LOGINZADENI woke up before dawn with her still in my arms.For a moment, everything was quiet. Just her breathing, against my chest, and the grey light starting to come through the curtains.Then I remembered.Kira.I eased out from under her carefully. She stirred but didn't wake. I pressed a kiss to her forehead and got dressed in the dark.Damian was already in my office when I got there. Like he'd been waiting all night."You look like you didn't sleep," I said."I didn't," he said. "I've been going through everything. Every transaction on that list. Every date." He slid a folder across the desk. "It's not what we thought."I opened it."Kira's name is on the list," I said. "But look at the dates."I looked.Six months ago. Before Reina ever arrived. A payment. A transfer."That's before the coalition even made contact with us," I said slowly."Yes," Damian said. "Because it wasn't a payment to Kira. It was a payment Kira made. To someone else."I looked up at him."She's not the leak
REINAHis fingers were still against mine.Barely touching. Just enough that I could feel the warmth of his hand next to mine on the cold stone window ledge.I looked up at him.He was already looking at me."Reina," he said. My name came out low. Rough."Yeah," I said.He didn't say anything else.He didn't need to.His hand turned over. Fingers lacing through mine properly this time.I didn't pull away.I turned my hand into his.The window seat suddenly felt very small. The space between us felt like it was closing on its own, without either of us deciding to move."I meant everything I said tonight," he said quietly. "But there's something else I haven't said.""What?" I whispered.He lifted his free hand.Brushed a strand of hair back from my face.His fingers lingered against my jaw."I don't know how to stop wanting you," he said. "I've tried. For months I told myself it wasn't allowed. That I didn't deserve to want you after everything." His thumb traced my cheek. "I don't car
REINAHe knocked on my door at nine."Come in," I said.He opened the door.Stood there for a second before coming in, like he was giving me a chance to change my mind.I didn't.He came in and closed the door behind him."I don't want to overwhelm you," he said. "I know I said everything I needed to say in the garden. I'm not here to repeat it.""Then why are you here?" I said."Because I want you to know I'm not going anywhere," he said. "Even if you need time. Even if you're still angry. I'm not disappearing after one apology and expecting that to fix anything."I looked at him."Sit," I said.I moved to the window seat. He sat on the other end of it. Not close. Careful about the space.The garden was dark outside. A few pack lights visible far off.We sat in silence for a moment."I keep thinking about the boundary night," I said. "How different everything could have been if you'd just... seen my face. If you'd known it was me from the start.""I've thought about that too," he sai
ZADENI watched Lena walk away.Then I looked at Reina.She was still sitting on the stone border. Cold air around her. Tea in her hands. Not looking at me, but not telling me to leave either.I walked over.Slowly.I sat down next to her. Not too close. Just close enough.For a while, neither of us said anything.Then I said it."I'm sorry."She looked at me."For all of it," I said. "The way I treated you when you first came here. The way I called you a transaction. The way I looked at you like you weren't even a person." My voice was rough. "I was cold to you because I didn't know how to be anything else. And that's not an excuse. It's just the truth."She didn't say anything.I kept going."You didn't deserve any of that," I said. "Not one day of it. You walked in here with nothing and you built something real out of it and I made you feel small the entire time." I looked at her. "I'm sorry, Reina. I mean that with everything I have."She was quiet for a long moment.Then her eyes
REINAI made it to the garden before I stopped holding it together.Not crying really. Just, sitting on the stone border with my hands in my lap and my head down and the specific feeling of someone who has been carrying too many things for too long and just put down the last one and doesn't know what to do with their hands now.Lena found me ten minutes later.She didn't say anything.She just sat down beside me and handed me a cup of tea like she had been carrying it specifically for this moment.I took it.We sat quietly."He did it for Sofia," I said finally."I know," Lena said. "Damian told me.""He had no choice.""He had a choice," Lena said carefully. "He just made the one that protected her." She paused. "Same thing you would have done."I looked at the garden.She was right.That was the part that made it complicated. That was the part I couldn't be simply furious about. Because I had done the same thing. I had walked through those gates for the same reason he had sent me th
REINAWe sat in the east sitting room.Me on one side. My father on the other. Zaden by the window. Not sitting. Just standing. Arms crossed. Watching.I put the envelope on the table between us."Open it," my father said."In a minute," I said. "First you talk. Everything. From the beginning."He looked at his hands."Twenty years ago," he said, "I was desperate. The business was failing. I had a wife and two daughters and nothing left to pay the bills with." He paused. "A man came to me. Said he could help. Money, enough to save everything. In exchange for a future favor. Unspecified.""You didn't ask what the favor was," I said."No.""You just agreed.""Yes."I looked at him."I was twenty-eight," he said. "I was scared. I thought…" He stopped. "I told myself it would never come to anything. That maybe they'd never collect.""But they did," I said."Twenty years later. Yes." He looked up at me. "Reina. I didn't know it would be you. When they came to collect I thought it would be
ZADENThe wedding is on the fourteenth.It's in my calendar between a board meeting and a call with the Amsterdam team. It sits there looking exactly like what it is…an appointment. Something that needs to happen so something else can stop being a problem. I look at it the same way I look at everyt
REINAMy father has a tell.Most people who know him wouldn't catch it. But I've been watching him my whole life and I know the tell. It's in his hands. When things are bad, really bad, he sets them flat on the table in front of him like he's trying to hold something down.Both hands. Flat on the t
ZADENI don't make mistakes.Not because I think I'm perfect. But because I learned a long time ago that mistakes in my world have consequences that go way beyond personal embarrassment. An Alpha who slips up doesn't just embarrass himself. He puts two hundred and sixteen people at risk. So I don't
REINAI should have taken the main road.That's the thought that keeps circling back to me now, sitting on my bathroom floor with my back against the cold tub and my knees pulled to my chest. I should have taken the main road. It adds seven minutes to the walk home from the bakery, and after a nine







