Chapter Twenty Three

A child.

I never thought that he'll say that. Did he only say that para hindi mag-hinala si Mommy Stara? Malamang 'yon ang dahilan. He will never think of having a child with me. But hearing him saying that made me excited. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin 'yon maalis sa isipan ko.

Pagkatapos ng dinner ay bumalik na kami sa bahay. Pareho kaming dumeretso sa sarili naming kwarto para makapag-pahinga na. Kanina habang nasa kotse kami para bumyahe pauwi ay nanatili lang kaming tahimik. No one talked about the conversation earlier. Hanggang sa nakauwi na lang kami, wala pa rin saamin nagsalita.

Maybe he don't have an idea that what he said has really an effect on me.

Pagkatapos kong maligo at patuyuin ang buhok ko ay pinilit ko na ang sarili ko na matulog. The thoughts in my head is making me insane and sleeping is the only way for me to calm down.

Pagkagising ko ay agad na