Sierra’s P.O.VThe wind blew calmly around me as I started to notice the change in the leaf color. Autumn was close. It feels like an eternity since winter was here mostly because I slept through winter and spring last year. Imagine how it would feel going to sleep and waking up when you’re a year older. Not as in sleeping through your birthday but sleeping through a whole year.I grazed my fingers over my cappuccino to get warmth from it. I looked through my bag and got the scrapbook that Courtney made me. I put my cappuccino aside and let out a breath before grazing my fingers over the cover. Decorated with my name and hers. Glitter sprinkles, colorful paper, and letter cutouts decorated it even a few drawings of flowers and hearts.I smiled softly as I decided to give reading it another try. I opened to page one and saw a picture of Courtney smiling with Aaron in the background not knowing what was going on. I smiled at it and read what it said.“11/10/2020. Today, Aaron came to my
Sierra’s P.O.VThis was awkward. I was seated next to Xavier pretending to be listening to the lecture but actually had 100 thoughts running through my head at the same time. He wanted to leave at first but I felt guilty and lowkey wanted him next to me other than next to anybody else.In my peripheral view, I saw a white object. I looked and saw Xavier sliding me a note. I glanced at him for a brief second before reading it. “Can we please talk after the lecture?” it read. I reached into my bag and got a pen to write a reply to.I sent it back to him and looked at him. He looked back at me and it sent arrows to my heart. Why the fuck are his eyes still so bright? His scent turned joyful although his facial expression didn’t change which was kind of amusing, to be honest.~The lecture was done so I started to arrange my stuff and put them in my bag. I was still going to stay and talk to him. Soon everyone was out and we were left in our seats. “Sierra.” He said and I looked at him. H
Sierra is an amazing woman. Just a week ago, all that filled my head was our future because I felt like I would never see those days. Cuddling in sheets, watching our kids play, taking care of her during her pregnancy, going on dinner dates when our kids are with their grandmother and so much more. Now I might actually see those days becoming a reality. The moment I reached the pack house, I was welcomed by Walter's expecting smile. "so how was my boy's day at school." he asked as he flung his hand over my shoulder. "You know I'm the alpha right?" he looked confused. "So what, we're still besties. So did you talk to her?" he asked and I let out a sigh. I felt half my weight the moment I stopped talking to her but at the same time, she didn't answer my question of whether she would give me a chance or not. "Yeah." I answered as we walked up to my room. "Any advances?" he asked and I took in a deep breath. A few moments of silence before I spoke again. "She said she forgave me,"
"Where did you go wrong last time?" sigma Jane asked me as she tapped her long sharp fingernails on the handrest. Her gaze was boring holes into me. I didn't want to look at her for fear of getting swallowed or melted to ashes. She was absolutely furious. The last time I asked for advice, I simply didn't take it and messed up the Sierra thing. "I kept my personal details to myself," I said and she nodded once slowly. "So in all your alphaness you expected her to trust you when you didn't even trust her with simple honesty," she said and it hit hard because I couldn't look at it any other way. It was a lie. A firm relationship couldn't be built on smoke and mirrors. I couldn't even show her my scar. I had to hide my whole past and shadow it behind imaginary happiness in front of her. I met eyes with jane and ran my fingers through my hair. I clenched my jaw and unclenched it then I let out a sharp breath. "I know it's foolish of me to ask for so much from her in return for nothing
I let my walking stick rest at my side as I tied my hair up in a towel. I looked at my face and noticed a slight difference, it’s like all of a sudden the pink patches on my skin disappeared completely. I squinted and blinked twice. Nothing changed. What the fuck? I untied my robe and looked at my naked body in the mirror. I put both my hands on top of my mouth. Why was my skin smooth as fuck, with no blemishes, and shit? ‘That’s the power of a mate, baby.’ ‘What do you mean by that?’ ‘Let’s just say, the closer you are to your mate, the better it is for your body and Xander just happens to be next door so…’ ‘Aha.’ What is the werewolf magical shit this? I looked at myself wide-eyed and got my walking stick to exit the bathroom. Wow, looks like I’m saving on my skin care products and medical bills then. I got dressed in simple home clothes, just a simple sweater, and sweatpants. I waddled out of my room to go do my work in the living room. Aaron and Courtney went to a nearby caf
Sierra’s P.O.V “Ok, take my hand, gently,” Dom said as he led me through the pool. My legs were a bit wobbly in the water but it felt much easier doing it with my hand in his…lowkey because I was terrified of falling face fast into the water and splashing for my life in there. I took one step and another then boom, I had beat my record from the last time. From 50 steps to 52. “That’s good Sierra, do you want to take a break now?” he asked and I nodded. He led me back to the poolside and we sat at the edge in silence as he was checking something in his book that he usually brings with him. “Uh, Dom, I have a question.” “Go ahead and ask.”“Dom, remember the other friend of mine, with the blond hair?” I asked and he turned his attention to me in a slightly anxious way. I couldn’t really tell what was going on in his head. One thing was for sure, he did remember her. “No, I don’t remember someone like that.” I knew he was lying, he wasn’t good at lying. Around him was anxiety and
I walked through the streets as the cold autumn night breeze gently tossed my hair around. I put her hoodie up and wandered back into my thoughts. Do I really have to choose one or maybe should I hold this decision for a while? Xander seems to know me, I don’t mean that I’ve seen you somewhere with knowledge, It’s more like the I’ve known you for a few years knowledge. It makes me a bit queasy inside. He knew my name before I even told him, he knew exactly how I make my tea, he knew how my kitchen was organized. And those are not things that I was thinking about so there was no way he would’ve read my mind to find out. Xander definitely knows me personally but how though? I’ve been going over the matter with Penelope who is kinda like my bestie now. I feel so normal and natural around her. She told me it would be selfish if I was to take neither of them as my mate because an alpha without a luna is like a letter with no address, a room without a door, a boat without a sail, or a c
Aaron’s P.O.V8 months ago…“Aaron, why isn’t Sierra waking up?”Courtney’s eyes were tearing, she felt it. I know what she was feeling. She wanted warmth, she was cold. She was seeking my eyes for comfort and for some reason she was seeing it.I placed my hand n her head and patted her head gently. I didn’t know what to tell her. I couldn’t tell her Sierra will wake up, the odds are, she won’t. I couldn’t damage her harder. I could only delude her and give her false hope.“Don’t cry.”She didn’t stop. It’s been like this every day for the past four months. At school, she can’t help but cry, she