LOGINThe intensive rehearsal in Basement Studio Number Three that night felt different—not just because of the mounting pressure of the arrangement they had to finish within a month, but because Anindya's words from that morning kept looping in Michi's head, wrecking her concentration far worse than even Rimba's usual jabs ever managed to.
The basement studio seemed to swallow the residual noise of the day whole. No sound from the outside world found its way in, leaving behind a hollow, contained space now filled only with scattered score sheets and the low, static hum of an amplifier idling somewhere in the corner. But this time, that silence didn't feel entirely safe to Michi. Every time the studio door creaked slightly from a gust of air through the ventilation, she flinched and glanced up, as if half-convinced someone had followed her all the way down here.
"That's not how it goes, Arunika," Rimba's baritone voice drawled out lazily from behind the oversized headphones hanging loose around his neck. He leaned back in his swivel chair, watching her through the monitor's reflection with one eyebrow raised. "Your fifth-bar timing is way too polite. Sloppy. You've been out of focus this whole session."
Michi stopped her fingers mid-motion, quickly rearranging her expression. "I am focused."
"Liar." Rimba narrowed his eyes, studying her longer than usual. "You've been glancing at the door the entire time you play. Someone following you here or something?"
The question landed too close to the mark, sending her heart rate spiking. "It's nothing. Just tired, that's all."
Rimba didn't push further right away, though a faint suspicion still lingered in his gaze. He got up from his chair and strolled casually over to the keyboard desk where Michi sat. Without warning, he leaned in, reaching past her shoulder for the mouse to rearrange a run of digital notation on the monitor. The distance between them collapsed in an instant, and for a moment, Michi's anxiety over Anindya's text got swallowed whole by the sheer awareness of how close Rimba's face suddenly was to the side of her neck.
"That's not off-key, Michi," Rimba murmured, his voice low and intent. "That's emotional distortion. I'm leaving it a little rough on purpose, so the audience at the concert knows that underneath this model pianist's stiff posture, there's a rebellious soul in there screaming for help."
Michi straightened her back, holding her breath. Rimba might not know her true identity as Midnight Frequency's drummer yet, but his musical instincts had a way of peeling her soul open that felt far more frightening—and far more intimate—than even Anindya's little dig that morning.
Her phone, lying face-up on the desk, suddenly buzzed, the screen lighting up with a new message notification. Michi glanced at it, and her blood ran instantly cold.
Kak Nin: btw earlier i was just joking about that Tirtodipuran thing, don't take it personally lol. but someone really did tell me something like that, kinda curious tbh 👀
She flipped the phone over quickly, hiding the screen from Rimba, though he had already pulled his body back before catching a glimpse of what it said.
"Who was that?" Rimba asked, his tone drifting back to its usual casual register, even as his eyes stayed watchful.
"Nobody important." Michi swatted Rimba's arm off the edge of the keyboard desk, carving out a safe distance between them again. "Stop talking nonsense and psychoanalyzing me with your discount psychology, Rimba. If you keep stirring up trouble like this, I promise I'll wreck the piano intro on purpose the day of the concert."
Rimba chuckled, pulling his body back slowly while raising both hands in the air as if surrendering. "Mercy, Maestro. Fine, fine, let's keep going before you actually snap and start destroying campus property."
Even though their mouths never seemed to stop trading barbs, some strange anomaly kept happening every time they picked their instruments back up in that studio. The instant the melody started playing again, their fingers always found some absolute point of alignment. The tidy precision of the classical Chopin line Michi played collided with, and somehow also embraced, the brutal modern-rock distortion Rimba layered underneath it, forcing them both to briefly forget the outside world entirely—including the message still waiting, unanswered, on Michi's phone.
By the time the digital clock crept toward half past eleven, the last chime finally dissolved into the air. They stopped—not because the arrangement had reached perfection, but because both of them had genuinely run out of energy to give it.
Michi let her aching back sink into the chair, closing her eyes for a moment. Across the room, Rimba sat cross-legged on the floor near the drum kit, wiping sweat from his temple with the sleeve of a flannel shirt already rolled up past his elbows. For a moment, there were no jabs left, no sarcastic teasing. Only silence—which, strangely, no longer felt like it was pressing down on her chest.
"You know," Rimba murmured quietly, his gaze drifting up toward the dim ceiling of the studio, his voice sounding tired but genuine in a way she'd never heard from him before. "This is the first time I haven't been in a hurry to leave after a rehearsal."
Michi turned her head sharply, startled by the unfiltered sentence that had just slipped out of that arrogant mouth. But before she could catch whatever expression was hiding underneath his tired face, Rimba had already closed his eyes, letting his words hang in the air without any further explanation.
Michi chose not to respond. She swallowed, looked away, and pretended to busy herself tidying a stack of score sheets that had, in fact, already been perfectly organized for a while now. She grabbed her canvas bag, pushing down the unfamiliar feeling that had started creeping in and warming her chest against her will.
