ANMELDENZADEN
The wedding is on the fourteenth.
It's in my calendar between a board meeting and a call with the Amsterdam team. It sits there looking exactly like what it is…an appointment. Something that needs to happen so something else can stop being a problem. I look at it the same way I look at everything else on that calendar and I feel nothing because I have more important things thinking about.
Her, for instance.
The girl from the street. The one I still haven't been able to find, which honestly is embarrassing at this point. I have an entire network built for exactly this kind of thing. People who find people. Resources that most organizations would kill for. And one human woman who walked through my boundary line on a Tuesday night has somehow managed to disappear so completely that thirty something days of looking has produced exactly zero useful results.
Either she's very good at not being found or I'm looking in the wrong places.
I open the desk drawer. Look at the bracelet. Close it again and move on.
Damian knocked at nine sharp the way he always does, three knocks, waits, comes in, says what needs saying, leaves. No small talk. Just business. It's one of my favourite things about him.
He ran through the morning report. I listened, made the calls that needed making, sent him off with a list.
He was almost at the door when I stopped him.
"The Castillo arrangements," I said. "Confirmed?"
"Yes. Family accepted the terms. Ceremony is set, legal team has the bonding documents ready for signatures." He paused, one of those Damian pauses that means something is coming. "Do you want a briefing on her? Background on who she?"
"No."
He waited.
"She's the Castillo girl," I said. "That's what she is. I don't need a file on a debt settlement."
"Of course." Another pause. "Is there anything else?"
There wasn't, so he left
I turned back to my screen and I did not think about the fact that somewhere across the city a twenty-something year old woman was about to have her entire life rearranged because of a debt her family owed mine. That's not my problem to think about. The debt is real. The terms are fair by pack standards. Everyone involved knew this was always a possibility when the original agreement was made twenty years ago.
It's business and I'm good at business.
Morning of the fourteenth.
Up at five thirty. Six miles. Same route. The city is still mostly dark and quiet except for the sounds of a place that never fully switches off. Shower. Dressed. Breakfast standing at the kitchen island reading the overnight security reports on my phone like every other morning.
The calendar notification popped up at eight.
Wedding 12:00pm
I swiped it away.
Damian had the car ready and I read Chase’s boundary report on the way,
The venue was a private hall the pack uses for formal arrangements. Clean, contained, no windows facing the street. Twelve people total, Damian, two elders whose presence tradition required, our legal rep, her father, a few others whose names I hadn't memorised because I didn't need to.
I stood at the front of the room and I waited.
And I thought about her.
Not the girl about to walk through those doors. The other one. The one from the street. I've been doing this thing lately where I reach for the details I have, the approximate height, the dark hair, the heartbeat under my fingers, the specific quality of the silence after the threat was gone and I try to build a clearer picture from them. It never works. The picture stays frustratingly incomplete no matter how many times I reach for it.
The doors opened.
I looked up because that's just what you do when doors open.
She walked in.
I did what I always do when something enters my space, ran a quick assessment. Height. Posture. Expression… Threat level.
Young. Early twenties. Dark hair pulled back with a few pieces loose. The dress fit perfectly. Her expression was…actually her expression was interesting. Not frightened. Not doing any of the things people usually do when they walk into a room that holds me.
She looked like a woman who had made a private decision and was in the middle of executing it. Whatever that decision was it lived entirely behind her eyes and she wasn't sharing it with anyone in this room.
Noted.
The ceremony took about eleven minutes.
I know because time awareness is just something I have. It's not intentional, I just always know how long things take.
We said our vows, which we didn't mean obviously and every person in that room knew it.
She said her words in the same even tone she walked in with. No wobble. No hesitation. No moment where the composure cracked even slightly. I'll be honest, I noticed that. Not many people manage to not crack in front of me. She didn't even come close.
I said mine.
Then it was time to sign. The pen was cold when as I signed, then I handed it to her without looking.
The car ride back was quiet.
I had calls to make. I made them. Sent Damian a message about the perimeter and read two more reports.
She sat on her side of the seat and looked out the window at the city going past.
I didn't speak to her.
She didn't speak to me.
We arrived at the house. I got out. Went straight to my office. Sat down at my desk and opened the drawer.
The bracelet sat exactly where I left it, same as always, going nowhere
I looked at it for a moment.
Then I closed the drawer, opened my laptop, and got back to the boundary situation because that was an actual problem that required my attention.
