Veronica
I tramped up the path that led to the door of the pack house, pausing to admire the vibrant flowers in the last of the dying light.
I had always enjoyed the beautiful image the few times that I had been invited here formerly, but I hadn't known until just recently that Willow had been the one behind the gorgeous gardening.
I raised my fist, poised to knock on the door as I reached the end of the line, but it swung inward before my knuckles had a chance to connect with the rough wood, which I knew had only recently been replaced. Asher stood on the other side with his own duffel bag slung carelessly over his left shoulder.
“I have perfect timing it appears. Lead the way.” I chortled, stepping back to let him stride out in front of me.
Rather than reply, Asher elected to pull the door shut behind him and then steered me a short distance to a nondescript, black sedan, which was conveniently parked outside the attached garage that was off to the side of the massive dwelling.
I opted to stretch out in the backseat, using my backpack as a pillow to provide a semi-comfortable resting place as we began the lengthy trip. Asher turned on some music in the background as we got on the road, and I settled in for the long haul.
Thank Luna, he was not one of those people who had to make small talk during stretches of silence because the even vibrations of the vehicle, melodious beat, and my exhausted state all operated in sync to lull me into dreamland before the first mile had elapsed.
I do not know how long I slept for, but I awoke sometime later with a crook in my neck and the urge to empty my bladder stat.
I shot up, groggily rubbing my eyes as I spun them about at my surroundings, simultaneously squinting at the bright light that streamed into my sensitive eyes as I did so.
“Where are we?”
The scene looked vaguely familiar, but I was uncertain with my bleary eyes still distorting my vision.
“I was wondering when you’d wake up, sleepyhead.” Asher paused to shoot a smirk my way through the rearview mirror before he went on, “We are almost there actually, about another hour or so.”
Holy shit. It had been early evening when we had left the Southern Province, and judging by the angle of the sun, it was at least the afternoon now. I had not grasped how drained I truly was, but it was not surprising, all things considered.
The progression of the day had briefly distracted me from my bodily urges, but they were not forgotten for long.
“Any chance we could make a pit stop before then, like right this second.”
Asher laughed at my last statement, but I was dead serious. I cut him off mid-chuckle as I interceded, “Unless you want to smell my piss for the remaining portion of the drive, I suggest you pull over within the next five minutes.”
“Man, don’t joke like that. That is not funny.”
I did not outwardly react to his assertion, but I did observe as the car’s speed accelerated steadily until screeched to a stop at a gas station that we came across about two minutes later.
My left hand fiddled with the lock as we crawled up to the pump while my right was already reaching for the handle before he had shifted the car into park. The door flew open as I sprinted for the entrance, praying that the restroom was available.
I did not pay much attention on my way in due to being in such a hurry, but I allowed my eyes to scan my environs as I exited the small, rundown building.
I realized belatedly that I had not seen anyone inside the store, and the parking lot looked strangely empty for it being the middle of the afternoon.
Regardless of the seemingly vacant area, I could not help the creeping sensation of eyes on me as I rejoined Asher, and my wolf was balancing precariously on the ledge, itching to dive over the side and break free of my too-tight skin at any minute.
“Are you good to go now?”
“Yes, let’s get out of here.” I returned in a rush, sliding into the passenger seat this time while Asher retook his own without another word.
The engine revved as he pressed down on the gas, and then we were speeding down the road with a trail of dust behind us before I could even fasten my seat belt, listening to the same old country station as we went.
My eyes were glued to the scenery outside the window as we drove ever closer to the province I had once called home. The bittersweet memories assaulted me as the scene began to turn into recognizable landmarks as we traveled onward.
My mind continued to race, my attention being split between my present location and the half of myself that I had left behind back home.
I longed to return to the South as much as I was drawn forward, towards the North. The feeling of being torn apart was disconcerting to say the least, so I was reasonably a little off kilter upon our arrival to the pack house that I remembered so fondly from my childhood.
It was much less ostentatious than the main gathering place back home in the South, but it fit with the tranquil environment that my father had wanted it to exude. Despite him no longer officially being the alpha of the region during his time, he always looked after his pack.