But that night, on the whole walk home, two things kept competing for space in her head—one short sentence from Rimba that refused to leave her alone, and one message from Anindya she still hadn't found the nerve to answer, quietly reminding her that the world outside this studio was never going to stay under her control forever.
One year later.The main auditorium of the Swasemesta Music Conservatory was packed with visitors that night, far exceeding its normal capacity for the Graduating Class Culmination Night—an annual tradition in which the top graduates from each department are given one more chance to perform in front of the public before officially stepping out through their alma mater's gates. Strings of white fairy lights had been draped along the balcony railings for the occasion, and the smell of fresh flowers from the front-row arrangements drifted faintly all the way backstage.Backstage, Michiko Arunika Suryokusumo stood in front of a dressing mirror, wearing a long black gown, elegant yet simple. But unlike every formal performance she'd given over the past four years, this time there was one detail she had never once allowed to appear on an official conservatory stage before: a pair of drumsticks tucked neatly inside a small bag hanging from the side of her dressing chair
Two weeks passed since that night on the porch, and slowly, the rhythm of their life together began finding its shape again.The campaign video never resurfaced. Not because Surya had truly given up—Rimba knew his father well enough to know that a man like that never truly stops, only waits for a more advantageous moment. The last update to reach Rimba's ears was that his father's media team had their hands full managing the agenda ahead of next year's election season, and for the time being, neither Rimba's name nor Michi's was useful enough to bother with. The threat hadn't disappeared. It was only sleeping, waiting for a better time to wake up again.What he knew for certain was that, for the first time in years, he was no longer carrying every anxiety that surfaced from his father's shadow alone. Every time that name crossed his mind, he told Michi about it, sometimes Bayu too, sometimes Kelana over the long phone calls they'd started making a regular habit e
Michi was rearranging some sheet music in her room when the notification sound on her phone rang out—a message from Rimba, brief but different from the empty messages she'd been receiving so often lately, the kind that used to arrive hours late with nothing real inside them.I'm outside your house. Can I come in? I promise, this time I'll tell you everything.She stared at that screen for a long time before finally heading downstairs, opening the front door with a hand that trembled slightly. Rimba stood there, his face tired but his eyes showing something different from the past few weeks—no longer that evasive look, but a seriousness he rarely ever showed.They sat on the front porch, among the potted flowers Akari usually tended, lit by the dim yellow light that evening, the same porch light that had watched over every homecoming and every quiet argument this family had ever had."Chi, I'm sorry," Rimba said, starting with
Maharani's dance studio was still lit even though the hour had grown late, dim lights illuminating the wooden floor her students usually used to practice Pakarena dance in the afternoons. The building was otherwise silent, the kind of silence that only settles into a place built for music and movement once both have gone quiet for the night. Rimba found his mother alone there, sitting cross-legged in the middle of the empty room, staring silently at the large mirror reflecting her own image back at her."Not asleep yet, Ma?" Rimba stepped inside, sitting down on the floor not far from his mother."Hard to sleep with a head this full of thoughts." Maharani turned, smiling thinly at the sight of her eldest son's tired face, far more tired than he usually let show. "You look the same way, Rim. What's wrong?"For a few moments, Rimba simply sat still, staring at his own reflection in the mirror, trying to arrange words that had felt too heavy to say out loud for wee
Michi hadn't spoken much since that night in the studio. She still went to her classes as usual, still smiled in front of her parents, still answered every question at the dinner table the way she always had, but Bayu—who had grown up learning to read his sister since childhood—knew perfectly well that something was wrong behind that thin, forced smile.He didn't ask right away. Bayu wasn't the type to push someone to talk before they were ready, a restraint he'd learned the hard way after his first, clumsy attempt to interrogate Rimba in this same basement months earlier. But this time, he pointed his old habit—following political news, digging through the track records of public figures purely as material for casual class debates—toward one name that had kept appearing on his social media timeline these past few weeks: Surya Pratama.That night, in his room, Bayu sat for hours combing through old news archives, political discussion forums, eve
Ten days passed since that meeting, and the campaign video that had briefly caused an uproar was finally taken down quietly, as though it had never existed at all. For everyone else, the problem felt resolved. For Rimba, that was exactly where his unease truly began.He knew his father wasn't going to stop that easily. And the only solution he could think of to make sure Michi wasn't targeted again was to distance himself—to make the two of them look no longer close enough to be turned into material for any story.He started canceling plans one by one, quietly, without ever framing it as what it actually was. The excuse of "a lot of studio work" became the sentence that left his mouth most often. Replies to messages that used to come quickly now arrived hours later, short, half-hearted. Even in the basement studio, the very place that had once witnessed the beginning of all their secrets, Rimba started showing up alone at odd hours more often, leaving behind mess







