Ella
As soon as I was outside, my feet moved of their own accord, and I took off running. The wind rushed through my hair, and the world behind me faded into the distance.
I didn’t stop until I was deep in the woods, far from the pack house, far from them. I needed to be alone. I needed to think. Never in a million years did I imagine this would happen.
“This is so cruel. Anybody, anybody but them,” I muttered as I ran.
I didn’t know where I was headed, but I let my feet guide me. My heart pounded in my chest, and every time I thought about it, I felt the urge to get farther and farther away from them.
Yet, the bond tugged at me, relentless, gnawing at my mind, telling me I belonged with them— that they were my mates.
It unnerved me, but the most heartbreaking part was that they didn’t want me. Of course, they didn’t. Who would want the omega? The wolf perceived as the weakest link, the one everyone thought they were better than.
I collapsed against a tree, my breath coming in ragged gasps. I tried to steady my breathing, but the cold air stung my lungs, failing to drown out the ache in my chest. How could this be happening?
I had dreamed of finding my mate one day, of being loved and cherished, as the stories said. But not like this. Not with them.
Lucian and Kade had always made it clear how they saw me— beneath them. Weak. Pathetic. The omega who didn’t belong in their world.
And now, fate had twisted the knife by binding me to them in the cruelest way possible.
I closed my eyes and exhaled slowly. I could rest now; it was quieter here. I was safe, and I could finally process this new reality. But a rustle in the bushes made my wolf bristle, and my eyes flew open, widening in shock.
I didn’t have to look to know who it was. Their scent hit me before they even stepped into view— earth, pine, and something distinctly powerful.
The bond thrummed between us, alive and taunting.
Lucian was the first to step forward, his blonde hair slicked back, his eyes burning with anger. I trembled. It seemed as if they had materialized out of thin air. Had they been following me this entire time?
I stood, wanting to run, but Kade blocked my path. I froze, watching his face, a mask of disbelief and frustration.
“We need to talk,” Lucian said, his voice sharp. I turned to face him, forcing my breath to steady.
I tried to relax, but I was cornered. There was no way out, and the irony was, no matter where I went, they would always find me. I groaned, running my hands through my hair. “I don’t want to be here,” I muttered, folding my arms.
“You think we’re enjoying this?” Kade snapped, stopping mid-step. His disbelief was clear as he watched me, hands shoved into his pockets.
“I can’t say. You seem to enjoy making my life a living hell,” I shot back, and Lucian chuckled darkly.
“Oh, yes, we enjoy that. But this situation? This wasn’t supposed to happen,” Lucian replied. His eyes locked with mine, full of irritation.
Growing weary of the back-and-forth, I shrugged. “Then there’s nothing to talk about. None of us wanted this, so message received. Can you leave me alone now?”
Kade moved to stand beside his brother, arms crossed, his hair a disheveled mess. He looked more distressed than Lucian, whose anger seemed to radiate from him. But Kade’s confusion was evident, a stark contrast to his brother’s fury.
“You don’t get it. This wasn’t supposed to happen. There’s no way someone like you could be our mate.”
“Someone like me,” I echoed, a bitter smile tugging at my lips.
The words stung, but I swallowed the hurt, refusing to let them see how much it affected me. “I didn’t ask for this either. But the bond is real, whether you like it or not.”
Lucian’s jaw clenched, fists tightening at his sides. “We’re Alphas, Ella. We need someone strong by our side. Someone worthy of leading this pack. You’re...” He trailed off, but I already knew what he was going to say. In their eyes, I was nothing. Not strong enough. Not worthy.
The rejection hung thick in the air, suffocating. My wolf whimpered inside me, but I held my ground.
I had always been good at surviving, enduring the pain, the insults, the icy stares. This was just another wound to add to the collection.
“Go ahead, then,” I whispered, my voice barely audible. “Reject me. Get it over with. What are we dancing around for?”
Lucian’s eyes flickered with something— hesitation? Pain? It was gone before I could be sure.
Kade’s expression remained unreadable as his brother stepped closer, towering over me. I forced myself to meet his gaze, though it made my heart ache.
“I, Lucian Blackthorn, reject you, Ella Harper, as my mate,” he said, his voice steady and cold.
The bond snapped, a sharp, searing pain shooting through my chest. I gasped, staggering back, clutching my heart as if I could hold the pieces together. But they were already breaking, crumbling under the weight of his words.
Kade didn’t move, his eyes locked on mine. For a moment, I thought— hoped that he might not go through with it. It was foolish, but I needed him to feel something. But then his expression hardened, and he stepped forward.
“I, Kade Blackthorn, reject you, Ella Harper, as my mate,” he announced, his voice quieter than Lucian’s, but just as final.
The second rejection hit like a wave, doubling the pain. My knees buckled, and I collapsed to the ground, clutching my chest as if that would stop the agony from ripping through me.
My wolf howled inside. Furious, heartbroken.
They didn’t care. They turned and walked away without another word, leaving me alone in the woods, shattered and rejected.
I stayed there for what felt like hours; the cold creeping into my bones. The pain eventually dulled, but the ache, the emptiness, remained.
