Logan's POV
I killed her. I know it was just a dream but still. Even in our dreams I must be the one to protect and love her.
My mate. I missed her so much. She made a huge impact on me from the first time I saw. It wasn't just a normal meeting between us. I was in trouble and she saved me. Even though I never got the chance to know her name, I owed her my life.
I couldn't help the tears that fell from my eyes when Alexis told me. I felt my chest tighten and my heart felt like it's being stabbed over and over.
"Logan sweetie, are you okay?" I heard my mom ask as she put on of her hands on my shoulder. That brought me out of my daze.
"Yeah mom, I'm fine." I lied.
I wiped my wet face, stood up and made my way upstairs to my room.
I have to calm down or I would have a mental breakdown. The thought of her getting hurt in any way made my blood boil and to think that I was the one wh-
No, I would never. Plus it was only a dream, no big deal right?
I took a deep breath and decided to take a shower. Maybe it would help ease my thoughts. I ran the water, adjusting it to my liking and then stripped out of my clothes and went under the shower. I have a long day ahead of me today. It was New Year’s Eve and my pack and I were invited to spend it with the New moon pack. It will be our first time celebrating outside but, since they're our new alliances we want to maintain a good and friendly relationship and so, we agreed on going.
I finished my shower and went to dry myself. Wrapping a towel around my waist, I went to my room then into my large walk in closet. I picked a gray v-neck shirt and grabbed a pair of black jeans.
After dressing up I opened the door and went outside my room. I planned on going to my office and finish some of the paperwork I had when I heard my mom call out my name.
"Logan" I turned around to see her making her way down the long hallway towards me.
"Honey, are you okay?" She asked with concern filled eyes.
I gave her a weak smile.
"Yeah mom I'm fine. It's just a dream, not like it was or will be real."
I heard her sight. "Yeah I know. Just don't let it get through to you okay."
"I sure will." I smiled widely this time and she returned it.
"Okay, I'll go see your father now. Oh! And don't forget we're going to the New moon pack tonight for New Year’s celebration. Be ready by 7:00."
"Okay"
She gave me one last smile then turned and made her way downstairs and I continued my way to my office.
The day passed by and I just couldn't stop thinking about that stupid dream. For some reason, as time passes the weird feeling in my gut seems to grow and I became worried. Maybe it's not a good idea to go? I have a feeling something will happen.
I looked at the clock hanging on my office's wall and saw it was half past six. Looks like I'll have to quickly go get ready. If I run late my mom would bit my head off.
I went to my room and looked for something to wear. It's not a formal gathering so I can't wear and suit. And since I'm alpha and stuff I can't just go with some shorts and a shirt. After some time I decided to keep my black pants on but changed into a white t-shirt and finally put on my black leather jacket. I put on my shoes and went downstairs where they all were waiting for me.
"Finally." I heard Blake, or was it Blain grumble. He and Blaine are my cousins. They came to the pack house last year for training since they turned 16 and it was about time for them to be able to fight for themselves.
"I heard that." I gave him an annoyed look.
"You were meant to." He replied back
I rolled my eyes at that but said nothing. I know I'm alpha and everything but, I didn't want them to feel that I'm ruling them. Well, technically I am but I'd like to keep a friendly environment in my pack not the master slave one. I cared for them all and in return they all care for me not as their alpha but mostly as their friend.
Looking at them all I saw that they were all dressed nicely. The girls wore beautiful dresses. My mom hand a long, red one with its back half open but had full sleeves. Its red color complementing her green eyes. She kept her brown shoulder length hair and wore a black diamond necklace with matching earrings. She looked stunning. Cole, Jake's mate had a short, mid thigh, pale pink dress. She had her blond braided and lying on one shoulder. She finally wore white flats, since she's pregnant Jake refrained her from wearing heels so she doesn't hurt her back. And finally, Alexis. As usual she had on a dark colored dress. I was dark purple with long sleeves. It reached mid thigh and had some black carvings at its flowy bottom. She topped it off with black boots that reached just below her knees and of course black tights under them. Overall, I was proud with our women. They never disappointed us or made us ashamed.
We all went to our cars and drove off. My parents and I in a car, Jake, my beta, his mate Cole and Alexis in one, Taylor, my third in command and the twins in one, while the rest of the pack members, each family took its own car.
It was a 4 hour drive, but we finally reached our destination. It was 11:00 pm now just when the part was about to start. We all parked our cars and the second I stepped outside I smelt the most amazing scent. Vanilla and lavenders. I know this scent, I would never forget it no matter how many years have passed. My wolf was ready to take over as he kept on repeating one thing over and over.
'Mate!'
