Chapter Six

I had imagined my wedding night would be nothing but blissful, I have had day- dreams about the day I will have sex for the first time and most importantly the day the love of my life would make love to me , especially as married couples.

It was around 9pm that day , The dinner party had finally come to an end.After hours of laughter, champagne, music, and endless congratulations, my husband and I finally stepped out of the grand hotel, hand in hand. The night air felt cool against my skin as we made our way toward the sleek black Rolls-Royce Phantom waiting for us outside.

He opened the door for me, and I slipped into the back seat, lifting the hem of my wedding dress carefully. A few seconds later, he joined me, and the car pulled smoothly into the night.

I rested my head against his shoulder as the city lights passed outside the window. For the first time all day, there were no cameras, no guests, no music, and no voices calling our names.

When we finally arrived at our apartment, I stepped out and stared at the building for a moment. Tall glass windows, warm golden lights, marble walls, and a private entrance that made the house look like a castle in the movies or a building in my fantasy land and somehow I felt like a princess wearing her crown and entering into her castle

My husband took my hand as we walked inside , the moment the doors opened, I was greeted by a breathtaking view of our new home. A grand chandelier hung above the spacious living room, reflecting softly against the polished marble floors. Floor-to-ceiling windows revealed the glittering city below, while elegant furniture and carefully chosen decorations filled the room.

I slowly turned around, taking everything in.

“We’re finally home,” he whispered.I looked at the man standing beside me, still dressed in his perfectly tailored wedding suit, and realized that after all the celebration, all the vows, and all the people who had come to witness our love, this was the moment that truly felt like the beginning of our marriage.

He lifted me and carried him in his arms romantically and I giggled and laughed like a child who had just found a missing item , we went into the master’s bedroom where he placed me at the middle of the large king sized bed , I looked around and found the room decorated with red flower petals and a bunch of rose flower gently placed beside the pillow . My husband bent down towards me and whispered something that made me look flustered with my cheeks burning red from my blushing .

“ I want your first time to be special baby “ making me blush harder than I did before . At that moment I felt like the luckiest girl to ever exist and I thought he was the best man in the world .

He lay beside me and took me into his arms , caressing my hair , i looked up at his face and our eyes met , making him to lean closer and kiss me , he continued kissing and the more we kissed the faster the pace indicating how much we longed for each other and how long we had waited to make love to each other .

As he kissed and caressed me he simultaneously started unbuttoning my wedding dress , seeing how long it took him and how hard he found it to untie my dress, especially the corset that had snatched my waist . We laughed about it and I helped him to undress myself. When my dress came down it revealed the silver coloured lingerie that I had worn beneath my wedding dress . He took a moment to scan my body and trace his hands from my head to my nerval then gently caressed in between my legs without parting my legs or removing my underwear.

“ you are so beautiful Cassie “ he said under his breath

Then he looked at me again as if he was asking for consent or looking for an answer and that was when I flashed him a smile and placed his hand on my breasts , he gently squeezed them and right at that moment I couldn’t hold the Euphoria, I let out a moan and that was when he lost control , he sucked my breasts and gently slide his fingers in between my legs, he fingered me while simultaneously sucking my breasts .

shortly after he took out my underwear, and removed his clothes .

Then he leaned closer ready to take my whole body , the pleasure was irresistible until he got inside me and that when I felt an amount of pain that I didn’t imagine I would feel .

After we consummated our marriage , we both showered because I had bled , changed the sheets and lay side by by side cuddling each other .

Around 3:am I work up with a pain in my pelvic area,I stood up trying to go to the bathroom but I noticed my husbands phone beaming with lights , I reached out to it thinking he was still getting congratulatory texts regarding our wedding but what I saw was something unexpected, and I couldn’t believe that one day into my marriage this was what I would be dealing with .

I had walked right into the life I dreaded , into the life that I couldn’t watch my mum bear although then I had ignored it.