I had always known they hated me, but hearing those words, feeling the bond break, was worse than I ever imagined.
But I would survive this too. I had to.
The bond was gone, but I was still here. I wasn’t going to let them break me, not completely.
ELLA“Quincy,” I said after a short silence. She arched an eyebrow as a smile danced at the corner of her lips.“I reckoned you’d say that. If he’s willing to help with the procedure, that means he considers you an important part of his life—or something close to it. That’s not the kind of thing someone does without a compelling reason. Why don’t you want a bond with him?”I pondered her question for a moment and decided to answer as honestly as I could. It was the only way to clear my doubts. “I don’t want to undo a bond with the twins only to jump right into another with someone I barely know. He’s been great so far, and his family are good people, but I feel like there’s more to him than meets the eye.”“More to him than meets the eye? In a good or bad way?” she asked, curiosity lighting up her features.“In a way that makes me want to stay close to him… and run as far away as possible at the same time. It’s that sort of uncertainty that leaves me wondering if bonding with him woul
ELLA“They probably have to take extra care with their pets so they don’t have to make the trip often or rely on what’s available—stairs or the elevator,” he replied.“It would be terrible if they were in the elevator when it stopped working. An anxious animal isn’t easy to deal with,” I said as we got closer to the receptionist’s desk.He nodded and turned to the receptionist, who suddenly wore a bright smile—a far cry from the bored expression she had when we arrived. He told her where we were headed and asked if the vet was available.When she responded in the affirmative, he thanked her, and we were on our way. A few minutes later, we were standing in the hallway, and I was out of breath.“I didn’t add exercise to the itinerary this morning. This better be worth it,” I said, standing still for a few minutes to steady my breathing.Quincy counted four doors and pointed to the fifth one. “This is as far as I can go. Good luck,” he replied, shoving his hands into his pockets.I wante
ELLA“Why didn’t anyone tell me about the preparations? I wouldn’t have gone for a walk, and I’d have been happy to help in whatever capacity I could.”“I’m surprised Eve didn’t mention it. Well, I think it’s because May would have her head if she found you working with the others.”“Why wouldn’t she want me to work?” I asked, the memory of our earlier conversation surfacing.“Who? May? You’re her guest, Ella. She takes hospitality seriously—wants her guests to feel as comfortable as possible. She thinks she’d be a terrible host if you were doing dishes or helping out in the kitchen before or after dinner.”“But I’d be more comfortable if I was contributing something to the house rather than being the one waited on. It makes me feel like a burden. I’m used to doing everything by myself. Now, I do nothing but eat, sleep, and take walks.”“Being waited on isn’t such a terrible thing, it—”“I know that, Quincy,” I interrupted. I was getting impatient, and his reply was starting to remind
ELLAI wasn’t expecting to meet him at home, given that I was used to him being out late. Seeing him as the first person at the door stirred a mix of emotions.I was scared the conversation might veer off into unwanted territory, and I would’ve felt much more comfortable if I’d met Eve instead.But then again, we can’t always get what we want, and this was a far cry from what I would’ve preferred.“Yeah, we finished our activities for the day earlier than usual, and I thought it would be nice to come spend the rest of the day with you,” he answered and took the items I was clutching. “But May said you had gone for a walk. This seems more like grocery shopping.”I shrugged and glanced around the house. It was unusually quiet, but I decided to focus on our conversation as we walked toward the kitchen. “Yeah, I needed a walk to clear my head. And I didn’t shop. I didn’t have to. The traders were so nice and welcoming. They gave me all of this. I was torn between rejecting their offer—whi
ELLASurprisingly, my ability hadn’t been triggered, and I hadn’t been in anyone’s head since we arrived. I was happy it hadn’t occurred—because it was better that way.I wasn’t sure I’d be able to control the outcome if it did, and the last thing I wanted was for Kade to find out where I was or, worse still, for Lucian to show up at the door demanding I return to the Blackthorn Pack.But I still needed someone to explain what this newfound ability was and how to navigate my way around it.There was also the problem of being connected to the twins despite their rejection. I toyed with the idea of severing ties while I was here, but I wasn’t keen on taking Quincy up on his offer to start a relationship.He was nice—perfectly nice, even—and good company, but at this point in my life, the sensible thing to do would be to stay alone.That way, I could make decisions that were beneficial to my well-being without considering anyone else’s feelings. I wouldn’t be tied to anyone, nor would I
ELLAMy first introduction to Quincy’s family was a memorable one—especially for someone used to having a house to herself. As they scrambled down the stairs, some of the boys lifted him into the air, and in the blink of an eye, he disappeared into the chatter and excitement.The girls, on the other hand, led me toward a room, doing their best not to overwhelm me with questions.Once we reached an empty room, they apologized for the state of the place and explained that they hadn’t expected Quincy to return so early, let alone bring someone with him. As a result, they hadn’t made any effort to make it presentable.I looked around and chuckled. It seemed perfectly fine to me. There was a bed, a couch, and a vanity table. The only thing out of place was the dust—which was understandable, given that the room looked unused.They excused themselves, and I was grateful for a moment to myself. But a few seconds later, I heard a knock on the door. It creaked open, and a girl with blonde hair