I registered I had left my bag in the backseat as I set my first foot out of the sedan and brought my mind back to the present, but I noted that Asher had grabbed it for me and was rounding the car before I could retrieve it on my own.
As I was reaching out to take the straps, my fingers lightly brushed against his in the process. I instantaneously snatched my hand back at the viscious snarls that erupted in my head with the contact. Even so, a feral growl rent the air in the next second, causing me to jump at the unexpected sound.
I darted my eyes in a circle as I closed my fist around my bag, meeting Ryker’s stunning reddish-brown orbs as I yanked it into my body without breaking our eye contact. Nevertheless, I shook myself out of my moment of admiration, reminding myself of his cold attitude towards me over the past two years.
I let out a deep sigh in exasperation at his childish antics, striding past him without a word and entering the yawning door behind him.
As I strolled through the house, I took in the widespread destruction. From an outsider's perspective, I would say that Jax’s wolf literally tore through the abode to get to Willow. The scent of blood lingered in the air, though I did not visibly see any bodies as I persisted in my advance.
I found my brother and Willow passed out cold on the living room couch, prompting me to loudly announce my presence to the room as I scanned my trained eyes over their slumbering forms.
I could hear that the others had followed me into the house and were now behind me as the two sleeping figures shot up in a flash, but I paid no mind to them as my sister embraced me in the next instant.
Be that as it may, I did gently urge her backward when it became apparent that she was at least contributing to the source of the coppery aroma filling my nostrils.
Normally, I would not mind the smell, but my wolf was already on edge from going too long without letting loose.
Ryker’s presence only compounded the sensation; consequently, I hastened my family to address their hygiene needs while directing the remaining males to begin removing the shattered furniture I had noticed on my way through the kitchen a couple of minutes ago.
I was relieved when neither one of them objected. I was not in the mood to deal with a pissing contest today, and my dark disposition did not improve as I took in the bare cabinets and virtually empty fridge.
The only salvageable sustenance that I could find was either junk food or some crappy freezer meals. It would have to suffice, but I could not resist tossing my next scathing comment out as I dug through the debris for a pan, “Don’t you know how to grocery shop? There’s nothing here but processed foods.”
I noticed out of the corner of my eye as Asher shot a bemused glance between Ryker and I before inaudibly ducking out of the room.
My attention was drawn back to the imposing male, currently glaring at me from a few feet away, when his distinctive voice cut into the sudden silence, “I have been too busy protecting the boundary and running the pack here to worry about eating healthy, Shadow.”
I felt my hackles rise at his use of that same annoying nickname from my youth. It had been years since I had been afflicted with its existence, and I would be damned if he started it up again.
However, before I could utter another syllable, Asher reentered the room with Willow and Jax following closely after, preventing me from giving Ryker a piece of my mind for the time being.
All the same, my memory was near eidetic, and I would not forget.
Ryker I was aware of Ronnie’s arrival long before I could hear the first traces of the purring engine on the incoming vehicle. My wolf’s mournful howl boomed out in my head in response to our mate’s propinquity while I forced myself to remain standing within the doorway, not wanting to seem too eager by waiting in the driveway. The deafening sound penetrated through the unease that had suffused my being until all I could see was a reel of the most painful flashes of my life playing on repeat while I remained frozen in place. Returning to the South was the last thing that I wanted, but I also knew that it was long past time that I cleaned out the skeletons in my closet. Each new day added to the burden that I had been carrying my whole life, but it had become almost unbearable since that fateful morning after when I had first comprehended the full extent of the bond that I still share wit
Ryker I groggily rubbed the sleep out of my eyes as I padded down the stairs and tiptoed through the silent living room into the bright light of the rising sun shining in from the east like a beacon into the spacious room. The rich scent of coffee had lured me out of bed, but as I entered the room, the fragrance which had submersed my dreams washed over me like a cleansing rain, bringing a sense of peace with it that had been absent in my life for so long. The familiar aroma of clean linen and lavender assaulted my nostrils, superseding the smell that had driven me here to begin with. I squinted my eyes open more fully as her personal perfume overtook my senses, searching every corner of the space before me for my mate. My bleary eyes connected with her brilliant green orbs, and I felt a jolt of electricity shoot through me as
