LOGINI look back at the Shadow pack Alpha. I can’t for the life of me remember his name, but I shrug, “He must be busy. If you’ll excuse me.”
He nods, pulling the glass cup of whiskey to his lips and taking a small sip, and I walk away. My eyes searching the crowd, but I don’t see him anywhere.
It’s not like him to leave and not tell me, but maybe he needed some fresh air. I move towards the door, opening it and walking into the fresh air. The feeling of something clawing at my skin, just gets worse.
I scratch my arm more, my nails digging into my skin. Good Goddess, what is wrong with me. I set my champagne on the nearest table; it must have something to do with that.
I shake my head and head back inside after I confirm he’s not out here.
I look at the stairs and decide to go check his room.
I get up the stairs quickly, I don’t know why he’d be up here, but he must be, I’m running out of places to look unless he left the pack house entirely.
My feet start feeling heavier as I walk closer to his room, that should have been my first sign. I round the corner, and walk to his room, opening the door and freezing in the threshold…
Ouch… Ouch… Ouch… I continue to pinch my thigh, because this can’t be real.
Kiera gasps, “Sam, stop.” She whispers breathless. He chuckles, “You were just begging for harder, Baby Girl.” He rasps, slamming into her again.
My eyes connect with Kiera’s. Hers wide as she slaps his bare back with her palm. He faces away from me, having her pushed up against the wall. “Thea.” She breathes, and he finally slows, looking up at her confused.
He follows her eyes and drops her from his hold, “Thea.” He swallows roughly, then reaches for his suit pants hanging over the side of the bed.
My frozen body finally responds to my screaming mind, and I turn around and walk away, leaving them both behind.
“Thea!” Sam shouts at me, but I keep walking, it doesn’t stop him from catching up with me though, just before I reach the stairs. His brown eyes, that I once found so innocent and beautiful now look muddy and damaged, look into mine. “I can explain. Please let me explain, Baby Girl.”
My body flinches at the nickname, everything I once found enduring, I now find repulsive. I don’t even want to look at him.
My eyes close, and I try to turn away, but he grabs my arm and pulls me back to him. His hands hold me captive, and I glare up at him, before kneeing him in the balls to get away from him.
He falls, but I only turn to run straight into Kiera. Her eyes plead into mine, “Please, Thea. He’s my mate.”
I gasp, taking a step away from her. Sam having righted himself pulls me back into his chest. His hands rub down my arms, “Please, understand, Baby Girl. My wolf wants her, but I want you. I’ve only ever wanted you. This will only happen enough to sate our wolves. I swear Baby Girl.”
He says as if I’ve already agreed to this insanity.
I turn quickly, pushing him off of me, and stepping back. Both of them covering the stairs and making an easy escape impossible. “Thea.” Sam begs, reaching for me once again.
“I think she’s made it quite clear she has no desire to have you touch her.” A voice comes from the shadows they flicker then the Shadow pack Alpha comes from them.
Sam glares at him, showing him no fear, though I know it’s there. He’d be a fool to fight this man.
Something inside me has me taking a step back, closer to the man of shadows until I’m standing beside him.
He seems to be the only one here wanting to allow me to leave.
His hand slides across my lower back and he pulls me into his side, then turns back to Sam. “You made your bed.” His eyes turn to Kiera looking her up and down, “Now, you’re going to have to lay in it.”
He pushes me towards the stairs, and though Sam shows no signs of fear, he moves out of the way along with Kiera, and we both make our way down the stairs.
