Chapter 90

It was a bit of a drive to the building that was meant for big gatherings, it held several smaller private rooms, and a bigger one that they told me was meant for formal balls, but it was where they did pack initiations for anyone who wanted to witness them. 

My stomach was flipping the closer we got, I tried to ignore it until now. I wanted to be excited, but I didn’t want to disappoint anyone either. I also didn’t ask many questions which I was kicking myself for now. I wanted to be able to go with the flow and not freak myself out beforehand, but that method was clearly backfiring. 

I took a deep breath, staring at the double doors standing in front of me, as Xander squeezed my hand before he stepped in front of me. The boys formed a line as they became rigid and bulked, blocking anyone from being able to see me as we stepped out, and my breath h