Beautiful Browns - Part l

Erdem POV:

Self-control, noun, the ability to control oneself, in particular one’s emotions and desires, especially in difficult situations. I was taught the art of self-control from a young age, but I let go every bit of control to sooth my desire. It wasn’t any particular difficult situation I believe, even though the memory is hazy, but I remember the desire that scorched me alive from inside and out. And while I was drunk out of my mind, something that never had happened before, I surrendered to the scorching desire and took her. Name? I don’t know. Face? I don’t remember. And I intend on never remembering either. For the very next day my moon-blessed graced my land. And I couldn’t have asked for anyone better for I found my soulmate in my lifelong friend. I only thanked the Goddess above as I took her in my arms and called her mine, finalising the Goddess gifted bond. She wore my mark, and I did hers. When I thought things could not get any better than this, life took a turn to b