Chapter 6

"Auttie, come here." Sir Bruce calls for me.

"Coming!" I yell, quickly putting my book down and running down the stairs to the living room where he is sitting.

"What were you up to?" he asks, as I enter the room.

"Reading." I reply, making him chuckle.

"You and your books." he comments.

"It's how I learn." I retort.

"Well, did you want to take a break and play a game?" he asks, and I nod my head happily.

"It's a new game, we haven't played it before, but I think you're going to like it and we have all weekend to do it. We just can't play in front of Madam Diana though, okay? Don't even talk about it. She really doesn't like it and she can get really mad fast, and I wouldn't want her to take it out on you accidentally. She sometimes gets out of control." he explains, and my eyes widen.

"Is it a bad game?" I ask, worriedly but he quickly shakes his head.

"It's really fun, Diana just had a bad experience playing once and has hated it since." he replies simply, and I nod my head in understanding.

"How do we play?" I ask.

"Pretty easy, first you go and lay down on the couch and then I'm going to put a blindfold over your eyes, okay? It's only for a few seconds so don't worry. It's like hide and seek." he explains.

"Oh, okay." I reply, going and laying on the empty couch across from him.

He comes over to me and places a blindfold over my eyes.

"Okay now put both your hands up above your head and then count to 10." he says.

"What do I do after 10?" I ask.

"Don't worry, I will tell you when we get there." he tells me, and I nod my head again before raising both my arms above my head.

"I'm just going to snap on 2 game bracelets, okay? They are going to help you." he says, and I feel as he clips on two slightly uncomfortable bracelets around my wrists, and I begin to count to 10. 

Before I can even make it to 7 though, I suddenly feel bracelets on my feet too.

"Um Sir Bruce?" I question a bit panicked.

"Shh." he replies and as I open my mouth to ask him why they were on my ankles, I feel something being shoved into my mouth and hear the sound of snap as it is somehow secured to my mouth and wrapped around my head.

I begin to panic as my heartbeat starts to pick up and I try to scream but it only gets muffled.

"Don't worry, I'm going to make you feel so good, Auttie baby." Bruce's voice murmurs in a tone that was new to me, and I shiver in fear as he rips my dress roughly from my body.

I begin to cry as I feel his rough hands begin traveling down my body, pinching at my nipples before going and rubbing against my private area.

Stop! I try to scream but only a muffled sound is heard.

When his hands finally stop roaming my body, I finally think it's over. As I wait for him to take the thing out of my mouth, I suddenly feel something wide rubbing against my area and my stomach instantly sinks.

Before I can even processes anything, a rippling burning sensation rips threw my core as a loud scream leaves my mouth that even the thing in my mouth, could barely muffle. The attack only gets worse, muffled screams and cries leave me as my body thrashes around trying to break free when suddenly a new voice is heard.

Autumn!

Autumn wake up!

AUTUMN!

I instantly jolt awake with a painful gasp as a sob racks through my body.

"Shh, little fawn. It's okay, your safe. I'm here." I hear Ryker's familiar soothing voice whisper.

I take in a deep breath as I realize I'm curled up in Ryker's lap with the bedside lamp on.

"What happened?" he asks me gently.

"Nightmare." I whisper brokenly.

"About drowning? Or about men?" he asks me softly.

"Sir Bruce... it was a memory... of the first time... he...entered me. It hurt so bad. It was so painful..." I sob.

"Shh, my little fawn, It's okay now. I'm sorry I can't take your pain away or change what has happened, but I promise you it will never happen again. This disgusting monster took something that should have been a special pleasurable moment and destroyed it for you. I am so sorry." he murmurs to me softly.

"Diana use to say sex is supposed to feel good, but never did it feel good with him." I admit, feeling sad and confused.

"She didn't lie to you. You have been forced into situations you didn't want to be in. When you bed a man, you should want it just as much as him and you should be able to enjoy it and when two people have intercourse together, they are both supposed to be willing and wanting. It should be an amazing experience for both." he explains to me.

"Like how amazing?" I ask curiously.

"It's like you're in a whole other universe." he replies with a small smile.

"I want to experience it like that one day." I murmur quietly.

"You will, I promise. One day when you're ready and you find someone who you want to explore that with and that you trust. You will." he promises, and I bite my lip, taking in every word of what he has said.