LOGINElla
It grew quieter as the sound of their footsteps faded into the distance. They were gone.
They had rejected me, and they didn’t care about how that affected me. That was the height of their cruelty, but in a way, I understood them.
As I stumbled through the woods, my vision blurred with tears that I refused to shed. I tried to see things from their perspective as the conversation replayed in my mind.
While I had put on a brave face earlier, now, alone, I could admit that it broke me to come to terms with reality.
Each step felt heavy. I had longed for silence, but this was deafening. My head throbbed, and my limbs felt weak from exhaustion and something else— something I would be thinking about for a long time.
I stopped walking and looked back, hoping for a moment that they had changed their minds and returned. Then I broke into a short laugh. Hope was such a silly concept, especially when this was my reality.
Nothing could change it now. I was always going to be the omega that nobody wanted.
“At least there’s something consistent in my life,” I said sarcastically, continuing to walk.
I looked around and sighed. The world felt quiet, and it seemed like the earth itself was mourning with me. Finally breaking free of the trees, I stepped into a clearing where the moon hung low in the sky, casting a silver glow over everything.
It was beautiful, yet all I could feel was the void inside me where the bond had once thrummed with life.
The cold night air nipped at my skin, but I paid it no mind. I sank onto the wet grass, gazing up at the stars. In that instant, I felt like a mere girl. A shattered girl, stripped of her identity and purpose.
The pain of their rejection was still fresh, a raw wound that throbbed with every heartbeat. I couldn’t bring myself to go back to the pack. This would be fuel for them to pick on me for weeks.
Everyone would want to take a jab at the former mate of the Blackthorn twins. My mouth suddenly felt bitter as I pondered everything. I could already feel the whispers and rumors spreading throughout the pack like wildfire.
“What a scandal,” I muttered, shaking my head. I stopped walking and sat down for a moment.
There was no use running anymore. It was over now. I’d be a cautionary tale, a reminder of what happens when an omega dares to dream too big. But that was the most unfair part of this entire fiasco.
I hadn’t dreamed too big. Heck, I hadn’t dreamed at all. The twins dedicated their lives to making me feel insignificant. Why would I want to be their mate? But no one would be ready to listen to my side of the story. Their version would always be better.
My thoughts spiraled into a dark abyss, but a flicker of defiance sparked deep inside me. I refused to let them win. I had spent too long hiding, too long accepting their bullying. If I could survive that, I could survive this.
As I sat there, I felt a presence—a familiar energy creeping into the clearing. I turned my head slowly, half-expecting to see the twins returning to gloat. Instead, it was a figure I hadn’t expected to see.
Lyla, my best friend and the only person who had ever stood up for me, stepped into the moonlight. Her auburn hair caught the glow, making her look almost ethereal.
She rushed toward me, her expression filled with concern. She studied my face for a bit and hesitated when I took a defensive stance.
“Ella? Are you alright? I’ve been looking everywhere for you!” she said, walking toward me with cautious steps.
I relaxed and sank back onto the grass. She knelt beside me, her brow furrowed with worry. “What happened? I saw them leave, and you were… you were just gone.”
“They rejected me,” I whispered, the words bitter on my tongue. “Both of them.”
“What do you mean they rejected you?” she asked, confused. I turned to meet her gaze.
“In the hallway… I felt it. We all felt it. I had never experienced anything like it, and, quite frankly, I didn’t want to. But hearing them say it out loud…” My voice trailed off.
Lyla’s eyes widened in shock. “What? No! You’re not… They can’t—” She stammered, shaking her head angrily. “You’re their mate! They don’t get to just throw that away!”
“They did,” I said with a hollow laugh. “It doesn’t matter. I’m just an omega. I was never enough for them.”
“No, don’t say that!” Lyla grabbed my shoulders, her grip firm. “You’re more than enough. You’re strong, smart, and brave. They’re the ones who don’t deserve you.”
I nodded, but their words echoed in my mind, and I couldn’t shake the feeling of inadequacy. “It doesn’t change what they think of me, Lyla. I’m still the girl they bullied, the one they looked down on. I can’t just forget that.”
She sighed, her expression softening. “I know it hurts, but you can’t let them define you. You have to rise above this, Ella. You’re not just an omega. You’re so much more. I know that.”
Her words ignited a flicker of hope within me, and I clung to it desperately. “What should I do next?”
Lyla leaned back on her heels, her eyes thoughtful. “You should focus on yourself. Train and grow stronger. Show them that you’re not going to be a victim anymore. You deserve to find happiness, even if it’s not with them.”
The idea of training was unfamiliar to me. I had always avoided the physical challenges the pack offered, preferring to stay in the shadows. But maybe she was right. Maybe it was time for a change.
“Okay,” I muttered, my voice steady now. “I’ll train. I’ll show them I’m not the weak omega they think I am.”
Lyla smiled, a spark of pride lighting her eyes. “That’s the spirit! I’ll help you. We’ll work on your combat skills, your speed, everything. You’ll be unstoppable.”
I stood up, brushing the grass off my clothes. I wasn’t going to let their rejection define me. I was going to become stronger, faster, and more formidable than ever before.