I suddenly jolted out of my sleep at the sound of my bedroom door being slammed open and an angry alpha standing on my door way.I was still in a daze, trying to make sense of my surrounding as I was still half asleep when I large hand made contact with my face making my head turn harshly the other way. That sure woke me up and I'm sure my cheek would turn blue any time now, I was even able to taste blood from my split lip."You bitch! Why are you still in bed?!" I couldn't help but roll my eyes internally at the word 'bed'. You call that a bed? I was sleeping on the floor with a torn out jacket as my pillow and a single torn blanket."What? You waiting for us to bring your majesty your breakfast in bed? Don't you know that today is a very important day?!" Alpha Drake spat angrily at my face. I looked out my small window and the sun was already up. I usual woke up at the very early hours of the morning when only a single ray of sunlight was visible. I didn't realis
Logan's POV*Flashback*It was a sunny day and I decided to go for a run with my wolf since he wouldn't shut up about it.I was only 10 years old so my wolf wasn't that big. He was pure black but had a small semi lunar patch on his right paw.I kept on running in the woods that surrounded the pack house, moving between trees and jumping from rock to rock. It was a good exercise and I loved the sun rays that hit my body at different angles. I felt happy but only until something made me stop.It was a scent, a weird one. I couldn't recognise it but the scent was that of a decaying body. It was disgusting.I decided to go check but before I could take another step forward I felt something prick my left leg. I looked and saw a small needle like thing with a red rubber band and its end. My leg started to go numb and I eventually became light headed. I panicked and tried running but my body couldn't hold me and I fell face flat on the ground.I he
Logan's POVDing dongDing dongThe sound of the clock echoed through the whole area, signalling the end of this year and the beginning of a new one.All around the world people would be celebrating right now. Starting the New Year with family, friends and loved ones. But not me.All that occupied me right now was the barely alive body in my hands. My mate's body."Call you're pack doctor. Hurry up!" I yelled at Alpha Drake. I know I wasn't supposed to, he's an alpha after all, but what was I supposed to do? My mate was dying right in front of me."Why are you standing there? Please go call him." I pleaded this time. He looked hesitant, like he didn't care at all. Just what exactly is going on? Why wouldn't he worry about her? Isn't she one of his pack members?"Please" I begged again but he still wouldn't move. Now I'm angry. "MOVE YOU'RE ASS AND CALL THE PACK DOCTOR RIGHT NOW!! WHY ARE YOU JUST STANDING THERE?!" I yelled using my alp
Logan's POV1 week. 1 whole damn week since I found my mate, and she still didn't wake up. Not even once.Dr.Mitchelle told me that it would take time for the medicine and my blood to kick in her body and bring her back, but I can't wait any longer.I've been staying next to her this whole time and only left for the bathroom or to take a shower. I even declined eating downstairs with the rest of my pack and just asked for my food to be brought here. I can't bear the thought of leaving her for even a second.How I wish she would wake up and look at me with her beautiful eyes. I want to hold her and feel her body against mine, protect her from anyone or anything that would try and hurt her, and make her happy every second we're together.I sighted, and started patting her hair and gently, twirling it around my fingers.I was pulled out of my thoughts with a light tap on my door. I stood up and went to open my door to find my mom standing there
Logan's POV"She's gone Logan. Your mate, she's gone."My mother's words kept repeating themselves in my mind as I practically ran towards my room, taking three steps at a time. She's gone? How can she be gone? We didn’t see anyone leave through the front door and no one smelled any unfamiliar scent. This is my entire fault. I wasn't supposed to leave her.I opened my room's door to only stop dead in my tracks.There, the place where my mate should be was empty. She wasn't there. I was going to break down.I felt my mum's hand on my shoulder, which made me turn around and face her."How did this happen? Weren't you with her? Didn't I tell you to look after her for me mom?" I yelled, anger lacing my every word."I-I'm sorry. I just went to the bath-bathroom and when I c-came out sh-she wasn't there." My mom stuttered between sobs. My eyes softened and I felt bad for yelling at her. This wasn't her fault. It was all mine.I
Logan's POVI was so angry! After 1 whole week my mate finally woke up only to lose conscious again! The people in my pack knew that she obviously had a past and that we were supposed to take it slow with her. Still, my mom, the twins, Jake and Alexis rushed towards us making her panicking and yet again lose conscious."I told you guys to be careful and not overwhelm her." I said as I threw my hands in the air frustrated."We're sorry sweetie, we were just worried." My mom said.All 5 of them were seated in the living room with me pacing back and force. They were all shifting uncomfortably in their seats from my ranting."I know mom, but now.....now she'll just be more scared and not cower back from us, from me, her mate." I all but yelled. I heard her sight."It's okay Logan, just take it easy with her next time she wakes up and it'll be fine." Alexis said."Yeah cause, it'll be fine." I heard the twins say in union.Now it wa
Logan's POVWaking up to these beautiful blue eyes was something I would never get bored or tired from. After our conversation about my mate's true being last night, I headed to my room and couldn't keep my hands off of her. I ended up sleeping with her pressed against my body and in between my arms.She seemed confused for a while before she rose from her place with a start and immediately cowered in the corner. God, I'm such an idiot! Of course she would freak out if she woke up in a stranger's arms."Hey, hey it’s okay, I won't hurt you." I said calmly without moving from my sitting position as to not scare her more.She looked into my eyes trying to figure out if I was telling the truth. I could see her beautiful tail moving behind her. Obviously, she was still unaware of its presence; however, it didn't take long before it touched her cheek making her jump from her place with a screech. I should be grateful for that since she jumped right into my arms in
Logan's POVAfter my mate's breakdown, she remained buried in my chest, with her hand still clung to my shirt until she eventually went back to sleep. I guess crying for 30 minutes straight did consume all her energy.I gently placed her properly on the bed and pulled the covers over her. Her tail was still moving around before it eventually stopped.Ever since I was a kid I knew that my mate would be in some sort of danger, be it from rouges, hunters, or rival packs, given as I'm soon to be alpha of the most powerful pack in the state. To get to me they would use her. But, now, I think she'll be in more danger than I imagined.They would now want her for her powers, or better say, for her pearl that would give them power. I had to take the proper precautions if I want to keep her by my side.I quietly made my way out of the room and headed to my dad's office."Come in" was his reply to my knocks."Dad, I need to speak with you." The serious