Veronica Once it became clear that I was not going to escape the room without having some sort of conversation, I backed up, putting some distance between me and the wall of muscle currently blocking my retreat. Sandalwood and peppermint wafted into my awareness with the breeze created by my movement, invading my air supply with a fresh dose of the intoxicating fragrance and leaving my wolf balanced precariously close to the edge. I had not made time to shift since arriving, and the prospect was not looking promising for the immediate future unfortunately. Jax would never allow me to go off on my own with the recent attack that had occurred, and I could guess who he would suggest as a guard if I dared to broach the topic. I contemplated sneaking off for a transitory moment but, in the end, discarded the idea as my pragmatic s
Veronica My level of apprehension grew exponentially with each second ticking by as Ryker marched us onwards to the waiting vehicle, lugging both his bag and mine without so much as breaking a sweat as we left the clinic. He hadn’t uttered a single syllable to me since our mild spat this morning, but the phrase “If looks could kill, I’d be dead right now” had persevered in intermittently sprouting up in my mind with the level of the intensity that I had seen burning behind his carefully cultivated façade when others were nearby. I kept waiting for him to shatter the silence as we trudged on, but it never happened. He did not look fuming per se, but something was clearly weighing heavy on his mind, making me squirm as the endless possibilities rocketed through my brain. I had all but resolved on crawling into the backseat for a nice, long nap the entire trip home when my plans were
Ryker I felt like the suspense might truly kill me as I waited on the edge of my seat for Ronnie’s feedback about giving our relationship a real shot. I kept one eye on the road ahead of us and one on my anxious mate beside me while trying not to rip the steering wheel in half with my death grip. My wolf perked up at the perceptible changes in her physiology while she cautiously considered my words. His constant clawing to break free of my skin ticked up a notch in response to her elevated heart rate and labored breathing. Thank Luna, I had gone for a prolonged jog last night with Asher, patrolling the border as a precaution and in preparation for the torturous day that I had successfully predicted today would be. Ronnie’s delectable aroma bathed the air surrounding me, making it tough to concentrate on anything but my increas
Ryker Veronica and I have a daughter together. I am a father. My wolf was oddly silent while I sifted through the competing stimuli going off in my brain at lightning speed. There had not been any mistaking the brilliant green orbs, identical to her mother’s, which had gazed up curiously into my own before the little girl had been shepherded away in a flash. How the hell did I miss this enormous facet of Ronnie’s life? I was shell-shocked as my eyes caught on the mirror image staring back at me from where my mate was standing a meager two feet away. Ronnie started in an uncertain tone, “There might have been something that I needed to tell you…” She let her sentence trail off while she pivoted her attention to the sandy ground in front
Ryker I did not take any time to unpack my things, but I did at least inspect the place for basic necessities and put my bag in the same room that I had been utilizing during my brief stints here in the South prior. As I departed the house, I found myself grateful that I had made the split-second decision to do a walkthrough before I began my tasks for the day. I had never encountered any issues in the past, but the lack of a proper alpha running the pack here had evidently leaked into other areas as well. The residence appeared somewhat tidy, but it was obvious that no one had entered the home since Willow and Jax had last left it. After a precursory glance, I knew that I needed to add a trip to the grocery store to my list if I wanted to eat anything tonight. I waffled between taking the car and letting my wolf loose, knowing
Veronica I shut my eyes, leaning heavily against the inside of my closed front door as I dropped my backpack on the ground and let out a long breath. I could still feel Ryker’s strong arms wrapped securely around me as he had assured me that he would be back tomorrow. It had been over two years since I had last been embraced by a person of the opposite gender, other than my brother, and it led my mind down a rabbit hole that I would rather leave unexplored at the moment. My wolf was no help with the dirty thoughts that she persisted to voice at any opening, but my daughter’s heart-rending cry succeeded in breaking through my mental haze. I raced down the hall, eager to hold my baby in my arms again. I had never left her for so long before, but I knew that she had been in good hands with Mari. I rounded the corner into the livin