LOGINThe image seared my retina--the face of my dad, bruised and terrified, with duct tape over his mouth, the background his small apartment in New York that remained easily identifiable--and I was falling over to the world tipping the scales and my legs shaking as Mantovani picked me up, and the only thing supporting me is his face, which was duct taped, and I kept saying, "No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Mom looked at the screen and s
Candice’s P.O.VTwo years after we planted those first lilies, the cliff garden had become something wild and generous.The original bulbs had multiplied into drifts of white trumpets that spilled down the slope toward the sea, mingling with wild rosemary and sea lavender that had taken root on their own. Every spring they bloomed thicker than the year before, as if the ground itself remembered how close we had come to losing everything and decided to give us beauty in return. I walked among them barefoot most mornings, coffee in one hand, the other resting on the gentle swell of my second pregnancy. This one was a boy, already kicking like he wanted to join the world early.Mantovani found me there just after sunrise, moving with the easy stride he had reclaimed over time. The limp was gone. The cane lived in the hall closet beside the old rifle we both hoped would never be needed again. He wore loose linen pants and an open shirt, the long silver scar ac
Candice’s P.O.V.Three years after we planted those first lilies, the cliff garden had become something wild and generous.The original bulbs had multiplied into drifts of white trumpets that spilled down the slope toward the sea, mingling with wild rosemary and sea lavender that had taken root on their own. Every spring they bloomed thicker than the year before, as if the ground itself remembered how close we had come to losing everything and decided to give us beauty in return. I walked among them barefoot most mornings, coffee in one hand, the other resting on the gentle swell of my second pregnancy—this one a boy, already kicking like he wanted to join the world early.Mantovani found me there just after sunrise, moving with the easy stride he had reclaimed over time. The limp was gone. The cane lived in the hall closet beside the old rifle we both hoped would never be needed again. He wore loose linen pants and an open shirt, the long silver sca
Candice’s P.O.V.Two years after the wedding, the villa no longer felt like an escape. It felt like the center of everything.I stood in the lemon grove at dusk, bare feet in cool grass, watching fireflies drift like tiny lanterns among the branches. The air was thick with citrus and sea salt, the kind of evening that made you believe summer would never end. From the terrace above came the low murmur of voices—Mom laughing at something Dad said, Sanna’s quiet rumble, Conti’s louder tone teasing Isabella about her latest art project. They were all here this week: family reunion, no agenda, just the simple act of being together.Mantovani found me in the grove like he always did when I wandered off. He moved quieter now, the limp almost gone, the cane long retired to a corner of the bedroom closet. He wore loose linen pants and an open shirt, the long silver scar across his chest catching the last of the light. He didn’t speak at firs
Candice’s P.O.V.One year to the day after we landed in Portugal, I woke to the smell of coffee and the soft clink of dishes from the kitchen downstairs. Sunlight streamed through the open balcony doors, warm and lazy, turning the white sheets gold and catching the tiny white lily charm on the chain around my neck. Mantovani’s side of the bed was empty, but the sheets were still warm, and his pillow smelled like him—salt air, clean cotton, and the faint trace of the aftershave he’d started wearing because I said it made him smell like home.I stretched slowly, smiling at the pleasant ache in my muscles from last night. We’d made love on the terrace under the stars again, slow and unhurried, laughing when the breeze made the curtains dance around us, whispering promises between kisses until the moon dipped low and we finally stumbled inside. My husband—God, that word still made my heart skip—had carried me to bed even though I t
Candice’s P.O.V.Six months after the wedding, the lilies we planted on the cliff bloomed for the first time.I found them at dawn—tiny white trumpets unfurling against the dark soil, fragile and defiant, exactly like us. I stood barefoot on the dew-wet grass in nothing but Mantovani’s linen shirt, coffee forgotten in my hand, watching the first light touch their petals until they glowed like small moons. My throat tightened with something too big for words. These flowers had no right to be alive. We’d planted them the day after we arrived—half-expecting them to wither in the salty wind or the rocky soil or the sheer improbability of two people like us daring to hope for permanence. Instead, they’d taken root. They’d waited through winter storms and spring rains. And now they were here—blooming, unapologetic, beautiful.I felt him before I heard him.Mantovani’s arms came around me from behind, warm an
Candice’s P.O.V.The first full month in Portugal passed like a slow exhale after years of holding our breath.We didn’t rush anything. Mantovani’s body still needed time—stitches dissolved, bruises faded to pale yellow ghosts, and some mornings he woke stiff and aching, pressing his palm to the scar on his chest like he could still feel the bullet there. I learned the shape of every new mark on him: the thin silver line where the surgeon had gone in, the faint pink circle where the chest tube had been, the way his left shoulder still caught when he reached too high. I kissed each one like I could erase it, even though we both knew scars don’t disappear—they just become part of the map we carry.Mornings became our ritual. I’d wake first, slip out of bed, and make coffee in the little kitchen that still smelled faintly of lemon polish and new beginnings. By the time the espresso machine hissed its last breath, Mantovani
Candice’s P.O.V.The Portuguese sun felt different here—warmer, slower, like it had all the time in the world and wanted us to borrow some of it. I stood barefoot on the wide stone terrace the next morning, coffee mug warm between my palms, watching the Atlantic sparkle below the cliff lik
Candice’s P.O.V.Morning arrived gently in Portugal, slipping through the open balcony doors on a breeze that carried the scent of lemon trees and salt-kissed air. I woke slowly, wrapped in warmth that had nothing to do with the sun and everything to do with the man beside me. Mantov
Candice’s P.O.V.The jet engines hummed a low, steady lullaby beneath us, the kind that vibrated through the leather seats and into my bones like a promise that we were finally moving forward instead of running. I sat sideways in the wide cream-colored chair, legs tucked under me, my
Candice’s P.O.V.The hospital discharged Mantovani on a Thursday morning that smelled like rain and fresh coffee from the cart down the hall. The doctors had argued for another week—internal bleeding, cracked ribs, the lung that still wasn’t inflating the way they wanted&