As soon as my mates see me, they all shift back to human. Each one staring at me, and all of them silent. I look between the four of them, my body already reacting to theirs. Something inside me begging for their touch. It’s nothing I haven’t felt before. I’ve wanted them from the start, wanted their hands on my skin, but now it feels… Heightened. Unbearable, to last another single second without them close to me.But I continue to look between them. I don’t know how to do this… Do I choose? Will one be mad if I choose the other first? I’ve never really had this problem before, but with the distrust running through them right now. I’m scared to make the wrong move here.“We know you feel it now, Thea. Our wolves can feel the bond even stronger now. Tell us what to do.” Orion whispers, and my eyes meet his. I sigh, not sure how to convey my fear without them thinking I want someone more, when I don’t.It doesn’t matter the downfalls I’ve had with them; the bond is pulling me towards on
‘Running isn’t going to help anything.’ I tell Sage, who proceeds to scoff into my mind. ‘Look who’s talking. All you do is run.’ She snaps. My eyebrows knit. ‘That’s not true.’She chuckles, but it’s humorless. ‘You ran time and time again when we first met our mates. You ran from the witch. You ran from your mates and went back to Sam. You are always running away from them and now you have the nerve to shame me for doing the same. For doing what you’ve trained me to do. You leave when things get hard. Things were starting to get hard, so I pull away before they can scare you too much, and yet, I’m the problem?’My head shakes, ‘I didn’t leave them for Sam.’ I snap, and I swear I can hear her eyes roll. ‘You didn’t have to leave, Thea. You could have dealt with it together. Why do you think we have four mates? It’s not just so we can have a giant fuck fest. We need each of them! And each of them needs you.’‘I’m not just scared of the quote, fuck fest.’ I tell her and she chuckles, ‘
Cyrus and Orion’s wolves are both midnight black, beautiful and with their gorgeous blue eyes, they look royal in a sense. Colt and Vince are both the color of darkened ash, having gray perfectly placed around their bodies, breaking up the black in their fur. They’re all huge, towering over my form, just as if we were humans.I can’t believe I’ve never taken the time to get to know their wolves. They’ve been wanting me since we first met and yet they’ve held them back to help me settle and feel more secure around here.‘You’re nearly invisible.’ Cyrus says into my mind, his blue eyes trained on my wolf. I look down at my paw, I’m black, but not just black the darkest shade of black. Vantablack. ‘If it wasn’t for your eyes.’ Cyrus says in amazement.I look back up at him. ‘They’re purple. Like when your phoenix comes out, they seem to glow.’ Cyrus answers my unasked question. ‘I have a wolf.’ I tell him, shock evident in my voice.I honestly can’t believe it. I’ve always thought I was
The healer walks towards us instantly, but my mind is a whirlwind. I don’t want to be here. Somewhere in my brain, I know I don’t need to be here. Regardless of the pain in my stomach ricocheting through my entire body.Orion grabs my restless body and tries to keep me still while the healer tries to place his hands on me. He barely lasts a second before he pulls back with a pained sound.He looks at the burn on his hand, then back at me with wide eyes. I shake my head, “Orion, I can’t be here. I need air.” I rasp, trying to stand, trying to make it to the door.I fail.Falling to the ground and wreathing in pain, when I hear a bone snap. The surprise is enough to dull the pain for a moment, but then I cry out as another breaks.What is happening?‘Hello, Thea. My name is Sage.’ The new voice travels through my mind, waking me up to what is happening. And as if it clicks for Orion at the same time, he speaks, “She’s shifting.” He whispers, I’m not sure if it’s fear or amazement I hear
No.I take a step forward, but Vince pulls me back. Anger flares through me and I grab the arm holding and he let’s go hissing in pain. I don’t bother seeing what just happened as I move closer to the window.I get there, rising on my tippy toes to peak through. My eyes capture on the woman… She looks so much like me, but older, more knowledgeable about life.She’s not a dumb woman; you can see it in the calculating in her eyes as she thinks over the deal. But if she’s not dumb, why can’t she see what she means by that? Why can’t she see the fact she’s talking about false love?She doesn’t care if it’s real…I look into the corner, the little girl standing there, her hand on her cheek and her eyes on the ground… Silent.Silent, as they talk about what to do with her. Silent, as they discuss how her life is going to play out. Silent, as they discuss the best way for her to be a pawn in all the games they play.I watch her with pity… But it’s me. That little girl, she’s me. Have I ever
We walk through the trees, making our way quickly as Vince pulls me behind him and I try to keep up. He quickly pulls up to the side, hiding behind a giant willow tree, and puts his finger on his lips, signaling for me to be quiet.I have so many questions… And for some reason my number one question is, shouldn’t they be able to scent us, we’re so close to the small cabin. I guess if they’re not paying attention…“Please!” The woman’s voice hits me like a ton of bricks because… I’ve heard it before. I don’t know when, and I don’t know where, but the voice sounds as familiar to me as breathing.My head snaps up, as I try to look into the window I can barely see her through.I’m too far away…I make a move to move closer, but Vince keeps me still, leaning over closely to my ear and whispering, “Seeing you could change everything. Colt wasn’t wrong about changing history and unless you’re willing to possibly lose them… You need to stay here.”I swallow deeply, squinting my eyes to try an







