Masuk“Ma'am… Sophia,” a servant called, her knuckles rapping sharply against the heavy oak door. The sound jolted me from the dull buzz in my head. “Ma'am Sophia, the pack demands to see you. It’s time.”
It’s time.
The words slammed into me like a cold fist as I swallowed hard.
I swallowed, forcing my voice to stay steady. “I will be out shortly.”
The room was crowded with maids fussing over every strand of my hair, every fold of the silver-black gown that felt less like clothing and more like iron chains. One of them whispered, “You are beautiful, my lady. Alpha Lucian cannot look at you and still deny the goddess.”
Her words should have comforted me. Instead they dug into the raw wound in my chest. Lucian’s voice from earlier echoed in my mind, “I’d rather mate with a dying pig”… I pressed my lips together until they stung.
Another maid lifted my chin, her eyes were bright with admiration. “No man alive could reject such beauty,” she said softly.
I gave a brittle smile. “You don’t know him.”
They worked quickly, weaving my hair into an intricate braid. Each tug pulled at my scalp, matching the ache behind my ribs. When they finally stepped back, the mirror showed a stranger, a woman draped in moonlight, her eyes like storm glass. I barely recognized her. I barely recognised myself.
My dressing felt too ancient. Everything in this mansion felt ancient. But it's the tradition. This is our real religion that the normal world doesn't see.
The servant at the door cleared her throat. “My lady… they wait.”
I rose. My knees trembled, but I would not ask for help. “Open the door.”
The corridor beyond was silent except for the echo of my own steps. Moonlight streamed through tall windows, throwing pale shapes across the marble floor. Outside, the moon hung lonely and bright against the deep midnight sky, like a witness to my shame.
Two guards led me to the great hall. The massive doors groaned as they opened. A sea of faces turned toward me, the pack members, elders, they were all watching. The air was thick with murmurs and judgment in their faces.
At the far end stood Lucian.
He wore dark ceremonial robes that caught the silver light. His shoulders were square, and his jaw set like stone. Not a flicker of emotion crossed his face as I walked toward him. But I felt his eyes. They slid over me once but cold, assessing just like his usual stare, and the worst was that my heart clenched.
I stopped in front of him, lifting my chin. “Alpha Lucian.”
He inclined his head a fraction, a gesture so small that it could have been a twitch. “Sophia.”
For a heartbeat we simply stared at each other while the elder droned the opening words of the rite. The crowd’s murmuring faded, leaving only the sound of my pulse.
I broke the silence first. “Do you intend to glare at me for the entire ceremony, or will you speak?”
His golden eyes narrowed slightly. “Why speak when you already know I do not want this? I don't want you”
“I know you said that,” I replied, keeping my voice even. “But saying something cruel in anger doesn’t make it true. That has been what I have learnt since you went to an exile Lucian”
A muscle jumped in his jaw. “I meant every word.”
I stepped closer, enough that the fabric of our robes brushed. “Then look me in the eye and say it again.”
His breath caught, so soft that I almost missed it. “You think I won’t?”
“Yes,” I whispered. “Because the goddess bound us for a reason, and even you can feel it.”
His gaze burned into mine. For a moment, the cold mask cracked, and I saw a flash of conflict, it was quick as lightning, before he looked away.
The elder’s voice carried across the hall. “Join your hands, Alpha Lucian and Sophia Harvey.”
Lucian didn’t move, I know the name stung him like a bee.
“Lucian,” I said quietly, “don’t make a spectacle. Take my hand.”
He gave a low, humorless laugh. “You command me now?”
“I ask.” I held out my hand, steady despite the tremor in my chest. “Show them you are more than pride, Alpha Lucian Grey.”
The crowd shifted, uneasy. I heard the faint hiss of whispers, the scrape of shoes on stone. Everyone felt the tension like a storm pressing down.
Lucian’s eyes flicked to my hand. “You push too far.”
“Then push back,” I said, voice low enough for only him to hear. “If you can.”
His nostrils flared. “You think I fear you, Sophia?”
“I think you fear yourself,” I said, surprising even me.
For a heartbeat, something hot and raw flashed in his eyes. Then, slowly, almost reluctantly, he placed his palm against mine. The instant our skin met, a jolt of heat surged through me, racing like fire along every nerve.
Lucian stiffened, as his eyes widening a fraction. He felt it too.