ZADENI was in the office by six fifteen.The wedding was yesterday. I'm aware of this the way I'm aware of any completed task. It happened, it's done and doesn't need any more of my attention. The account is closed. The arrangement is in place. Whatever comes next in that particular part of my life can wait until it actually requires something from me.Right now it doesn't.So I work.The boundary situation is the thing keeping me up. I don't lose sleep over operational problems, but it's the thing occupying the largest portion of my attention right now and I'd like to get ahead of it before it becomes an actual crisis instead of just a very concerning pattern.The report from last night confirms what I already suspected. Whoever is sending scouts isn't being random about it. They're building a map. That kind of deliberate patience means something is coming, and I need to know what it is before it arrives.I pulled up the territorial maps and worked through them for two solid hours.
REINANobody tells you what it actually feels like.The movies give you nerves and flowers and a father crying at the end of the aisle and a groom who looks at you like you just answered a question he's been asking his whole life. The reality…my reality is a borrowed dress and eleven minutes and a man who signs a document with the same energy he'd bring to a parking permit.It took Eleven minutes and I was legally, permanently, irrevocably the wife of a man who didn't look at me once during his own vows.Not once.I watched Zaden Cole during those eleven minutes the way I watch everything that threatens me.He is tall. Broader than I expected, though I don't know what I expected. He wore a black suit that fit him the way expensive things fit people who are used to expensive things. Dark hair, cut close on the sides. A jaw that looked like it had never accommodated an uncertain expression.And his eyes.His eyes were the coldest thing in the room, which is saying something because the
ZADENThe wedding is on the fourteenth.It's in my calendar between a board meeting and a call with the Amsterdam team. It sits there looking exactly like what it is…an appointment. Something that needs to happen so something else can stop being a problem. I look at it the same way I look at everything else on that calendar and I feel nothing because I have more important things thinking about.Her, for instance.The girl from the street. The one I still haven't been able to find, which honestly is embarrassing at this point. I have an entire network built for exactly this kind of thing. People who find people. Resources that most organizations would kill for. And one human woman who walked through my boundary line on a Tuesday night has somehow managed to disappear so completely that thirty something days of looking has produced exactly zero useful results.Either she's very good at not being found or I'm looking in the wrong places.I open the desk drawer. Look at the bracelet. Clos
REINAMy father has a tell.Most people who know him wouldn't catch it. But I've been watching him my whole life and I know the tell. It's in his hands. When things are bad, really bad, he sets them flat on the table in front of him like he's trying to hold something down.Both hands. Flat on the table.That's how I know, before he says a single word, that whatever is in the letter he's been staring at since I came downstairs for breakfast is not something either of us is going to recover from quickly.I pour my coffee, sit down across from him and wait.My father is not a weak man. I want to be clear about that because what happens next could make him look like one and he isn't.He is a man who made one terrible decision twenty years ago when he was desperate and young and didn't fully understand what he was agreeing to. He has been paying for it in installments ever since, in sleepless nights and careful conversations and the specific way he flinches every time someone mentions the
ZADENI don't make mistakes.Not because I think I'm perfect. But because I learned a long time ago that mistakes in my world have consequences that go way beyond personal embarrassment. An Alpha who slips up doesn't just embarrass himself. He puts two hundred and sixteen people at risk. So I don't slip up. I read every room before I walk into it. I see problems before they become problems. I act before things go sideways.It's not a skill anymore. It's just how I function.So I'm sitting in my car on the drive back to the compound at almost midnight, one hand on the wheel and I'm trying to figure out what just happened to me back there. Because something did happen. Something that doesn't fit neatly into any category I have. And that bothers me. A lot.It started simple enough.Routine patrol report three rogues spotted inside the western boundary. No pack affiliation, no rules, the kind of dangerous that comes from having absolutely nothing left to lose. Damian wanted to send a team
REINAI should have taken the main road.That's the thought that keeps circling back to me now, sitting on my bathroom floor with my back against the cold tub and my knees pulled to my chest. I should have taken the main road. It adds seven minutes to the walk home from the bakery, and after a nine-hour shift my feet always hate me by the time I reach the front door, but seven minutes and sore feet is a small price to pay for staying alive.I should have taken the main road. But I didn't today.I press the back of my head against the tub and close my eyes and try to put the last forty minutes in order because my brain keeps skipping over certain parts like I’m beginning to develop amnesia.I was almost home. The bakery smell was still in my hair and I was thinking about nothing more significant than whether there was anything left in the fridge worth eating when I heard them.Not footsteps. Not voices. Something lower than both. A sound that didn't belong on a city street, in a reside







