The first brush of consciousness came with the scent of him.Cedarwood and sea salt, warm skin and something darker, something intrinsically Adam that made my pulse stutter before I even opened my eyes. I was pressed against something solid. Breathing. Alive. Not alone. My lashes fluttered open to early morning light painting gold across rumpled sheets, illuminating the arm draped possessively over my waist. Large, capable fingers splayed across my bare stomach where my sleep shirt had ridden up during the night, his pinky dipping just beneath the waistband of my shorts. Every point of contact burned. I didn't dare move. Adam's breathing remained deep and even behind me, his chest rising and falling against my back in a rhythm that matched the ocean waves beyond the terrace doors. The heat of him enveloped me, his thighs bracketing mine, his knees tucked behind mine as if even in sleep, his body refused to let me go. The realization sent a dangerous thrill through me. I wa
The tires of Adam's car had barely finished spitting gravel when the silence began to suffocate me. I stood frozen at the villa's massive entrance doors, my fingers still tingling from where they'd brushed against his when he handed me the security codes. The morning sun painted the driveway in harsh stripes of light and shadow, each one a reminder of his absence. 'You'll be safe', he'd said. The team knows what to do.As if safety was just a matter of armed guards and locked doors. The house exhaled around me, its usual warmth leaching away minute by minute. Without Adam's brooding presence filling the space, the high ceilings seemed to stretch into infinity, the marble floors turned to ice beneath my bare feet. I caught myself listening for the familiar sounds that usually anchored my days—the precise click of his dress shoes on tile, the low rumble of his voice on business calls, the way he'd sigh through his nose when a report frustrated him.Now there was only silence.11:47 A
The morning sun cast long shadows across the terrace, painting Adam's profile in gold and darkness as he stood rigid before me. The salt-laced breeze tugged at his untucked shirt, pressing the fabric against the hard planes of his chest. His hands flexed at his sides, the same hands that had pulled me from death's grip less than twentyfour hours ago. I could still feel the ghost of them on my skin. "You should stay away from me." His voice was rougher than the cliffs below us, scraped raw from shouting my name across the waves yesterday. A humorless laugh escaped my lips. "That's rich coming from the man who dove into the ocean after me." His golden eyes darkened like storm clouds swallowing the sun. "That was different." "Because you were playing hero?" I took a step forward, the tiles warm beneath my bare feet. "Or because you realized you couldn't actually let me go?" Adam's breath hitched, his broad shoulders tensing beneath his shirt. The pulse at his throat jumped er
I had jumped off that bridge. I had let go. And Adam Lancaster had followed me into the abyss. My fingers rose to my lips of their own accord, tracing the phantom pressure of his mouth on mine, the brutal force of his breath forcing life back into my lungs. The memory sent a violent shudder through me. He'd thrown me away like discarded trash, then plunged into the freezing dark to drag me back. The contradiction made my head spin. The shower ran scalding hot, the steam fogging the mirrors within seconds. I stood under the punishing spray until my skin turned red, scrubbing at my arms, my legs, my wrists—as if I could wash away the saltwater, the memory of his hands on me, the echo of his voice screaming "Breathe, damn it, breathe!" through the roaring in my ears. When I finally stepped out, the mirror was fogged over. I wiped it clean with a trembling hand, staring at the stranger reflected back at me. Dark circles shadowed my bloodshot eyes. My lips were still slightly blu
The world returned in fragments. A crushing weight on my chest. Cold, wet stone scraping my cheek. A desperate, rhythmic pressure against my lips, forcing air into lungs that burned like they’d been scoured with salt and sand. A voice, raw and broken, repeating a word like a prayer, or a curse: "Breathe. Lucia, breathe! Please! Breathe!"I choked. Violently. Saltwater erupted from my mouth and nose in a burning torrent. My body convulsed, arching off the rough rock as I gagged and gasped, dragging in air that felt like shattered glass. The weight lifted slightly. Blurry shapes swam above me, grey sky, jagged rocks, and a face, etched with terror and desperation, water streaming from dark hair plastered to his forehead.Adam.Memory slammed back with the force of the waves still crashing nearby. The overlook. His fury. The desolate walk. The bridge. The fall. The cold, dark embrace. And then… him. Plunging after me. Grabbing me in the freezing dark. Dragging me up.He’d saved me. The m
The impact was a universe of white noise and shattering cold. Icy water, thick as concrete, slammed the air from my lungs, swallowed my cry. Down, down into the roaring dark. The world inverted sky a shrinking coin of grey light far above, the churning violence of the cove churning me like laundry in a furious machine.Pressure crushed my skull. Saltwater burned my nose, my throat. The cold wasn't just on my skin; it was in me, leaching into my bones, paralyzing thought. The numbness shattered into pure, animal panic. Breathe! the primal part screamed, but instinct fought reflex. My limbs thrashed uselessly against the powerful currents dragging me deeper. The bridge was gone. The sky was gone. Only the cold, dark embrace of the deep, and the terrifying knowledge that this was it.Then, another impact.Not water against rock. Something larger, heavier, hitting the surface close by. A violent displacement of water sent a shockwave through the depths, momentarily altering the currents t