ColbyOnce everyone is out of the room. I turn to my mate for her explanation. "I am sorry for not being completely honest with you. I know we already settle our problems but please hear me out" Hailey said and started to cry.I don't know if I wanted to cry or explode with my anger and shout at her at this instant. Her words made me want to smash everything in this room. Ughhh but my wolf is telling me to listen to her side of the story. I am so tired of listening to her and her words. I don't know who she is anymore because she never told me everything that I should know and be aware of. She made me feel stupid in front of our men and elder Odega today. "I want the truth and not tears," I hiss at her and she burst into more tears.Fuck, I cuss to my wolf. "Speak" I sternly said."Before I met Shawn and right after you rejected me I run away and came across a group of lone wolfs. At the time I was carrying our son Damien. Anyways Ambrose was one of them and he was a friend to Shawn
ShawnI watch her for the third time leaving this town and me behind. I wanted to break the window and shift into my wolf form but I keep holding back myself. Jenna waved goodbye to me but I am too deep in my thoughts to even bother.Precisely I am hurt by her leaving me. Even if she is a nun now but still she is my fucking mate. The Jenna that I desperately want to be with. When the car left, my wolf let out a howl of agony and suddenly I feel dizzy. My head started to ache a lot that I fail to move but only to stumble back and fall on my bed. I lay flat down there without moving. The pain is too deep. It's keeping me paralyzed. I close my eyes and take a nap for a while. When I wake up again after a while I don't feel the dizziness anymore. I can move my body around. I remove my clothes then threw them in the laundry hamper and grab my towel.I turn on the shower letting it cool for a while. I step inside and feel the cold splash on my warm body. Relaxing every knot and muscle of
Jenna/Sr. Claire"Such a refreshing memory, right Jenna?" The man named Ambrose said and deviously smiles at me. "And that is why you are here today Jenna. Poor soul. Rejected by its only family and pack. The second option to her mate....oh poor Jenna. Can't imagine what you went through." He chuckles at me. No sympathy nor guilty or sadness is shown in his expression when saying those words but just a scornful face. The devil is mocking Jenna. I don't want to believe any of his words and I refuse to accept every piece of evidence they present before me. However, the bastard brought in an old poor woman. These people are true monsters with no respect or compassion for anyone. They are beyond saving. I can see it through Ambrose's eyes. At first, I thought I could change his mind but he never bothers to show any humanity in him. He and his followers are people I cannot be able to save because they are people whose minds are filled with nothing but pure darkness. "Oh shut up witch"
Jenna/Sr. Claire"I am not Jenna" I whispered still trying to deny the fact about me. "Take her away" order Ambrose. The two guards came inside and pull Lucia away from me. I shake my head no. I try to reach out for Lucia but Ambrose pushes me back to the ground. Lucia looked at me with tears in her eyes. She mouth 'I am sorry.'"Lucia" I try again but Ambrose intervenes and pushes me back. "You cannot go, Jenna. Unfortunately for you...you are to stay here until he comes" he said in a serious tone. "Jenna is not here" I deniable reply to him. "Jenna, even if you want to deny it. You are still that man's mate. Trust me, he will come for you and it's why I am patiently waiting for him," he yells at me. I laugh at that like a crazy maniac before letting out a shattering scream. "So, what if I was Jenna?" I glare at him. "What are you going to do about it?" "I want Shawn's head but I can't have that bastard's head if I don't have you." I let out another mockery laugh. These peopl
Jenna/Sr. ClaireSome people always said heaven is a paradise for everyone while others say not everyone will go there. I do believe both but if I have sinned a little would the door of heaven still be open for me after repenting in the purgatory. I think God will have mercy on my soul. Will he? I haven't killed anyone or do worse crimes than other people do but I know I have sinned. Blinking my eyes open the first thing I see is the ceiling. When I fell from the window down to the ground I knew God will save me. He saved me not to be in heaven but to live again in this world. I still have things that I need to face and mend before going peacefully to his heaven. I believe we all are given a chance. However, we always blew on those chances. I felt a hand on my hand which brought me out of my thoughts and then a gasp from someone. I turn to find the woman who gave birth to me looking at me with tears in her eyes. They are about to fall. "Jenna," she says with excitement. Standing
ShawnThe truth was out and I can see that it has hurt Jenna deeply. I sit down on the bench at a park staring at a blank space before me. I feel like a sore loser with the way I sit here. Back in the room, I wanted to stay by her side when she told us off but I know that Jenna needed a space. It had been a week since she fell into a coma. I was excited to see her when her mother link us she was awake but I guess she wasn't so excited to see us. "Shawn she left" Hannah cry to me through the pack link. "I don't know where she runs off to" she added. "I will look for her," I told her and closed off the link. I stood up to go when I see Jenna running in my direction. This cannot be real, right? I try to slap myself as I watch her running towards me. I shake my head and take a step forward. "Jenna" I whisper waiting to welcome her in my now spread arms. "It-"She runs past me and straight to the riverside. She didn't see me. Am I invincible now? I thought the moon goddess is sending
Jenna/Sr. ClaireThe last thing I remember before I fainted was Shawn holding me while I cry. God, why is it dark again here and why do I hear voices and not see faces? I question while trying so hard to open my eyes. I wanted to see but my eyelids are heavy. It's like I am imprisoned in my own mind. It's like I'm living in a nightmare and I wanted to escape from the darkness so bad. Therefore, I call out the name that I always knew would be here for me. God! I cry out. God! I called again while struggling to be free from the darkness that's about to consume me. "GOD!" I scream breaking away from the darkness. My eyes wide open, staring up at the ceiling. I sit bolt upright terrified by the darkness and thoughts of never seeing the light again. At the same time, I am heavily breathing. Once I am calm I try to reach up to touch my wet cheeks but something is pinning my hands down. "Hey, you're safe." I turn aside and find Colby with a relieved look on his face. I stare at him, no
Jenna/Sr. Claire"Forgive me, Lord." I kiss my cross tied to my necklace and place it in the top drawer. After another breakdown, I never bother to show my face at lunch or dinner. It is another day and I have been sitting here thinking of what to do until I made up my mind. And what I am going to do may sound crazy. However, for once I want to go crazy because I am going crazy of what had happened to me in the past. These people who claim to love, to know, and to say sorry to me are making me unstable again. I need to breathe. I need to live a little and just forget everything. I look at myself in the mirror once again. "This is it," I said to my reflection. Taking a deep breath I check my skinny jean, spaghetti top, and my two-inch heel. "It's time for Jenna to let loose" I mutter and grab my purse from the nightstand. I slowly close the door behind me and about to walk through the hallway way when a voice stops me. "You're going somewhere?" I turn to find Colby standing at the