The elder began the binding chant, words heavy with ancient power. The hall grew quieter, the air felt thick and electric.
Lucian leaned closer, his breath brushing my ear. “This changes nothing,” he murmured.
I met his gaze, holding it like a challenge. “It changes everything, and you know it.”
He exhaled sharply, a sound halfway between frustration and something else, something unspoken.
The chant rose to its final note. Power thrummed through our joined hands, a pulse that matched the frantic beat of my heart. I tightened my grip, refusing to flinch.
Lucian’s voice came in a low growl meant only for me. “You don’t know what you’re asking for.”
I tilted my chin up. “Then show me.”
A collective murmur swept the hall. Even without words, the pack felt the storm between us.
The elder lifted his staff, sealing the rite with a final command. “Complete the bond.”
I leaned forward, my lips barely moving. “Don’t resist, Lucian,” I said like a whisper, as I leaned my head forward.
“Raphael,” I said, and for a second, I was just lost for words. My voice sounded thin, even to my own ears, like a ghost of the man who had walked into this pack only days ago. I never knew my phone wasn't off. The realization made my blood run cold. I had been sitting here, pouring my darkest fears into the empty air, not knowing that my closest friend was listening to every word of my spiral. Just look at me wandering like a lost wolf just because I came to take back my inheritance. I was supposed to be the predator here, the one reclaiming a throne, but instead, I was falling apart over a woman who carried the scent of my enemies.“Alpha Lucian, you called me back but went calm and I heard that word from you,” Raphael said. His voice was steady, but there was a sharp edge to it, the kind of tone he used when he was analyzing a battlefield. Raphael went still on the other end, the silence stretching out between us like a physical weight, but then he continued, “Man, what went wrong
Lucian’s POV Bang!The heavy oak door slammed shut, and for a moment, the entire room seemed to vibrate with the force of Sophia’s exit. The air she left behind was still thick with the scent of her, that maddening mix of jasmine and something wild that made my wolf want to howl at the moon. It was better the way she left. I need to focus. I can’t let her get under my skin. I can’t let the daughter of a murderer make me forget the blood on the floor of the Great Hall.I ran my hands through my hair, gripping the dark strands and pulling until my scalp stung. I left it messed up, a reflection of the chaos inside my head. I cursed heavily, the words sounding like gravel in the quiet room. How did I let it get that far? I was an Alpha. I was the man who had rebuilt my life from nothing in the human world. I was supposed to be in control.I picked up my phone, my fingers trembling with a mix of leftover adrenaline and pure rage. I dialed the number that had interrupted what could have be
This is all I ever wanted from you Lucian. Call my name like you desire me and let your pain go away. I could feel the heat radiating from his skin, like a burning fever that seemed to melt the very air between us. The way he said my name wasn't with the usual ice or the sharp edge of a blade. It was a low, guttural sound that vibrated deep in his chest, a sound that bypassed my ears and went straight to my soul. It was the sound of a man drowning and finding the only piece of wood in a vast, dark ocean.I gently rested my hand on his arm that he used to pin my neck. His skin was like hot marble, his muscles corded and hard under my touch. I didn't try to pull his hand away. Instead, I leaned into the pressure, letting him see that I wasn't afraid of his strength or his anger. I held his eyes, those swirling pools of gold and silver, saying like a whisper, “Lucian.”He pressed his nose harder on mine, his breathing so heavy and it felt like a storm was trapped in the small space betw
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Lucian was just looking at me like a lost alpha that needs help. A weak one and sure I'm going to give him the help that he needs.He sat there on the edge of the bed like a man pulled out of a storm and dropped somewhere quiet. His shoulders were tense, his head slightly lowered, as though he was fighting something inside himself. This was not the fierce Alpha who stood before the pack with fire in his eyes. This was a man caught between memory and duty.I walked to him slowly and sat beside him on the bed. The mattress dipped under our weight, the room breathing around us in silence. I guided his head gently to my chest. He did not resist. His strength softened in my arms, and that alone made my chest ache.My fingers slid into his dark hair, smoothing it back the way I used to when we were younger.“Lucian, my Alpha,” I whispered. “I never knew both of us can still be together like this.”I inhaled him. The scent of his expensive perfume mixed with alcohol filled my senses. Beneath







