LOGINMy first impulse was to say no. But that would automatically show him that I cared what he did with his life, or that his actions had hurt me. It all confuses me. So, instead of doing any of that, I did the one thing that I was good at.
Masking. Mirroring what I have seen around me. "I have only the couch to spare. It will have to do," I grumbled. He grinned down at me with his teeth flashing, and as stupid as my brain is, I was knocked out by his beautiful smile. "Do you, by chance, have anything I can change into?" "You didn't bring any of your clothes?" He scratched his head and looked away. "I told you I wasn't thinking straight," he answered quietly. "And why is that exactly?" I asked, crossing my arms across my chest. He looked like he was going to say something, but then clamped his mouth shut and just smirked at me. "Because I could think of nothing but you. I didn't have enough time to pack, so I'll have to go get some clothes." Great. Really great. "My clothes won't fit you." "I bet the shirts wouldn't. Don't you have a hoodie?" "Just one. And it is my favorite so you won't get it." "I see," he murmured, then suddenly began to pull down his trousers. "I guess it's fine with you if I stay in my shorts and shirtless, then?" He asked, but there was something mischievous glinting in his eyes. Stupid brute. "You can stay naked for all I care," I replied with nonchalance before I slipped away from his caged embrace and made my way to my bedroom. "Make yourself comfortable, I'll be back in a moment." I added. I scurried away, my heart still in my throat. I needed the space because this has been one hell of an unexpected encounter. By the time I made it to my bed and sat by the edge, my feet were literally shaking. This is what I mean when I say that I hate surprises. They leave me feeling exposed, with an uncomfortable feeling as though something is crawling on my skin, or the tightness in my chest that wouldn't go away for a long while. I also find it extremely hard to catch my breath or focus my attention. Everything just feels overwhelming and out of control. Surprises mean you do unprepared things and lack focus on important things, especially for this certain type where the actions Maverick is showing me now are a direct opposite to what he showed me last night. Totally and utterly confusing. 'I agree. I can't say what game he's playing. Hell, if that encounter wasn't exhausting. But, you handled it well, Sher,' Robyn's voice softened. 'You handled it like the pro you've always been and I can't be more proud of you. If it were me, I'm certain I'd have rubbed my itching tail against his wet body.' I laughed, one that caused my entire body to shake with the impact. 'You're not serious.' 'Oh, but I am. Did you see the way he was looking at us?' 'Duh! Of course I did,' I rolled my eyes. 'That caused the start of the wetness. What made it worse, however, was that neck thing he did. Damn! I wish our relationship wasn't this strained, I'd have definitely asked him to always do this. I might have even returned that action.' My hand unconsciously went to my neck, right where his lips had been a few moments ago, and the same spot he had sucked on last night. Truthfully, I loved it too. I loved the scrape of his beard against my neck, the warmth of his breath, and the feel of his lips closed right there. Right where my mating mark was supposed to be. The same spot which now had a small bruise from when he had sucked on it yesterday. 'I'm going to ask you again, Sher. Is it possible for a wolf to get high? Because I swear I am. It was nearly impossible to control my primal instinct not to jump on him right there.' 'I guess it is something possible - only for special wolves like you,' I teased. Robyn howled happily, before she nuzzled me through the bond. 'So proud of you, girl. Now, we just need to get through the night in one piece.' 'You bet we do,' I answered, as I stood up and walked to my closet. I have nothing that would fit him, except for shorts that once belonged to Tanaya, which are too big for me. I took the shorts out and stared at myself once in the mirror, taking in my now calm and collected appearance, before I made my way back into the living. However, when I got there, Mav was no longer in the living room. Had he left already? "In here," he called behind me. I whirled around and found him standing in my kitchen, still wearing his drenched shorts while stirring at something in the pot. Excuse me? "I am hungry. I thought that you might be as well. Especially since I saw some baking ingredients out on the counter. Were you planning to bake something?" "If I had not been interrupted, yes, I was planning to." He smiled. A dazzling kind of smile that made my heart dance a little. "Then allow me to apologize by making dinner for us. I've already started on it so you might as well just go have a seat while I finish." "I don't eat food made by strangers," I grumbled, stepping into the kitchen and shoving the shorts into his arms. "I'll handle my meal, you can make yours." "Don't be stubborn," he murmured, taking hold of my hand before I could move away. "I would hardly consider myself a stranger, Kitten." The kitchen already has an amazing aroma building in it and despite my hesitation to eat something he was cooking, I kind of like the idea of having him prepare me dinner. The whole idea of him being in my kitchen and cooking is just...amazing. "Just let me do this for you, okay? Please?" He was pressing my back to the counter now, while his tall frame was hovering above me. "I am a very good cook." He added while his eyes felt like they were piercing directly into me. 'It would be a sight to see having him prepare dinner,' Robyn teased. To prove that I didn't care he was here, I agreed.I started to dial her number before I caught myself and quickly ended it. Then I pulled up the message tab and typed a text to her. 'Hey. Hope you had a wonderful night's rest. Would you like to have dinner with me at Mama's house?' I pressed send before I could stop myself. I didn't know what came over me to ask her that. It feels like I am trying to officially introduce her to my family, even if they've known her for years. But then, I promised Mama I would try, so this is me trying. My phone pinged with a text and I quickly tapped on it. S- 'Can't. I'm working late tonight.' I frowned as I read the text, my mood instantly deflating. M- 'I'll come see you then.' S- 'I just told you I'm busy though...' M- 'Enough that I can't even see my mate?' S- 'Oh, so now I'm your mate? Now you want to see me?' M- 'Kitten...' I debated on what to say next because I've already messed up so many times and I have to rectify that if I want to keep my mate. M- 'I just want to...see you.'