As I walked back to the packhouse with Lyla beside me, a familiar ache settled in my chest. The bond may have been broken, but I couldn’t easily forget them.
The twins were a part of me now, and despite my efforts to push that connection away, it remained.
“Let’s get started,” I said, shaking off the lingering doubts. “Tomorrow, we train.”
Lyla’s smile filled me with hope after the rejection.
ELLAI arched an eyebrow and stopped myself from blurting the reply that was making its way to my lips as he continued talking. “No one was ready to explain what they thought was happening, no one wanted to sit with their emotions and be actual people. I… I don’t know how to explain it,” he stammered, and I gave him a knowing smile as a familiar feeling engulfed me.“You don’t have to explain it, I understand,” I muttered, and he scoffed.“No, you don’t,” he countered. I started to say something, but he continued speaking, ignoring my attempt to respond. “I couldn’t believe my eyes when they swung into action immediately, expressing concern about other members of the pack not finding out about it, deliberating on the best way to contain the situation while they looked for a solution. It felt like they were soulless beings who were solely focused on governance alone.”“Well, you can’t fault them if they have to look after the collective. They were probably going through shock themselve
ELLA“It’ll send shivers down the spine of the members of the council and everyone who looks up to both of you,” I added after a minute of silence.I could tell that he was thinking about what I had said, and I realized that until this point, I hadn’t given it much thought either. With everything I know now, you’d think I’d have learned to see things beyond surface level, but I was starting to realize that I needed to make conscious effort to read between the lines.Maybe Ava was right, maybe this is all there is to my existence; the consistent cycle of having the Blackthorns in my face and their evergreen interference in my life.It sucked to think about it like that, and I still held on to the tiny hope I had in the life I wanted to build for myself when this was all over, but right now, I was slowly making peace with my reality.This wasn’t a conversation I intended to have with anyone, much less him, but it felt nice to admit the truth to myself.I felt like I was looking into my
EllaThis conversation with Lucian was draining me of any energy I thought I had mustered up over the time we sat here, but nothing could’ve prepared me to hear about what happened to Kade.I hated their guts; Lucian’s explanation of his behaviour towards me made things even worse, and there was a deep‑seated discontent with his presence here. But it wasn’t enough to make me gloat over Kade being unconscious.I had spent so much time contemplating whether undoing the bond was good for me, and I hadn’t given much thought to how it might affect them.I’d be lying if I said I did not feel terrible about the choice, though. It was one thing to consider my options and pick what was best for me; it was another to feel empathy toward someone in a dire position.I felt sorry for Kade, but I would still choose to start this process with Claire no matter the outcome. Lucian’s opinion about the way they treated me had only solidified that decision.They were assholes, and if the tables were turn
LUCIAN“Congratulations,” I said in a sarcastic tone. Midway through her response, I realized this conversation should never have happened.I had let my emotions get the better of me and started a fire that wasn’t going out anytime soon.“Thank you, but I’m not done,” she replied, leaning back as she continued. “The entire time I spent getting away from all of you, I kept wondering if I was making the wrong decision. There was a part of me that held onto a piece of that place. But now that you’re here, you’ve made it easier for me to let go.”Her words made my heart skip a beat and filled me with a sadness I never thought I’d feel about her. But I held my tongue. The last thing I wanted was to give her the impression that her words had gotten to me.“It makes absolutely no sense to tell me you came all this way because I was on your mind,” she went on, “and in the same breath, say that the unfair treatment you gave me the entire time I lived with you was your way of toughening me up f
LUCIANI could feel the scathing sarcasm in her tone from where I sat, and it was understandable. She had spent years viewing Kade and me as the enemy. Hearing a different perspective might be a lot to take in.It made sense that she was questioning everything I said. I would too, heck, I was internally struggling with all the emotions I’d been feeling since I saw Kade sprawled on the floor.I heaved a sigh and shook my head slowly. I had come here because my brother was unconscious, and the seer said she was connected to this somehow. I didn’t anticipate the turn things had taken, and I’d never admit it to anyone, but I was a bit rattled by the experience.“You don’t have to believe me,” I replied, pulling myself back to the conversation we were having. I needed to focus on what was happening right now; there was nothing I could do to help my brother back home.Maybe the seer wasn’t as crazy as I thought, and being here was the solution. She clicked her tongue against the roof of her
ELLA“Sorry, I… I felt the urge to say something to dispel the tension in the room,” he answered, and I arched an eyebrow.“Since when do you care about how tense an atmosphere is?” I asked and scoffed.“Since I figured it made more sense to stop being an asshole,” he responded with a calmness that felt bizarre.I squinted at him and waved dismissively, but something stuck out to me. This was the first time in my entire life that I had witnessed Lucian admitting to a fault, apologizing for it, and even going the extra mile to explain his motive.I wanted to fight the feeling that had begun making its way through my body, but it had already raised some conflicting thoughts in my mind. So, I reminded myself that the subject was Lucian Blackthorn.If there was anyone who’d be stuck on the old version of themselves, it was certainly him.I thought about the possibility that I could be the one stuck on old ways of seeing things. Then I squinted at him and shook my head vigorously. This was







