it drip through the bond in manageable waves. The agony is staggering, but at least it’s mine again.
I force myself to think. They’re hunting the white wolf. Me. But why? Are they connected to the Sanctum of Shadows after all? I need to learn more. I need to survive. I just have to hold on long enough for Edwardo and the others to find me.
Surely, it won’t be too long?
Zahra's POV“I didn't even stop to pack. Medus and I shifted there and then, and we ran. I didn't care what happened when I got to Shadow, whether you told me to leave or the others wanted nothing to do with me. I just needed to reach you before the rogues did.”I glance towards his abdomen, remembering the terrible state he was in when he finally arrived.“And you nearly got yourself killed on the way.”“I ran into trouble,” he admits, looking distinctly uncomfortable.“That's putting it mildly, Max. You arrived looking as though someone had tried to tear you apart.”He drops his gaze, and I find myself looking at the hand pressed protectively against his abdomen. Forty-eight hours later, he's still in terrible shape, and I haven't quite shaken the fear I felt when I saw him collapse at Shadow.“You should've been in a hospital by now,” I tell him. “Instead, Medus is having to work himself into the ground trying to heal you, and you're sitting here making things worse because you're
Zahra's POVI stare at Max, struggling to understand how he could have known he'd made a mistake and still stayed away.“What was there to work out, Max? You could've picked up the phone. You could've come back and talked to me.”“I know, and I wish to fuck I had.” He lifts his head, meeting my eyes. “But I kept thinking about what I needed to say to you, how I could possibly explain why I'd left without making it sound like I was blaming you for having other mates. Every time I tried, I realised how fucking selfish I'd been, and nothing I came up with seemed good enough.”I watch the frustration gather in his expression as he struggles to explain himself.“I tried writing you a letter. Fuck knows how many times I started it. I thought if I could get everything down properly, maybe I could make you understand what had happened in my head. But I'd get halfway through and read it back, and all I could see was a load of excuses from the bastard who'd walked away from you.”He shakes his
Zahra's POVFor a moment, neither Tobias nor Lincoln answers. Max looks between them, clearly uncomfortable with the silence, but to his credit, he doesn't attempt to fill it with another apology.Tobias is the first to respond, his hand still resting on my shoulder.“I appreciate you saying that, Max,” he tells him quietly. “I know you didn't understand what you walked in on, but it wasn't easy having you react like that.”Max nods, the shame evident in his expression, while Lincoln studies him for a few more seconds before letting out a slow breath and unfolding his arms.“I'm glad you understand now,” Lincoln says, although his voice remains guarded. “But don't expect everything to be forgotten because you've apologised. We've got a few other things to sort out with you as well.”“I know,” Max replies. “And I want to sort them out.”I glance at Lincoln, feeling some of the tension leave him. He's still hurt, and I doubt he'll be particularly forgiving when they eventually discuss M
Zahra's POVThe sound of a door opening draws our attention, and I turn to see Tobias appear in the bedroom doorway, followed closely by Lincoln.They've both changed into clean clothes, although Lincoln's damp hair is sticking up in several directions, and Tobias looks as though he's been running his hands through his. Neither of them seems particularly comfortable, but at least the crippling embarrassment I felt through the bond earlier has eased.I start to get up, but Tobias gives me a small shake of his head.“We're all right, princess.”His voice is gentle, but I catch the slight hesitation before he speaks, and it makes my chest tighten. He's trying to reassure me, even though I can still feel the remnants of his discomfort beneath the calm he's projecting.I don't entirely believe him, but I settle back into my chair.Lincoln's attention moves straight towards Max, and I feel the sudden tension that runs through him. His expression hardens, and he folds his arms across his che
Zahra's POVI want to ask him, but I don't. This isn't about forcing him to confront his own relationship with Xander. Not yet. Right now, I need him to understand what happened to Tobias and Lincoln, and why his reaction hurt them so badly.I settle back in my chair, remembering something that's been playing on my mind ever since we discovered what Tobias and Lincoln really are to each other.“Actually, I think their connection was there long before either of them realised it.”Max looks at me curiously, his hand falling away from his jaw.“What do you mean?”“I think that's why Lincoln was the one who managed to get through to Thor when he went feral.”Max's forehead creases as he considers what I'm saying.“At the time, everyone put it down to their friendship and how much they trusted one another,” I continue, watching Max closely. “But now I'm wondering whether there was something more to it.”“You think it was their mate bond?” he asks, his expression thoughtful.“I think it mig
Zahra's POVFor a moment, we sit in silence. Max keeps glancing towards the corridor, and I can feel his regret growing as he thinks about Tobias and Lincoln.Finally, he looks back at me, his forehead creasing as another question occurs to him.“So, they're not just together because they both love you?”I shake my head, relieved that he's finally asking rather than assuming.“No, Max. Tobias and Lincoln are mates to each other. They're not just two men who happen to share the same mate and have developed feelings for one another. They each have a bond with me, but they also have one with each other.”His eyebrows draw together, and he looks towards the corridor before turning back to me.“Actual mates?” he asks, clearly struggling to reconcile that with everything he's ever understood. “As in, they can feel each other through the bond, the same way I can feel you?”“Yes,” I tell him, leaning back in my chair. “Although they're still getting used to it themselves. It hasn't been very







