เข้าสู่ระบบRyanFuck! She was beautiful. Even when I thought she couldn't even be more beautiful, i had been fooled by what I had seen. Zara was all shades of beautiful and I didn't want to lose it which was why i excused myself under the pretence of using the bathroom."Get it together man and stop being a whimp." I muttered to myself.When I came back into the room, I didn’t speak right away. I just looked at her, wondering how one person could be this beautiful.She was still sitting on the bed, but now she looked like she had stopped pretending she was fine. Her chest rose and fell a little faster than before, her fingers gripping the edge of the sheet like she needed something to hold onto.Her eyes locked on mine immediately.“Are you just going to stand there?” she asked.The way she said it wasn’t soft anymore. It was direct, even almost challenging.I tilted my head slightly. “You want me to sit?”“I want you to stop looking at me like that,” she shot back.A faint smile pulled at the c
ZaraI paced within the room, my mind running through several things all at once. What had Mira come to do espeically in a time like this when the Lone Wolf was on the loose. He could very well kill her if he realized that she was of no importance to him. Now, Ryan had gone to meet her for whatever reason I couldn't comprehend. In that moment, I felt a pang of something I couldn't quite bring to words, it was there but yet again, no matter how much i tried to think about what it was, I still couldn't figure it out and then, it hit me. It was Jealousy. I was jealous at the fact that Mira was here and they would talk and at the end make up for whatever reason. I didn't want that to happen and even though I knew I had no hold over Ryan, it still hurt me to know that he might even have feelings for her."Get a grip Zara! Whatever they decide is none of your business." I mummured to myself.I kept on forgetting I was indispensable, I could easily be thrown out as easily as i was bundled i
RyanWhen my man told me Mira was in the pack and wanted to see me, I thought I had heard wrong but apparently, she was here, demanding to see me for the most darnest reason I could ever come up with. I sighed, looking at Zara with so much anger in my eyes but I knew it wasn't her fault. As a matter of fact, I knew she was ready to risk it all, to give herself for me but fucking Mira had ruined the show."I'm sorry..." I said, climbing off her.I helped her to her feet, just as she stood in front of me, closer than how i expected. Her breasts were still open and it took all of my strength not to bend and suck her right there and then. She could see the willpower it took and she smiled, the corner of her lips lifting up in a sultry smile."I should go too... I'm sorry, i don't..."She grasped for words, anything at all to save her from whatever embarrassment she thought this was but frankly, the only person that should be embarrassed was me because I hadn't finished what i started."Be
ZaraSimon took me to a room, shutting the door behind him. I stood there, wondering what all of this was about but the more I thought about it, the more confused I got because one, he didn't seem to even listen to me when i complained about an intruder in my room and secondly, it just felt like he had discovered some new information within the space of a few minutes he had walked out."What's going on? Where is Ryan?" I asked, panic in my voice."I think the person you should be most worried about is yourself. You have literally been exposed to the Lone Wolf and there's no telling what he would do to you if he succeeds." he began.I sighed, crossing my arms as i thought about what he just said. He was right, that much I knew but for how long would I keep living in fear of what if's knowing fully well that I was destined to die anyway. It just didn't make any sense and the more I thought about it, the more worried i became because I knew the end of all of this."So what should i do? I
RyanThe more i sat in this godforsaken meeting, the more frustrated i became because the more we talked, the more nothing seemed to work out and I knew it would become an issue in the long run. It still didn't make Zara any safer. If for anything, it even made her more exposed to whatever the Lone Wolf already had planned and I couldn't have that, not now or ever."Alpha... you haven't said anything since..." one of the aides said.What more could i say when everything felt like it was going against me. On one hand, I was fighting my love for Zara because Alpha's like me couldn't be seen with someone like her, it was a taboo."Let's end this meeting. I'm tired, i need to rest. I'll send a message for any time we can reconvene."With that, i rose on my feet just as the rest of them did too. Walking out of the building after deliberating for almost six hours felt like i had lost something I didn't even know I had in the first place. It was very much easier to come up with a resolution
ZaraRyan had been gone all morning and I knew it wasn't in my place to ask but i was worried about him simply because he had made me feel things, things i usually don't feel with any other person and even though he was as scary as he was, there was a softness within him I hadn't seen in any other man. Deep down, Ryan was a good man."Penny for your thoughts?"Martha walked in with a smile on her face even though there was really nothing to smile about. It just felt like i was trapped, in such a way that I had no hope of rescuing myself. If Ryan got hurt in any way, I would never be able to forgive myself for it."Good morning." I said, closing my eyes for a bit."What's going on?" She paused, staring at me like i had suddenly grown two heads. From the look on her face, she could tell that everything wasn't fine. With the few weeks I had known her, i knew her to be very detailed especially when it came to things like this and she already knew something was going on with me, that much