TW: Self Harm. I pulled myself away from the gruesome memory, my chest heaving fast and hard. As I took in a deep breath, my phone dropped to the floor with a thud. The rage. The pain. All too unbearable for me to manage. I needed a distraction. Some sort of pain to dull the one that was already ripping at my insides like a chicken being violently shredded with a fork. And so, I did the one thing that would help bring me back to my senses for a moment, at least. I reached for the glass cup beside me and squeezed it until it shattered, the tiny bits of it cutting sharply into my palms. Quite a few of the razor-sharp shards of glass embedded themselves into my hand and between my fingers. The piercing, yet familiar pain, made me take in deep gulps of air. Every time I moved my fingers ever so slightly, the pain ran up my arm, bringing the known relief with it. The pain didn't last long, though. Being a lycan has its benefits, but right now it is having the opposite effect I had hop
#FLASHBACK#I swallowed hard as I stared at Baba's looming figure over me. He always does this. Makes me feel like the loser I have always been. Like the freaking unwanted bastard he constantly reminded me that I am. I was kneeling before him, the moon shining above us. The pounding in my head was too much, so much so that I didn't want to keep my eyes open for too long. It's been hours since Baba had rescued us from the Fiko forest.I still smelled of the nasty plants thrown at Aiden, my hands still had the black blood I watched him gurgle out after the attack. And my clothes stuck to my body from the sweat and blood as well. But that didn't matter. Nothing mattered except for the fact that my brother was in there fighting for his life...while I...I was here...well, dealing with the consequences of my actions."You shouldn't be here! If anything, you shouldn't even bear my name. A bastard son is not one a king is proud of and certainly not from a mother like yours!" he thundered. "Yo
MAVERICK."So... What did you do?" Khalil asked, resuming his push ups. Sweat glistened and rolled down his thick, hard muscles. On the surface, he looks like a dangerous predator ready to rip one's neck off. But on the inside, he was as soft as a teddy bear. The complete opposite to this dangerous dragon. "What was I supposed to do? I left." I grumbled, rubbing my tired eyes.I had left Sherneil two hours ago and it was still early morning. While I'm exhausted, I still couldn't actually sleep. The same way I couldn't sleep last night. All I could think of, all I could feel, was her and her scent enveloping me. It was a complete disaster.I left her apartment as early as I could and booked a hotel room because I wasn't ready to face my brother and his wife just yet. I needed to get myself together before I faced them, or else they would shower me with questions. Questions that I don't have the answers to at this time.The thought that she had been able to push me into coming back to
This was how I ended up sitting on the kitchen island while watching him prepare dinner. From time to time, I got down to find him some ingredients, or to show him where a ladle was, and so on.He tried to make small talk while I simply listened. None of what he was talking about interested me, so I opted to only answer his few questions regarding my work, which was the only part I felt comfortable with.'Am I crazy for thinking he looks so hot chopping onions? Sher, let's just get this straight. I am untypically insane tonight. Because excuse me, who gets hot over seeing a man with a knife, shirtless and chopping onions? I think my fur is sticking to me,' Robyn rambled.She never rambles. At least, not until she's nervous, or at the brink of another one of her sexual tensions. And I'm going to bet everything I have that this was the latter. But she wasn't kidding about him looking hot.There was just something...sweet...cute, about watching him cook. Roll the meatballs. Chop the bell
My first impulse was to say no. But that would automatically show him that I cared what he did with his life, or that his actions had hurt me. It all confuses me. So, instead of doing any of that, I did the one thing that I was good at.Masking. Mirroring what I have seen around me."I have only the couch to spare. It will have to do," I grumbled.He grinned down at me with his teeth flashing, and as stupid as my brain is, I was knocked out by his beautiful smile."Do you, by chance, have anything I can change into?""You didn't bring any of your clothes?"He scratched his head and looked away. "I told you I wasn't thinking straight," he answered quietly."And why is that exactly?" I asked, crossing my arms across my chest.He looked like he was going to say something, but then clamped his mouth shut and just smirked at me. "Because I could think of nothing but you. I didn't have enough time to pack, so I'll have to go get some clothes."Great. Really great."My clothes won't fit you.







